i dunno if this is like weird advice to give, but for anyone who is or has a partner/friend/etc. who's interested in a threesome (or more), you gotta make sure that everyone involved is emotionally ready for that. if you or someone else might get jealous, then just don't do it. don't lie and say you're ready just because you wanna make your partner happy, or because of peer pressure, or even just because you're attracted to someone involved, etc., if you're having any doubts at all then just say so. this is something you need to discuss thoroughly beforehand. jealousy or any other sort of emotional discomfort during group sex WILL negatively affect your relationship(s) with whoever's involved. if sex is an experience that's very important and personal to you and you're not ready to share that with someone other than your partner(s) then there's no shame in turning it down. a good partner wouldn't be upset by you setting boundaries. your comfort is more important than the opportunity to have a threesome
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Having an abuser leave my life finally after so long without having to have another traumatic confrontation with her one last time is such a fucking relief. But it's also a sign of immense growth on my end that I let myself distance myself from her when 2 years ago I couldn't imagine doing that. Meds definitely help, but I can't give them all the credit. Most of it was my doing. I managed to get to the point where I care about my safety more than giving even the worst people the benefit of the doubt and falling for their manipulation.
This is sadly not the end of me being affected by everything, but it was necessary in order for me to be able to even start recovering. Being so afraid constantly is never a good thing, but the root being one person, and it being a justified fear? At that point, none of the good moments matter. I'm done. I feel so sorry for myself. I lost so much of my life because of her and I'll never be able to get those years back. But at least I won't lose any more.
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Omg hate that I felt actual feelings for someone for the first time and she's fucking ghosting me after we went on 3 whole fucking dates, two of which she was telling me how much she liked me and felt our chemistry
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