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barbyisafangirl · 5 years
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Moonchild
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Pairing: Jungkook x F. reader
Gener: Angst & a little bit of fluff
Summary: With the moon up in the sky and with tears running down their cheeks, the sky has decided her time was up. As she most returned to her castle next to the crying stars, and he will be left behind with a broken heart. 
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Thank you so much too @rosyjongdae for being an AMAZING beta reader and thanx to the @betareadernet for your support! I will hopefully be working with them soon. 
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The wind was blowing her soft locks, harms falling on her sides. Her feet inside the cold lake, water covering up to her knees, her short white dress dances a duet with the long baby blue silk fabric tied around her waist, the wind being the gentle melody of their dance. 
She knew this was eventually going to happen,  that her day was going to come in where she was going to leave earth and everything she loves behind. 
Looking up at the night sky, her dark eyes view the moon in front of her, it being some sizes bigger than other nights, the bright silver light illuminating the beautiful landscape.
Her heart aches with sorrow, her body heavy, eyes with a faint gloss from the tears that desire to fall down her sweet cheeks. Earth had become her new home now, and just the thought of leaving this place left a bitter taste in her mouth. The beauty that this place beheld was indescribable, each flower was different in smell and color, each creature was unique in very different ways, the magical sceneries scattered around the globe are like nothing she has ever seen up in the sky, each place had a particular feel to it, colors, flora and fauna only found in distant places. Yet the most wonderful thing she had discovered were the humans that roamed the place, how complexed they are and how each and every single one of them is so unique and special from each other. Each mind being particular from each one, no human ever having the same views, their bodies ranging from different colors, shapes, sizes, and heights. 
Humans were truly something magical, they could create the most wonderful things yet they could also cause destruction. Hate and love being a constant battle with them. 
She was frozen, unable to move a single one of her muscles, waiting for a sign, anything that would tell her what to do. 
His feet burned from running, body aching with pain, his leg muscles getting heavier by the seconds. With little oxygen in his lungs, he released long gasps, making it harder and harder to breathe each time.  The familiarity of the place brought memories of his past time there, the long, thick trees covering the night sky, grass lengthy and green, swaying from side to side with the claiming wind. Fireflies slowly started to shine in the darkness, their glowing light illuminating the stone path Jungkook was following, he was close. 
Cold chills ran down his fair body, his black t-shirt not covering him from the icy air, black ripped skinny jeans getting tighter on his muscular thighs as sweat started to fall from his skin. Looking up at the covered sky, he gradually started to see stars from the cracks in between branches, he was getting closer. 
The sight of a stone wall covered in vines and green plants brought a warm sensation to his chest, his pace started to quicken, not stopping for even a moment. Taking a deep breath he embraces himself to the wall, the gentle touch of the vines on his exposed skin leaving a tingly sensation. 
The humidity of the tunnel made his clothing stick to his body in an uncomfortable way. His feet, too tired to keep running, started to slow down their pace, his legs shaking uncontrollably.
There were little puddles of water making his shoes wet, a combination of the drops of water falling from the ceiling onto his skin, and sweat cooling his body down. The echo of his heavy steps jumped off the stone walls, and his hefty breathing burned his throat. The faint light at the end of the tunnel made Jungkook’s eyes sting a bit, the brightness being too much for his gentle eyes. Covering his face from the soft yet powerful light, the chilling breeze was felt against his skin, reaching the end of the tunnel. 
He could never get used to the beautiful scenery in front of him, a great lake taking most of the space in this heaven-like place, the few patches of land possessing magnificent trees and many types of flowers. But nothing will compare to the beauty that stood in the middle of the scenery, her silky hairs soft to his touch, skin so smooth that the softest winds would make it crack into pieces, yet nothing could compare with how creamy her lips are, their plum and delicious taste makes him drunk, addicted to the need of them. Her natural perfume is enough to bring him to his knees, the sweet smell of almonds and cocoa driving him into madness.  
