#briken heart

[astronomicalunit32]

I saw a littol babie mouse outside of my house this past monday amd I wanted to take a picture but he got away so I drewed h him.

he was so round. and wet from the rain yet still soft like little fuzz ball. his fuzz was impenetrable, his cuteness tranquilizing. very small wet beast. just barely a beast yet. I was in love. but he scurried away into the dense forest of the grass around my neighbor's garage. which is right next to my house. but hewas so small. so young. I hope he is happy wherever he is. living a good life and knowing he changed mine for the duration of an evening.

#au rants #my art #wet beast wednesday #he was SO small #i cant say it enough #im not talking like smaller than normal mouse #i mean like baby baby. probably born a week ago baby. #so little small tiny baby sized #i wantsd to cup him gently in my palm and tell him the rain would pass soon #but he was a wild child. devious. rebsllious. j could not hold him. #my heart. briken. my aoul. destiryed. #by baby omg the baby. #ough #and i colored the grass eith my tiny colored oencils cuz it felt fitting #small man small art supplied

[jr80jr]

My life is a fucken mess right now especially after a heart breaking relationship

#relashionship #heart broken #briken heart #life #messed up life

[goldenkamuyhunting]

The sad news of Kentaro Miura's death have shaken the world of manga (and I dare say of comic books or even pop culture). I was wondering how do you think his masterpiece, Berserk, compares to Golden Kamuy and if an influence of sorts of the former can somehow be found in the latter. The theme of ambition is certainly there, as the topos of the tough and scary main character briken by trauma but with a heart of gold. What do you think?

Well...

I honestly wouldn't compare the two because to me they're two very different works although both are seinen who won the Tezuka Osamu Cultural Prize.

"Berserk" was monthly first then semimonthly, "Golden Kamuy" is weekly, which might seems irrelevant but the release date affect the pacing of the story greatly.

"Berserk" belongs to the Dark Fantasy genre while "Golden Kamuy" is an Historical manga, which means the authors have to worry about completely different things when crafting their story which allows them to pursue their themes in different ways.

Even the way the manga are structured is different, although both have many characters, "Berserk" for a long time has tended to focus the most on Guts, while GK shows itself to be a coral work from very early on.

There are some things that are similar, war, ambition, wish for a place to belong, trauma, but exactly because one is a dark fantasy while the other is historical, they're handled very differently.

In a dark fantasy you can view situations as metaphorical, in real life no one can experience "the eclipse" the way Guts and Caska do or sacrifice people to the God Hand's "apostles" the way Griffith does, but such situations can stand for real life experiences if you're willing to engage in the text as such, you might even enjoy how it's tinged in themes that reminds Nietzsche's ideas... or you can keep distance from it and just view it as a dark fantasy in which there are monsters that do terrible things to the humans and that need to be destroyed but none of this will happen in the real world so you can just enjoy the ride.

In an historical manga the experiences of the characters are things many people experience in real life. The Russo-Japanese war happened and, while now wars are more 'modern', there are things that still are the same. Sugimoto's experiences during the war, his coming back from it psychologically scarred are things that happened to tons of men, an experience that will continue being done as long as war exist. It's more difficult to keep distance, because even if the characters are fictionals most of what is mentioned is so very real it's easier it pushes you to think.

Mind you, I'm not saying this to say one is better than the other, just to say the two are so very different it doesn't seem fair to compare them.

In their genres I think they're both very good works, very solid and well studied, which tackle strong themes but in different ways and that the reader of one might not necessarily like the other but that they both deserve to be read.

"Berserk" is what I consider to be a classic in the manga world, "Golden Kamuy" is too new to be considered a classic but I expect it to become one.

Did "Berserk" get to influence "Golden Kamuy"?

Berserk started in 1989 (LOL, I've been reading it from 1996, it was a lifetime ago... I even watched the first anime series and brought the cd... "Forces" is still one of the songs I love the most), which places it close to "Hokuto no Ken" (which started in 1983) and "JoJo no Kimyō na Bōken" (which started in 1987) while GK is comparatively a newborn, as it started in 2014. We know Noda referenced both "Hokuto no Ken" and "JoJo". Right now I can't remember him mentioning "Berserk" (but it can be he did) and we don't know how old Noda is but I think there's a chance those are works he grew up with and if you grow up with something that's on this level of good, chances are it will directly or indirectly influence you.

