#i have a important lack of sleep please don't pay attention to me

[chaoticallygray]

Hi! How are you? Can I request a oneshot about Leopold from the Irregulars? Like that they get into some sort of an argument and the reader storms out, Leo chases after them and accidentally confesses? It's fine if you don't want to do it.

Requested by: Anon!

Hi!! I'm good I hope you're good too! Wasnt sure what gender or pronouns you wanted so I tried to stay general. Might have gone a bit overboard but go big or go home right?? I hope you like it anon even though I feel like I strayed a bit

It had been another day of running with the gang and solving another case given to them by Watson. It was also another day where Y/N felt utterly useless. It wasn't an entirely new feeling for them but with the added cases it felt like everyone had a part to play. Spike made sure everyone got along and always lighened up the room, Jesse had that whole psychic thing going on with her, Billy was the muscle, Bea was the leader and always had a plan, Leo was the brains, and Y/N was just... there. Y/N tried to help but was always told to stand aside. It never really seemed apparent that Y/N didn't do anything necessary to help on cases (not for a lack of trying) until earlier that day.

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Leo, Y/N, and surprisingly Billy were tasked to find information on any and every poison that could be found in London as two women and a man had suddenly died in their homes and were all found with a note in their hands saying that the clock is ticking.

They'd been trying to solve this case for two days now and getting antsy. They were stuck.

"I'm going to go over there and see what I can find. I'm thinking they could have been injected something or someone poisoned their food." Leo said already grabbing three different books from the shelves and mumbling to himself.

Billy and Y/N looked at each other and shrugged. They were used to Leo being this odd when it came to books. It was his thing.

Heading in a different direction than Billy, Y/N started brainstorming letting their hand glide through some books until a book about botany caught her eye. Whenever Y/N could have more than an hour alone they liked to read. It's not really a secret but they have never mentioned it to the others especially now that Leo joined. He was so much smarter than Y/N and that was precisely what made him catch Y/N's attention when they were first introduced on the case with the missing babies.

Shaking their head and smiling fondly at the memory Y/N sighed. There was no way Leo would ever look twice at them. They weren't going to even entertain the thought. There was a case to solve.

Opening the book, Y/N realized that they had read this one before which was why it probably caught their eye in the first place. Closing it and going to place it back where it belonged Y/N remembered having read about a plant capable of causing respiratory problems and stopping the heart of anyone that touched it for merey a second. Quickly trying to find the page on the plant Y/N ran back to where Leo was looking like a madman with fifteen different books open around him.

"Leo!" Y/N exclaimed and then dropped their voice to a whisper remembering where they were with a blush.

"I think I've found it" Y/N whispered to Leo who wasnt paying attention.

"Yeah Y/N go ask Billy to read it for you. This is important" Leo said waving around a hand in dismissal not really listening to Y/N.

"What? No Leo I think I found what they were poisoned with." Y/N said confused by what he said about finding Billy.

"Y/N don't be ridiculous. Can you stop? I really need to find this" Leo said not even sparing Y/N a glance just continued flipping through different books.

"But Leo..." Y/N started protesting but was caught off by Leo slamming a book closed.

"Y/N stop it! I need silence to think and you going about whatever it is you think you found isn't helping. You never actually help us solve the cases so can you do me a favour and go look at a book with pictures or something while I find the poison and we can all get a decent nights sleep?" Leo told Y/N without even thinking about how he just basically called the one person who is always there for him and the one person he has been heavily crushing on since they met, useless.

Immediately standing up to apologize he didn't get the chance as Y/N whose lip was already trembling slammed the book they had in their hands onto Leo's chest where he already knew he was going to bruise but at this point he thought he deserved worse for hurting Y/N like that.

Running out of the room Y/N nearly collided with a confused Billy.

"Y/N? What's wrong?" Billy asked but was promptly ignored.

Billy looked back to Leo who had a kicked puppy look to him shocked at what he had said.

Shaking his head at Leo, Billy went outside to try to find one of his best friends with no such luck.

Y/N was already long gone.

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Falling asleep miserable yet with no tears was something Y/N was not a stranger to. It had been happening too frequently now and at this point they're exhausted.

