#can u tell ive been listening to the i am not ok soundtrack

[jadeittic]

HS + Y/I: 2022 (SERIES)

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WARNINGS: cursing, ig au

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harrystyles A great photo with a great memory.

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username THE HANDS?!?!? HAPPILY CHOKE ME

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username THESE TWO WROTE MEDICINE AND COMPLICATED FREAK HAVE PERFORMED IT SEPARATELY (except 4 harry who hasnt performed cf yet) MEDICINE AND CF DUET SOON???? JAHDHJA

username im literally going to faint if they sing it together on tour

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username i cant wait any longer omg

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celebleaks harry styles and yn ln out this morning!

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username NOT HARRY SPOTTING THE CAMERA 💀💀

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username THE REUNION WE ALL DESERVE TO HAVE 🙏🙏

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username THEIR 1D PICTURES 🤕

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zayn ❤️

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ynleaks cast of stranger things on the set of season 4!!

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username i heard that harry was on the set as well!

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username THEY ALL LOOK SO GOOD???

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username NEW HARRY ST SOUNDTRACK COMING SOON??? HELLO???

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username DONT BE SHY… DROP THE SONG

username yn smoking will forever have me in a chokehold. need a maid? i can cook and clean. need a pet? i can bark. need a mat? you can step on me anytime 🤫🤫

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username HOPINF HE GETS A ROLE OF ROBIN’S BFF

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username WHERES YN IN THE COVER I WANT TO SEE HER SO BAD

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username WAKE UP WE GOT THE RELEASE DATE FOR HS + Y/I

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username you dont know how long ive been waiting for this dream to come true.

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harrystyles Writing HS + Y/I in these past 2 months have been a blast with YN. I am more than happy to be writing music with her again. She’s seen me in every version of myself. She’s seen me in my worst clothes and hair, to her seeing me at my lowest.

Thank you to my partner in crime for being there when no one was. Here’s to us, sweetheart.

We present you, HS + Y/I. May 20th. H

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harrystyles ❤️

username PARTNER IN CRIME??? AS IF I WONT GET ANY SADDER

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harrystyles I’ve written you hundreds of letters.

username MY INNER FANGIRL IS SCREAMING RN

username seeing them all interact again is like a dream i miss them all so much

username crying bricks rn. im so happy for the both of them

#harry styles fake instagram #harry styles imagine #harry styles fanfiction #harry styles fic #harry styles story #harry styles writing #harry styles au #harry styles one shot #harry styles fake ig #harry styles instagram blurb #harry styles blurb #harry styles x reader #harry styles fluff #harry styles angst #harry styles headcanon #harry styles x you #harry styles instagram au #HS + Y/I #jadeittic

[shoshie]

hi poosie 💞🌺💘 im going w 3 nights by dominic fike; emotional by okaywil; honest by the neighborhood; devil i know by allie x; sweet disposition by the temper trap; very nice by seventeen; moonlight by dhruv; rain by ben platt; home by phillip phillips; just friends by jordy; timebomb by walk the moon; cross my heart by marianas trench; shatter me by lindsey striling; paris is burning by st vincent; arrival of the birds by the cinematic orchestra; nyc girl by the orion experience; relay by fiona apple; dnd by glaive; sympathy by vampire weekend; december 1963 by frankie valli & the four seasons; and step with me by mika.

if ur thinking ‘h what the fuck’ you & i would b thinking the same thing. i kept adding songs bc im like ‘ah shit what if they hate the one i suggested?’ so i added 2 more. and then yk . i kept adding until my spotify app weirdly refreshed and i took it as a sign from god to stfu and finish the list so !!! that’s what i have !!! i hope ur having a lovely lovely day & that u like at Least one on this list 💓❣️💘🌺💞‼️

i’m gonna tell u what i think of each song BUT i’m putting it under a read more lkdhfbf

1. 3 nights: i realized i’ve actually heard this one BUT not the whole song so it’s ok! i like it it’s v chill v vibey it sounds like streetlights reflecting off a wet road <3 (i am incapable of describing songs with adjectives)

2. emotional: the instrument in the background of this is rly cool idk it’s like. it kinda sounds like hitting spoons on a glass but more musical & almost piano like? i rly like it tho, this song sounds like bright colors & peaches :D

3. honest: this one kinda sounds like one of those ones that makes ur brain go brrrr ‼️ its like. laced w something kfjbjsbfksnv musically it’s not rly my thing but i can appreciate it as a song <3

4. devil i know: i only know one allie x song (can’t stop now) so i wasn’t sure what this would sound like but it’s kinda insane??? the background vocals r so cool i love the humming :0 v sexie nd her voice is so beautiful omg