His fear has come true, thoughts of this day came to his head once in a while, yet no matter how many times he had imagined this scene, it didn’t make it any easier. The unsettling beauty the sky beholds makes his skin throb, how can such beauty feel so sad? It almost looks like the stars are crying, are the stars crying? or is it his eyes playing tricks on him? The sweet stroke of the grass takes him out of his head, the ticklish sensation sending shivers to the body.  
It takes a long breath for Jungkook to make words come out of his dry mouth, lips trembling from exhaustion. Unable to asset the correct words, his mind is too distracted to form a coherent sentence. The sound of the water relaxes is nervous body, temperature cooling down. 
With a deep breath and conflict on his tongue, he lets words fall out his lips. 
“Please, don’t go” the bitter sadness his voice carried made the atmosphere bulky. The female turned around with such grace, it took away the little oxygen Jungkook had left, leaving him speechless once again. 
“But I don’t have a choice Kookie” her sweet and melodic voice lullabies his worries away with the delicate wind.
“We can think of something, we could move somewhere the moon could never find us, we could disappear in the shadows of the world and never be seen again-” the desperation in his voice getting more noticeable as the sentence goes.  
“Jungkook-”
“Just please don’t leave me!” (Y/N) couldn’t look away, his sorrowful eyes drawing her into him. 
“You know I can’t just stay.”
The light of the moon got stronger by the second, its vivid intensity birthing the scene, the stars being the audience of their play, their stares fully on the two people, attention put on their conversation and the weight it poses. 
“We can think of something, we just need more time to find a solution”
“That’s the thing Kookie, we don’t have time” her quiet whisper having a heavy toll on Jungkook’s heart, picking at his heart. 
The heartbreak it left on Jungkook was devastating, indescribable, his body quivering, heat spreading all over his body, his hands transforming into fists, tightening with anger and frustration. 
(Y/N) saw the frustration on Jungkook’s face, the red tint starting to spread on his fair skin. With a gentle sigh, she started she walked towards the young man, the light and clear water cold on her skin, the painful yet comforting feeling the rocks gave on her bare feet accompanied her on her short journey. 
Too distracted by his own warmth, Jungkook was cursing everyone and everything under his breath. He thought this wasn’t fair, before her, his life was so boring and miserable, how could life bring him something so special just to tear that away from him?
Two soft and gentle hands took his rough ones, the gentle touch took him out of his mind, the sweet skin so calming on his hands. His fists began to loosen up, instead deciding to intertwine his hands with hers. The bright glow (Y/N)’s eyes contained made the young man’s eyes were glued on her rounded features, the hold he had on her small hands was tightening.                                                                          
“There, there. There’s no need to be angry now. We always knew this was going to happen one day”
“But this soon? We barely even had a decade together ” his usual masculine voice sounded so small and fragile, the little time they had not being enough. 
Freeing one of her hands from the rigid hold he had, she gently stroked Jungkook’s muscular cheek. Moving some of the long strands out of his handsome face. 
“But didn’t you enjoy those years together?” the sentence was said in a tender whisper, almost unhearable. 
“I did” the forgotten hand of Jungkook took a hold of her small one that was gently holding his cheek, his thumb caressing her skin.
“But I am a greedy man and I desire to have you for many more years”
A beautiful giggled left her creamy lips, the sweet melody intoxicating Jungkook’s ears. 
“You never get satisfied do you?”
“I could never get enough of you my love” 
A smile appeared on the boy’s face, after days of frowning she finally got to see his beautiful smile.  
The wind’s intensity started to increase, the once soft and gentle strokes now became strong and aggressive. Moving both the dress skirt and her silky hair in uncontrollable movements.  She was glad he had come to see her, to say his goodbyes before returning home, but was the sky still her home? The place she once loved and cherished now only brings her sadness and misery. Being on earth had changed her view of not only beauty but what a happy home contains. Befriending seven handsome men and even starting a family with one of them had opened her eyes to the wonders the mortal world possesses. Not only falling in love with the man in front of her but the land he lives in too. 
She knew her time was up, she could feel it in her body. What once started as an escape from her world and all the worries in carried on her skin, now it had become her new home; her real home. 
“Jungkook” the heaviness her voice carried was all the man needed to hear for him to know the sadness that she bears. 
