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[stephenferris]

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[themouthofthehell]

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[dustheadogma]

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[vroomms]

a long time ago i smoked dmt with a friend and her two friends, strangers to me. two stupid boys. they didn’t smoke. only us. they had family guy on the tv, the caring mood setters that they were. as i’m taking my hit of the bowl, one of them makes a comment about how time stretches. family guy is still on and that comment is in my head and the world is disintegrating. the tv images are multiplying and dividing. my reality is distorting and contorting. i’m having a panic attack on dmt. i’m sitting in a ball, tucking my face into my arms and knees, to block out all the visual stimuli. i’m trying to focus on my breathing. trying to remind myself this is just a trip and it will pass. a small voice then speaks to me. it says one thing, and one thing only. “ask for a hug.” and so i muster all the courage i can and manage to squeak out: “can someone hug me?” my friend, a friend i actually didn’t know all that well but had always been very kind and accepting of everyone, the friend who had also smoked, exclaimed out with such delight that of course she would, and then reached over and hugged me. instantly, all of the fear cleared and i felt better.

people talk about all these visions and revelations on dmt. none of that happened to me. years later though, i realize so much of my struggle has been an inability to be vulnerable and let myself seek help from others. it’s curious that my whole trip essentially led to a plea for help. and not only that but my plea was answered and nothing bad happened.

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[gh0ulishbae]

blast off~

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[thegongfugeek]

He appeared to me obscured by a great cloud. The cloud itself was comprised of tiny geometric glyphs and mandalas, and was a living part of Him.

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[blazedbimidnight]

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[nidamonroe]

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[wytelighter]

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[stephenferris]

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[themouthofthehell]

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[sandimexicola]

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[thespiritualwiccamode9]

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[verdantelephantechos]

I’ve been doing my best not to think about her, but thoughts of her still creep in. I know I’ve been like this before, it’s all about keeping yourself busy, in turn keeping your mind busy. It’s not a cure-all by any means.

I’ve thought about her and my feelings towards her enough to know deliberately thinking of her does me no good. It will not make her care for me. It will not make her see me in any other way. I will not think of an idea that’ll change anything. Accepting all of this, I still have intrusive thoughts about her.

It’s torture at this point, cause I know for certain she’ll never be close to me, or intimate. She’s told me herself she’s not looking for a relationship, and that, that won’t ever change. I believe she’s told me this a little more than necessary. Overall, I don’t think I’ve ever accepted and believed in anything stronger.

Even knowing the many obstacles and stipulations there would be if there was a relationship, I still long for her time and presence. She has kids, she’s 15 years older, she has her own family issues, her own mental issues, her struggles with finances and providing, she lives a state away, this is a relationship I truly don’t want, one that wouldn’t work, I for sure know. Yet I still have a longing and desire to prod her mind, make her smile, smell her perfume, notice her make up and hair, and let her teach me in some manner. I want to experience all of her and to feel her soul and let her feel mine.

I really think I must’ve fried my brain a little doing dmt. I think it happened cause she helped me get my hands on some. She appeared in about half the trips in some form. And then there was the major trip that happened while I was on schrooms. The one where I experienced ego death ( I really thought I fucking died) and I would describe it as an almost religious experience where I felt I tapped into another plane of existence. She was there in that vision, during part of it. I felt such a deep warm euphoria during that moment, with the pleasure emanating from me like a rippling shock wave. I felt what I feel when I’m with someone I love, only more intense like it is in a dream. I don’t know why it happened to be her of all people.

I’ve experienced nothing like it since, and ever since then, I’ve began to be attracted to her and sincerely care for her. I know we won’t ever be more than co-worker aquainteces in truth, that’s all it ever was and will amount to. It physically hurts my heart to write and read that. It also hurts to think of any attempts I did make to get any closer were foolish and obviously futile. She was nice with shutting me down.

I am just stunned when I think about it later, and now, feel a real pain, a bit of heart break I can call upon any time. If I linger too much on that feeling I’ll get down and wanna drink or take some sleeping pills and go to sleep.

I know she has just a little care for me, and she want me to be the best version of myself, I don’t doubt that. It’s a matter of fact though she wants nothing more than what our relation to one another is currently. Part of me can’t help but still have a longing for her and endure intrusive thoughts about her.

So, I really think that psychedelics fried my brain a little. I think I got a little ptsd from the ego death too but that’s neither here nor there cause I’m able to live a decent life. I’m just crushing on someone I don’t want to or deliberately meant to have a crush on.