5. sweet disposition: this feels oddly familiar. i don’t think i’ve heard it tho. it kinda reminds me of say geronimo if u know that one? it sounds like adventure kind of, like it could be used in a travel vlog (complimentary)

6. very nice: aju NICE babababdadadabbabda!!!! i’ve heard this one but i don’t mind listening to it again <3 bop banger etc. good vocals amazing horns in the chorus also if u haven’t seen the choreo i would definitely recommend it it’s so fun

7. moonlight: this is so pretty omg 🥺 i got a mental image of like. sitting on top of a car w someone u love & watching a meteor shower on a clear night. very chill his voice is so lovely

8. rain: ben platt’s voice is gorgeous. this is not the type of music i would have expected from him though??? idk he doesn’t seem like the pop music type of person. i think i prefer some of his other music (cough grow as we go cough) but this is a solid song

9.. home: ive heard this but not since i was like 10 so the nostalgia i got from it,,,, :’) home also sounds like a travel vlog song a bit! i think its the oooohhhhhohohohs in the post chorus (?). this song just reminds me of my childhood i used to hear it all the time on the radio sitting in the backseat <3

10. just friends: I HAVE ALSO HEARD THIS BUT IDK WHERE the beginning played nd i was like wait a minute. OH!! its so nice i love how simple the instrumentals are & jordy has a rly pretty voice as well!! the melody is so addictive as well

halfway done! this is fun<3

11. timebomb: bop?? this could be used in the soundtrack to a romcom tv show directed at teenagers (once again. what are adjectives) it reminds me of when shut up and dance came out nd everyone was obsessed with it.. that was a better time i think

12. cross my heart: headbanging songs > the lyrics to this one r a little basic but thats ok not every song has to have deep profound lyrics that make u feel existential. this is certainly a banger yessir. the ending is cool too i love harmonies

13. shatter me: scawy... the imagery in this is insane "i pirouette in the dark" UM?? this sounds like a movie hello. imagine WAI HISNFVNKDNV THE DROP???? THE VIOLIN?????? i litrally just had to interrupt myself that was not an exaggerated reaction. ANYWAYS i was going to say: the movie scene im imagining is like. it keeps cutting between a girl doing ballet in dark, foggy lighting & a fight scene

14. paris is burning: dark alleyways & vintage movies!!! i enjoyed this more than i expected to? im picturing a girlboss character, maybe a spy? in all black & carrying a purse walking down the street. but she has to be wearing one of those black hats w a veil in the front & a flower on the brim, an ankle-length velvety black coat, & heels that go plonk on the cobblestone

15. arrival of the birds: THIS IS SO BEAUTIFUL!!!! OMG! blue skies & green grass at a state park!!! i love it so much actually this went in my healing playlist <333 the way it built up in the best way.. tears

16. nyc girl: ok the guitar in the intro??? this is fuckign music truly one of the most songs ive ever heard. the bass fucks as well i rly like this one :D its so catchy im already bopping nd ik later im gonna b going "im gonna make u ma ha hine"

17. relay: the lyrics are so good???? its not a song that id probably listen to very often just bc its musically not my type of thing BUT i respect it a lot. shes obviously a super talented artist like i looked up the lyrics nd apparently she wrote the repeated line when she was 15??? i love what the song is about!

18. dnd: the production on the vocals is a lil bit strange but i like the song itself if that makes sense. its like mitam where the songs r mixed weirdly but i enjoy the songs anyway? i did think for abt a minute that the title referred to dungeons & dragons tho,, also i just looked up the artist and he is ALSO 15 what the FUCK

19. sympathy: the GUITARRRRR omg omgogmomg!! i rly love the whole intro like the first 30 seconds r just *chefs kiss*. OOH bass solo sexyyyyy i love prominent bass :D the instrumentals r really nice too & it reminds me of like. a heist? like a found family of thieves. this song would play as they were breaking into a museum or smth

20. december 1963: GROOVY! simply a fkin tune idk dude like this IS fun nd makes me think of roadtrips during the summer & also of walking along a dock in a harbor under the moonlight. very much floaty yellow dress vibes this song is just a mood booster

21. step with me: domestic. domesticity. thats it. no but the chorus is rly nice omg i like the melody!!! its so cute too the lyrics r so wholesome.. this sounds like an old couple thats been married for 50 years dancing to the radio in their kitchen <333 life goals

#thank u for so much new music !!!! #i need to organize my bangers playlist it’s so messy like there’s EVERYthing in there #asks #h 🕊

[aberfaeth]

top five movies and/or top five d20 moments!! 💖💖

i will do both. thakn u sav i love yelling

movies (in no particular order except #1 which is my #1) ( please dont judge me on my taste it is good some times and abysmal at others)

1. the princess bride! this is my favorite movie of all time. i am dead serious when i say i can quote this movie from beginning to end. its one of those things where its been my favorite movie for like FOREVER so it sort of just chills out in that spot but also it is SOOOOOO GOOD it really is. 

