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yuisdad · 1 year

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Since I’m sad that otome games don’t have English dubs when they get realeased in the west, I’ve decided to do English fan casts to alleviate the pain. (I get that they’re a niche genre, but let me have this)

Code Realize, Hakuoki, and Amnesia will have the same voice actors from their English dubs. One of the exception is Toma, since his voice actor is unfortunately dead. I would replace Toma’s voice actor with Mike Haimoto. Another exception is Sanosuke Harada’s voice actor since he’s been blacklisted and arrested due to grooming a 16 year old and marrying her in 2014. He’s already been replaced by Phil Hayes in the Hakuoki movies, so he’ll stay.

I’m not doing Collar X Malice at the moment since it’s getting a movie adaptation this year, and (hopefully) it will inevitably get an English dub. If it doesn’t, then I’ll do it on the future.

The heroines are all voiced in English as well because I say so lol.

Norn 9:

Koharu: Jad Saxton

Mikoto Kuga: Kira Vincent-Davis

Nanami Shiranui: Brittney Karbowski

Sorata Suzuhara: Kiba Walker

Kakeru Yuiga: Blake Shepard

Senri Ichinose: Bryson Baugus

Masamune Toya: David Matranga

Natsuhiko Azuma: Mark Ivy

Sakuya Nijou: Michaela Laws

Itsuki Kagami: Howard Wang

Akito Shukuri: Daman Mills

Heishi Otomaru: Greg Ayres

Ron Muroboshi: David Wald

Psychedelica of the Black Butterfly:

Beniyuri: Emi Lo

Kikage: Johnny-Yong Bocsh

Yamato: Aleks Le

Karasuba: Griffin Puatu

Kagiha: Y Chang

Monshiro: Caleb Yen

Usagi: Xanthe Hyunh

Psychedelica of the Ashen Hawk:

Eiar/Jed: Brina Palencia

Lavan: David Matranga

Levi: Aaron Dismuke

Lugus: Zeno Robinson

Tower Overlord/Ashen Hawk: J. Michael Tatum

Hugh: Ryan Colt Levy

Piofiore Fated Memories:

Liliana Adornato: Felicia Angelle

Dante Falzone: Daman Mills

Gilbert Redford: Alejandro Saab

Yang: Y. Chang

Nicola Francesca: Jonah Scott

Orlok: Cedric Williams Jr.

Henri Lambert: Jonathan Bullock

Cafe Enchante:

Kotone Awaki: Maddie Matsumoto

Misyr Rex: Joshua David King

Canus Espada: Christopher Escalante

Il Fado de Rie: Dom Dinh

Ignis Carbunculus: Jalen K Cassell

Kaoru Rindo: Eric Bauza

Cupid Parasite:

Lynette Mirror: Amanda Lee

Gil Lovecraft: Corey Wilder

Shelby Snail: Danny Spiller

Ryuki F Keisaiin: Jacob Takanashi

Raul Aconite: Everett Van Maren

Allan Melville: Reagan Murdock

Peter Flage/Jupiter: Brandon Winkler

Bustafellows:

Teuta Bridges: Stephanie Sheh

Limbo Scott Fitzgerald: Robbie Daymond

Shu Lyn O'Keefe: Matthew Mercer

Mozu Nile Shepard: Jakob Takanashi

Helvetica Orsted: Steve Warky Nunez

Scarecrow: Edward Mendoza

Adam Krylov: Nathan Sharp

Luka: Mikaela Krantz

Carmen: Kayleigh McKee

Anyone else is free to put in their own voice headcanons for otome games if they want to.

#otome game #otome games #voice headcanons

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atopearth · 8 months

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Amnesia: Memories Part 7 - REPLAY Thoughts

Since Later X Crowd is out, I am playing Amnesia: Memories again for a refresh! Amnesia was my first proper otome game that I played so it holds a special place in my heart even though I really only liked Kent, Ikki and maybe Ukyo, but one thing I'll never forget is how much I love how pretty everyone is! Anyway, I won't do full on comments about each route since I've played the game before, but I guess I will mention things that I might feel differently about now? I have also decided to start with Toma because he was my least favourite haha!

