#i dont know what to do

[heyitsbumblebee]

vet said they couldnt see her heart and fluids in her chest were compressing her lungs. she said this was common with abnormal hearts in senior cats and because cats are sedentary, once it was noticeable, it was often too late.

she said they could try to drain the fluid, but it would returned within days. the vet said with a successful procedure, she would continue to slowly suffocate over the next 2-6 days. if it wasnt successful, she would die during the procedure.

the vet was firm that her quality of life was the highest it would be and that anything past tonight would be painful. i asked over and over what was best for my Haru and she said that death was here, that i could only decide how peaceful it was.

calmly tonight or days from now in the middle of the night from a rupture or after hours of gasping for air.

i dont know if i was right but i couldnt choose to watch her suffer because i put my pain before hers.

i signed the form and pet her and kissed her nose until she fell asleep.

thank you for the greatest love ill ever know.

goodnight my sweet, sweet Haru.

#her bowl still has dinner in it #her fur is on my shirt and my tablet and my desk our bed her rug my chairs #her perch and her window shelf #her brush is full of hair from when i brushed her before going to the vet #there are scratches and bite marks from playing this afternoon #highschool college apartments jobs breakups friends #what now #shes always been here #i dont know what to do #its so quiet

[dolorianwolf]

Please. Please help I drew Kim kitsuragi reading a book titled “how to be normal” at work to practice some freehand drawing and then I put him in the trash to hide the evidence cause you shouldn’t draw your babygirls at work probably and my coworker found him when she was looking for a phone number she had thrown away, said “oh I like this little guy he needs to be saved” and put him on her computer screen

PLEASE GOD.

#I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO #disco elysium #kim kitsuragi

[yeahummokay]

I Love this sketch so much that i color it :>

I made the skech at 3 am... :)

#hazbin hotel #alastor #hazbin alastor #hazbin hotel alastor #alastor my dookie wookie shit stain🫶 #hazbin hotel fanart #hazbin #vox #vox x alastor #vox fanart #hazbin vox #hazbin hotel vox #radiostatic #doodles #skeches #i dont know what to do #:(

[girlgerard]

gerard’s reaction to seeing the audience during the demo lovers acoustic break

#i dont know what to do #vids #la1 #fave

[did-you-know-you-have-rights]

This is my Barbie vs Oppenheimer

#im so conflicted #i dont know what to do #saw x #fnaf movie #josh hutcherson #leigh whannell #aaaaaaaahhhhh #saw 2004 #fnaf 2023 #barbie #oppenheimer #christopher nolan #michael afton #william afton #five nights at freddy's #100 #300

[webdiggerxxx]

꧁★꧂

#i dont know what to do #if anyone knows where this is from hit me up! #movies #photo edit #video editing #art #video art #flickr #oldweb #old web #2009

[frizz-bee-2]

"That´s not funny idiot."

#losers club #it 2019 #it 1986 #it chapter 2 #it movie #pennywise #reddie #reddie comic #reddie fanart #richie tozier #eddie kaspbrak #it stephen king #mike hanlon #ben hanscom #beverly marsh #i dont know what to do

[lavendel081]

10 Hearts

#stardew valley #yomi art #stardew cope #sdv sebastian #stardew sebastian #sdv #eris my beloved #stardew oc #stardew eris #i really dont like my art again... #i dont know what to do

[isa-belle1367]

CAS WITH SENSITIVE WINGS HAS BEEN SCURRYING AROUBD MY BRAIN LIKE A RAT ON STEROIDS AND I CANT MAKE IT STOP SEND HELP PLZ

#I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO #like cas CAN HAVE WINGS #AND DEAN CAN KNOW ABOUT THOSE WINGS #AND YOU EXPECT ME TO BE NORMAL ABOUT THIS #they are just so RAHHHHHH #supernatural #castiel #wings #spn #dean winchester #destiel

[savannahsdeath]

im so done with being a lesbian. im texting one guy and hes like the male version of me so i thought we'll be good friends but hes starting to act all romantic towards me. he doesnt know about my sexuality and i dont want to talk about it with him, yet i dont know how to push him away without hurting him

#sav rambles #sav rants #wlw struggles #im so done #i dont know what to do #atp i hope hell have an ick and stop liking me #im taken by my girl - #ellie williams #lesbian #wlw post #wlw

[grapefaygodude69]

Is the goober allowed a burger? Can he be squished? Those are the questions that plague my mind.

apparently yes

day 60

you can squish him but he doesn't make much noise

#homestuck #gamzee makara #art #kirby #kirb #squid #homestuck fandom #help me tag this #please #i dont know what to do #anymore #digital art #gif #stupid stuff i make on the internet here #homestuck gamzee #gamzee #daily post #day 60 #ask gamzee #ask #send asks

[rslashrats]

uhm.

#i dont know what to do #kinda freaking out a little

[just-a-queer-crow]

When i was young i had so much rage in my body

Every injustice, every form of hatred and cruelty and bigotry i wanted to fight

And it kept bubbling under the surface until it filled me up

And then it was gone

And all i felt was numb

It was all too much: school shootings, overturning of roe v. wade, police brutality, violent trans rhetoric and laws

Ive felt that ever since

This hollowness, exhausted because nothing was changing

Every where i looked something awful would happen

And it became normal

And i wanted to feel some kind of rage, SOMETHING

And now, i see a man self-immolate for a genocide

And i feel that same hollowed out feeling

How can our government have allowed us to become numb to this?

In the face of genocide, I am numb

I am 20 and I am numb

And i am so angry at that fact

Im furious

The government has turned a blind eye so much so that a man has to light himself on fire

And yet it is nothing compared to what is happening in Palestine

I dont want to be numb anymore

I dont want to be like the politicians and bigots and conservatives who do not care

I want my rage back

Free Palestine he chanted til his dying breath

Do not look away

Do not lose your rage

Free Palestine

#badly written prose but i need to gwt mt feeings out #im so tired of being numb im so fucking tired #ive felt like this since 16 #SIXTEEN #no one should be so used to this that they become numb at 16 #i dont know what to do #i feel so useless #im only 20 what can i do??? #i dont understand this ceaseless cruelty #what is the point???? #there is none #no point to genocide #i refuse to turn away #i refuse to let the numness win #free palestine #palestine #aaron bushnell

[theta-bigma]

Wikihow-of-rassilon to tell my bestfriend that i accidentally cloned someone and i dont know how to get rid of the clone so its in the closet now

#theta sigma #koschei #thoschei #doctor who #i dont know what to do #someone help me #help

[aurora--dragon]

Average moded Skyrim experience....

Now she can never be an assassin.... nooooo!

#skyrim #khajiit #argonian #comic #moded Skyrim #art #omg i made digital art?! no way!.... god my eyes hurt... #i still haven't found a way to get her hands back... :[ #ah jes! my favourite game of all time. #does this count as fanart? #inigo is also there... he didn't do anything in the quest to get her hands back... :( #i dont know what to do #khajiit Child Maisha #im playing the xbox one version maybe this bug is exclusive to the xbox port of the mod idk... #no mater what i do i can't change her back so now she is forever handless.... :[

[londeer]

Is anyone else so completely paralyzed by the idea of posting or being perceived online at all that it makes it just. Impossible to post anything or establish yourself online

#Its like my irl social anxiety went away but now i have extreme online anxiety #A part of it may also be really strong depression too but #I cant help this overwhelming weight on my shoulders that what I put out there just doesnt/wouldnt matter #I just feel really stuck and things are so different from when I was a kid #I dont know what to do #Tumblr #social anxiety