Y/N didn't go back to the cellar that day. Whenever they needed space to breathe and just br they always go to a surprisingly very empy not so much of an alleyway near the docks. There is a small nook int he corner where Y/N can sleep peacefully without unwanted company. For safety reasons Y/N only told Spike about this place in case the gang needed Y/N for something. So far, they hadn't.

It was precisely here that Leo found Y/N the next day. He had immediately wanted to run off after them but Billy told him to give them space. When Y/N didn't go back to the cellar that night well after the case was solved, Leo got concerned and started overthinking. He couldn't sleep and all he could think about was how he messed up. He was scared that Y/N didn't want to be friends anymore. Yes, he dreams about being more but he rather be friends than have nothing.

The next day when the rest woke up Leo was still sitting near the cellar doors waiting for Y/N to come back. He looked as though someone punched both his eyes.

"Mate why don't you go to sleep? Y/N will be back" Spike said trying to reassure him.

"I can't. I need to apologize. I didn't mean it I was just stressed." Leo said looking up at Spike, who had a hand on his shoulder, with wet and red eyes.

"Look mate, I'm only telling you this because I've seen you two. You're great together and the best thing is you don't realize you both like each other" Spike said sighing and then told Leo where Y/N was probably at.

Quickly thanking Spike, Leo wasted no time and ran as fast as he could out of the cellar doors on his way to make things right.

Arriving at the docks, Leo went to the left and tried to find the little alleyway Spike told him. Walking as quick as he could with his cane he finally spotted Y/N sitting on top of a wall just looking out at the water.

Stopping at the wall Leo took a second to admire Y/N. The sun was still low in the skyly but it was making Y/N's eyes shine and he had never seen then more serene than in that moment. He wished he could see that everyday and he hated to think that he was the reason why Y/N was upset enough that they didn't feel like they should have gone back to the cellar the day before.

"Are you here to call me useless again or are you just going to stare?" Y/N said without looking over at Leo who was momentarily startled out of his staring spell.

"I'm actually here to apologize." Leo answered.

"Save your breath Leo. You can go back and tell Bea or whoever sent you that I'm fine and I'll go back to the cellar later" Y/N said jumping off from the wall they were sat in and starting to walk away. Leo quickly trying to catch up with his limp.

"No one sent me I-" Leo started but was quickly cut off when Y/N sharply turned around to face him.

"Not surprising since I'm useless." Y/N said to Leo scoffing and turning around once again to continue on their journey with no destination.

"No Y/N listen please" Leo said but Y/N didn't care they just kept walking.

"Y/N" Leo kept trying with no luck.

Getting tired but not willing to stop, Leo tried to speed up but his leg thought that this was the best time to lock up and seize movement and he fell.

Hearing Leo's quick grunt of pain and a slight thud, Y/N turned around and seeing him groaning on the floor trying to get up quickly ran back to help him.

"No, no stop I deserve it." Leo said swatting away Y/N's hands.

Not listening to him Y/N got him in a sitting position. Rolling Leo's pant leg Y/N assessed the situation and didn't think he needed anything more than rest and something cold against his leg. Also less restricting clothes.

"Why are you helping me?" Leo croaked after a minute of looking at Y/N with tears in his eyes from the pain.

Y/N just looked at him and got a small tin from the bag they're always carrying.

Opening the tin and pushing some type of paste on their fingers, Y/N concentrated on applying a light and even coat on Leo's leg hoping the mixture would help soothe the pain.

"You're not useless." Leo said and Y/N hesitated for a second then went back to applying the salve not saying anything.

"I didn't mean what I said. I should have never said that to you. The case was taking so long and my leg was starting to bother me but Billy was there and I didn't want to say anything. I always slow us down. I was angry at myself. At my body and I took it out on the last person I ever wanted to hurt" Leo said closing his eyes willing himself not to cry.

Hearing no response just feeling light careful touches on his leg he continued spilling his thoughts.

"You're so brave and compassionate. You're so so smart and so kind. You always make sure that everyone has eaten and you always somehow know when one of us is having a bad day and you make it your mission to make us smile at least once. You're always polite and make sure to help anyone you see that needs help. You're so selfless Y/N. Always helping everyone and I wish I could help you and treat you like a queen but I'm always hurt and you deserve the world. You deserve someone who isn't afraid to climb a tree with you or even do something as simple as walking all over London. I can't be that and it pains me because I'm so in love with you and I'm so incredibly sorry for hurting you. All you do is help and I called you useless" Leo rambled hoping that Y/N will forgive him not even noticing that he slipped up and told them that he was in love with them.

