There are nights like this where I’m silently hoping that you’d come back to me and we’ll try once more.
This speaks to me on so many levels
I miss him.
Like a lot…
I created this blog for a way to share my thoughts and feelings in a way I can’t express in person. I never thought that so many people could understand how I feel. It’s nice to feel like I’m not alone and I just want to thank you all. I appreciate all of you that are taking the time to follow my journey and listen to my story! ❤️
I wish all could stop wearing your deodorant, for every breeze of wind causes my heart to ache.
sinking apologies, knowing you’re leaving me all alone. (edited by me)
last year i was in love w this boy…we dated for a while and i thought he loved me too but he didn’t. he left me for someone prettier and smaller. i dropped a ton of weight bc i hated myself so much. one of my friends told me he said “it’s probably a good thing she’s starving herself bc she needs to lose weight anyway”. i was crushed beyond repair. but i guess i should thank him now, bc every time i want to binge i just picture him saying that, and i go back to restricting.
This has been a mood lately.
Fuck, I just reread our messages and Jesus I miss you.
Would it be weird if I looked through our old message. I just want to remember what it was like when we were together
The worst kind of pain is getting hurt by someone who you explained your pain to.
-It was foolish of me to think that you would be different.
“As the Moon admits defeat, so shall our intimate masquerade …”
Have you ever just thought about your ex and wondered what been going on with him and just crackle because instead of being better without you, he’s being shit 😂😂😂
Too many thing in this state make me think of her. Little things, and little feelings. But more than I want and still too present.
𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘸𝘦 𝘨𝘰 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘯𝘨?
Re: Tribulation (05/26)
I am not broken, therefore I do not need to fixed.
You cannot help me recover from a wound you inflicted.
You do not know
what I need,
what I want,
how I feel.
I do not need to be handled with care.
Take off your armor, white knight–
Your attempts to shield me from yourself cut deeper more than any sword.