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hannahflowerspoetry · 3 years

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what once was sacred is cursed perhaps it could be worse the temple at which i’d pray overrun now by this wraith my messiah led me astray that’s what you get with blind faith my friends were also fooled when you really believe in a lie it becomes your truth a chorus of “i’m so happy for you” echoed through the rest of my youth with my head down i paid my dues it’s difficult not to feel used immortalizing the abuse as my muse his crimes will live on forever but he will too.

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ginadope · 3 years

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Hello! This is me, some small poetry blog with a weird name :) As this absolute a$$hole of a year is coming to an end, I’d like to say <3 thank you <3 to the writers that made it a little better for me:

@written-honey @haikkun @a-few-tumbles-later @lost-ends-found @robertjw4688 @hedonistpoetbyhira @praggya1993 @harrybpoetry @chuckakot @endlesswordsonapage @dg-fragments @justscribbledwords @heartofmuse @drearydaffodil @quaintobsessions @4sss @the-outsider-girl @wordrummager @eshaninjer @william-warren-writes @internalearthquake @hannahflowerspoetry @jonaswpoetry @rhapsodyinblue80 @stormykatie @adamantseal @write-as-rains

In no particular order, mostly from memory, on a dying laptop :) Wishing you a great 2021, coming back to watching Dirty Dancing. <3, m.

#thank you #keep writing #with ease #and passion

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writtenconsiderations · 4 years

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Worth Your Consideration Masterlist

@allofthesevoices

@sharingsentences

@poet-aster

@poets-wonderland

@allthesmallthingshere

@just-4-thought

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@misguided-ivy

@name-de-plume

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@universalmemoir

@alexknoxpoetry

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@24xsevenchaos

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@gracebriarwoodwrites

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@thepoetscorner

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@instruth

@hannahflowerspoetry

@yannnza

@stainedglasswords

@jmsapphire

(May-Sept 2019)

#worth your consideration #masterlist #writtenconsiderations #poets on tumblr #new poets society #new poets on tumblr #promoting poets #poetry curator

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aprilmcpoetry · 5 years

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8 people I would like to get to know tag.

I was tagged by @sparklingwritings thank you!! <3

I. Name: April

II. Birthday: 17/04/1996

III. Zodiac Sign: Aries

IV. Height: 5′4′’

V. Hobbies: Poetry, Salsa dancing

VI. Favourite colour: Pink

VII. Favourite books: The Night Circus by Erin Morgenstern, and The Shock of the Fall by Nathan Filer

VIII. Last song I listened to: Mad Love by Mabel

IX. Last movie I watched: Goodfellas

X. Inspiration for muse: Nature and love

XI. Dream job: Psychologist (Clinical or Forensic, wherever life takes me)

I tag: infinitely-poetic, endlesswordsonapage, write-as-rains, vodkaisthatyou, wordsaregolden22, somepiecesofmyheartandsoul, evergreenwords, hannahflowerspoetry

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hannahflowerspoetry · 3 years

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help me put my bags in the back of your car you’re just as pretty up close as from afar you reach for my hand driving home superposition on the radio out the window is the old fear factory i can’t help but watch your face while you sing we didn’t have enough time for a full serenade felt like the movie ended before we could press play and we walked up and down the whole damn town watched the evangelicals stand their own ground you and i worshiped two or three times a day i looked in your eyes when you got on your knees to pray and i loved you as much as i feared you and i held you just as i revered you and i sacrificed myself as an offering to you but you didn’t want a martyr, did you?

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hannahflowerspoetry · 3 years

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where is my heart?

you said one day we would marry and as a grown child, i believed you slipped thorns into my mouth i tried to thank you for the roses but blood came pouring out where are you now? where is my heart? i'm aware of where it is not, new windsor, brighton, salt lake, wilmington, nashville nor nottingham, i've searched all for naught yet the days grow darker, the air gets thicker, my limbs feel heavier. if i lie down now, i fear i may never stand up again moss will envelope my body i haven't the strength to rip myself from the clutch of the soft green earth once more. what i would give for an embrace, but i have nothing left. mother, may i rest?

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hannahflowerspoetry · 3 years

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you made me feel like you loved me even when you don’t. it was just enough for me, ignoring reality for a dream. though the wool was thin, it sat snug against my eyes, nonetheless. i could sculpt it in my mind change the script, rewrite, evolve the ammonite, tell myself you’ve been kind. a switch has flipped, though, you’re different than what i know you don’t make me feel like you love me it’s no longer worth breaking bones.

