enlightened girl 🍷
enlightened girl who’s lost but found in the mist of her own existence , her own space
space which was always needed for her to
follow the light in herself for guidance , for blessings to occur
disconnected & connected she feels everyday as if she is here & she’s also some else where
spiritually gliding through the air of the
yet to come & what she’s preparing for
as she lives between the polarities of being alive , grateful & also having to accept one day she’ll be dead & even that she believes is a myth made up
as she says, I have been fully breathing, living while being dead inside
i could feel my spirt being sucked dry from every memory & experience that brought tears to my eyes & yet I was still “alive”
death is only a ending that creates a beginning , demise is a non verbal compromise we will all have to face
just like we faced the decision to be alive
no mistakes , no regrets , no double takes she knows we must believe in to have true grace, freedom in our pace
she isn’t there yet but she is finding her way , finding pieces of herself
her reflections her decision making
unwilling & wiling collecting experiences & emotions of things she thought she never cry about again
smiling at things she never thought would make her happy
even laughing at the things that used to make her angry
enlightened girl isn’t for the weak
you see things in people that your heart
& desires wished you never seen
enlightened girl cannot be blinded, fooled unless she is the one to cover her own eyes , ears
divinely chosen, strength was transferred to her through her genes
but she never knew back then with heavy thoughts , broken heart & held in tears, she’s still appeared to be the light in a room
she thought her strength was in how tight she can hold on to the edge of the cliff
the edge of a cliff of her letting the worlds opinions win, letting heartbreaks cut deep within & debating to follow her passions , gifts
enlightened girl who had to swallow the pill of darkness to see why she was chosen to shine
she will always be one of a kind from the person she is in every lifetime
her curses were only the things she allowed to become poison to her golden mind , her beautiful spirt & presence
enlightened girl who just wants to live in her peace , explore her purposes & make everyone she meets feel heard , loved & safe, enlightened girl with a mystical magical soul that can only understood & not told.-themysticmatrix
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I beg for enlightenment to release my attachment but I crave him my heart aches when I know another is the source of he joy I want to be his soul pleasure and I know that’s ego needing to be needed but still I crave to know the cadence of his breath as he give all his love to me how breathtaking he’d look above me between my legs pouring into me with his dreamy eyes I crave his lips, his breath on my skin to feel his warmth against me to feel our hearts beat to watch as I bring him through our small death to feel the divine source pour through us to let his name fall to my lips as he floods my senses completely my only thoughts surrounding him and our divine pleasure to only have them broken up by his angelic voice calling to me as if i were his only tether to this world I crave his beauty but I crave the strength to love it as it is without expectation to let go of the pain that comes with it
~ W.R.
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