I want to be loved
I want to be loved. I want to be loved the way they describe it in the books I found too cheesy to read when I was younger.
I want to be hugged from behind, and feel the tiny kisses they leave in my neck. I want to be cuddled while we watch a movie, and make stupid commentary throughout, not even once wondering if I'm being annoying.
I want to know that when I feel upset because of something they did, they will try to understand and apologize, even if that thing was small or stupid or not worth their time.
I want to hold hands and feel close to them even when we're with their friends, like they are telling me that I'm still important, that they are with me no matter the circumstance.
I want to kiss them, and feel their skin close to mine, without the expectation of sex afterwards. To be able to feel closer to them without the fear of making them feel disappointed when I just want to hug, and nothing else.
I want to look into each other’s eyes, and see their love for me. I want them to be able to express with words how much I mean to them, the same way I’d know how to express my devotion for them.
I want random I love you’s, acts of kindness, I want to be remembered randomly while they were grocery shopping and receive a text with a photo of a pizza or candy with the caption “Saw your favourite and made me think of you”.
I want to be taken care of when I’m sick, I want to be put in bed, to be kissed in the forehead, and know they’ll be there when I wake up.
I want long conversations about stupid things, and even longer conversations about important stuff that need to be talked about.
I want to feel respected, loved, needed, and wanted. I want to be understood and appreciated.
I want someone to look me in the eyes, both hands on both my cheeks, and tell me I’m the most beautiful girl in the world.
I want to love, and I want to be loved.
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Sometimes you just need someone to hold you tight and whisper "it's going to be okay." Until you fall asleep.
Is that too much to ask?
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No matter what I always feel immensely lonely. If I’m around people/loved ones or not. I’m feeling empty, like I have a void that can’t be filled.
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You don't love me. Not really. You love what you want me to be. What you want me to give you. You don't see me for who I am, nor do you appreciate what I am ready to give. You don't love me. Not at all.
-Ri.
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I just want to take care of him and hold him and love him. ❤️
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I used to be afraid of ghosts
I’d sleep with the lights on
Pray to god to keep them out
And keep all my limbs under the sheets
But then you died
And now I’m hoping
That this house is haunted
So that I can feel you in my bones
Just for one last time
-Grey Augustus
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i want to be loved so much that someone writes poetry about me i want to be loved so much that they listen to me talk for hours on end, not stopping me but to put in ideas or feed the fire i want to be loved so much we bake christmas cookies in stupid sweaters and watch horror movies after even though it would be december i want to be loved so much that they would send me a picture of anything and say 'reminded me of you' or 'us if we were ___' i want to be loved so much that all of their friends know me before they meet me because my person talks about me so much i want to be loved so much that they'll promise to go to my shows and actually show up, bouquet in hand i want to be loved so much that i can teach them how to make pasta, or better yet they already know and we make pasta together, making jokes in italian the whole time i want to be loved so much that we can dance in our kitchen at one am and i dont have to teach them to dance i want to be loved so much that i can unashamedly have piles and piles of sketchbooks of my silly little things and not be judged for it i want to be loved so much that we have Our Song that we listen to
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i just want to make friends who like merlin and tsh and reading and taylor swift and good omens and skam and—
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