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pyaariposting · 6 months
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yaaroñ ki yaar bnke kya paaya maine, azeeyatoñ mein khudko tanha paaya maine,
jo mehfile aabaad thi awaaz se meri, unhi mehfiloñ ko veeran paya maine,
mere labo'ñ pe jinka naam tha jama, ab unko sirf apni duaoñ mein paaya maine,
jinke naam ke dave kiya krti thi maiñ, unki seerat ko anjaan paaya maine,
jaha khud ko awwal smjha maine, wahi khud ko aakhiri paaya maine,
ab milkar bhi wo baat nahi, purani dosti ko gum paaya maine,
kya kuch socha tha, aur kya kuch paaya maine!
~ me (this was my first ever self written poetry)
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poetrybyonur · 4 months
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Darkness doesn’t scare me away. Neither do rainstorms nor thunder. Those are things that make me stay. To sit in your darkness, to stand in your rain with you. No, that’s not why I left. It was because of the complacency, the entitlement and the taking for granted, the mistreatment, of the one and only person who truly understood you.
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coffee-scripts · 9 months
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I wish I could go back to that summer
When you and I were one
When I was oblivious; blindfolded
Yet happiness never tasted so good
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pahaadonkidhoop · 10 months
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you never really move on from a broken friendship, do you?
you find them or references of/to them in every little thing around you, in every other person you meet; they never really leave your mind, do they?
a broken friendship leaves fragments in your heart and stays there so the heart sort of grows around the stabs, never completely really, and you're just left with that constant hurt, a stabbing ache, and that's all there's left of it.
add to it that you're the person who fucked it all up, multiple times, and that now it may just really all be over, and the realisation that maybe now there really is nothing left to be done.
you realise that all the memories that you cherish, that are soo amazing for you, maybe they really weren't anything for them, that maybe they never really had fun with you thecway you did, that maybe they never felt the amount of comfort and trust around you that you did around them.
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agartumsaathoe · 2 years
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It's so weird when a friendship ends. I mean I saw it coming. I knew it was due. I knew in my heart it won't last. Of course it hurt when it ended no matter how much I thought I was prepared for it, it still came as a shock to me.
And even after all this time, I still miss her. There's a hole in my heart where she lived. Everything else has faded. My hurt, my anger, everything. All that remains is a faded memory of that pain she caused.
And you know what that's not even the point. It's the fact that she was my best friend and that despite having new friends, I still long to be around her. I still want to tell her all the happy news first. I still long to just randomly videocall her and catch up with her. It still stings when someone mentions her name and they mention something abut her and I have absolutely no idea what they are talking about because we are that distant now.
I hate her and I blame her for the end of our friendship. I hate how she gave up so easily. I hate how she just stopped caring. I despise her. Loathe her.
But I miss her. And it's so confusing and infuriating to have such complex feelings towards someone who is not even here.
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thehappiliysadgirl · 11 months
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If you didn't matter to me ,I would never complain of how cold and distant we became now.
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Apologies don’t mean anything, if they don’t change their ways
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crustyideas · 1 year
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I'm too afraid to text you, look at you and say all the unsaid words to you. After all.... I was too late.
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sirensea14 · 9 months
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Angst relationships part 4
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A broken friendship between Sarah and Linda, the catalyst to unleash the worst of nightmares anyone could encounter.
Its sad that best friends like them had to end, right? Pinkie not promised >:o
(Just--one more--angst relationship--left--💀)
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For the record. I was trying to draw King with my memory.
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When you lose someone you love, you never get over it. You just get used to it.
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girlmadeofglass · 1 year
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Losing friends is so hard. Especially the ones that were like family.
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sgnileef · 5 months
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I wish I could be the person who didn't let things get to them. Instead, I'm the person who needs others to know they hurt me. I need to make my pain heard.
Not for an apology, not even for closure.
I just need to be heard.