Toma (Diamond World)

I still remember back in the day when I thought Toma would fulfill my big brother cravings for an LI, it had a bit of it until my heart was crushed haha! I forgot about how scary Ukyo can be lol. And I forgot that Toma puts drugs in her food so she'll sleep and not run outside and get killed LOL. Like yeah, I do remember those bad endings where if the heroine goes out, she ends up dead but seriously c'mon Toma haha. I guess one thing we can be happy about is how unapologetically crazy Toma is, loved how he was like he would confine both Shin and her here if she followed them to hear what they're talking about. Why can't Orion just eavesdrop though lol. Anyway, Toma is wild! I really forgot alot of details haha! I mean I'll never forget getting locked up in a large dog cage, but I definitely forgot the handcuffs! I think what I couldn't help but like about Toma despite how drastic his actions are is that he knows what he's doing is wrong. His analogy of the heroine being a captive princess, him being the demon king and Shin being the hero made it evident that he recognises his actions of locking her in a dog cage is wrong, but in his own twisted way, he assessed that this is the only way he could think of that would make sure she would be safe no matter what, and I guess to me, it's his own twisted way of taking care of her and that's enough. His immense guilt for doing this to her always gets to me even though I know he's crazy. Lmao, I love their childhood memory of the heroine telling Toma she likes him and wants to get married to him, and when Toma asks her then what about Shin, she's like Shin can be their child hahaha, she's so funny. Anyway, I actually forgot how crazy Ikki's fan club was and I definitely think the police should definitely be called because these girls are nuts. Otherwise, I enjoyed Toma's story much more than I thought would haha! I think his sincere desire to protect the heroine always made me like him even if he was insane lol. Looking back on my previous post, it seems like I was pretty scared of Toma when I first played his route haha! Now that I've played many more games, I think I can appreciate him for who he is now despite how crazy he is lol.

Shin (Heart World)

Are they dating already?! I don't remember that. All I remember is Shin not letting her eat cake because she'll get fat lolol. I feel like all he did was confess to her from memory🤔 BAHAHA, yes I now remember why I was so annoyed with Shin back in the day. He asks what she wants for their one year anniversary, you ask for a cake, and he's like no, you'll get fat AND has the audacity to add that you're already pretty round, yes I would like to kill him thanks. Contrary to what I expected though, I think I quite enjoyed Shin's character this time around, maybe I've built more tolerance to his types because I didn't think he was too harsh, or even when he felt quite harsh, he always doubled down and did something else to make it less bad e.g. when he called the heroine slow at unpacking but starts unpacking for her lol. He's got no delicacy, isn't good with words, kinda bossy but he's nice and kind, and always puts the heroine as the main priority no matter what and I guess I like that about him. I think what really made me like him was when he was scared holding the baseball bat at the lodging saying he was scared to hurt someone but he knew that if it was to protect her, he would do whatever he needed to do no matter what, and I think that touched me. The fact that even Shin has things he's very scared of but is willing to go against for her. And I quite liked how the heroine was a very resilient person towards criticism and proved to Shin how great of a singer she could be. I think their relationship would be great. I also really liked the mystery in this route because even though I vaguely remembered that it should be Toma, similar to when I first played this route, I never wanted to think it was Toma. I was always more ready to put the blame on Shin hahahah. Honestly, the confession hurt because you know how much it hurt all of them but how much it was needed for them all to move on. And you could see how everyone always prioritised the other, like the heroine immediately wanting to forget what Toma did to her the moment she realised who the culprit was and what he did to her, and Toma didn't want to reveal it because he knew it would hurt them knowing why and what happened, and Shin didn't want to reveal it but still felt like he had to for all their sakes. It was sad but I think I definitely appreciate Shin's route this time around haha! He's not just the boy that calls you fat haha!

