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positivelypositive · 4 months
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it's okay...
...even when it seems like nothing is going right. especially then. it's okay.
it's okay to feel like everything is falling apart. it's okay if you don't feel like restarting. it's okay if you feel too tired to try again.
struggle is stressful and tiring. it's okay to feel low. it's okay to take long pauses. it's okay to rest a lot.
it's okay to just be. just keep breathing. you're okay. i'm okay ✨
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greyaugustuspoetry · 8 months
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I used to be afraid of ghosts
I’d sleep with the lights on
Pray to god to keep them out
And keep all my limbs under the sheets
But then you died
And now I’m hoping
That this house is haunted
So that I can feel you in my bones
Just for one last time
-Grey Augustus
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warmpeachxo · 6 months
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This bitch empty
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gleek4twd · 3 months
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Have to be up in 3 hours but it's 4am and I'm still awake. Thank you painsomnia and chronic illness. Can't even take the day off as I've been off the last week sick and the fear of falling behind is just as strong as the imposter syndrome 🙃
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quilandscroll · 3 months
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Gotta rant or I’m gonna go more nuts
Ugh… that feeling when you truly feel people only pretend to like you because they want to be in your best friend’s good graces.
I’ve dealt with it before sure, kinda comes with having an artist bestie… people love her tons, and what’s not to love she’s the greatest friend I’ve ever had
but… having people in chats, and groups and such completely pretend I’m not there or blatantly talk around me just to have her full attention.. it kinda sucks.. especially after the same people “promise” that I’m a “good friend and they support”… it all feels like a lie when the actions never match the words..
It’s reaching a point where even she has seen it so obvious and is tired of it too..
I love that she can make new friends easily, and I encourage it when they genuinely like her..
But it makes me question daily… what makes me so hated?? I mean.. I’ve gone through this for over a decade and only now hit my wall to even try to talk about it.. I genuinely don’t understand..
Sorry for the ramble and thanks for letting me get it out.
Have a good day to anyone that does, or doesn’t read this.
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julia1x5 · 3 months
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Im about to be fired...
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outcasteddreamer · 4 months
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I just want to hear that I’m appreciated… and pretty
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euesworld · 11 months
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"Feeling low low then I know, knowing nothing but I feel I know.. you can see it on my face, it shows. Emptiness, undressed in front of you, blue with attitude that few can understand mannn.. you don't understand mannn.. the darkness it flows from stars, like the wind that blows from my heart, these sins in me that grow like art and it blows me apart, I start to rip the paper up, crumbled, crumbled.. I fall apart and get stapled up, ready to rumble. Don't, don't get stuck.. don't, don't give up. Humble, humble.. every time I stumble and fall, I'm thankful that I get to exist at all."
My life is a mess but I'm still thankful - eUë
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vizthedatum · 4 months
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I just had my bladder instillation appointment and spasmed a lot through it.
Have another appointment in the afternoon to do more testing.
I’m exhausted. Making some food (heating up frozen food) now.
My partner convinced me to not cancel my trip for the holiday vacation (I do really want to go and I think it will be relaxing and fun - and it will be a break from the tedium of life’s challenges (at least mostly) plus I’ll have all my meds and tools with me) AND not to delete my blog. I know they take me seriously - they advocated for me today at the hospital.
I just want to cry forever.
I wish I weren’t sick, I wish I didn’t have gut feelings, I wish I didn’t have chronic health issues, I wish I weren’t neurodivergent, I wish I had more secure feelings about my life, I wish things were a lot easier than they are right now. I wish that I didn’t live alone. I wish I had a drama-free marriage and a family and a home. I wish I traveled more. I wish I was a full time artist. I wish I could be on top of my scientific work more.
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positivelypositive · 4 months
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healing isn't linear...
...and sometimes the lows might overshadow the highs.
in those moments, hang in there. remember that there is a limit. nothing is endless.
not even the lows. the highs will reappear. it's just a matter of waiting it out ✨
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imto-osensitive · 10 days
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la mort
I long for Death’s sweet embrace
I whisper sweet nothings into His ear
Take me as I am
Take me whole
I am yours and 
Yours alone
Until Eternity 
We dance and kiss on the brim of Hope
Then He leaves me be
Even Death doesn’t wish to stay
With me
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greyaugustuspoetry · 8 months
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You were everything.
Your smile lit up the sky
And your laugh brightened the moon
You hung the stars in my sky for a point in time
But now you’re nothing.
Gone to the abyss we call death
This place is dark without you
I can’t even see the floor.
Come back,
please.
I can’t do this
Not anymore.
-Grey Augustus
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dr0wningdepressive · 2 years
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everyone fucking hates me
it’s lonely here
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bihansthot · 9 months
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Having a really emotional and mentally challenging day and Denny can definitely tell, he’s literally been laying on me all night. I’m not entirely sure why I’m so down today but I guess I kind of woke up feeling this way. I’m just not doing well. I’m going to see if a Mythologies play through will help, if not I mighty just see if I can go to sleep early. Maybe my body will have pity on me and let me sleep. Sorry I haven’t been around lovelies like I said I will hopefully get around to cleaning out my inbox and responding to DMs and stuff tomorrow, thanks for your patience. 💙
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chrisengel · 1 month
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katimorton · 11 months
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A lot of people don't know if they're depressed or what depression is - or even what depression looks like. They may be stuck asking themselves am I depressed? Are these signs of depression or am I just lazy or anxious or just sad? Let's talk about depression. Depression looks different for everyone, and sometimes the people around us (friends, family, co-workers) don't know what depression even looks like. Or maybe they think depression signs and symptoms are different than they actually are. Or maybe they think depression makes someone weak or can be fixed by their own self will or exercising more. They don't understand depression and the brain and what a depression diagnosis is. The reality is that there are a lot of misconceptions about depression. So let's dive into the 6 misconceptions about depression. 
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