So yes, it's definitely possible Miura's work influenced Noda, but as we can't know for sure it's hard to say.

The tough and scary main character briken by trauma but with a heart of gold is a common trope in storyteling but honestly, although Guts and Sugimoto live some similar experiences, to me they look as very different characters.

Guts had a tragic birth, as his mother was hung while she was pregnant and he was found by a slightly insane woman under her hanging body. His adoptive mother loves him but dies of illness, his adoptive father is a monster who mistreates him and sells him out to another man while Guts is desperate for his love. After he kils his adoptive father he continues to live alone as a mercenary untill he'll stumble into Griffith who'll force him to join him.

Sugimoto is instead for most of his youth a normal boy who lives a normal life with his beloved family and his friends and would have continued to live a normal life hadn't his family died due to sickness whcih caused him too to be ostracized. As a result Sugimoto does a couple of bad but understandable choices which lead him to lose Umeko to Toraji. He ends up in Tokyo, accepts to work for Kikuta and ultimately decides to join the army.

Of course the stories of both characters progress but they'll keep on progressing in different ways.

Sugimoto's life isn't a bowl of cherries but, compared to Guts' is litterally heaven on earth.

After the Eclipse Guts will become bitter, when Guts met Puck he cares little about how the citizens will be killed, all he wants is to deal with the Snake Lord. He doesn't want companions, he doesn't want to be touched, he's a ball of rage and desperation.

Sugimoto will never reach this level of bitterness, rage or desperation. Although he becomes more murder prone he never deliberately sacrifices innocents for his goal, he remains friendly and when he keeps other away is to protect them.

Again this is not about who of the two is better.

As main characters they're both awesome and they both will make you suffer a lot for them... but in very different ways.

So, long story short, I think both Miura and Noda did an awesome work with their masterpieces but that "Berserk" and "Golden Kamuy" are ultimately very different and wouldn't do justice to neither to compare them.

To who has gotten curious about it, "Berserk" is one of the manga I find is a MUST READ, however it comes with some warning as not only it's a seinen, therefore a work for adults, but it's very explicit in showing sex and violence RIGHT FROM THE FIRST PAGE, and that includes scenes of rape, monsters and situations worth of a horror story and other terrible things, so it's definitely not for soft hearted.

The art is beautiful and detailed, albeith dark but this fits with how "Berserk" has often a dark atmosphere (lighter scenes often have lighter art), the characters are well studied and there are strong themes. As said before you can find in it references to Nietzsche and his philosophy which makes for interesting points to ponder.

For me the story started to get really cool around the end of Vol 3, with the beginning of the Golden Age but there's who loved it from the start.

So... hum... sorry, this isn't exactly the analysis you wanted but I still hope it can be of some interest to read it.

Thank you for your ask!

#Sugimoto Saichi #Ask

[xyanmajor]

                  Nixyan Shadowclaw - Dating Meme !

Tagged by : @hikarinokusari

Tagging : i don’t know any of you yet... but enjoy yourself with this meme and don’t hesit to give me a ‘hi’ !

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PROS :

Loyal : Whether in friendship or love, she has a strong sense of loyalty. Once she is interested in you and you have shown her  the same, Nix’ will be at your side for all the happy moments and for the hardest too. She’ll always be a present and useful mate/compagnon and will defy the world if necessary.

The Perrrfect Purr : Good Miqo’te, she is ! In need of a little moment of softness by the fire ? Nix’ will be there for you, her head on your chest, her sweet little 'rrrrr' vibrating against your body up to soften your soul. And that’s priceless !

Not ‘jealous’ : She sees herself like an asset to others life, never like a central point. Actually, she can’t believe that you’ll see her as an important soul being at your side. Even as a couple, she will be sad if you go elsewhere, but will never complain. She’ll be bad hurted on her inside but she won’t be mad at you. She’ll be mad at her.

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PROS AND CONS :

False joy of life : The Miqo'te's apparent joy of life and innocence can make you smile when a little slack in the team or the couple points the tip of their nose. However it may be a burden when she overplayed it, thinking doing it for the best, during more delicate moments. Its often poorly supported and for some, quite annoying behavior ...