Ikki (Spade World)

I remember liking Ikki and Kent so I'm quite excited to do this again! HAHAHA the Waka in this world was the most memorable for me, how could I ever forget the guy who says the customer is the enemy as a motto for morning assembly before starting work😂😂😂 Another memorable thing is the parfait CG, I love it so much! Something I've always enjoyed about this game is Kent and Ikki's relationship, they're so fun together I love them hahaha. Honestly, I can see why people complain about Ikki's route because it really does basically revolve around the fan club and accommodating them, but when I see moments with Ikki trying his best to win the heroine's heart and sincerely show his feelings and his true thoughts, I can't help but feel for him and acknowledge how difficult it is to be a sensitive and emotional person who has to deal with rejecting people constantly and how much of a toll that must be on him mentally. And honestly, considering how crazy the fan club is, it's very understandable why Ikki does what he does hoping to protect the heroine from them because he knows that if it gets too out of hand, it'll hurt her and there's a chance he might not be able to protect her from them especially with how many of them there are. I think I'm starting to remember why I really liked Ikki. I liked his vulnerability that he shows the heroine, and I like how serious he is towards her and how he honestly tells her that. And I guess it's refreshing to see the dilemmas of having so many people "love you". I still think the whole fanclub thing was solved way too easily for how crazy they were though lol.

Kent (Clover World)

Lmao, playing Kent's route again really makes laugh and love him. His messages that just say good morning and goodnight lolll. I think one thing that particularly stood out for me with Kent's route is that the heroine had a strong personality in this world that vastly affected their relationship because they both kept butting heads due to their personalities and it was fun and interesting to understand why they always fought with each other and yet still stayed together. Anyway, Ikki's World's Waka was scary in his own way but this one? Terrifying lol! I guess what I enjoy about Kent is how love is basically something illogical to the point that he can't understand the need for doing something like holding hands, but he still admits that he wants to hold the heroine's hand despite how he doesn't understand the logic for it and I think that's cute. Honestly, it felt like I had amnesia too playing this game because I forgot so many things but I'm slowly recovering my memories of them as I play. Other than remembering that I enjoyed this route because it's funny how Kent can be so silly, sweet but also ridiculous with his math problems lol, when the heroine admitted her memory loss, it finally clicked to me to remember why I loved Kent and his route so much. It was because the heroine losing her memories was a good thing for their relationship, and that seeing how scared Kent was of the heroine remembering how much she hated him was difficult for him to bear, especially now that they've gotten closer. It's an interesting contrast from how if the heroine didn't lose her memories in Toma's route, then she would have confessed to him and things would be fine lol.

I completely forgot about Kent's parents and their CG. I mean, their reason for not cooking isn't wrong but yeah you can see why Kent is the way he is lol. Seeing Kent all flustered really makes my heart warm because thinking about him at the beginning of this route compared to now is just so endearing, and it also shows how much he cherishes the heroine now and how afraid he is of what he did in the past and how much he doesn't want to lose her. I still remember her dog because of how cruel Kent was to her at that moment haha, it was understandable for her to say she hated him, just as it was understandable for Kent to be so scared of her remembering this memory and then hating him again. Just like when I first played the game, I still prefer the normal ending and how much more realistic it is for me haha.

Overall, I think what I really enjoyed about Kent's route is how much Kent changes. He doesn't understand much about how to love a person in the beginning, which is fine and hilarious to watch, but seeing him improve so much because the heroine lost her memories and was more patient with him made it very sweet. They both liked each other but couldn't stop arguing every time they met, yet continued to meet with each other because they liked each other, and I liked that, the fact that despite their differences, they both wanted their relationship to work out, and it did with the help of Orion haha! Watching Kent understand the fear of how it feels to possibly lose the one you love was nice because you could really see how much better he was at expressing how much he loved and cherished the heroine.

