wait so if you’re losing me was written December 5th 2021; the exhaustion of red tv, the lack of posting in 2021/22, barely celebrating her achievements, ibytam being a wedding video, keeping it strictly work, midnights feeling like autopsies of the past, lavender haze, anti hero, sweet nothing, renegade, the Alcott, him not showing up at eras… oh taylor 😭
no wonder she felt like a monster on the hill. he made her too big to hang out, to love, to marry for almost two years and then she got on that stage in glendale and remembered the bravest thing she ever did was run… and then for her to find warmth, ease and openness a few months later because of a song about always being alone and beaten down but being enough anyway because the tired Phoenix still rises i’m 🥹🥹🥹
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And all my walls stood tall, painted blue. But I'll take 'em down, take 'em down, and open up the door for you. And all I feel in my stomach is butterflies, the beautiful kind, making up for lost time, taking flight making me feel like...I just wanna know you better.