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hannahflowerspoetry · 3 years

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i miss you so loudly. the whispers of morning and your delicate hands, wisps of hair sweeping against my face as i dig myself deeper into you. i will not go softly. i tell it to anyone who listens how i love you like a dog, my ears eagerly perked at the jingle of your keys and i come running. i wait patiently. she takes your wrist, leads you away from home i hope you turn back, open the door again so i can breathe you in.

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hannahflowerspoetry · 3 years

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it’s a weird place to be, stuck right in between i’m still in love with you, and i deserve more than you gave me when both are, at once, true

i liked you much more before i loved you i liked you better before you knew me your grip is tighter than you think you can’t hold anything without crushing it and i would ask for my heart back but it’s not the same shape anymore it would no longer recognize me

and i think your god is funny you still follow his rules, but you no longer believe, you’ve got other people to appease is that not what hell is? your blind faithfulness to nothing outmatched any servitude to me

still, you wave to me from your cubicle and our water cooler chats are seemingly without end as i adjust, mind the grimace, i am very glad that you asked, yes, we can still be friends

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hannahflowerspoetry · 3 years

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grasping at straws trying to find the words anything, in any language, that could possibly do you justice. an impossible feat writer’s block returns to me flabbergasted, swallowed whole by this feeling without descriptor. though i’ve written about a similar emotion nothing i’ve ever touched could dream to measure up.

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hannahflowerspoetry · 3 years

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you asked me to meet you in a dream yes, i will, i replied swiftly for a moment’s pleasure seems far more important than honesty. have you ever watched a mushroom grow? some have spores which, at night, glow they come alive and spread and know in summer with their seeds to sew. to kill your hero seems as bitter i truly am an awful knitter the tapestries we weave together might have left alone been better.

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hannahflowerspoetry · 3 years

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i've exaggerated you in my head i saw love where it wasn't yet you broke my heart gently in your bed and cradled me, soft against your chest

in the morning, you fed and kissed me and when i turned around, stood waving on the way home, kept composed, behaving the sea didn't take me as i'd been praying

it's my secret that i've mourned for weeks my disappointment is not yours to keep just forgive me if i shake when i speak it's steady downhill after the peak

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hannahflowerspoetry · 3 years

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you were a house.

can you feel me looking at you? can you hear me whisper to the moon? in the same way i felt you refrain heard the breaking of these chains as i tried to hold onto your frame after i had been an earthquake

and you could feel me rumbling and your foundation fell apart and i didn’t realize i was shaking until i saw what i had done to your heart the glass case shattered and it fell over and in slow motion, i watched it breaking and i saw myself doing it and i couldn’t stop ruined your floors when i tried cleaning up my fingers were cut, your rug soaked in blood and i watched myself from outside of my body fumbling but i couldn’t stop

and i have been a fool i broke you down just to let go of you i left you to rebuild your house and did nothing as i watched you and horrified with myself as i am i do nothing still

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hannahflowerspoetry · 3 years

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matrimony

he says that he's afraid to commit so he breaks my heart just a little bit the funny thing is i've come to expect it his subconscious routine which perfectly fit

i sat clean and pretty for six hours still i gave him my heart to handle at his will so he could fault me whenever i fell ill say the sound of my dismay was so shrill

so i'll swallow my pride i once held so dearly and i'll pray to whoever decides to hear me that he doesn't leave me, not even nearly fog the windows so i stop seeing clearly

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hannahflowerspoetry · 3 years

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an unexpected error in my programming an oversight, a glitch in my system a skip in my heartbeat unaccounted for, verily i built myself from the ground up structured so carefully, strong to withstand anything and then came you the missed variable. i realized in this matter, i had my head buried deep in the sand but you dug me out, and i digress, the malfunction was necessary the lack of sleight of hand for when came you so the rest of me did, too. and so my heart skips ardently, when i shut down for the night and let visions of you set the scene and paint my dreams so vividly. i have found the final piece, it was merely your hand on my cheek.

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hannahflowerspoetry · 3 years

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there's no celebration without mourning, and vice versa. but it feels wrong, surrounded by cheer to hold back my tears. i'll serve the cake and all, laugh together, then retreat. it is my pain to bear, i will do it alone, in my home. i wish you were still here. it's unfair that i cannot hold your hand again, ask your plans for next year. in my dream, long ago, you told me it was time to let go. but i still hold you in my heart, pray to feel your presence near. one day we'll meet again, i've got your memories until then. your bracelet still on my wrist, i haven't loosened my grip. not even a bit.

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