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coffee-scripts · 11 months
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You made me promise to stay
And I did, I did everything I could
But at the end of the day, it was you who stabbed me
And it was you who left me to bleed
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tildeathiwillwrite · 4 months
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Betrayal and a Failed Attempt at Repentance
Context: Rowan, Victoria, and Ollie have finally completed the device. Now all they have left to do is find a weak spot in the shield and finally escape the city. But a traitor is in their midst, and she makes her move.
Originally posted on Pinterest here!
Masterpost
TW: acid, betrayal, paranoia, anger
Rowan snapped awake in the dead of night. Unease rolled through him like a wave of water. It was strong tonight, much stronger than it had been for the past week. Something was wrong.
 He opened his eyes, searching the darkness of his room for the threat.  Nothing. Not that he could see, anyway. Perhaps the threat was invisible, hidden, or in a different room. Either way, something malicious occupied the hideout.
Rowan sat up and reached for his handgun on the shelf next to his bed. His fingers brushed against something wet and sticky. He jerked his hand away, cursing as the substance hissed on his skin. Bubbling slime? How…
The unease spiked as an unpleasant thought occurred. Rowan leaned over the side of the bed, gritted his teeth, and brushed his pinky against the floor. The bubbling slime coating the wood sizzled at the contact with his finger. Rowan pulled his hand back and hurriedly wiped it away on his trousers, the only article of clothing he had bothered to leave on before turning in.
We’re under attack.
That was his first thought, brought on by the massive wave of unease that threatened to drown him. The wave was stamped down by Rowan’s second thought, that an attacker wouldn’t have snuck in and covered his room in bubbling slime just to leave again. They would have tried to slit his throat.
Unless….
Unless they knew how his talent worked. Unless they knew that the intention of harming him would kickstart his talent and give them away. Not impossible, he’d been messing around long enough to get the attention of some big-name villains.
Which meant he was still in danger, even once he managed to get out of his room. Who knows what the rest of the hideout looked like? Victoria and Ollie, you’d better be where you should.
Rowan couldn’t walk over the bubbling slime. To do so would leave his bare feet with painful chemical burns at best. He couldn’t risk that, he might need to fight his way out. At worst? Well…there would be nothing left to get killed by Whisper on the next full moon.
Kneeling on his mattress, Rowan pulled the blankets and sheets off his bed and did his best to fold them in such a way that the bubbling slime wouldn’t seep through. The darkness did not help, and he didn’t dare risk a light. When exposed to a light source, bubbling slime has been known to spontaneously burst into flames. He had no idea the extent of how much covered his room, and the risk wasn’t one he was willing to take.
Rowan carefully laid the first of his blankets on the ground and stood upon it, taking care to step lightly in case he needed to retreat back to his bed. He tiptoed across the length and set down the second. He didn’t even need to use the third one to get to the door.
Not taking any chances, Rowan used the remaining blanket to turn the knob. The door swung open silently, and he peeked through, searching for attackers. The hallway was dead silent. Reaching through the doorway, Rowan brushed his hand across the tile floor, braced for the burn of bubbling slime. It didn’t come.
Stepping out into the hallway, Rowan held the remaining blanket like a coil of rope, although he wasn’t entirely certain how he was going to use it as an effective weapon against multiple assailants.
Moving swiftly but in silence, Rowan tapped on Victoria’s door. No answer. He tried the knob. Unlocked. Pushing the door open, Rowan checked for bubbling slime before moving inside. It appeared that only his room had been covered with the chemical.
“Victoria?”
No answer. Rowan squinted in the darkness. Her bed was empty, the blankets arranged neatly as always. No sign of a struggle, but her own guns were gone. She must have gotten up on her own. But why…?
“Rowan? What are you doing?”
Rowan whirled around, blanket held up menacingly at the unexpected noise, but lowered it when he saw Ollie standing in the doorway in their pajamas, rubbing the sleep out of their eyes. They yawned. “I thought I heard something, but it’s just you I guess.”
“Victoria’s gone.”
Ollie froze. “She’s what?” They reached over and flicked the light on. Rowan grunted and covered his eyes, allowing them to adjust. When he pulled his hands away, it only reaffirmed what he’d already discovered: his best friend’s absence.