Sensing that Y/N stopped their movements on his leg Leo opened his eyes thinking that Y/N left him. What he didn't expect was for Y/N to look at him with tears in their eyes.

"You, you're in love with me?" Y/N whispered scared that if they talked louder the moment will have turned out to be a dream.

Widening his eyes Leo finally realized what he said.

"No! I mean yes! I'm in love with you Y/N. I didn't mean to say that! I know you don't feel the same and I know you want someone stronger and not broken like I am but I can't help my feelings. It's ok though I'll leave. I'll leave you alone-" Leo was cut off from his nervous babble when a pair of lips pressed firmly to his.

Hesitantly pulling back from him, Y/N smiled softly at him not caring that they're still on the ground near the docks but needing to say this now.

"I'm in love with you too Leopold" Y/N said and with that Leo didn't care anymore about his leg that strangely enough had stopped hurting when Y/N started applying the salve but he saves that thought for later and focuses on how the person he thought he could never have loves him of all people.

"Are you sure?" Leo said placing both of his hands on Y/N cheeks wiping away a tear that seemed to have escaped from their eyes.

"Yeah I am. I love you" Y/N said looking into his eyes.

"I love you so much" Leo whispered before pulling in Y/N for another kiss.

#the irregulars one shot #the irregulars x reader #the irregulars #leopold #leo x reader

[definitelynotcesia]

Hello Cesia how are you?? First of all I miss you, I promise I'll read those recent updates as soon as my uni stops filling too much on my plate hahaha

I was mindlessly scrolling on Tumblr and I saw your recent post about ADHD. I wanted to speak a little about it since I do have it and it sucks honestly. So I'll probably get too excited, if you don't want to read it I totally understand, you don't even need to post it, do whatever feel comfy for you sweetie I mean it ( ˘ ³˘)♥. - Kaomoji anonie (U❍ᴥ❍)

So the thing is, doesn't matter if you are diagnosed or not, you'll suffer from people's prejudice either way, because of misinformation, both from neurothypicals and ADHDers themselves. But having a diagnose helps you and those around you understand yourself better, if the right information is spread.

The first thing we think we hear about ADHD is in the name, Attention deficit and Hyperactivity (no shit Sherlock), and that's all most people know about ADHD, they can't focus, can't sit still, are impulsive, in other words, disruptive behavior, these behavior are often mistaken as character flaws, that's why they say "oh you're not trying hard enough", "why can't you sit still?" , "If you cared about it you would remember" witch is understandable because you know... misinformation...

So I want to point out two important points

1- ADHD is caused by a biochemical imbalance: we lack two neurotransmitters, noradrenaline and dopamine. The first one is responsible for concentration and alertness, as well as memory, creative and cognitive processes, if you lack those (especially in your frontal cortex) you can't focus on one thing only and have a poor working memory (the capacity to keep and manipulate info during tasks for example). Dopamine is for pleasure and motivation, if you lack these, you can't keep motivated, specially in boring tasks and you seek for constant stimulation. And all that in the frontal cortex, the CEO of the Brain Enterprises.

2- There is a lot more to ADHD than just not paying attention, being restless and impulsive, because it's more about executive function issues than anything else. I'll list a few signs so you can understand better. Remember that every mental health problem are different for everyone, my advice is to know what describes you better:

Bad object permanence: What is out of sight is often out of mind, explained by bad working memory. That's why we forget important stuff.

Hyperfocus: It's only been talked about more recently, we sometimes spend hours doing something that gives us dopamine so we forget to eat, drink water and other basic human necessities (right now I'm very hyperfocused, just left a pratical test, have online class rn, have to study for lots of stuff and haven't shower or had eaten all day, but this text needs to be perfect because It gives me dopamine haha).

Emotional disregulation: When we feel things we FEEL things, like or I'm so happy and life is all unicorns and rainbows or I've never had a happy day in my life. (Also can we please talk about more about normal female hormonal stuff and ADHD in woman?? Please I need info on that)

Rejection sensitive dysphoria: This is bad honestly, lots of us are so scared of judgement that we may develop social anxiety and depression.