“Please take care of Eun-Kyung in my absence” 
“You know I will, but she still needs a mother to look up too”
A small smile grows on her face, a faint sadness visible on her face. 
“Then you will have to look for a woman that loves not only you but Kyungie as-”
“Don’t say that! I could never find someone in this world to love as much as I love you now and forever”
“But our daughter needs a mother”
“She already has her mother-”
“I mean I mother that can stay Kookie!”
Tears started to fall from her bright dark eyes. The guilt of leaving her child behind was killing her, but she couldn’t take her. She would leave Jungkook all alone, with no trace of her and the love they both have for each other. So she decided to sacrifice herself, to leave with nothing that could remind her of the passion they both had for each other. She knew that their child would have a happier life here than up there anyway. 
With his thumbs, the boy cleans her face out of each tear that falls from her broken eyes. Not wanting her crying face to be the last thing he sees before she leaves. 
“You will be with us, please promise me, love, that you will be looking after us up there”
“I promise Kookie, I will look after you and our daughter from up in the sky ”
And with that Jungkook leaned in to kiss her creamy lips, the faint flavor of salt could be tasted on the sweet kiss. With both of his hands on her cheeks, he pulled her closer to his body, wanting to feel her as close to him as he could possibly in this situation. Her hands grab his strong and enormous shoulders, grasping the little time they both had together. 
The cold water against her skin sent shivers all over her heated body, the contrast of temperatures making her skin crawl. 
Just as a soft moan leaves her lips, she couldn’t feel the tips of her toes anymore and as the seconds slowly started to pass by she could feel the spreads of the nominees on her body.  
As they broke the kiss and their foreheads gently touched each other, Jungkook could see the slow disintegration of her body. Her skin transforming into small shiny stars, slowly flying to the night sky. At the heartbreaking scene, Jungkook couldn’t contain the tears falling from his crystal eyes to (Y/N)’s rosy cheek. His heartache sending a burdensome feeling brake all over his shivering body, the site of where her legs used to be gradually transforming into particles of light reminding him of the years to come without her on his reach.  As his tears keep falling on her soft face, she reaches with one hand to his face wanting to feel his skin one last time. 
“Don’t cry Kooki, smile for me please”
“I can’t” 
With a small tender smile, she gently kisses his cheek. The salty flavor of the tears leaving a lasting taste in her mouth. 
“I love you Jeon Jungkook, never forget that”
And as the wind blow off all the shiny stars that once formed a beautiful body lazily flew up to the night sky, the ache in Jungkook’s chest grew to indescribable pain. The absence of the body made the young man fall to his knees, his eyes glued to the glowing particles going up the dark night, and as more tears start to fall from his glossy eyes, gentle sobs start to come from his petals really finally kicked in. He just lost the love of his life, and she is never coming back. 
“I love you too, but please come back to me”
As the night keeps getting colder and colder,  stars with their warming glow illuminated the suffering of the scene. The silence was guided by both the soft and wounded cries of a broken man, and the sweet melodic sound of the settled water.  The blinking of the stars became slow and heavy, a visible struggle to keep shining seen on their white light. 
Maybe his eyes weren’t playing tricks with his view and maybe, the stars are crying with hurt as well. 
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ceruleanskies · 4 years
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hi!! do you maybe know any networks where i can apply as beta reader?
hi! i think @betareadernet is a good one, but i’m not entirely sure where else. can anyone help with this?
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jamaisjoons · 4 years
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hi i noticed you have beta readers i was wondering how you found them or how they found you 👉🏻👈🏻
hello! My beta readers were either found through a network or they’re usually my friends who beta read for me! I know @hungline has a network dedicated solely to beta readers though! I believe it’s @betareadernet !! So you can find some there too!! Alternatively, just make a post saying you’re looking for one!!
Edit: oop never mine I see he’s closed it now :( but the other methods would still work!