“My room’s also covered in bubbling slime,” Rowan continued, exchanging the blanket for the bo staff hanging on the wall above Victoria’s neatly made bed. “Did you notice anything out of the ordinary in your room?”
Ollie shook their head. “I don’t think so. Not that I would notice if there was, short of freaking bubbling slime.”
Rowan shrugged, moving past them back out into the hallway. “Your room’s one of the nine pits of hell the day after I force you to clean it. I doubt an intruder could find anything even if they wanted to.”
“Do you think Victoria went after whoever put bubbling slime in your room?”
“She isn’t that stupid,” Rowan snapped, no longer bothering with stealth. The main room of the hideout was empty unless the intruder was hiding behind the kitchen counter. Which was a spot only an idiot would choose. “Besides,” he said, checking back there anyway, “Victoria’s not one to go rushing in without backup. That was Sam’s job, remember?”
Ollie didn’t say anything to that. Sam got herself captured a couple of months back, in the job that eventually led them to the device that would solve Rowan’s problems. Ollie still blamed themself for her getting caught, even though they weren’t as skilled as they were now. Sam’s talent had been increased speed, agility and reflexes, but when one faced multiple assailants, there was only so much a talent could do.
Rowan swallowed. “Look, Ollie, what happened to Sam wasn’t your fault, okay? None of us saw…saw…the ambush coming. And in my position, she would tell you the same thing, okay?”
Ollie nodded, staring at the ground. “...if you don’t think Victoria went after the intruder, where do you think she went?”
Rowan tightened his grip on the bo staff. He had just been thinking that himself. There was no sign of a struggle, and whoever had left the bubbling slime had obviously done it to slow him down, not to outright kill him. Neither Ollie’s nor Victoria’s rooms had been touched. Rowan instinctively reached for his necklace, only to stop short and belt out a string of curses.
“What’s wrong?” Ollie asked, wincing at the volume. They were sensitive to noise, a side effect of their talent, an odd variety of selective hearing which made spying a perfect occupation for them.
Rowan felt around at his neck for a few seconds, cementing the knowledge that his necklace really wasn’t there. “The key,” he hissed through gritted teeth, “the key to the safe is gone.”
The look on Ollie’s face was a priceless combination of confusion, anger, and shock. “B…but how? Wouldn’t you have noticed them stealing it off your neck?”
Rowan’s expression darkened. “No. Whoever did this is good at their job. Bubbling slime to slow me down but wouldn’t threaten me directly. Probably entered the building without the intention of harming me, that’s how you get around my talent.”
He spun and stalked towards the painting that hung in the living space of the main room. As far as he could tell, it had not been touched. But that was, most certainly, not true. Rowan lifted the painting off the wall and eyed the safe that lay behind it with a critical eye. It was closed, but the keyhole was sideways. It had been unlocked.
The wood on the bo staff creaked, and Rowan loosened his grip before it snapped in half. He opened the safe. “...no…” The word came out as a plea, as if asking would make what lay before him an illusion.
It was not. Rowan reached inside the safe and picked up his necklace with the simple bead, small vial of poison, and the key to the safe. The actual contents of the safe were nowhere in sight. The device, their only chance of outsmarting Whisper, was gone. Stolen.
“It’s really gone, isn’t it?” Ollie murmured, like saying it softly would make their words untrue. “Who would do such a thing?”
“Victoria,” her name left Rowan’s lips before he could stop himself, stop and consider the implications of what he was saying. “She’s gone. And she took the device with her.”
Ollie gasped softly. “She…she wouldn’t.”
“Think about it, Ollie!” Rowan snapped. “She’s been acting off all week, ever since she got back from the solo mission. Whisper must’ve, I don’t know, brainwashed her or something so that he could get ahold of the device before we could use it. And Victoria knows how to get around my talent.”
“Can Whisper even do that? Brainwash someone?”
Rowan slipped the cord back over his head, allowing the familiar weight to ground him. “It’s the only plausible explanation. Victoria would never betray us of her own accord.”
Because if she had…Victoria was Rowan’s closest friend, the person he could trust to watch his back. And if Rowan couldn’t trust Victoria…he couldn’t trust anyone.