2. into the spiderverse! changed the game of animation forever changed my HEART forever. it has such a baller soundtrack and everything about this movie is so golden from the art style to the plot to the characters to the voice actors. it made me feel every emotion on the spectrum of human emotion and it is a good movie for ANY mood at all

3. the force awakens! there was something so so special about going to the theater and seeing finn and rey for the first time <:3 it is sooooo good and also hey its super funny how they only made one sequel movie and then the rest of it is just tell me about the big bang by nina varela. super wild

4. mission impossible iv: ghost protocol. listen ok i know this is objectively probably not a very good movie HOWEVER. i think its neat. no i dont like hte other mission impossibles its literally just this one. its a mystery to me too but its such a comfort movie

5. now you see me! its the snarky found family magicians and HEISTS! and fuck rich people! and magic! and dave franco as jack wilder setting me back in my discovery of my own lesbianism by maybe a calendar year on account of the wild comphet crush i had on him in that movie gjfvkgfvs ignore that ANYWAYS its good

d20 moments (in no particular order) (a lot of this is TUC i know. i dont explain my poetry often)

1. hairy baby scene. emily and murph’s married energy, lou losing it, murph’s hairy baby dance. this was the peak of comedy. literally never another my guy

2. what are you even DOING dude if kug’s involved? yeah! Im so far back . what the fuck are you even doing dude Get outta here man! Fuckin sick dude (Im not sick ) Fuckin sick man. Youre sick! I got like uhh fuuckin Eight Youre SICK! youre sick, dude Sick! (okay so your constitution was eight?) Eight! Think about it  think about how youre Sick think about it! Cmon!  Go to bed tonight thinkin about it. Can we make you feel bad enough to take this back???? W-WHY- WHY ARE YOu doing this?? You gotta ASK yourself right now. Dude he just needs the d4s dont even trip dude. Yeah hes lookin for d4s! Oh WOW hes HOldinG UP the d6s so we can See That he’s not using- HOW MANY IS THAT??? You’re a fucking maniac! youre SICK Youre fuckin- HONESTLY? -sick man SEE somebody dude STOP THIS KINDA- GET SOME HELP- just Listen to us you Sick Fuck -JUST GET SOME HELP Sick Fuck SOMEBODY STOP HIM!!! Stop It!!!! WHERE’S THE DIRECTOR??? STOP IT 😠 Edit it out! CALL WIZARDS OF THE COAST! THIS IS- THIS- STOP!!!!!! Someone tabletop him if he drops the dice we wont take damage!!!! What weird homebrew bullshit IS THIS you FUCK??? fuckin reddits gonna Eat Your Ass About this you Know That?? yeah youre gonna Love It YOURE WHOLE ASS!! Cheeks and All Your Whole Fuckin Ass You Son Of A Bitch We’re all gonna eat your ass. We’re gonna eat your ass brennan! Youre never gonna- Eat your ass -sit again yoU fUCK (Okaaay!!!!! Uh-)

3. where is your bulb now? yes i am a zesbian (zac oyama lesbian) okay i just think he is so neat and this moment was SO powerful. like never before have i so fully lost my mind at a line of dialogue

4. my love, for you are my love, my one true love. i just think this whole speech is SO lovely and the way it did actual damage to the BBEG is so powerful and i just think siobhan thompson <3

5. end of FHFY episode two. you know the moment. you know.

#grasslandgirl #SAVVVVVV I LOVE YOU THANK YOU <3333333 #c.ask

[riskeith]

ooo! how was playing? what do you think about the event? i’m really enjoying it actually... always nice getting new daily things to do hehe.

