I have my final exam tomorrow for my human growth and development class.. I’m super nervous but I know if I don’t pass I can retake it so that’s helping my nerves a bit. The course is so content heavy I’m almost sure I haven’t learned half of what I need…
Having a better day - though the bruises on my hand from punching the wall yesterday hurt - however if that’s hurting more than my head I’m okay with it.
I really dislike my algae class, I very much prefer plants.
honestly this last week has been a lot, so I decided to work from home today - giving me a chance to get ahead on lecture notes and work on my essays (from the comfort of my bed, whilst listening to Fleetwood Mac) 🌼
Why is talking about your mental health; depression, anxiety, ptsd, etc. Both helpful and the worst trigger of all?
I was in the bathroom like one is from time to time and I was replacing the toilet paper. Anyways as I was bending over, and I had an itch on my back. So I scratched it - and felt my entire spine pop. I don’t know how to feel.
19/100 — Feb 20, 2020
Today was a very light day, thankfully :) I only had one class today. I took my sister to eat at our favorite ramen place and it was so good. I promised her I’d take her there before summer is over and it was finally a good day to go.
I spent the afternoon sewing my pointe shoes and watching tv with my sister. It was lovely and I really needed to rest.
It wasn’t the most productive day of my life but I think it’s ok to do less some days. We all need to rest. And I still felt like a did things so I guess it’s fine.
- finished sewing my Grishko Fouetté pointe shoes
- read a couple of chapter of Anna Karenina
I’ve been discussing moving across town to where the university I’ll be attending in the fall is located with Jordan. Where we are currently staying, it can be up to 2 hours to commute one way and the way the STEM courses are scheduled, I would be making this drive at a minimum of four days a week.
The idea of moving is ideal, but making it work is going to be a problem. I’m trying to convince myself that I will be able to handle 4 hours a day of commuting while being able to study effectively, work, and participate in research at the university.
I need to work on rebuilding my credit, which is what I am currently working on. I think if I can get my credit up, then maybe moving next year would be a more plausible idea. I’m also supposed to be planning a wedding and I’m not sure how we will make that work either.
I’ve been trying so hard to just drop Spotify because it has become to expensive for me but everytime I try they make me this playlist and I just… UGH
20th february, 3:30pm
math exam is finished! completely sure that i failed it but still looking on the positive side, retaking it next semester will make the content more engrained in my head so i’ll have a deeper understanding. turns out summer classes that push six monthes of content into four weeks kinda suck for my learning style. here’s to getting back up even when you fail!
You know your exam went bad when you walk up to the front to turn your paper in and you professor stops you and says “it’s fine, just breathe, relax, you did okay.”
So anyways that’s how my day is going, how’s yours?
I work in a lab on campus, and we recently moved to a new building. It’s super pretty, and I’ll probably post a picture later on. I have two exams coming up this week, so I’ll share how I’ve been studying for those! Hope you are all doing well, and don’t forget to take time to relax.
I have glasses that make my vision 20/20. Soooo why do I still run into things???
Did a government exam ✌🏻
Not feeling great about it. Someone remind me to read the book!! Not just take notes.
Number 2 of the 4 collages we are making for my comdes class! I was just throwing the letters around and ended up with something pretty cool, a happy little accident.
Had the worst migraine today that came out of nowhere at like 11 during class and still had yet to go away, that said, when I could see straight and was awake today once I went home - I worked on this piece and I’m happy to show that final(ish) product
18/100 — Feb 19, 2020
Today I skipped the morning class. Truth is, it wasn’t something so important that would make me die. But still, I shouldn’t do it.
Ballet was great and my foot didn’t hurt. There was a combo with my fav step and I was so happy!
- finished studying acute myocardial infarction
- did the gynecology homework
- sent a text to solve something I should’ve fixed sooner