Good Nurse : A hack ? A briken bone ? A quite big for sure small injury ? Nixyan can take care of it ! Her training with the elementalists and her innate gift for healing makes her care for others and you. But also others. In fact, she will have a hard time saying no to a wounded person or someone in need ... and that, even if you had planned a romantic evening together !

Good Cook : Nixyan has always loved cooking and her talent has refined over the course of her adventures. From the full meal to the small bites between two camp’s nights, she will always manage to provide you with something nice and tasty. But this sought-after talent ... may be a nuisance for the lovers. She’s passionate : the time spent around the pot for you or for others, is the one you will not have in privacy with her...

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CONS :

" I...I need some space now ! ” : I you’re dating her, Nix’ will love you from the depths of her soul, but she's a heart that needs moments of solitude and she can make you understand it quite badly. She, which will always have a shoulder for you, will often refuse yours in return ... And you’ll probavly never know what’s was the reason this time. she needs privacy, space and silence. And you’re not invited.

Insecurity and malaise about deep indentity : Because of her personal story, the Miqo'te is constantly looking for an anchor or a person to follow. She will tend to attach a little quickly to someone, without paying attention to the setbacks. She can think for a long moment being fallen in love with you before realizing that it was not the case, even if you had started experiencing something in return...

Venal : Nixyan has a secret project that comes first and requires money. And money will always pass before the two of you. always i said Contracts, treasures, adventures, honest or dishonest plans. She is not always on the right board when she wants her gold. And she really doesn’t care of your opinion if you're against it. Can’t help it. There’s gold.

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I hope you can understand quite well, english isn’t my mothertongue and i’m not so sure of some sentences OTL. Don’t be shy and asks me for anything >w< !!

Thank you for reading. I love seeing those memes quite around and reding them >W> ... <3

#ffxiv #ffxiv rp #rp character #ffxiv OC #miqo'te #miqo girl #nixyan #nixyan shadowclaw #dating meme #xyanmajor #pros and cons #thats my girl #she's too kind #for her own safety

[quoting-the-quote-blog]

It would be a privilege to have my heart broken by you.

The Fault in our Stars, John Green

#john green #the fault in our stars #the fault in our stars quote #book #quote #quotes #love quote life quotes #life #heart #briken #broken heart #movie quote

[onceuponamadz]

I can literally feel my heart slowly breaking more and more as the day goes on lmao

#personal #immmmmmmmmmmmm getting my heart briken

[abbyyoureverything]

Flowers for my briken heart #vsco #vscoph #vscofilter #vscocam

#vscoph #vsco #vscocam #vscofilter

[loudzonklawyerbakery-blog]

Sunset falls gently,

The evening was wrapped up in the city

In all churches of Russia

Candles lit up in memory,

The last breath farewell,

Last minutes

And mother-the eqrth has covered

Having briken your bonds.

The hero on the field in life

I went there suddenly

And bright moments for us

Do not bring back,

Let the coach cry softly...

And at the grave of her son

Let it lie, spsrking

The radiant flag of Russia.

For its frontier last

He gave his life,

About this feat song

Now I'm singing to you,

And it will be heard forever

A low whisper of strings,

In the hearts of people lives

And Perhun will live forever

Let him be Ukrainian, but for me

He remained a Russian Footballer.

[your-health-hazard]

So after a year and 6 months, it's no longer me that you want But I love you so much it hurts, never mistreated you once I poured my heart out to you, let down my guard, swear to God I'll blow my brains in your lap, lay here and die in your arms Drop to my knees and I'm pleadin', I'm tryin' to stop you from leavin' You won't even listen, so fuck it, I'm tryin' to stop you from breathin' I put both hands on your throat, I sit on top of you, squeezin' Til' I snap your neck like a Popsicle stick, ain't a possible reason I can think of to let you walk up out this house and let you live Tears stream down both of my cheeks, then I let you go and just give And before I put that gun to my temple, I told you this

#brake #brake up #briken heart #hurt #eminem #emo boy #I love you #army #SO HARD #Qoutes #qoute #worthless #heart