sleepover part two with krit, theo, moki, cella, *AND* gyn??? all of my little guys together in a room????? for me???? /lh /vvpos /silly guy
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im still rotating her.............................................. anyway. um. assorted doodles, rambles, and notes. im unwell.
THERES SO MUCH TEXT..., attempt at a text transcription under readmore
numbered them because. oh my god theres no other way i could do it. i really hope those numbers are big enough. SOBS.
[1. the ermy]
[2. scrombles her... sneefles.]
[3. free space normal :3]
[4. chaparral boy? this is just like harleen quinzel..... sniffles (I'm unwell)]
[5. auuuuuuuuu -> joker time baybee -> (realization) -> PROFIT?]
[6. hermie needs some sort of (thing) if he wants a harley arc. unstable harley works but also if she's used as a metaphor for his getting better??? i need to bite someone]
[7. bleached + dyed green]
[8. green mainly faded. blondie....]
[9. heart...]
[10. a bit more real]
[11. hairs grown out a bit since]
[12. slimy little fuck]
[13. kys.]
[14. btas w/o diamonds basically]
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car seat headrest has literally soundtracked the main discoveries in my life omg
Teens of Denial: Discovering my personality and who I am. I listened to it so much while I was working out my interests and who I wanted to be, as well as who my friends were and who I could trust
Twin Fantasy: discovering the fact that I'm queer, listened during my first relationship and breakup. Soundtrack to discovering I'm lesbian, and for when I delved the weird depths of the internet for comfort
How to Leave Town: I've listened to this album so much recently its concerning. It seems to be my gender identity crisis album and I'm here for it
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okay so ill keep it short! my well broke! i have no water. its completely dried up and a new one needs to be dug, and that is very expensive. i have ocd so being unable to wash my hands and shower freely is extremely distressing, to say nothing of the fact that i cannot cook or do anything that would need water. i have stockpiled up on some foods that dont need water to make, but tldr;
i need to move!! im looking at apartments already, but having to get that food took a chunk out of what i had saved. its looking like ill need about $600 to cover the rest of the first months rent and security deposit.
💀 if you can, please consider sending a little help my way at p*yp*l.me/nouveaumoon. absolutely anything helps
all i have is word of mouth to help spread this bc of our beloved tunglr sniping these types of posts when theyre tagged so even just a reblog is appreciated
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Anyway needless to say, college is showing me a whole slew of people who are using laptops in school for the first time and they're so bad at it. They're so bad at taking notes too. They're so bad at everything
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THIS WORLD IS SO CRUEL... NO SYMPATHY FOR THIS POOR SOUL!!!!
edit: I ended up getting it… peace and love on planet earth
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If there's anything that I noticed bout my writing recently is that I realized that I'm actually pretty good at jumping around dodging something but it still comes out flowing well in the story anyway. Like, I make something both vague yet clear enough for anyone to understand.
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Feeling silly might tell my grandparents I’m trans again for the millionth time even though they have nothing but hate for trans people :):))))))):):)):)
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i have to go off of hrt for the first time in three years because i ran out of syringes and i dont have insurance anymore so im going to have to order bulk online but its going to cost $100+ for everything i need. which i dont have because i live paycheck to paycheck. i literally got paid TODAY and it was one of the biggest paychecks ive seen since ive started this job and it immediately had to go to bills.
i cant switch jobs either because i dont have transportation and it's my best option for keeping myself afloat. i cant ask for a raise because it's a retail big box store. like they might give me 10 extra cents to pity me if i don't start a fight about it but it'll never get better than that. every time i look on indeed or whatever it's all stuff thats a 20+ minute drive completely off the bus route like ????
im extremely unmedicated too (not including the hrt lol) so that just makes everything harder to the extreme. im ready to give up. like what else is there for me. there's nothing left. im at the point where i keep thinking i mind as well just move back in with my dad and rot in my old bedroom because im losing faith in myself that i'll be able to get out of this hole. the absolute last thing i ever want to do btw. but if things keep getting worse i dont know if i'll have a choice. and im really really really dreading that outcome. i need to fix my life asap but the system is making it INCREDIBLY DIFFICULT to even plan it out.
if anyone knows how to build a budget id really appreciate some help because i have dyscalculia and it sucks to be talked down to about my inability to comprehend numbers, but im really not THAT bad with my finances its just that i made some bad decisions when i had a higher paying job and i'm having trouble pulling myself out of the hole. i can follow a budget if i have one set but i've been really struggling with making it myself. idk. im mad at myself okay im just really upset and i want to fix my life.
this turned into a rambling rant but im in a really bad mood rn and i needed to just. unload. its either this or ugly cry for an hour
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i left her house and party without telling her how i feel or attempting to make a move i feel like the stupidest motherfucker alive
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If any Aussie stays or maybe even kiwi stays are looking to pre-order the new album it's currently 45 ish bucks from Sanity + 8 dollars postage, whereas it's $72.99 from jbhifi which ??? Idk why it's so expensive there... so that's a tip if you didn't know already :)
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Hello, I know that this is not really a question, but I just wanted to tell you that if you are interested in sources regarding Mesopotamian religion and mythology, the blog https://yamayuandadu.tumblr.com/ will probably be very useful for you, it is the most approachable person with in-depth knowledge of the subject and has various articles and such (this is all assuming you don't already know them, in which case this information would be a bit useless)
Nope. I reblogged & followed that individual and immediately after I did, instead of just blocking me, they wrote an entire post about how they do not respect revive polytheist religions and that you shouldn't follow them or interact with them if thats your intent. They were an unnecessary asshole, remembering it and remembering how many likes they got specially by shitting on my religion just makes me anxious so they are blocked and their name is on my filter list so that I don't see reblogs of their posts. I avoid the anxiety which is sad because they do have an incredible amount of resources. But assholes will be assholes and there are a lot of them when it comes to religion. I went back to find the post and can't since I deleted my reblog of it but they must have deleted theirs eventually since I can't find it in their archives—only the post I made after it x.
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mrrr
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i think...you should make a neocities for your dnd character >:)
I am hanging this ask above my desk like homer simpson. By god I am going to struggle through the back pain and headaches to make this neocities for you my dear friend. Thank you.
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next year i want
to learn 10 languages (i did start 10 duolingo courses yesterday so like)
read 12 books (i havent read a book since high school)
watch 52 movies (eh)
get a tattoo! (but only if the TLOU show is good)
get rollerskates uwu
get back into biking
get back into drawing?
write sumn idk
not get a mental breakdown every three months especially before funkytown in february
i will go to austria, england, wales, and denmark in february (and march) in one big trip and i would. love to not. be a problem. :)
get a lavalamp
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