Sleep problems: insomnia or hypersomnia are common in ADHD

Sensory issues and there's a lot more

A fair amount of us learn trough life that we are basically born for failure, especially in today's society that demands focus, motivation AND COMPETITION to be successful. So lots of ADHDers may work even harder to get the same or worst results, leading to frustration, lots of us may give up and start believing what society says, leading to low self esteem. For me it was better to blame myself than my disorder, so I didn't work, I would get bad results either way, that's why today, even working very hard and achieving great things, I can never feel proud of it, and it hurts.

In conclusion, if you think you may have ADHD, do research, get a diagnosis, get to know your symptoms, know what works for you (work smarter not harder). There's a lot of tips on reddit, it's worth it to search there and try things out to see if it's right for you. With the right method and with self knowledge everyone's ADHD can be controlled, and for that to happen you HAVE to prioritize your mental health, you're allowed to feel.

And please DO NOT believe in any misinformation, or lack o information about you, having a disorder doesn't make us lazy, a bad person, a failure or any other bad character trait given.

"You are not born for failure, you just can't expect a fish to climb a tree" - it's a metaphor on how neurodivergents can't be expected to fit in the neurothypical norms. Just so you know "a fish can swim like nobody else can" - Michael Phelps is a great example of that, figuratively and literally (I wanted to do that joke so bad, I was waiting for that moment)

Phew I talk too much I'm so sorry, but honestly it was worth it, I felt comfortable to do so, hopefully not too comfortable haha (´-﹏-`；)

omg my kaomoji baby!!! first of all, oh my gaf i miss you so much :<<< i miss reading your very lively asks and i'm so glad to get one now hihi. second, you don't have to worry so much bby. i know how hectic uni can get so take your time. my asks is always open for your reactions if you finally have time to read it (but you also don't have to send one if you don't feel like it, its totally fine!!). third, don't ever say sorry for getting "too excited". i'm even more thankful, and genuinely enjoyed reading every bit of information you added!!

honestly this feels like a dsm5 review for me (and the funny thing was that i was reviewing neurodevelopmental disorders right before i came to tumblr today!!), so i'm really happy that you sent this one. and it's even more interesting to read these information from your point of view. it's like reading facts and all your personal inputs help me understand the disorder better. so really, thank you for sharing this!!! im so happy TT

i also love the quote you left. it just ties the explanation a lot more. so again thank youuuuu@!!!!

to those who are curious of the ADHD post (if there's any), it's this!! it's a reminder that even when you have mental disorders or not, it's important to educate ourselves so we know how to be respectful and kind in any way we can.

#— kaomoji anonie (u❍ᴥ❍) #[🐇] cesia ask box

[wolfy2109]

Tokka Week 2020: Family💖💖

(just another one-shot)

It's been months since I've seen her, I left thinking it'll be a matter of weeks. The councils of both the tribes had agreed and even I didn't anticipate a resistance. I wondered from time to time how she felt when she got to know that I'll be kept longer and was in a civil war of sorts again,if she'll show up in her metal armour again. The thought of how that armour clings tightly around her upper body was enough to make a grown man day dream. He thought about how soft her cheeks and lips were,all he wanted to was kiss her, passionately. He thought about holding his baby girl in his arms and kissing her forehead,she was the brightest child in the world according to him. He hoped Toph hadn't been too hard on her.

By the time he reached the door step,his every muscle was torn from tiredness,his head hurt from the long hours of sleepless travel(troubles in the ship). But his heart was so full of happiness,his mind full of thoughts and activities to do with both of his girls. He knocked the door and one of his known servants opened the door, thankfully. "Bo, it's so good to see you. Can you get some guys to put all this luggage in my room?" Sokka said,he was the kind of guy who treated servants with more respect than anyone,water tribe had engrained these values of compassion for one and all in him well enough. However,Bo didn't match his enthusiasm,he looked rather flustered, uncomfortable. He didn't meet his eyes when he answered "Sure sir,welcome back. I'll get right at it. ". Sokka was a chief,a strategist and a warrior he knew damn well that something was going on,he raised an eyebrow at Bo,to which Bo replied "did the news reach you?". Sokka worriedly replied "what news?. Is Toph okay?. Is she gone for another dangerous case?. Is Lin-" ,he was then cut off by a "nothing, she's just in an important meeting and will be late,your daughter will be in the study as of now,you can meet her."