Ukyo (Joker World)

I completely forgot that everyone works at the cafe in this route, how fun! Everyone except Waka is fun hahaha, lmao legit died when he said he would kill Sawa with a straight face if she makes another mistake, next best Waka after 'the customer is the enemy!' one?🤣 The more I play, the more I remember how much I liked Ukyo, like yeah he's dangerous and could kill the heroine at any time, but his genuine love for her and desire to protect her always hits me hard and I just can't hate him. One other thing I really like about this route is Rika being a good friend, so much better than when she's maliciously crazy for Ikki lol. Anyway, I remember why I loved Ukyo's route so much haha. I think I really loved Ukyo and the heroine's relationship. Honestly, it's probably the "best" relationship out of the routes because they had a beautiful fateful meeting, met again coincidentally and started dating, but then everything just had to end tragically and even if it ended tragically that way, if supernatural powers or Nhil weren't involved, maybe he could have gotten over her one day, but because there was the possibility of saving her from death, Ukyo tried again and again to see her, save her but couldn't stop himself from falling into insanity after dying again and again, and I'm sure once his other personality came about, knowing that he killed her again and again must have broken him too. I really enjoyed how sincerely they both loved each other and how their relationship should have been so normal and sweet, but they were dragged into this fate of death that they both couldn't get out of when all they wanted was just to be together, it's such a tragic love, and I loved watching over them as they both got closer again even though Ukyo tried his best to distance himself, they were so cute. The reveal was very interesting and I really enjoyed the explanation about the weather haha, but yeah I do think I enjoyed this route quite a bit, just like I did back in the day when I first played this. I couldn't help but fall for Ukyo's genuine love for the heroine again, he was so adorable. I would always forgive him.

Overall, I still love Amnesia: Memories as much as I did back in the day, or even more actually! I'd rate it an 8/10 despite the heroine never really talking until the end of the routes, I'd say the exceptions are probably Ukyo and Kent's routes where she actually talks quite a bit or her personality shines through alot through the interactions and choices. Anyway, I got used to it and didn't mind that she didn't "talk" because I never really felt like she was a blank slate. But yeah, I probably did enjoy this more than I did back then because I actually enjoyed every single route this time around! Everyone was so fun in their own way. I loved uncovering the mystery of Shin's route, loved the uncertainty and uncomfortable atmosphere of Toma's cage, loved the angst and fear of Kent being hated, loved how it felt like we couldn't trust Ikki's love when he's actually the one who loved the heroine so much and didn't want to be lonely anymore, and I super loved the tragic love between Ukyo and the heroine. They were all so good, and the bad endings are really easy to get in the sense that you can very easily die, which is fun in its own way haha. I'm glad I played this game again before diving into Later x Crowd because it was definitely a great refresher of everything and it helped me to once again appreciate how much I enjoyed each guys' personalities and how much they all love the heroine in their own way.

#amnesia memories

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magicalyaku · 1 year

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Turns out working 11-12 hours a day for two weeks straight effectively wiped all witty thoughts from my head (if I ever had some), but I’ll do my best to remember my November books. /3