yeah i think everyone knows The Cover now. i still can’t believe they did that... not complaining tho... oh really? you’re absolutely right and judging by the way they’re taking the story it seems like those two will have a lot more growth to their relationship. who knows maybe we’ll even get a part where bakugou apologizes or even talks about their past etc. one can only wish. YEAH i’ve seen both the movies and i love them!! they’re super fun and such a nice break from everything that happens in the anime sjskjssk kiribaku in the first one was so gay i.... we get it boys y’all in love fhjsjdjfk (THE SIDEWAYS TODOBAKU SMILE... one of my favorite moments ever) i am all caught up now.. waiting for s5... :(

no clue!! it’s just my theory so it might be wrong. the blue one was cute too so was the pink one.... they’re all cute why do we have to pick just one :( HEY you do know how to draw 😡 pretty amazingly too! but i’d love to see that in your style chongyun is so precious.. <3

omg i gotta hustle hard for AR 35 then i already miss him. i’m at 26 now and god.. it’s getting more and more difficult i can’t imagine how it is at like 45... 😭

oooooh!!! honestly barbara healing is godsent if you don’t get him you should consider it (hopefully you do though!!) IVE SEEN VIDEOS OF OCEANID AND HE LOOKS SO SCARY CLUNA.... no thoughts head empty only boy scouts party. looking at others with amazing parties: ok but do you have boy scouts party?

i mostly have sword users! but like i mentioned i’m starting to fall in love with book users (and even bow users) shskfhdkd so i might consider investing in those some day idk they just shoot of attacks and it’s so sexy. no hands dirty. ningguang seems so op 😭 plus geo is so nice!! like an all around element.

HE’S TALL? he has a short person voice...

i’m making a twitter i wanna see some fluff 😭 wait really? even this fandom is shit? why 😭 i sometimes see yt comments and the thing i’m iffy about is how people talk about spending money on it etc but is there more?

i’ve never heard anyone do that that’s so interesting!!!! do you write it down in the same doc and then delete it or do you write it separately?

ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS!!! i’ve had so many ideas come to me before bed and i always think that i’m gonna remember them but i never do it makes me so upset. especially if it’s an idea of how to continue a story i’m stuck with... god it’s the worse. writer things 🤪

“stan loona” aka bane of my existence. i don’t usually tell ppl i used to stan because of that reason sksksj. god that was the worst sheesh. anyway. yelling at ALL of these!!! ofc i know daddy issues slowed!!!!!!!!! it’s like one of the most popular slowed songs we’re all just a sad horny bunch loving sexy vibes huh. i listen to slowed songs a lot when i write actually it sets the mood. it doesn’t even have to be anything racy sometimes it’s just calms you down. do you listen to music while you write? also i don’t listen to any of those you mentioned except troye 😭 i’m sorry 😭 but if you’re have recs i’d love to hear them ofc!!

“after school” time that’s so cute. it reminds me of when you’re younger and you run back home and eat a snack and watch cartoon (i say that as both of us still watch cartoons... yee) speaking of crying; would you consider yourself a crybaby? (such a random question hskshdjdfhhd)

before i leave; let me blow your mind with a little something... https://twitter.com/primo_fates/status/1347780975078506496?s=21

hehe... mwah. ;)

it was good!! i tried to get some ominous masks and weathered arrows, but drop rates are always shit lolll. and i think the event is alright! i don’t love it but yeah as you said it’s fun to have something more to do every day.

ikr omg... it’s such a good cover LMAO. omg a bakugou apology 😩😩. what did you think of deku vs kacchan part 2?? i regularly rewatch clips of it and cry LMAOOO god bakugou.. “why did i become the reason for all might’s end?” heart broken wow. NICE!! yeah i remember everyone freaking out over the kiribaku scenes in the first one and honestly,,,, how else do you explain it LMAO. (AND THAT SIDEWAYS SMILE!!! holy shit i watched the movie like the day after i got into todobaku and that scene obliterated me.... absolutely destroyed!) aw nice! but yeah now it’s just the waiting game i guess lol welcome to the club 🤪

IKR??? i saw the “once you pick one the others are gone” and i was just nooooooooooo whyyyy. you can’t give us all these options then don’t actually give us an option 😭 AHAHA thank u but i always joke that i can only draw well like once every 10 tries so... yeahhh we shall see! i have this thing envisioned in my mind but i am unable to execute it fskhfkdsjfs

yeah omg when i reached 45 i was like “wow i’m gonna have to do the ascension quest soon” but it’s taking me so long to reach ar 46??? yikes how am i meant to get the experience with no quests fkhdsfkjsd

i use barbara a lot in the fire domains and with the pyro regisvine!! it’s kinda funny that i’m bringing a level 40 into a level 70+ fight LOL but yeah she’s good! AND YEAHHH OCEANID LEGIT GIVES ME NIGHTMARES I JUST. as soon as i had an actual team that could beat it i grinded it as much as i could before my world level went up and it became impossible again.... but since mine might go up again soon maybe i should grind some more... and maybe i’ll be able to level up both xingqiu and barbara lol. EXACTLY!! can they pls interact in game somehow omg.. we need a bennett story!! and more razor!!!! and chongyun too!! i forgot he hasn’t actually appeared in game hfsdkjfds. and ofc xingqiu <3

fdfjlsjfs are you gonna go from a no long range team to an only long range team ahahah. and you like geo??? omg no... i hate it bc it’s so like. inert FHKDJFSD. but i guess the shields are really nice!

