#i canteven

[petrodragonicapocalypse]

oogh the trapdoor musicvideo. it speaks to me so deeply

#she (the trapdoor music video) is just like me FOR REAL #FUNDAMENTALLY mecore #so many thoughts i canteven. Just watxh it. #king gizzard and the lizard wizard #kgatlw #trapdoor #my posts #Youtube

[silvermahogany]

God i really dont want to go back to uni on sunday i really really dont fucking want to. Theres only six weeks left of the year like logically i know i'll be fine but god i dont want to

#i love my home and my family and my dog so so much i dont want to leave again #ouppy sleeping beside me rn i love her sos o so so so much i canteven put it into words #looking at her makes me want to cry

[ev-isms]

he makes me so sick

#SORRY . POSITIVE I CANTEVEN #i was just going through my tag later tag to organize some things they still make me feel like actually

[genderqueeradrien]

why do you want cj the x to tell you to kill yourself so bad

I DONT KNOW MAN IT’S JUST LIKE THAT FOR ME WHEN I SEE SOMEONE WHOS PRETTY AND SMARTER THAN ME

#ask #losergirlranboo #SCREAM LAUFHING ATTHIS. thinking back on it ive made this joke like 10 times today so FOR THE RECORD! i would not kill myself ecen if they t #told me to 😭😭 #LIKE I CANTEVEN DEFEND MY SELF I DONT KNOW WHY IVE POSTED ABOUT IT SO MANG TIMES TODAY #new type of parasocial relationship just dropped

[vampire6bux]

Maybe if I cry a lot my family will feelbbad and not yell at me about it. Which I am crying aboutj the grades right. Now. Because I wastdd so much money. God fuckin g damn it

#I used most of my savingsto get this one semester of classes #just to fail 2 of them … lol #i meen my family was the one who pressuredme to go to college right away #but stillIdk… why can’t i do my work why can’t i focus why can’t I learnnn anything everyone else gets so easy #why amI so much more stupid than everyone else in the room #I never know what I’m doingim so disgorganized my brain snfmywlrkds and my writing and #and im an awful test taker and #iiii used to be good at this stuff..butmy brain hates me.. my brain has hated me sinceI was 16 #it hated me before that but it hatedme less #am i a gifted kid or am i retarded .. nobody can figure that outlol #sowwy for venting .. im upset at nyself #i shouldb talk to my therapist aboutmu troubles with cla ss but i only seeher once every 2 months now #idk i can’t function onmyown what am i gonna do if I canteven keep a job or pass a class in comunity college .. #i hatemysefff im so fucking stupod and lazy and iseless one gonna gnaw my arm off #vent :P

[booripley]

is this just a me thing or is tumblr forcing posts specifically designed to want to make me rip my brainstem out into the dash now. like i have all those shitty "we're putting 'for you' schlock onto your dash :3 :D" things off and these arent even blazed.

#like FUCK OFF i dont care about south park or kpop #i canteven get rid of it w the blacklist because these husks arent even tagging their posts... #just forced to see shit like “south park olivegarden au” and have to live on with my life #is this why they got rid of pfps on reblogs and shit?? just to sneak these in?????????? #can we end it all together

[witchblade]

downloaded the world of darkness mod for ck3 (guy determined to have fun)

#i never actually played the ck2 one #the only total conversion mod ive ever played before was a🤢 ag🤢 i canteven say it #and it becamr the definitive version to me unfortunately (sickly guy)

[newjenns]

#FUCK_COFFEE

#coffee is the worst tasting thing in the world i canteven stand the smell DREAM IS SO BASED #liveblogging

[meenah]

loona is the only kpop group i listen to (no hate to other groups most just arent my type of music & i don't really listen to a lot of music in the first place) but i think loona's concepts and promotional stuff is particularly fun. the yyxy beauty and the beat album is fascinating because it goes so hard in the uncanny valley imagery. all the photos of them standing unmoving in the schoolgirl uniforms just come off as unnerving. especially the cover photo of just hyeju being the one not smiling with that grimace. it also has grimes on it. i think love4eva is one of the best kpop songs to exist. i'm normal about this i promise i am so normal i just love whatever the hell is going on in the lore

#grace post #i canteven remember whos the robot but i know its SOMEBODY

[strawbebyjam]

have absolutely no clue what to do with myself HDDJDHDH

#i feel like i’ve just been a zombie GDJDHDDH i just #go downstairs. try to build up some energy end up cold end up laying down aimlessly try to go upstairs to get something done cry instead #and then sit aimlessly trying not to cry again and get anything done before i cry again and then pass out #i can’t tell if i want to talk about it or if i want to never h #think about it again or if i want to feel all of it and if feeling it makes it better or worse #and distracting myself is failing and trying to take care of myself well enough to feel better is failing #i’m just trying not to let my brain take me down spirals that might be true pr might be false but will definitely make everhthing feel wors #but it’s so hard GDNDHDHD everything feels so so so stupidly wrong #it’s such a different. level of heartbreak than i’m used to GDJDHDBD i genhinely dont. like it. doesnt feel like im ever grtting over this #and if i dont then we canteven be friends because im going to bea shit friend i f im stl like tbis #everything just hurts GDND and i hate talking about it and i hate feeling it but i cant fix it myself and i dont want anyone else to help #neg #mano.mindtalk #sometimes as i’m walking around the screaming from drunk walk home jus plays in my head on loop #n idk if its funny or absolutely sucks but it keeps happening like thanx brain!

[mudkept]

fuck a degree im makingg a career in girl yaoi

#canteven post this on my art blog.people who i email are there.

[giftplane]

divorce selfie!

#rainer harlowe #daniel harlowe #anna miller #marvin marcus #my ocs #tak does draws #i made that amogus image myself by the way and you canteven see it #yes those names are probably familiar. dont worry about it #deer made th designs for anna and marvin theyre very good

[girls4etho]

i have taken so many painkillers and yet every single part of me still hurts so. fickihg bad. i just tried to make pasta and had to sit down on the floor and almost dropped the pot bc i was hit a wave of some of the most intense agony ive been in. just in my loeer back from DANCING. i hate being disabled this is fuckinh bullshit

#i canteven lean forward enough to reach the bowl now

[shyrule]

😭😭😭

#SOBBING ANDCRYINGIM SOTRIED #AND I CANTEVEN SLEEPBECAUSE ITS #11AM ANS THE ROOM NEXT TO MINE IS HABIN MAINTENANCE WORK DOEN #WHAT IF #THISWQS THE WND FOR ME #SHY CRYINGAND DESTH SCENE

[blkwag]

CMON VINI

#THEYRE CELEBRATION LOOK AT THEM #THEIR** DAMN I CANTEVEN GRAMAME #GRAMMAR PROPERLY

[chussy]

i’m gonna throw up my knees hurt so bad i can’t even help my mom bring the new shelf things in

#i canteven walk actually #i’m sitting on the hallway floor w my dog nex tto me