#i feel like a freak ???????

[ilovephhrry]

had to report that i just watched an edit of julien baker to lavender haze feeling a little insane atm

#gay as hell #julien baker #boygenius #sheisturningyourkidsgay #i love being gay #i feel like a freak #mecore

[spiderlegeyelashes]

WHY AM I IN SUCH A LOVESICK MOOD LATELY GOD WHY DO I CRAVE ROMANCE (not for me necessarily.... i'm still not sure what my stance on that is..... but i do love watching it) WHY DO I YEARN...? and if only i was normal about it too, things would be so much easier, but whatever i find beautiful and meaningful and important in love is generally not part of what most people have in mind when they thjnk of romance, so i can't even fucking FIND a story that i actually like currently.... gods help me whay do i do.... I KEEP FUCKING SINGING! I KEEP SINGING! IN A SMALL VOICE I KEEP SINGING!!!! SHORT SONGS ABOUT LOVE! WHY? WHY AM I SO LOVESICK?

#maybe i am lonely #and maybe part of the ache of it is that whatever i feel is so different from what other people expect and feel and understand #i feel somewhat alone in the way i love #in the end i may not be aromantic yet #i may just be well a bit too different #someday i'm sure i will find people i am happy with #currently though i am sad that i can't even find stories and fantasies anywhere in the world that feel like what i like #i feel like a freak #i think i want to be loved and i know i do love #i'm just different ahoht it #what i want what i expect #it's not normallllll #and i wish there were more people like me that spoke out about how they feel and made more art about it #kill me i am YEARNING #trajkotanie

[room4creation]

I guess I officially came out to one of my housemates on Wednesday night and she was like “I know dw” and I was like “how” and she was like “the things you say sometimes” and I was like well great. What does that mean

#i feel like a freak #lmfao

[ilovechohaseul]

imagine having a sense of community and belonging

#people generalize my generation for not knowing how to go outside and interact but i feel like its exaggerated #i hate being one of those to truly live up to the stereotype #i feel like a freak #im trapped in suburbia and crave to identify with other young people im near at these concerts ive been at #id also like to be like the cool girls at the state university whom i only witness through instagram #im so lost

[bojackhorsemanobviously]

How come your animals don't talk in this town?

@ericcartmn

#I feel like a freak

[karoochui]

I am admittedly not the most massive fan of human DCA cuz i think some characters aren't human for good reason BUT. i had ideas. So

#i feel lile them as people doesnt really capture their energy #But they're cute or whatever #they are FREAKS to me #they get to be awkward and clammy and kinda creepy if you look too hard #Suns ass looks like hes abt to go search for atlantis or whatever #spreading my brown eyed sun agenda sorry #fnaf daycare attendant #fnaf security breach #fnaf sun #sundrop #fnaf moon #moondrop #moon x reader #sun x reader #dca x reader #mikas stuff #human au

[rosarrie]

just realised i never posted the original sketch of this guy

#myart #my art #characters #original character #idk how freaking original this thing is its a spikey thing with ears.... #but hes very fun to draw #I GET EMBARRASSED AT HOW MUCH I LIKE DRAWING CUTE THINGS #IT MAKES ME FEEL.... childish.. #but... #i love it...

[fence-time]

You really can’t take him anywhere

#fence posts #zedaph #impulsesv #tangotek #skizzleman #team zits #hermitcraft #hermitblr #I accidentally introduced twitter to freaking it nothing style and they love it #I feel like I introduced a disease to some sort of fragile ecosystem #(because of thsi post)

[leo-bandito]

something something gman tommy something something gordon in stasis. you know how it is.

#GOD TUMBLR ATE THE FUCKING QUALITY. JESUS CHRIST. #This is a lil rough lookin cos it’s uhhhh . One it’s like a month old and 2 it took me like an hour w no real thought or effort #Anyway #I Feel Normal . Im normal. It’s whatever #THIS IS BASED ON NOTHING . other than this has been haunting me. The hypotheticaaaallllllsssssss aaauuughhhhhhbhhh #hl2vrai #hlvrai #tommy coolatta #should. I tag ol gordon here ? #I dont. Know. I don’t wanna Fuck up th hl tag #whatever. #hlvrai 2 #gordon freeman #gordon feetman #hlvrai gordon #hlvrai tommy #If they do do smth w stasis it’ll fuck me up so bad cos. ONE . #that means Gordon never got to go home. fucked up. Fucked up #TWO . It’s so. AUIUHGHH. It’s one thing w like. in the hl2 canon of Gman this like. Mysterious freak fuckin around w Gordon #Where it’s just an uncaring omnipotent Guy taking you in and out of limbo as he pleases #but with like. Dr coomer specifically tryna contact Gordon and TOMMY BEING GMAN. FUCK. it’s like. Now it’s your friends. #now it’s your friends who need you and are trying to help you along. putting you into place. THERES SO MUCH MORE WEIGHT THERE #this might be me reaching but it’s like. ohhhh my god #wgatever. What the fuck ever #EDIT: SOMEONE JST POINTED THIS OUT AND THIS WASNT ON PURPOSE I SWEAR TO GOD. HES KINDA IN TH FUCKED UP VR CROUCH POSE. FUCK . FUCK

