#hypophrenia
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what causes the heart to feel sorrow?
why does sadness overwhelm me even when i am amidst laughter?
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Hypophrenia
Ellie Williams x Female!reader
Summary: A sudden meltdown near Ellie causes you to worry about her attraction to you. Ellie and reader are in a relationship already .
Warnings: Crying, mentions of a panic attack, nail picking and a college wellness center (we all know college centers suck ).
Author's note: New piece of writing, who's excited? Hopefully, this piece turns out alright in the public eye and obviously encourages me to try new styles and write more often!. Reblogs, comments & likes are greatly appreciated.
Wc: 0.8
Hypophrenia
[hi-po-fre-ne-a ] • Greek
(n) A vague feeling of sadness, seemingly without any cause.
Now playing: I just wanna feel your love again - Montell Fish
“Ms.l/n”
You didn't mean for it to happen, one minute you're fine and dandy. The next you're hyperventilating while your vision becomes blurry. The worst part was Ellie noticing your meltdown and immediately getting up from her seat to notify the professor.
“Ms.l/n!”
A low voice caught your attention, you couldn't bother responding fully instead choosing to hum to let them know you're listening.
“How are you? Ms.williams said you were experiencing..issues? I'm dr.Castillon and I am one of the many counselors here for students like you. Which you obviously know, care to explain what happened today?”
Great, a wellness center. Ellie brought you to a wellness center, she thought something was wrong with you. You pinched and picked at the skin surrounding your nails as you looked up at dr.Castillon.
“Nothing's wrong, I just had a moment in my lecture s'all”
You responded, eyes wary as you looked around at the office space. Lightly cluttered, strong smell of coffee and degrees all over the walls.
“You had a moment? Do you wanna explain that to me?” Dr.Castillon asked as they readjusted themselves into a more entertained position, the chair squeaking as they laid back.
You didn't have to look back to know that castillon was giving you a condescending smile. The speed of which you picked your nails at increasing as you felt trapped in a box.
“Is this neces-”
A knock at the door interrupted you, moving to look behind you as the door quietly opened to reveal what looked like another counselor to you.
"Castillon- oh forgive me, I don't mean to interrupt but dr.Castillion is needed” Seeing your chance, you nodded at light speed. Already up from your chair as you grabbed your backpack, shrugging it on.
"nono, it's okay! There's something I need to do anyways"
Slipping past the other counselor, you hurried through the small hall. Eyes focused on the ground as you entered the waiting room. Ellie stood up, eyes full of worry as she came closer to you.
“baby, are you okay?”
You gave her a measly smile as you ignored her question and hurried outside. The chilly november air welcoming you with a harsh kiss to the face, your breath visible as you walked away from Ellie.
You couldn't face her, not now. Not after she had to drag you all the way to the wellness center like a crying baby. The embarrassment was eating you alive as you heard her trying to keep up with you.
“Y/n, wait up! What's wrong?!”
God, you wish the world would just open up and swallow you whole. You couldn't bare having to see her face to face and explain what was wrong.
Because the truth was, you didn't know. You didn't know why you had these episodes? Could you even call them that? It seemed like a stretch to call them episodes and you couldn't call them panic attacks because it just came on whenever you were fine with no probable cause.
“Y/n! Listen to me!”
Ellie stopped in front of you, hands on your shoulders to keep you from running away. Her lips in a small pout as she took in the way you looked and it was then when she realised that you had looked tired.
Your eyes dead as you just stared at her with no will to response. How long had you been feeling this way? And why didn't you tell her? It made Ellie feel like a bad girlfriend and an even worse friend.
“Oh baby..”
She wrapped you in a hug, tears pricking her own eyes as she nestled her face into the crook of your neck. Ellie shuddered, the feeling of her brown jacket against your own puffer motivating you to hug her back.
She could sense your insecurity, you were scared of how she would react. Scared that Ellie wouldn't wanna be with you, all because of a meltdown and it broke her heart.
“Baby, I love you..and nothing's going to change that okay?" she whispered into your neck, her hand finding the back of your head as she slightly massaged your hair.