HE’S 172 CM!!!!! he has a baby face too so it’s pretty wild fhskdjds

ooo wdym how they talk about spending money? i don’t really look at youtube comments tbh lol. and i haven’t really seen people talk about spending money much on twitter? tho some content creators i follow open commissions for money for the gacha fhsdfksj. if you do end up joining genshintwt i hope you have fun!! 

same doc and then i delete! but sometimes if the plan is really long i’ll make a new doc so i can see both at the same time (but recently i’ve just been opening the same doc again so i can see both that way lol). do your dotpoints go into the same doc as your writing one?

LMAOOO yeah i’m always like “hnghhh okay it’s fine.. i will Remember... trust myself” and then i never do and it’s just like welp goodbye to that amazing idea. but also bc it was thought up at such a weird time maybe it isn’t actually that good after all LOL

oh nice!! yeah slowed songs are soooo good. and i usually do listen to music! it’ll depend on what i’m writing bc i like the songs to have a similar vibe, but sometimes it’s too distracting so i put on lofi or something so there are no words ahaha. oh rippp LOL! hmm well badlands by halsey was my klance/voltron album writing soundtrack for a really long time.. i wrote a few fics with that in the background i think! melanie martinez’ k-12 album has a whole free movie to go with it! if you wanna check that out. bastille’s pompeii was really popular but i also really like flaws and of the night from them.. a lot of these are older bc i don’t listen to new stuff fhsdfkjds. and hmm pentatonix (they’re an acapella group!) do a lot of covers so maybe you can find one of a song you like and check them out that way? ahah that’s a lot feel free to not listen to any!! no stress at all lmao

oh fun fact melanie has a idk what to call it character? and song called ‘crybaby’! so very coincidental you asked. but yeah i think i am? LMAOOO like if i’m alone in my room watching something and it’s sad i Will Not hesitate to cry.. like sometimes you just gotta get it out you know? and sometimes maybe it’s a little boy singing a korean cover of colours of the wind but it’s so ethereal you just burst into tears but that’s fine! FHDSKJFHDSFKJS. how about you?

OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH MY GOD!! i legit. my jaw is dropped. i. oh my god 😭😭😭😭😭😭 FHSJFKHSKDJF1!!!! 😭😭😭🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 this is so atmospheric and cosy and warm 😭😭😭 i can go at peace now.. fhskfhdsjf

thank you always!! - c.r. xoxo

#marriage anon #wowclunaanswers #long post

[intricate-oeuvre]

say it before you run out of time || B. Hardy || part VIII

Word count: 1.9k+

Summary: Ben and the reader have been friends since childhood. And along the way reader falls in love with him. But it might be too late when another girl shows up claiming that she’s his girlfriend.

Warnings: someone is talking about dick a lot - dick jokes, hints at adult content; genuinely horrible writing-what can you expect from a person who isn't English native speaker 

A/n: hmu if you want to be tagged in future chapters. u bet your sweet ass that I am listening to Mary Shelly’s soundtrack (and crying)

part I  part II  part III  part IV  part V  part VI  part VII   part VIII  part IX  part X  part XI  part XII part XIII

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That night it was meant for you to share the guest bedroom with Rose and Maddie. The bed big enough to fit all three of you.

“We’ll take the floor.” Maddie smirked.

“Why?” you said, confused as to why you couldn’t share the bed.

“Because you are going to sleep late.” Maddie explained.

“Till the last second.” Rose said, grabbing the pillow out of the bed.

There was a slight knock on the door.

“Come in?” Maddie said as you all turned to the door. Rose standing near the bed with pillows in her hands and Maddie spinning on the chair while you were sitting on the bed, hoarding all the blankets.

“Share, please.” Rose had hissed at you playfully.

“You got everything?” came Ben’s voice from other side of the door.

“Couple more pillows maybe?” Maddie called out.

“You got it.” Ben was gone for couple minutes and with a knock opened the doors, this time having three more pillows under his arms.

“Here.” He said giving two pillows to Maddie and throwing the third at you.

“Thank you.” Rose thanked him and then looked between Ben and you.

“So…” She trailed off.

“So what?” You narrowed your eyes at Rose.

“You know… earlier and stuff…” Rose said with a shrug.

“I am not talking about that with you. Definitely not with you.” Ben pointed at Rose.