15 Tage sind für immer (Here the whole time) (Vitor Martins): This one was unexpectedly nice. It basically made me smile nonstop throughout which was a good thing as I was reading it mostly at my artist alley table at Comic Con Stuttgart and you like to buy stuff from smiling people, right? 8D Felipe's mom is kinda the best. Also the German translation by Svantje Volkens was really good to read. Darius the Great is not okay (Adib Khorram): As the eternal advocate for friendship stories this one took me by surprise! I'm so not used to getting actual ones whithout romance. xD It was appreciated though. I also finally got the pop culture references! Usually I never notice or understand them because I never read or watch what's popular right now but just like Darius I grew up on Star Trek (especially The Next Generation). That was so nice~ But! I'm not sure if I would have enjoyed all the references that much if I didn't know the series. Because they were everywhere. Like take them out and there would be no book left. It was nice to learn about Iran and read about family and connections and stuff. There was also a lot of tea. I like tea. Darius the Great deserves better (Adib Khorram): I don't remember this very well. I didn't like it as much as its prequel but I'm pretty sure that was because of the suffering. Darius is having a hard time thoughout the book and that gave me a hard time, too. Not frustrating though at least. It handled that pretty well. More like a good message you have to work for? Bone Weaver (Aden Polydoros): This should be a fantasy book right up my alley. I realised, however, I'm so much more critical of female protagonists. "8D Toma did well though. Most of the time. I wish she wouldn't have fallen for Vanya (my heroines do not need any love stories thank you) but I have to give her credit for not falling for the first male person she meets (Mikhail), only for the second! And in all honesty, even though I might whine that it would have been better with Vanya x Mikhail, it would not. Because Mikhail lost Alexei (with or at least for whom he had a thing) within the first five pages of the book and having him move on within in three days ... errr The No. Well. I did enjoy the setting, the lore. And gawd I wasn't aware how much I love nicknames? Not "babe" or "sweetheart" etc but real names. Russian names provide so well in that department. Vanya was like "Hey, I'm Ivan but everyone calls me Vanya!" And everyone does! And then, 5 seconds later Mikhail goes "Ivan!" and I'm squealing because you know that at some point in the near future he will reluctantly come to like Vanya and will switch to the nickname as well and it will glorius. orz Anyway. I enjoyed the book but two things: The suffering. The physical pain. I read Mr. Polydoros' other books as well (The City Beautiful and the Assasin Fall duo) and in both the protagonists spend a lot of time in pain. Bone Weaver is no exception. It may not be "a long time" in here, but these guys are pretty broken up it's not funny. Second thing: I wish it would have been third-person instead of Toma's perspective only. I would have loved to learn more about Mikhail. What was his relationship with Koschei before? Will he be okay even when his people find out he has no more magic? The conversations, the bonding between him and Vanya. Gimme more! D: All for the Game series (Nora Sakavic): And finally this. This. I had a lot of words once but I'm reigning myself in. It was good. It was a lot of fun. I read The Foxhole Court back in September and then The Raven King in November and after I finished TRK, I went back to reread TFC ... I didn't want it to be over so soon. /D (And also my memory is shit and I read TFC while at airports, on planes and with my friends chatting next to me, so ... my excuses) I'm glad I read it only now instead of last year when I saw it the first time. (I'm a much more tolerant reader now.) But then, everything I like about the books are things I like in general: good characters, dialogues, self-references that make you leaf back or make you go "aaah" while rereading, and rewards after a long struggle. Gawd. For a hot second while reading TRK I got afraid that everything tumblr fandom teased me with might just be fan stuff instead of canon and I already felt the betrayal. 8D Then I remembered I already read the blurb for The King's Men and it was all there. Phew! Not that I read the books for the romance only. But it was so mind-boggling to know where Neil and Andrew end up when in the beginning they can't spend like two peaceful seconds with each other. So the journey was incredibly intruiging and fun. Haah. (Bonus fun: There were AFTG cosplayers at Comic Con. I only saw a flash of orange in front of my table and was like “Huh, it’s just Haikyuu” but I still took another look and there it was “Palmetto State University”! Of course I embarrassed myself in guessing the characters wrong, but it was still nice. 8D) To ease my AFTG hangover I went back to rewatching anime. I found the perfect little sibling: bad parents, abuse, anger issues, (kinda) gay, more queer kids, estranged childhood friends, boys obsessed with stupid sports, protagonist with an attitude problem and a bad mouth. I present: Stars Align! (Yes, that stupid series which ended on the worst cliffhanger and never got its second part!!! D:<) Speaking of anime, now that the worst of the christmas crunch is over and I'm having time again to actually enjoy stuff I should get back to finishing Yuri on Ice ... and ... Chainsaw Man. xD

#yaku reads #november wrap up #darius the great is not okay #darius the great deserves better #all for the game #aftg #bone weaver #here the whole time #books #queer books #queer lit #lgbtq books

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genkaineotome · 2 years

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Since im replaying amnesia after the switch release of amnesia and later x crowd. I figured I'd do a review of the routes like I usually do! I played the game before I started this blog. So it'll be a new experience.

