#crap im nervous

[epicnobody]

Hi hello it's messy but have this:> Morgan is clingy. Theo loves it. Wing hugs are my thing, even better that Mo is wingless.

Theodore Parker belongs to the one n only @disenchantedif . I love love love it.

#digital art #infamous if #interactive fiction #my art crap #my oc art #welp im nervous #i love it can you please #i dunno #tell me you like it too #disenchanted if #disenchanted oc

[whippedcremepi]

#sonamy #shadamy #silvamy #salamy #im drawing something and I can't decide who she should dance with #could y'all help me out pls? #dont judge me #holy crap I'm nervous putting this out

[sailforvalinor]

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#OH CRAP OH SHOOT OH KARABAST HE ASKED ME OUT #I THINK THIS IS A DATE ANYWAY #IM GONNA THROW UP IM SO NERVOUS #I CAN HOLD A WET BAR OF SOAP BETTER THAN I CAN HOLD A CONVERSATION IDK IF I CAN DO THIS #OBVIOUSLY IM GONNA BUT LIKE #ACK

[prince-of-red-lions]

hey ya’ll I got my first ever jazz festival tomorrow :’)

if you guys have any performing tips or advice or any kind words pls send them in 😭😭😭

wish me good luck guys 💖💖😃

#SCREAMS #AAAAAAA #IM SO NERVOUS #UUTBRHRHRHEBBD #BREAKS DOWN #rambles from the ocean #band crap

[fagoutboy]

the more i think about the 60th specials the angrier and more despondent i get. i actually wish rtd had never come back get him out of here

#seeing old stuff of eccleston vaguely talking shit on rtd and his cronies.. thinking about how badly written the specials were #not just in a storytelling sense but also politically. he somehow got so much worse #and he was already very dubious in his original run especially in regards to race and i am SCARED of him penning the first black doctor #uh. i just wish theyd gotten someone new who wasnt a piece of shit. #idk im just so nervous lol rtds writing has taken a nosedive into being absolute crap where he drops in little cancel culture lines #and shit like that and nonsense dictator of the planet doctor moments to quickly wrap up a problem and no critical analysis #of anything thats going on ever. its actually horrific #im sooooo so fucking nervous for s14 lol #peter capaldi save me (i need to rewatch 12 to feel better) #txt

[autistickfigure]

SOMETHING UNHEARD OF.. Multiple arts in 1 post

#flowers arts #catboy #steve #i forgot that was a thing i could do. i was just posting all this crap seperately. now they are together like they were meant to be #ive been having fun taking screenshots of albums i listen to and then Mspaint dragging art on top of it. very nice #WHICH one do you think the catboy one is. thats kind of like an impossible question BUT what if you knew #YOU CANT REBLOG becuase im nervous. But you can look #MEMORY.. POSTED! posted the post. Memot post

[libertyreads]

I'm late to the party but I'm finally starting season 2 of Shadow and Bone.

#i've heard mixed reviews of this season so Im nervous #but also Nikolai and Wylan and Tolya and Tamar #Shadow and Bone #sab #season 2 #bookish #booklr #books #bookstagram #book #Let's just get one thing straight at this point: I'm into the Grishaverse for the characters #the rest can be crap for all I care #just give me Dirty Hands and the rest of the Crows #just give me a prince with no fucks left to give

[cptnbeefheart]

work has been WAY less dreadful lately and i feel like im finally connecting with my coworkers because im not as shy & ive gotten more comfortable there and feel more adult in general but idk i think im just feeling down or something because i just cried about not being able to find a clean bowl in this stupid house i haven’t eaten since lunch and theres nothing here that i want/ wont make my stomach hurty except soup and thats going to be so unsatisfying its so dumb but i AM dreading work tmrw we have a meeting which always makes me insane anxious i hate being trapped in a room and having to sit there and not be visibly anxious have to appear cool calm collected but not trying to throw up at the same time like im gonna be anxious all day which means i wont eat much because im afraid of puking and then ill feel worse because im hungrys im going to rip my skin off AHHHHHH!!!! <- thats me screaming

