Last night was really good. It was exactly the release I needed. I think that was probably the purest mdma I’ve had before. I was so euphoric. Really good stuff man fuck.
It’s my 3rd day on methadone, 30mg per day, who knows if this will workout to make me stop crave opioids..
while on a walk to get oreos with my two smoking buddies, jacks saw this!
love you baby <3
I rlly wan FOUR macdinal cheese burgers…
But it’s so late and i’m so high
Hahahaa for real
Kik me icequeenxo6
Okay so I did lsd and weed two nights ago
I’m pretty sure I put the tab in my mouth at like 7:10 idk but I swallowed it at 7:45 so idk rn
I don’t like tripping on acid with drunk people around. not a decent vibe like. Especially when you’re the only one who hasn’t been drinking and you roll blunts quite frequently so,, you’re asked to roll. but you’re hands are shaking real bad and there’s like almost ten drunk people shouting and asking for weed. Dont recommend. I was decently scared.
But when I was doing it in private with time on my side it was fine. I did some decent rolls for all the shaking.
Probably shouldn’t of done drugs last minute but eh idm
It was really good fun
Anyway 5am I started seeing shit and that was real fun. (I’ll probably talk about this later bc I made some notes and did a drawing)
But all I can think about two days later is how good it made me feel and how I just wanna keep doing it,, I’m at work today so I won’t but like
LSD is so much fun I was buzzing all yesterday as well when I was coming off cus I was still a bit over sensitive to light and colour still so when I went to sleep after not being asleep for 24hours ,, it was really funky. Just felt really good.
Now I’m pretty much fine, I’ve got a buzz still because things just feel a lot clearer bc of doing it.
So yea, my first trip on acid was awesome.
this batch of K is. particularly barfy
come fly with me <3
two : AM
i wish i was cool enough & bad enough to pull the shit you did.
i wana be disgusting, do absolute wrong and get away with it.
i want to be evil enough to kill all the precious parts of you and not give a single fuck.
teach me to murder; show me how to get blood on my hands but remain sustained.
ill destroy you.
ill change you.
ill emotionally erase you.
you’ll be starving for an answer but i won’t take the blame.
if you’ve never known death, knowing me will be the closest thing.
ive never known death, but knowing you was the closest thing.
when’s my turn?
where’s my crown?
when will you know pain?
when the fuck will you realise you had nothing to gain?
today i cried after months luv drugs
I’ve seen a lot of shit here on tumblr but THIS beats it all…
Selling meth, shards, ice coke?
WTBF is wrong with this world!?
sincerely hope death is not as terrifying as when i was having a bad trip depersonalizing/disassociating and almost called 911 with ollie right beside me because i was completely convinced i was about to experience heart failure or be taken away by some higher power. laughing like maniacs sitting naked in the bathtub together was pretty fun though
What’s it like to have a mom that isn’t a child and animal abusing heroin addict who is also a felon I really am curious sometimes