Starring with my boy shin!

Man do I have some mixed feelings about this boy. He's genuinely sweet, means the best, bad at expressing his emotions. Can have that tsundere edge but is not as offensive as takeru who... just disrespects the fuck out of hoshino... also his story is absolutely amazing. I love the murder mystery aspect. It's probably the 2nd best plot line imo. You get to see a fair bit into Tomas character as well. It's a great opener into the game.

HOWEVER I explained my issues with him in a different post... he's extremely deceptive. And lies. And he doesn't even feel bad about it. If anything he justifies it constantly in the story. And if its challenged people are just like meh whatever... and HEROINE ALSO DOESNT BAT AN EYE AT IT. She has to be the most complacent MC of all time... I swear. Cause some of the other shit shin gets away with is worse. Cause -- can we talk about his predatory and non consent comments? Saying that you'll have your way with Mc and "I'm your boyfriend don't you know what will happen" and even FURTHER. her being like stop im not comfortable and then you making yourself the victim and saying "oh its fine you'll treat me like a friend anyways." Like ???? This is one example but it happens alot in the route that I never even noticed. They are easy to miss, but it sets off my red flag radars everytime.

You know where this is going but shin is not my cup of tea. Though I know he is many others. He is an extremely well written character and I find all the characters of amnesia to be unique and different compared to the others. What seems irredeemable for me might be a turn on for others! I am not here to judge your tastes. Honestly I'm glad if you can find a route you like, cause this game is amazing and should be well loved. Plus I have no place to talk, my fav LI of all time makes you do math.

Have fun and stay safe yall.

Ciao!

#ineplays #amnesia memories #shin

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tomochii-chan · 2 years

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That V x MC Drawing you did was straight up stolen from a Toma x Heroine artwork. Are you ever going to acknowledge this or are you going to just leave the art up? Its sad that someone paid you for a commission and you just decided to profit off someone else's art...

Hi! So the person who commissioned me specifically told me to reference that artwork (the pose, clothes, etc.) with slight modifications to it. I was just following what they commissioned me to do.

If anyone else finds this to be a problem, please let me know as I was just following directions. These are all personal commissions so they’re just for the commissioner and no one else. That’s why I don’t really give permission for reposts of my commissions since it’s not in my right to give it.

#asks #anon #i still have the email if people wanna see lol #image link doesn’t work anymore though cause it’s years old

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myloueisgone · 4 months

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tumblr mi diario personal, mi cv y ajá:

pasando el tiempo añorando que viviendo

lecturas de vez en cuando

21 años, soltera si es que te importa

me gusta la comida italiana en cualquier presentación

más de actuar y proponer, mujer con iniciativa claro

frase que me define:

nunca tibia siempre loca romántica

extro/introvertida más bien en medio de ambas

película favorita imagine me and you es mi zona de confort

mantra: si lo quiero yo lo tengo claro que si (citando a la goony chonga)

frase de libro favorita: cualquier carta de Gabriela Mistral, pero si me agarras pensativa diré:

“Creo que ser una misma, sin esconder nada, siempre será como nadar a contracorriente.”

si me tomas enamorada te diré:

“Si hay toda clase de almas gemelas, tú eres una de las mías”

Y si me encuentras nostálgica y melancólica te diré:

“te dejo ir porque este silencio que me das es mi condena, vive tu vida sin esperar a cambio la mía. ahora estás donde siempre estuviste entre extraños...”

cargo con cachitos de canciones en mi mente:

Cuando hay que hablar de dos empezar por uno mismo

Si tú quieres quiero yo, palpitar de otra manera

Te transformas en un cuadro dentro de mi que cubre mis paredes blancas y cansadas

estación del año: el otoño

álbum favorito: Pure Heroine, Agent Cooper, Depression Cherry, Lust For Life

mi canción favorita varía dependiendo el mood que me encuentre porque escucho de todo

canción que defina mi personalidad:

All that she wants cover de Russian Red

Diabolo menthe cover de Soko

The blackest day Lana Del Rey

Brittany Glüme

siempre de negro o casi siempre, porque me parece que combina con todo o todo lo hace formal

género en películas: policiacas, suspenso o comedias románticas

flores: lilys rosas/rojas o tulipanes rojos

hobbies: bajo, pintura, fotografía, escritura, baile, leer, las manualidades, cantar, ajedrez, hacer ilustraciones de tatuajes, separar los palitos chinos de colores, cuidar a mi mascota y pasar tiempo de calidad con él, jugar videojuegos y pronto patinar en hielo/ nadar

mi pensamiento constante el mtv unplugged de shakira y lorde x vevo

apodo: Lua

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cagedchangeling · 2 years

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i will get it even if i have to sell my soul

i’m literally i cant you don’t understand

#amnesia kent #amnesia memories #amnesia memories game #otomegame #amnesia later x crowd #amnesia crowd #amnesia later #amnesia ikki #amnesia toma #amnesia shin #amnesia ukyo #amnesia heroine #🫁reblog

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amoura-eternia · 4 years

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Toma and Heroine (Amnesia)

Other collages can be found on my collage masterpost page. I accept collage requests, information can be found on there too. All collages are tagged so that is also a way to find all my other collages.

#toma x heroine #toma #amnesia heroine #amnesia (otome)#collage #ship collage

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finalinspirit · 6 years

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endless list of my otps (not in order)

[1/?] ikki x heroine (or mayoui, as i headcanon) - amnesia: memories

#otpsel #ikki #amnesia:memories #amnesia memories #ikki x heroine #heroine x ikki #amnesia #amnesia heroine #heroine #amnesia ikki #otome game #everyone swooning others but i like ikki the most #he's my favorite #hey i like shin kent and ukyo too #except for the worst boy toma #i will create shin kent and ukyo too just wait if i'm in the mood again lmao #my gifs

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poiasdqwe · 6 years

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Amnesia | Stop the world

Hello! I watched this anime so long ago but while ago I played game Amnesia:Memories and I really enjoyed it! It explain a bit more story if you are confused while watching anime! If you have a chance play it! I love all of these characters and each of their stories! Anyway Enjoy! ^ ^

#amnesia memories #ikki x heroine #shin heroine #toma heroine #kent x heroine #amnesia kent #amnesia shin #amnesia toma #amnesia ukyo #ukyo (amnesia)#ukyo heroine #my video #benative

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pixels-poptarts-and-pluto · 7 years

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A drabble for @barrellovingbishop of Toma/Heroine and The Heroine’s confession on August 1st if she never lost her memories. I wrote it from Toma’s pov. I hope you enjoy it! ^^

August 1st

She had asked that I meet at her apartment in 30 minutes. She said she wanted to talk to me about something important and I could tell without needing to see her face that she was blushing. It was in the way she kept stumbling over her words and how her voice kept rising sporadically in pitch like it always did when she was feeling nervous.

So what had her so worked up?

Is this about Ikki?

I couldn't help clenching my jaw as I thought of the other man. I've been seeing the two of them together a lot lately. They were always sneaking off from work to whisper to each other in a secluded corner of the cafe, or huddling in the empty back alley. And the way she would giggle at some of the things he'd whisper in her ear.

I knew she'd eventually start dating a guy that wasn't me...but why did it have to be him? He'd just use her and toss her away after a few months like he's done with every other girl he's dated.

I turned onto her street and could see that she was already waiting outside her apartment. The breeze lightly teased her hair and the skirt of her dress as she gazed up at a cloud she seemed particularly interested in. She really was a beautiful girl.

Seemingly losing interest in her cloud, she lowered her gaze and noticed my approach.