#i know its just my period coming sighhhhh its about to get so much worse i get lreally depressed like a week before it gets real bad #i can feel if creeping 🤨🤨 nothing is making me feel happy or fulfilled 🤨🤨 seasons are changing this doesnt help 🤨🤨 AHHHHH!!!! #(me screaming again ) #being open about myself at work instead of trying to put on a worksona has me feeling like early middle school maggie im not sure why #or if fhats bad or good .. #also meeting is at the end of the day so in my mind theres a timer from when the day starts and once it goes past a certain point i cant #eat bc that means ill have a full tummy in the meeting and that in combo w being super anxious (anxiety causes me stomach issues and also #theres a fear of puking that is perhaps not rational) but i get so nervous about the meeting when i still have time that i dont feel hungry #or im like Nah timers lying Its already too late to eat. and then i feel like crap bexause im hungry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[skrunklylittleguy]

Rottmnt sketch dump!!!!! Plus usagi cause I love him!!!!!!!! please give me validation for my art internet strangers

#rottmnt #unpause rise of the tmnt #save rottmnt #my artwork #my art crap #im not used to posting my own art so im kinda nervous #rottmnt leo #rise donnie #rise of the tmnt fanart #rise usagi

[rozugold]

Guess who’s so very tired, ate too many cookies and finished her animatic >:D?

#THIS GALLLL #hehehehehe #just gotta edit it all together and plop it on the youtube #im very excited but also very extremely nervous #though my dad saw a bit of it and said “holy crap!!’ so I feel good about it skdhdj #rozu thoughts

[professional-termite]

i have to give a presentation to a bunch of 8th graders explaining why ais "art" is always inferior due to the training sets its given and the fact that its not human and not trained by actual artists and the presentation is TOMORROW!!! pray for me mutuals....if i dont make it back they tore my self esteem to shreds and i am now crying in a grave somewhere...

#ajdjfk i dont feel prepared #i know what i want to say im just nervous im gonna stumble on my words #i have the slides ready and everything with examples made by me comparing an ais process to my process (without any actual ai art because i #dont want to put my art into an ai no thank you) #but oooghhh i also put some of my friends art on there to show that people use art as a way to express themselves and be silly #and one of my friends art is of dragons and im worried theyre gonna call me a furry #like nothing wrong with furries but man. have you ever been called a furry by an 8th grader. that crap hurted!!! #and also i put some of my skull drawings on there kinda bc i wanted to brag and like im soooo scared theyre gonna make fun of me for that #as well. like oooh silly little emo man (gn) drew a bunch of skulls. how funny #im not even emo...i wear tropical hawaiian shirts no matter the weather...im just really paranoid #mutuals #moots #help me

[izzy-b-hands]

i got laundry started

Housemate will be home in half an hour or so

i have fic ideas percolating im going to try to focus on bc if i focus on the pirates the irl /PTSD shit stays further back and i feel less like im gonna. melt and explode* all at once (*explode not in angry way but in a holy shit this is so many emotions abt old life stuff way)

and if the weather holds out i get to wear my izzy cosplay to the ren faire and that i am. so excited for that (tho i did realise Housemate is gonna have to help draw on Izzy's north star face tattoo for me bc i did a test run here trying to do it myself and. god my eyesight is bad without my glasses on it was Not Good aksndjfngjy)

#text post #like i am fine im just. fragile #trying to do as ive done before and as we know now frenchie does too (im love him) and shove all the past trauma crap in the mind box #i desperately wanna talk with others abt the fic ideas but i admit im too nervous to try and seek out any our flag discords rn #and im hesitant to post too much here bc i dont wanna accidentally spoiler folks even if i have spoiler tags on #idk idk how can a body be so happy and excited and yet bound up and emotional abt Past Shit at the same time #idk but i sure am unconsciously grinding my jaw abt it aka i just realised i was doing that AGAIN just now #thats a newer one for me tbh as a reaction not sure what im gonna do abt that alsndkfngk