Victoria knocked on the door two days later. Rowan had been sitting in the main room flipping a thin piece of metal between his fingers. Every so often he’d run his fingers over the symbol etched into it. Whisper’s mark. He’d seen enough of them on Whisper’s lackeys. But to find one in Victoria’s room?
Rowan had gone through and searched her room once he’d cleaned up the bubbling slime. At first he had only been looking for possible evidence left behind by the thief who’d taken the device and must’ve kidnapped her too. His other theory.
But in light of the mark, and several hours of thinking, Rowan had come to a conclusion that filled him with fury because of how obvious it was.
Ollie answered the door, froze, and immediately slammed it shut. “Rowan! Victoria’s back!”
Rowan jumped to his feet and sprinted across the room to the door, throwing it open. Victoria flinched back a step, hands gripping the strap of her bag. “Where have you been?” he shouted.
Victoria looked at the floor, at the ancient worn carpet that had been there longer than any of them had been alive. “Hi, Rowan. Ollie.”
“Bubbling slime in my room? Device gone? And you just show back up as if nothing happened?” Rowan yelled, shaking slightly. He held up Whisper’s mark. “Don’t lie to me, I figured it out.”
Victoria’s eyes darted from the floor to see what he was referring to. When she saw the thin piece of metal she swallowed. “Rowan, I…”
“What did he offer you? Money? Power? Safety? Why are you back?” he demanded, hands squeezing the doorframe in his anger.
She returned her gaze to the carpet. “Your life, Rowan. I traded the device for your life.” She slowly pulled open her back and reached inside. When she withdrew her hand, it held the device. Broken into pieces.
Rowan clenched his jaw and threw Whisper’s mark at her feet. It bounced once with a ringing sound from the impact. “You’re insane,” he hissed, “if you ever thought Whisper would let me survive the next full moon. He wants nothing more than for my blood to be spilled on that night. We all know this!”
“I realized that…after he destroyed it…” Victoria said softly, “and I thought…if I brought the pieces back…”
“What?” Rowan demanded, “ That I would forgive you and we would fix it? It doesn’t work like that, Victoria! That device was our only chance at possibly getting out of here alive, and you destroyed it!”
Victoria pursed her lips, eyes glistening with unshed tears. “I have more than the device, if that isn’t enough. I have information, the—”
“No!” Rowan cut her off before she could finish. “How do I know I can trust you? I trusted you before, and now look where that got me! Leave, Victoria. Leave and don’t come back.”
Victoria inhaled sharply, almost as if to say something in response, but no sound came out of her open mouth. The pieces of the device slipped out of her hand and thudded to the carpet. She turned on her heel and left.
Rowan waited until he could no longer hear her receding footsteps before stooping and gathering up the broken pieces of the device. Whisper’s mark remained where he had thrown it.
“Is that…” Ollie asked, peering over Rowan’s shoulder at the device. They whistled softly. “He really did a number on it, didn’t he?”
“Don’t talk to me,” Rowan growled, unceremoniously depositing the pieces on the kitchen counter, “until I’ve come up with a new plan.” With that, Rowan left the main room, practically sprinted down the hallway, and shut himself in his room.
Alone, Rowan allowed himself to sink to the floor, overwhelmed by his helplessness. That device was his only chance, slim though it was. And he’d allowed himself to believe that with it in hand, he might just make it to the next full moon alive. He should’ve known not to place his trust in a hope so slim it was two-dimensional.
Now that hope was gone, smashed to bits. Perhaps Victoria hadn’t broken it herself, but she’d had a hand in its destruction. Rowan slammed his fist against the wall in frustration. How could she have been so naive as to hand over the device to Whisper, a chronic liar and manipulator, who would do anything to get what he wanted? 
If Sam was here…
No. Rowan wouldn’t allow himself to delve into if’s. Sam was gone, the device was shattered. Now he had to make a new plan. One that wouldn’t get completely screwed over by any variable, no matter how small.
Rowan rose to his feet and crossed the room to his desk. He had a week until the day of reckoning. And he couldn’t afford to lose any more time.
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