“Why? Because I saw your boner?” Rose furrowed her brows.

“Rose!” you chided at her.

“What? Was it any good?” Rose looked at you. You looked back at her with delirious look.

“I think I’m going now.” Ben said taking a step back, light blush creeping up his cheeks.

“Good night, Ben.” You said softly.

“Good night. Except you, Rose.” Ben narrowed his eyes at her.

“What did you want me to say if you walked around with a raging boner?” Rose shrugged.

“Bloody hell, fuck off, Rose, will you?!” Ben rolled his eyes at her, giving her a middle finger.

“Stick it somewhere else.” Rose looked at you.

“Rose, you are drunk, stop please.” Maddie cried, trying not to laugh too hard.

“At least I don’t have a boner.” Rose shook her head.

“Are we going to discuss his dick any longer?” Maddie shielded her ears.

“Yeah, what’s up with that?” Ben looked at Rose, trying to understand why she hadn’t shut up already.

“Yeah, Ben, what’s up. I’m sure, y/n would love to know.” Rose said putting pillows down.

“Okay, that’s enough of that.” You stood up from bed and went to push Ben out of the room.

“Hey, I was just getting started!” Rose whined.

“And now you just finished. Shut it!” you pointed at her and then continued to push Ben out of the room.

“I don’t like her when she’s drunk, she talks too much.” Ben narrowed his eyes staring at the doors behind you.

“She talks all the time. This time she has something interesting to talk about.” You rolled your eyes playfully.

“Interesting, yeah, sure.” Ben looked around to make sure no one was listening.

“Did you?” he asked after a moment.

“Did I what?” you furrowed your brows at him. Not saying a word, Ben only tilted his head at you waiting for the thought in your head to click.

“Oh, oh, OH. Shit….” You gasped, your eyes growing big.

“Yeah…” Ben smirked, biting his lip.

“Maybe…” you grinned up at him, taking a daring step closer to him, your chest brushing against his.

“Naughty girl…” Ben chucked, wrapping his left hand around your waist.

“Did you think of me?” he asked, searching your face.

“Yeah… and a lot of other things too….” You answered innocently, looking him up and down.

“You are killing me; do you know that?” Ben grabbed your face, so you would look at him.

“Nooo… I need you alive…” you whined playfully. With light chuckle Ben leaned down to softly peck your lips.

“Not here.” You pulled away from him, fearing that someone might walk on two of you.

“What are you doing tomorrow?” Ben asked.

“It’s already tomorrow, Ben.” You giggled looking at the time in your phone.

“Alright, smartass. Stay, we are having a pool day.” He explained.

“We? Did Nina plan this?” you dared to mention her name.

“Yes, but only because everyone will have major hangover in the morning.” Ben tried to reason with you.

“I really shouldn’t. I have school on Monday.”

“Your houses won’t go anywhere, trust me.” Ben said, holding your shoulders and peering into your eyes.

“I’ll stay if- If there will be pancakes in the morning.” You pointed at him.

“Whatever you want, princess.” He said.

“Princess?” you tilted your head at him.

“Who am I kidding, you are a queen.” Ben sighed happily and with a glance to the side, leaned to connect his lips to yours.

“Dream of me…” you mumbled softly, giving one last peck to his lips.

“Of course...” Ben whispered and gently run his knuckle against your cheek.

Ben turned around to retire for the night, but you yanked on the back of his t-shirt.

“What?” He turned around.

“Give me your shirt. I need to sleep in something.” You whispered and slightly pulled on the hem of the sweater you were still wearing.

“Undressing me? Here in hallway?” he smirked and reached back to pull the shirt over his head. It was like unwrapping a birthday gift. He extended his hand to give the shirt, now standing only in his jeans. For a second you were debating if you should put a show for him by changing in front of him. Ok, you needed to be quick.

With sly smirk you turned towards the shut bedroom door, you crossed your hands and pulled the sweater off of your naked chest. Sending a quick wink towards Ben over your shoulder, you quickly pulled on his shirt.

“That should do.” You mumbled turning to face him again. Ben just stood there and looked at you with this adoring look in his eyes. It looked as if he wanted to tell you something but thought better of it and with light chuckle and kiss to your forehead, bid you goodnight.

