- Title: Missing Our Same Old Us
- Created by: noxsoulmate
Agent Dean Winchester of the FBI, one of the most respected and feared men in the classified Supernatural Defence Agency (SDA), is secretly but happily married to fellow agent Castiel Novak. With their romantic relationship and marriage concealed from other agents, Dean and Cas will face the greatest threat yet to their love for each other. A mission in Purgatory leads to Cas losing all his good memories of Dean and reverting back to who he was before they really got to know one another: a gay man with severe internalized homophobia and deep hatred for Dean.
While the team learns to function with Cas’ amnesia and the challenges it brings, Dean is also desperate to save his marriage and bring back his beloved best friend, lover, and husband.
- Rating: Explicit
- Major Warnings and Tags: Graphic Depictions Of Violence; Alternative Universe - FBI, Memory Loss, Enemies to Friends to Lovers, Cas hates Dean, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Pining, Established Castiel/Dean Winchester, Secret Relationship, Married Couple, Protective Dean Winchester, Protective Castiel (Supernatural), Suffering Dean Winchester, Canon-Typical Violence, Implied/Referenced Homophobia, Smut, Suicide in a Djinn-World (can be skipped!), Alternate Universe - No Angels (Supernatural), spn verse, Happy Ending, Fluff and Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending
currently being posted (see note on ao3)