The two of you might've looked weird, hugging in the middle of the walkway while crying but Ellie couldn't give a single fuck neither could you because you needed her in that moment and she knew that too.
© 𝙚𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙚𝙨𝙗𝙖𝙗𝙮𝙜𝙞𝙧𝙡 ─ 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙧𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩𝙨 𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙚𝙧𝙫𝙚𝙙. 𝙙𝙤 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙘𝙤𝙥𝙮, 𝙩𝙧𝙖𝙣𝙨𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙚 𝙤𝙧 𝙨𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙢𝙮 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙠 𝙤𝙣 𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙢𝙚𝙙𝙞𝙖 𝙥𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙢𝙨.
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I thought I’d share some pretty words or names that could be used on an animal crossing island:
Eunoia: means beautiful thinking; a well mind
Hypophrenia: means a vague feeling of sadness, seemingly without any cause
Noceur: means one who stays up late
Collywobbles: means butterflies in stomach (I just thought this one was kinda cute)
Elayne: means a ray of light
Virago: means a strong, brave or warlike women; a women who demonstrates exemplary and heroic qualities
Viridity: means naive innocence
Arela: means golden one; angel
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7 DAY / WEEKLY WRITING CHALLENGE
WORDS STARTING WITH: H
HAMARTIA: (literary term) a tragic flaw or error that leads to the downfall of a character
HANAN: kind, compassionate and tender-hearted
HIRAETH: a homesickness for a home you can never return to
HONNE: a person's true feelings and desires, often kept hidden to oneself
HORRISONANT: having an unpleasant, dreadful sound
HYGGE: the ritual of enjoying life's simple pleasures; the warm feeling you get when spending time doing simple activities like spending time with friends, family etc.
HYPOPHRENIA: a vague feeling of sadness, seemingly without a cause
WORDS STARTING WITH: A | B | C | D | E | F | G | H | I
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hypophrenia ;
ortada hiçbir neden yokken birdenbire mutsuz hissetmek.
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Hypophrenia. - Prologue: (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1395634177-hypophrenia-prologue?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=Glowy_Glory "Have you ever been me?" "If no words can come out of your mouth write them." "Painting emotions that disappeared from me." It's always nice in Santa Monica during the day but in the evening the crowd is present and more excited than ever. High school students who sneak out to attend races and other things. Everything that happens in the dark is entertaining, the daylight is only a cover for the night.
#badboy#bikeraces#depression#emptiness#love#mafia#santamonica#teenfiction#young#teen-fiction#books#wattpad#amreading
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late autumn
hypophrenia (n) a vague feeling of sadness, seemingly without a cause
psithurism (n) the sound of wind through the trees
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An ending is something we fear. It is the finale, the step after the penultimate, it truly is the end and we, as humans, are naturally terrified of it. To experience the last straw, to watch a lifetime fade away with one dying breath is petrifying. The ecstacy of anomia is all one can beg for when the end arrives.
As a sort of raconteur I find myself wondering about endings a lot. There's an aura of anfractuosity that surrounds them and they are, above all, fascinating. A stranger glimpses the death of a human and a wave of hypophrenia rushes over them as though they have all prior knowledge of this cadavers beginnings. Because to end is to lose everything, to end is to become something that hardly began. And we, as humans, refuse to believe that we never began.
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╭── ⋅ ⋅ ── ✩ ── ⋅ ⋅ ──╮
𝘕𝘢𝘷𝘪𝘨𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯
╰── ⋅ ⋅ ── ✩ ── ⋅ ⋅ ──╯
𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘧𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘪𝘯 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘢𝘮𝘣…
𝘞𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘢 𝘴𝘵𝘶𝘱𝘪𝘥 𝘭𝘢𝘮𝘣.
𝘞𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘢 𝘴𝘪𝘤𝘬, 𝘮𝘢𝘴𝘰𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘤 𝘭𝘪𝘰𝘯.
𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘪𝘴 𝘸𝘦𝘦𝘥? . 𝘋𝘰𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘪𝘤 𝘧𝘪𝘬𝘦 .