I regret nothing though at the end of it all. I believe things happen for a reason, and for a weird reason or coincidence, I’m a better person, I don’t know how to explain it. I feel I ultimately make a fool of myself and I have made one of myself to her. she’ll forget me easily, like I’m sure most of my other crushed play out to be. Part of me feels too she avoids me, and doesn’t care to really have conversations with me anymore. She said if she ever had an issue with me she’d express it, but I feel I might be something that is easier to just ignore than waste any energy on.

I’m good though, it just a rock in my shoe I’m slowly pulling out, but in the shelf that is my heart, she has a spot there that’ll always be.

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[saintnightwalker]

Hidden fallacies

Maybe it was never meant to be

A chosen one to pull the sword from stone

A man’s ego creating another clone

Close your eyes and count to three

See hope’s lies and set yourself free

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[izlosingtheirmind]

I smoked DMT in May of this year and this is my experience and how it changed my life

Important context for this is I’ve been suicidal most of my life. The prior months leading up to this experience, I had been severely suicidal, every day. I had a note ready and was certain I wasn’t making it to 30.

I didn’t breakthrough all the way and I didn’t really have to. I got very close.

At first I was just ..“dancing with the universe” is the only way I can explain it. The most magnificent patterns I’ve ever seen, colors I can’t explain. I cried of joy. I could still see my apartment. My vision was like a shutter. For ex. One moment an object would be a rectangle, then it would switch (not morph), totally switch in a shutter type fashion into a circle. And then some more shapes I’ve never seen and can’t explain.

Then I took my last hit, held it in. My reality got very weird and a bit scary. I saw someone or thing watching me from my bathroom door and my jacket hanging up began to melt.

Then right when I said “I think I want this to stop”, I was shot through a tunnel of spinning mandalas made of eyes. Quite literally that popular piece by Alex Grey. But not looking at it, in it. Fully in it. Reality was no more. When I was in that tunnel, I didn’t know nor think about my human existence. None of it existed for that time. But I was quickly shot back into reality.

I saw my apartment again, but it was crazy. My walls and objects were morphing from shape to shape, color to color extremely fast. I looked at my cat and she was morphing and changing color too. Neon pink, neon green and checker pattern stuck out to me the most for some reason.

Then reality crumbled right before my eyes. Literally. Everything turned black/white/grey and crumbled like a building being demolished. And I was back in a world I can’t explain.. it was dark. Again, my human existence didn’t exist, i was just energy experiencing.. something.

Finally I came back to reality, saw my friend and grasped him for dear life so I didn’t get taken back to that world. I was so scared I wouldn’t come back from it, and that I was going to be sent back for eternity. I thought I was either going to die or go insane. Everything was morphing as it was before. All that was going through my head was that I’m going to lose the girl I really like, I’m gonna lose my job, my cats won’t have a mom anymore, I’m never gonna see my family and friends again. I held onto my friend for dear life until it finally fully ended.

All I could mutter was “what the fuck”. No amount of psychedelics could have prepared me for DMT. It’s a whole other animal.

Interestingly, when I came out of it and realized I was okay and it did in fact end, I wasn’t scared of it. I thought I’d be traumatized from an experience like that and never want to touch it again. It was easily the scariest experience of my entire life. Yet, directly after, I felt grateful and intrigued.

It took me about an hour or 2 to just somewhat process what had just happened. But I quickly came to the realization that I am not ready to die. That I have potential, that my loved ones need me and that is why I was scared. Not only did I gain this knowledge, I also came back with a knowing that this is the case for every human soul on this planet. I didn’t get an answer as to why, but I now know we all have a reason for being here. Every one of us. No matter how hopeless it seems. Everyone is meant to be here and experience this life.

The second realization I came to rather quickly was that running from fear of the unknown will only make things worse. Every time. That I must SURRENDER to life and know that it is out of my control (besides my actions). This, I believe as an intuitive knowing from the experience, was a lesson that was taught so that I can integrate it into my life, and until I do, I am not to return to the DMT world. And I have taken this lesson very seriously and have been taking action to push past my fears that I would normally let dictate my life. I have a lot of work to do still, because it is a huge barrier I’ve got to tackle. And I’ll be honest I’ve been slacking.

I tried to return last week and was not granted access no matter how much of it I smoked. I got the visuals, but was stuck in the waiting room with an intuitive feeling that it’s not time yet and I still have work to do.

So yeah, DMT zapped away my suicidal ideation, made me realize how my life does have potential and sent me on a mission to conquer my fears and live the life I WANT. And I’m grateful as hell.

With psychedelics, you really have to be able to take what you can get from the experience, good or bad. But if DMT ever crosses your path and you feel ready to accept what it has to offer, I highly recommend you do. (Don’t seek it. It will come to you.)

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