“Toma!” Startled, her eyes grew wide as she saw me.

“Hey!” I smiled at her. “It's not like I'm that early, how come you seem so surprised to see me?”

“Oh, um...I was just lost in thought I guess.” Letting out a sigh, she smiled up at me. “Thank you for coming.”

“Of course! Anytime. What was it you needed to talk to me about?”

The smile suddenly melted from her face and she grew serious.

“Well that's...I uh...”

Yes, she was definitely nervous about something. Smiling gently at her, I softly placed my hand on the top of her head. This was something I had always done to comfort her, ever since we were little. It felt like the natural thing to do.

“It's okay. You can tell me anything. I'm always ready to listen to my little sister.”

I could feel her stiffen under my hand, and her head abruptly snapped up to meet my gaze. Her eyes were hard, looking serious and determined. No trace of the earlier shyness.

“Toma...I'm not your little sister.”

Well that was unexpected! I was well aware of the fact we weren't related, that would make my feelings for her even more wrong then they already were, but I had always thought she liked thinking of me as her big brother.

“Well, no...but you know I've always considered you---”

“No, Toma! I mean I don't want to be thought of as a little sister to you! Not anymore.”

Her words stung. Had she found out how I felt about her? I try so hard to bury those feelings so they don't show, but had I slipped up somewhere? Did I do something to make her feel uncomfortable around me? I'm such an idiot! I've completely betrayed her trust by having feelings for her that I had no right to have.

“What's wrong? This isn't like you.” Maybe I could fix this. Maybe I could play it off like whatever I did was just a misunderstanding.

She looked down at the ground and some of her hair fell to hide her face. I heard her mumble something, but I couldn't understand.

“What was that?” I asked, bracing myself.

She looked back up and met my eyes. Her face was red and I noticed, with a pang in my chest, that her eyes were tearing up.

“I said I like you!”

No. No of course she doesn't mean it like that. I was just twisting her words to hear what I wanted to hear.

I gave a nervous chuckle. “You should watch how you say that to a guy. They could get the wrong idea. Luckily it's just me this time so I know you don't mean it like that.”

“But...that is how I mean it. I like you Toma. Not as a big brother or as a friend. I mean I...love you.”

This is a dream. I'm dreaming. There's no way she's confessing to me after all this time. After so many years of repressing my feelings because I know I'm not good enough to be her boyfriend.

But wanting to be so, so badly.

“What about Ikki?” I asked.

She blinked at me in confusion. “What about Ikki?”

“You like him don't you? You're always sneaking around, meeting up with him in private, not to mention his little fan club is all up-in-arms about you two.”

“I only ever met up with Ikki to get advice about you. He has experience with girls confessing to him so I figured he'd have some tips for me.”

The reason she was meeting up with Ikki was about me all along? The realization that she actually returned my feelings crashed down on me and I felt dizzy. I wanted to grab her and kiss her. To lift her up in my arms and spin her around in pure joy.

But I couldn't.

I had no right to be allowed to love her.

Maybe she's never seen that side of me, because I try so hard to hide it, but there's a side of me – a dark side, buried deep – that scares even me sometimes. If I became her boyfriend, could I really keep that from interfering with our relationship?

“You shouldn't want to be with me. I'm not a great guy. I'm selfish and cowardly. I could become possessive of you.” I tried to warn her.

“I've known you my whole life. You've always been so sweet and kind to me, and always kept me safe. These feelings have been here for a long time now, since we were kids and I know you're the man I want to be with.”

I sighed, despite the feeling of my heart leaping happily in my chest. I'm weak. I always have been when it comes to her.

Reaching out, I took her hand and pulled her closer to me, leaning down until our foreheads touched.

“This is a mistake. But I've wanted this for so long. I love you, and I'm too selfish to be able to turn you away when you're confessing to me like this.”

“Toma...I want us to be together.”

“Yes.” With our foreheads still together, I looked into her eyes and smiled. “I want that too.”

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