ᴠᴏʟᴜᴍᴇ : ▮▮▮▮▮▮▮▮▮
╭── ⋅ ⋅ ── ✩ ── ⋅ ⋅ ──╮
𝘞𝘦𝘭𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘺 𝘣𝘭𝘰𝘨!
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𝘭𝘶𝘢 . 𝘵𝘸𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘺-𝘧𝘰𝘶𝘳 . 𝘴𝘩𝘦/𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 . 𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘪𝘢𝘤 𝘱𝘪𝘹𝘪𝘦 𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮 𝘨𝘪𝘳𝘭. 𝘮𝘦𝘹𝘪𝘤𝘢𝘯 . 𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘢𝘮𝘴 𝘧𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘪𝘳𝘭 . 𝘢𝘴𝘱𝘪𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘧𝘪𝘭𝘮𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘳 . 𝘐 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘮𝘶𝘴𝘪𝘤 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘣𝘢𝘨𝘦𝘭𝘴 , 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘢 𝘭𝘰𝘵. 𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘦 𝘭𝘶𝘢 [ 𝘭𝘰𝘰-𝘶𝘩 ] 𝘰𝘳 𝘣𝘢𝘣𝘺𝘨𝘪𝘳𝘭 . 𝘮𝘺 𝘱𝘢𝘨𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘶𝘴 𝘰𝘳 𝘚𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘬𝘪 𝘯𝘰 𝘒𝘺𝘰𝘫𝘪𝘯.
𝘪 𝘸𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘶𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘢𝘣𝘣𝘺. 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘧𝘳𝘦𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘴 𝘰𝘳 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘤𝘢𝘯𝘰𝘯𝘴 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮 . 𝘐'𝘮 𝘢 𝘴𝘭𝘰𝘸 𝘸𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘦𝘳.
𝘣𝘢𝘴𝘪𝘤 𝘥𝘯𝘪 𝘤𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘢 . 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘰𝘳𝘴 . 𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘦𝘱𝘴 . 𝘣𝘭𝘢𝘯𝘬 𝘣𝘭𝘰𝘨𝘴 . 𝘩𝘰𝘮𝘰𝘱𝘩𝘰𝘣𝘦𝘴 . 𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘴 . 𝘪 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘭𝘰𝘤𝘬 𝘣𝘭𝘢𝘯𝘬 𝘰𝘳 𝘢𝘨𝘦𝘭𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘣𝘭𝘰𝘨𝘴 .
𝘮𝘢𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘵 [ 𝘴𝘰𝘰𝘯 ] .
𝘯𝘦𝘸 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘬𝘴.
Make a wish [ E.W ]
Hypophrenia [ E.W ]
© 𝙚𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙚𝙨𝙗𝙖𝙗𝙮𝙜𝙞𝙧𝙡 ─ 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙧𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩𝙨 𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙚𝙧𝙫𝙚𝙙. 𝙙𝙤 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙘𝙤𝙥𝙮, 𝙩𝙧𝙖𝙣𝙨𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙚 𝙤𝙧 𝙨𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙢𝙮 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙠 𝙤𝙣 𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙢𝙚𝙙𝙞𝙖 𝙥𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙢𝙨.
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I have such a horrible relationship with languages.
On one hand I adore the different languages. I keep studying them and can't keep my mind off beautiful sounding phrases. It does not matter if i even understand the language of the phrase itself. There are little things that interest me as much as words with specific meaning (hypophrenia for example) or the history of words.
On the other hand makes me studying languages for high greats feel shallow. It's like I don't recognise them at all. Texts that should be ridiculously easy are incomprehensible. Forming sentences is harder than ever. It makes me feel worthless and like an idiot.
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Bluestar a poem
Bluestar is a constant feeling of hypophrenia, sadnesses even without a cause or reason. Constant dread of everything around her, the heavy weight if a thousand stars on her back, her paws, she can only speak their whispers.If only she took the stars in her jaws.Her fur is the color of phosphenes, abstract blues, and grays. Her eyes remind me of grumusservi.
A leering thought
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my entire existence summed up in a word.
#hypophrenia#depression#sadness#sad#depressed#vague feeling of sadness#feeling of sadness#empty#numb#mental#mentalhealth#me#quotes
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