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thekimlinenet · 5 years
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btswritersguild · 5 years
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hungline · 4 years
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Happy holidays ☃️ + sugamon + stuck under the mistletoe + make it extra fluffy bc I’m a fluff monster and that’s all I eat lol ❤️❤️❤️
courage, just wait a bit
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pairings: namgi, side junghope and jinmin 
genre: fluff, best friends au, rated pg13 
warnings: swearing, mentioned alcohol, pining 
a/n: i don’t think i hit the mark with extra fluffy, but the fluff is there, i promise!
words: 688
summary: Yoongi wants to kiss Namjoon very much, all the time if he can get away with it. But Namjoon definitely doesn’t want to kiss him back… right?
+ tag list: @dimplemono @kirtikagarg @disrespectfulkookies @honeymoonjin @roseyjongdae @reeneryu @dumplinbon @joonsvalentine @smoochkook ✨
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Yoongi freezes when Taehyung yells from the other end of the room just as he’s passing Namjoon.
He looks back towards the younger man, brow raised in question as Taehyung starts jumping in place. A large grin is spread across his face while his hands clap together in excitement. Namjoon pauses beside him as well, his body language going from relaxed to nervous in the span of a second. Yoongi would be amused by the sudden shift if he wasn’t still wondering what has overjoyed Taehyung so much.
“You’re under the mistletoe!” Taehyung screeches, eyes almost closed shut with the force of his smile. “You have to kiss now!”
Oh no, Yoongi thinks in despair as he looks up and finds mistletoe hanging from the kitchen’s doorway. 
Don’t get him wrong, he wouldn’t mind kissing Namjoon, except that’s entirely the problem. Yoongi wants to kiss Namjoon very much, all the time if he can get away with it. But Namjoon definitely doesn’t want to kiss him back… right?
Right. Definitely. No way in hell is Namjoon harboring romantic feelings for him like Yoongi is.
Yoongi slowly looks back down to meet Namjoon’s gaze, flushing automatically when he sees that Namjoon is blushing as well. Hoseok has one arm around Jeongguk on the couch and is lifting his mug of cocoa in the air to cheer them on while Jimin and Seokjin giggle at them from the kitchen sink. Taehyung is still standing by the tree, palms now pressed together in anticipation.
Pondering his options, Yoongi twists his fingers together nervously and bites his lip, avoiding Namjoon’s gaze. If he says no, then the gig will definitely be up and Namjoon will know. Yoongi can’t have that. When Namjoon rejects him, it’s going to ruin so much. Too much, honestly. Yoongi knows he isn’t going to handle the rejection well, it’s the main reason he has always kept his feelings under lock and key for so many years.
But if he goes along with this, then he gets to kiss Namjoon. He gets to kiss Namjoon and think of it for the rest of his life probably as he moons over his best friend. It’ll be painful having to deal with it, but it will also keep his secret safe and Yoongi doesn’t mind if this makes him a coward.
So, it’s settled. He’s going to kiss Namjoon under the damned mistletoe.
He turns to face Namjoon and wraps his hands around the ends of the younger man’s scarf, hauling him in none too gently. Namjoon’s eyes go wide but Yoongi closes his and lets their lips meet before he can change his mind.
Yoongi means for the kiss to be short, simple and sweet, but just as he’s pulling away, Namjoon’s arms encircle his waist and crush him to his chest.
It takes him a second to realize that Namjoon is kissing him back, but once the shock has worn off, Yoongi’s brain screams that Namjoon is kissing him back and holy shit, Namjoon likes him. Namjoon didn’t kiss Seokjin like this last year when they got caught under the mistletoe. That was a chaste press of lips that lasted a mere second but had Yoongi sulking for most of the night until more alcohol was broken out and he forgot all about it.
This kiss isn’t that. This is the kind of kiss Seokjin and Jimin frequently share. The kind of kiss that has Yoongi’s eyes fluttering shut and tilting his head back to better the angle while one of his hands finds its way into Namjoon’s hair and cards through his blonde locks gently. A kiss that has their friends whistling and whooping at them because it is clear that neither one of them is going to pull away any time soon.
Yoongi finds himself smiling into the kiss, laughing when Namjoon struggles to keep kissing him and then decides to throw all his inhibitions away and enjoy this moment.
He kisses Namjoon back, knowing that when they finally break apart, Namjoon will take his hand and not let go for the rest of the night.
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