[un-pearable]

started playing frontiers again to make a little more progress on 100%ing now that the dlc added those meters on the maps, now i’m frantically looking up the lyrics again to make sure i actually know them for saturday,,,

#when you think you’ve got them Down but then the weird ass non-rhymes in the adventure games trip you up AGAIN #i wasn’t going to listen to any sonic music this week so i could be excited but now knowing how much the audience sang in london im .nervous #GOOD nervous bc i’m excited but holy crap

[frozenhi-chews]

Aye I'm still at work but I was wondering

Any mutuals wanna do a self ship art trade? (I'll make a better post when I'm at home)

Just DM me if ya like and I'll get to you in due time for deets (I just wanna draw others self ships again)

#self ship #art trade #the cake doth speak #im REALLY nervous holy crap- #again mutuals only

[el-im]

#trek #captain's log #best parts: 1. starting off with 'take this pink ribbon off my eyes / i'm exposed and it's no big surprise' #and (nearly) ending with 'hand me a blindfold / i can't bear to watch anymore' in m'aidez #(moving from too nervous to go on away missions to being ashamed of the part she took in the xindi mission when the whole crew's moral #compasses were tossed out of the airlock after they entered the expanse) #*edit: this was in my drafts for a long time and i've been fucking w this playlist so it doesnt start w just a girl anymore #so that you have a pre-joining ent narrative #(dreaming/the tide is high is supposed to be about when she was working as a professor in rio/archer recruiting her) #but still.... just a girl is up early. lmao. #2. the fact that i put 'the oldest established (permanent floating crap game in new york)' on this. and then took it off. and then put it #back on. and then took it off. and then put it back on. and then #3. this must be the place. i really love this song in its own right but it's so popular that i have a hard time using it bc i think it's #generally overused but... i love the idea of hoshi coming around to space travel+enterprise becoming her home. i love her realizing that #she's become comfortable in a place she used to find confining and frightening #theres a lot of kate bush in this but i LOVE them heavy people as a hoshi song. reminds me of 'exile' which is one of my favorite ent eps #and one of very few where hoshi is in a central role. #it's just so absurd + it has the same overtures of 'alien presence entered my otherwise small and private life without warning' as the song #i just think it fits really well #its not perfect and ill probably still fuck around with it a lot even though im publishing it #but really i only do this bc i like to keep my playlists in my tags for them #which for hoshi is here #hoshi #also love the visitors on here. its just fun. groovy baby!!!!

[ihatebnha]

AAAAA okay <3 i sent in a lil kiribaku x reader thought to u idk how long ago honestly finals brain is on me too 😭 it’s not a request or anything but i’m just wondering if tumblr robbed it cause i still think about it like daily HSJDJD

OMGGG if it was about like... bakugo lending u to kiri when he's away, then YES I DID GET IT! and i actually wanted to respond, but was honestly...👉🏻👈🏻 A LIL BIT SCARED since that idea is SO bigbrain and i wanted to make sure i had something GOOD to say about it before i did!!!

sometimes when ideas are so fantastic i get a lil intimated because i don't wanna waste my opportunity to expand on them, u know??? BUT ANYWAY, I WILL PONDER THIS MUCH HARD SO hopefully we can talk about it soon <333

#i would say like tomorrow or the next day but i have done literally none of my work #NONE #so.... ehehehe (nervous) maybe it will be after thursday when im officially done with all my crap #who knows #but im putting it on the radar <333 #kinda unfortunate bc i never know what with catch a spark with ppl and end up a full discussion #and i never wanna respond to an ask with just like 'nice' #so i have to rely on this ol noggin right here to make things interesting #and right now she's full of cobwebs and jellybeans #ajlkehfalksdh anyway this should be about yew and not me #but im sorry for being a lil slow lately i love u #*clings to ur feet* #okeyyy lets go #BYE #ask #anon #caitie chats