After that, even thought, Maddie and Rose were already asleep on the floor, you couldn’t stop your thoughts from racing. And the fact that Ben had actually given you one of his personal pillows didn’t help much either. All you could smell was him. Grabbing you phone from underneath the pillow, you unlocked it and stared at it. What if you wake up in the morning and he will be back with Nina, you’ll be you-the uni student who has impossible crush on her best friend and can do absolutely nothing about it.

y/n: it’s 3:35 and the thought of you doesn’t let me sleep – you typed and let your finger hover above delete button. Biting you lower lip you hit send instead of delete like all those times before. You have to do something while there is still a chance. You putted the phone back under the pillow. And you wouldn’t read the message that adored your screen until you wake up in the morning.

bEnJaMiN: then don’t think of me but think of us

 ****Next morning.

Somehow you had slept so deeply that you didn’t notice that Maddie and Rose had exited the guest bedroom.

“Can we finally eat the breakfast already?” Nina whined sitting down at the table.

“Ben is not here, nor is y/n.” Maddie yawned and poured herself a glass of water.

“Ben is up, he’s going to be here in the sec, but I can start with out that girl.” Nina said reaching for a pancake.

“You finally thought to show up, boo?” Nina raised her eyes up as she saw Ben making his way to table.

Sending a wicked smile to Maddie, Rose cleared her throat and turned around in her chair to face Ben before he sat down:

“’Morning, Ben.” Rose started with fake happiness in her voice that Ben had come to learn was not real.

“Good morning, Rose.” Ben said suspiciously.

“Could you go and wake y/n up? She sleeps like a bear.” Rose said, that fake tone still apparent, but not to Maddie and Ben. Ben wanted to say something, but Rose continued:

“I would do so myself, but you are already standing, so I figured…”

“Alright, but if she’s angry it’s your fault.” Ben mumbled and pointed a finger at Rose.

“You’re welcome?” Rose grinned at him. To everyone else at the table it seemed that Rose was saying ‘you’re welcome’ just because he will have someone angry at him, but between Rose and Ben it meant that she was saying ‘you’re welcome’ because she had just given him an opportunity to spend time with you. At this moment Ben was glad that you had a friend like Rose or Maddie who so genuinely cared about your happiness.

With slight nod towards Rose, Ben looked at Nina. Girl seemed more interested in her phone that to be bothered if Ben was at the table next to her or not.

 You didn’t hear the knock on the doors, so Ben quietly let himself in the bedroom. Closing the doors behind himself, he looked at your sleeping form. The blanket was around your waist as you were sleeping on your tummy, hands tucked underneath the pillows that Ben had given you last night. And the shirt that you had stolen from him had ridden up while you were sleeping, so that your back was exposed to the daylight that was seeping in the room through the curtains.

Not saying a word, Ben sat at the side of the bed and gently let his hand slide down your spine. You didn’t move, but just let out a low hum.

“’Morning, love.” Ben said quietly, leaning down to place a gentle kiss on your back.

With furrowed brows you slowly opened your eyes. Then sat up and looked around, finally letting your eyes focus on Ben.

“What... what are you doing in here?” you rubbed your eyes, felling Ben’s hand on your waist.

“Not even a good morning?” Ben pouted. You blushed and pecked his pouted lips.

“Good morning, Ben…” you whispered against his lips.

“Why are you here?” you let your hand rest delicately against his cheek.

“Rose is helping me steal some time with you.” Ben whispered, small smile gracing his lips.

“I could get used to waking up like this.” You smiled, looking around the bed.

“Definitely.” Ben grinned and stole another kiss from you. This time not thinking about stopping. His hands wrapped around your back as you fell backwards, pulling him with you.

“Oh, you shouldn’t have done that…” he smirked at you and pinned you down to bed, gently dragging his lips up your neck till your jawline. With his teeth he sent chills down your spine.

“Ben…” you sang out, letting your legs wrap around him. He looked deeply in your eyes and pressed that cunning smile of his against your wanting lips. Next second you were pushing up his shirt, suddenly hating how it felt against your hands. Ben didn’t protest, silently pulled off his shirt and just got faster back to your lips. You were finally able to touch his chest, running your hands along his muscles. It felt as if you couldn’t get him close enough. Pulling, grabbing at each other, moaning into each other’s mouths.

“Still got them on, don’t you?” Ben mumbled against your neck as his hand slid down your waist and side of the leg.