[sleepis4theweak]

Inspired by my mom pulling the emergency call cord in the hospital because I got the hiccups when I was like a day old.

#I feel like leo would be one to freak out if anything slightly bad happened #and jump to the most severe of conclusions... (he's me) #tmnt #tmnt 2012 #but... idk age gaps au? #tmnt au #leo 2012 #mikey 2012 #mikey tmnt #leo tmnt #posted this on the wrong blog first whoops :| #Only Mike saw tho.... (hi Mike) #sleepy art

[doctorsiren]

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#doctorsiren #ace attorney #ace attorney au #gregory edgeworth #miles edgeworth #manfred von karma #yanni yogi #tyrell badd #metis cykes #ace attorney fanart #astro boy edgeworth au #art #digital art #my art #fanart #procreate #comic #au name will come soon lmao #time to draw the next set HAHA #tw child murder #tw child death #tw gun #idk why but I feel like I could eat this and it would taste like a specific type of paper #like soft newsprint y’know #also the page with the flowers and the rain… #I HAVENT PLAYED AAI2 YET SO DONT ASK ME ANYTHING ABOUT STUFF THAT RELATES TO THAT ONE AHH #it’s kinda sad that the cutest child miles I’ve drawn is in a comic where he freaking DIES #😭💥💀 #… Gregory without his glasses looks just like Mumbo without his mustache #also I think Metis is 13 in 2001

[marisatomay]

i’m so sick of writers who proudly proclaim that they don’t read and directors and actors and other filmmakers who smugly say that they rarely watch movies or any artist who acts like an audience is stupid for connecting with their work like what the fuck is wrong with you that you hold such contempt such derision for the art that you have chosen to make the art that so many people dream of the opportunity to make the art that brings meaning and connection to people’s lives it’s unbelievably disrespectful to both your audience and the art-form and if you can’t muster basic respect for either your art-form or your audience then kindly fuck off and do something else

#i hate how rare it is to have an actor be like ‘yeah i just really love movies and going to the movies it’s the best i love what i do’ #to the point where when an actor or director IS like that people are like ‘wow what a freak…they’re faking it for attention’ like!! no!! #that’s what it’s SUPPOSED TO BE LIKE!! you WANT creators who are obsessed with their medium!!! #and what gets me about the people who don’t feel that way is the clear Pride they feel like they’re Better for not caring #that uk ya author adapting the odyssey and admitting that they’ve never read the odyssey or the iliad #that writer on twitter saying that telling writers to read is ableist #the russo brothers saying that the theatrical experience is elitist and auteurism should bow to the disney/netflix model #christain bale and any number of other actors who proudly announce that they don’t watch movies #sam levinson who talks about tv like it’s a long movie because he can’t hack it as a filmmaker like his dad but he doesn’t actually LIKE tv #like i get not wanting to consume your own work after it’s released unless it’s for research or self reflection purposes #but you do not exist or create in a vacuum and it’s SO disrespectful and arrogant to act like you do

[lunaicfantastic]

fav part of gideon the ninth is for the first pre-canaan house chunk of the book, she's all "ugh I'm so normal surrounded by all these weirdo goth freaks when I blow this popsicle stand everyone will see how cool and normal and charming I am" and then she gets to canaan house and realizes that while she might have been a normie jock in the ninth house she is not exempt from being a goth weirdo who hides important doors behind tapestries and sneaks around in the dark so she doesn't have to talk to people. like we talk about her being a jock forced to be goth but nature v nurture babey she's not shedding that bone freak skin anytime soon

#gideon the ninth #and she realizes this its really funny #every time she does some ninth house shit shes like damn this is some ninth house shit :/ #and then she does it anyway #i actually think its a cool piece of character work: gideon goes from seeing herself outside of/in opposition to the ninth house #in the beginning of the book #to feeling a part of/a soldier for the ninth house (and harrow specifically who gideon sees as the epitome of the ninth) #even during her brief backslide where she goes and talks shit with the eighth she can't really separate herself the way she could before #and when the chips are down and isaac and jeannemary are dead she wants two things: her longsword (a relic of aiglamene's training) #and harrow #so #yeah shes a jock but shes a goth weirdo freak jock #and shes a jock of the ninth #shut up anna

[autiacorart]

i was asked to give connor this and here we are

#dbh connor #dbh #detroit become human #hank anderson #i'm sorry i can't draw hot men but i'm trying rly rly #thanks for the idea more excuses to draw connor #i freaking love bryan's face he's so pretty and yet so like regular looking idk how to explain but he's so pretty #but also looking like a regular guy you could meet everyday #i have no idea how to draw him i tried many times and he's impossible #idk i hate pretty men they make me feel things bc what are you pretty for #lol

[obsidianbit]

I love this gay ass show with its literally life ending injuries that heal immediately, but only when convenient to the plot, and its ridiculous use of modern phrases, and its laughing in the face of historical accuracy, and its kissing the face of the fans instead of trying to outwit them, and the way everyone involved in the show seem to go 'I KNOW RIGHT! I'M EXCITED TOO!' instead of mocking the fans

#i have so many feelings #i can't quite express the way everyone involved seems to want us to love the show #like when you love something so you show it to a friend and vibrate with excitement while you watch them love it #so that you can scream about it together #it feels like djenks and the writers and the cast and the crew are in on the joke *with* us #which contrasts so sharply to the way so many fandoms find themselves to *be* the joke #the joke being how much we love the show #the fact that everyone involved cares *so much* about the show is really obvious #not just this is a fun show but this is a *meaningful* show #i truly have never felt so much like i have a community as i have with this show and the fans of it #it is also one of the only shows i can think of (maybe some of neil gaiman's adaptations?) where the trademark over analysing and meta #and theories of the fans isn't ridiculed #this ties back into the being in on the joke thing #back when we didn't know blackbonnet was going to be *canon* canon #and djenks reaction to us freaking out that we were RIGHT was basically #well yeah? #i want to write a love letter to everyone but i don't know how #ofmd #mine #our flag means death #david jenkins #ofmd s2 #ofmd 2 #kissing david jenkins on the mouth

[obsessedwithstarwars]

Jazz is murdered in her Gotham apartment.

Red Hood is chasing the assailant and some bats come to help. Despite their best efforts, the assailant gets away. The bats have him cornered when he runs into the wall. Literally. He doesn’t come out the other side. They search everywhere but the assailant vanished without a trace.

Some weird government guys dressed in all white come and assess the scene. They are very official. Practically interrogating the officers on the scene and insisting on talking to the vigilantes who chased the assailant. After gathering all of the information they can, they tell their chief “The woman is dead. No, Phantom is not here. He was never here. No, she doesn’t appear to have become one of them.” They leave a card with GCPD to call in case anything changes. (Hood refers to them as “cryptic fuckers” or “dementor wannabes” from here on out)

Hood is pissed that the murderer got away, that secret government officials encroached on his territory, and that this woman seems to not be getting the justice she deserved. He knows how that feels. Not on his watch.

After Hood knows the autopsy has been completed, (he’s dealt with enough murder cases to gauge when it will be complete) he breaks into the morgue to take a look for himself. He opens the door to her slab, rolls her out and gets scared half to death when she thanks him for letting her out. She goes on to say she hasn’t figured out how to go intangible yet but Danny figured it out quick so it’s gotta be somewhat easy. Hood is trying his darnedest to not have a heart attack because she scared the crap outta him.

Meanwhile Danny’s wondering why he hasn’t heard from his sister in a few days.

#danny phantom #dp x dc #dc x dp #dp x dc prompt #jazz fenton #dp x dc crossover #danny fenton #dc x dp au #jason x jazz #jasmine fenton #dp crossovers #jazz x jason #I’ve been watching too much Criminal Minds #bear with me #I feel like Jason would shriek and it would sound weird with the helmet #Barbara would definitely keep the footage from that and play it on repeat #Dick would have it as his ringtone #or Stephanie would #oooh what if she has Lazarus green eyes when she is revived #Jason would be freaking out #then they look for her murderer #or she tries to run #and Hood has to chase her #then DAN enters the chat #I want to make a fic #I’m not a writer tho #if someone wants to yoink this please do #I really like the idea of Jazz and Jason eventually together in this but if you don’t #well to each their own