“Why don’t you see for yourself…?” you grabbed his hand and along your own dragged it down the front of your body till you stopped at the hem of your lace panties.

~~~~~~~~~~

and I oop...

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[vakariannyx]

risky asks: 1, 7... really risky asks: 1, 5, 7, 8, 9, 10

Ok bear with me here im on mobile since I had to put up the laptop. Yay for roadtrips that start at 3am…And im actually shocked someone actually sent me an ask for once thank u!

Risky asks:1. @ people you wanna be friends with:@femsheparding @omegastation @garrusvakarian2153 (you three honestly make my day when i see your posts, yall dont know me and im shy as hell but hello) @sapphirewolf100 (i already consider you a friend saph but we dont talk much so hi tagging u)

7. Tell an embarassing story/memory: Ok i dont really have that many off the top of my head, but i remember when i was a kid in preschool I literally refused to ask any teachers to go to the bathroom so some days I literally went in my pants…. ive never told anyone that till now. Ur welcome. 

 Really risky asks: 

 1. If you had to hug anyone who would you hug: im a hugger so tbh anyone i was somewhat familiar with i would hug. 

 5. Warm or cold bed: cold, i hate being hot 

 7.favorite song you can stop listening to: uhh probably Relief by Sixx AM. Or anything off the mass effect soundtrack bc obvious reasons.

 8.water with ice/no ice: recently been drinking it with ice 

 9.do you use grammar or type in all lowercase: depends on who im talking to and what im doing.

 10.whats something that made you laugh recently:

@jasloblitz

just… u make me laugh so damn easily.Really sorry if the formatting got fucked, couldnt remember the questions and mobile tumblr is a fuckwagon so. Lets see how this goes. Ill boot up the laptop if i have to. (edit: i couldn’t stand it so i took my laptop out of my carryon  and fixed it sorry) lol

[clumsyclifford]

i have to say i'm glad to hear that i just don't vibe with muke (or honestly most ships that aren't malum or lashton i'm very attached 😅) but i'm even more attached to your writing so if you started writing only muke i'd still read and love it probably 🙈 thank you i had my usual trouble with going to sleep but managed to sleep a bit longer than normally so that was nice. thank you so much, my love 💕 honestly you make most of my days better already (1/4)

(2/4) anyway how are you, darling? how was your day? did you have sth to smile about? & oooh okay yeah that sounds fun actually 🙊 might have to fuck around and do that one day. & EW what the fuck there was stuff floating in it?? that's disgusting i now regret asking you to drink some of that but i'm very relieved that you bought actual clean water

(3/4) oh don't worry though the playlist is perfect since i don't know most of the songs very well yet.. okay by now i kinda do bc daily listening but they still feel new to me so i don't mind it if i hear them repeatedly (except for how i'm listening to london for the 3rd time today rn and i can't skip it bc fucking normal spotify and i'm not vibing with that) so what does that tell us? i need premium immediatly. will try to get it again tomorrow today it was being a bitch and didn't cooperate

(4/4) also this is random but while typing this i opened my window to let a bug out and heard the harry potter soundtrack playing somewhere in my neighbourhood.. someone's got taste 😅 & about clumsyclifford i have to say i'm a bit attached to that name but what would the other option be? (if you're willing to share that) -fiancee

omg that is SERIOUS dedication more than helen can say <3 KJDFGKMDFGKJ dont worry tho i am far too involved in malum and lashton and like literally every/any other pairing to get too into muke

i am glad you slept a bit more omg you make my days better too babe <3 i am doing alright !! i really just really wanna go home. ive been on vacation for So Long. and this is rly not my thing. but anyway today we went on a river boat in St Louis which was pretty neat and we saw the st louis arch which was also neat even tho i was kinda like.......who built that arch and why. like what is the POINT of it

YEAH TWAS GROSS but we got normal water and now we’ve left that house and we are in kentucky so fingers crossed for KC tap water ey

ok im sorry about london but im also really not because HOLY fuck do i love that song. london just gives me. these vibes. THESE VIBES. i feel so helpless and i feel so far away.......if you knew where i was i wonder what you’d say......LIKE I JUST . THE EMOTIONS OF THAT SONG. that song made me search up mokita and listen to his entire discography like seriously it was one of ym favorite songs along w daphne blue by the band camino for like. 2-3 months. not joking god what a good song and then just the acoustic vibes like that is really my shit ok i went off about london but i am not sorry however i hope u get premium working for u soon so you can WILLINGLY listen to london three times a day <3 <3 <3

someone in your neighborhood has taste baby !!! okay well so to be fair i have a fair few urls saved just bc i snatch them as they strike my fancy but some of them are jokey and some are like, i could actually use this........will put options in the tags

#the one i was talking abt in the tags of the last one was daydreamclifford #cos like. a daydream away. U KNOW. but idk if anyone would get that #but does it rly matter if people get it........ #anyway i have a handful of others #some r silly like. werewolfash/ton. flannel5sos #oh i have malumfluff which tbh i think is kinda cute #and i cant explain this one so dont ask me to but i do have dirtyhemmo NOT that id ever use it i just thikn the phrase is really fuckin fun #and i cant remember how it came into my mind but whatever there you have it #fiancee anon #anonymous #ask #answered