Bo then rushed off and Sokka knew something was off but he didn't care,he was seeing Lin after 6 months,he entered the study and saw her dedicatedly reading some book on the history of earth kingdom,when she looked at him,her eyes sparked up with excitement. She ran to him and hugged him,he picked her up. "You're getting bigger,young chief" he told Lin. She giggled and gave him the biggest kiss on the cheek. They spent the entire afternoon talking about how he had fought cleverly and bravely and stopped a civil war and how Lin had aced the basics of earth bending forms. They were laughing like two six year olds,one of them was and well the other was, let's just say not six at all.

Nonetheless they talked like equals,like a true father and daughter duo. They both were fascinated with each other's stories,proud of their achievements and blissful to be back together again. Sokka told Lin that she didn't have to go to any class today, she'll be home spending "quality time" with her father and Lin was more than pleased with this offer.

Sokka went to take a bath after his lunch with Lin and found the two servants who were supposed to bring his luggage up to his room chatting. "I don't know how it's going to be like when he finds out. He has no idea." .The other servant replied "only a matter of time before it all blows up in her face,the nasty attitude,the bringing a guy in the house a week after he left.". Sokka couldn't believe what he had just heard,his body was paralyzed. He felt like he could no longer function. When he had gotten together with Toph he knew it was real,she made him the happiest man on the planet,their comfort with each other was unparalleled. He had been gone longer and she too,why didn't she wait this time. He was no Kanto,he was Sokka,her long time friend,her colleague,her family. He immediately stopped the thoughts from going any further and consuming him. He believed in her and her love. After his bath,his distress had still not eased.

As much as he didn't want to involve Lin in this he had to. Reassuring and horrible thoughts kept gushing his mind,the thoughts had reached the brim of his mind. He went to Lin,she was in her room playing with some of the toys he had got from his home,her fascination with them lit up her face. She was the most adorable child he had ever seen and also the smartest,he took great pride in raising her.

Sokka taught her how to use some of the toys and after five matches of Pai-sho which he deliberately let her win,Lin was tired. Sokka sat next to her,he didn't want to involve her in this and get to know how insecure her father is being right now but he had no other choice. "Lin,has some man been coming home lately?." ,he asked. His tone was a semi-friendly one but it masked fear,a lot of it, nervousness and denial to believe anything other than no. "Yeah,there has been. He has been coming every week since you've left. He is amazing,he brings me these amazing gummies and-", before Lin could complete,Sokka got up and told her to go and play with some of her friends for a while,he had some work to do. Before Lin could stop him and cling to him,he stormed out of the room.

There was no servant in his sight or he would have beaten the truth out of them. His mind was now an utter mess ,"how could she?.We were so happy,we didn't give it the name of a marriage but we were one happy family. She couldn't. She wouldn't have. Maybe it was Aang,maybe he's in town. Maybe it's the servant who reads her notices and letters. It can't be, I trust her and her love for me." ,all these thoughts were enough for him to stop mid-way and rub his forehead that was still aching from the lack of sleep. He was angry at her,who was this man after all?. He was angry at himself,how can his trust in her be so fickle.

He entered his room,their room. And he saw her. Face turned the other side. She was in her armour but something seemed wierd. She wasn't standing in the attention position she had mastered,she looked fragile. He never thought a day would come when she looked…….weak. "Toph" his voice was full of emotions for a second his mind had forgotten all about this other man,his voice was soft, calming and on the verge of cracking. They both were always on duty,they spent months like these often,Toph would go off and Sokka would stay with Lin and vice versa. But every time they saw each other after their period of separation,they spent the whole night talking, hugging, being happy that they were safe, mocking each other and what not. These memories calmed Sokka down.

He heard a gasp,he could see that she had lifted one hand and probably put it at her mouth?,her face was facing the other side. "Wouldn't you turn around?" He asked her. It was obvious now,he was crying. He heard a muffled sob. "I'm sorry Sokka, I don't know what to do, I'm happy to see you, I am, I really am but I don't know how to say this to you",her voice was cracking after every five words. Sokka's heart sank,so there is another man,he thought. He took a step back,he felt devastated,angry, miserable, heart broken and it wasn't long before he would've started shouting at her,he couldn't handle it.

He did everything right,he loved her right,if she didn't want him home,she could have sent a letter. Hawkie was always here to deliver anyway. "Look me in the eye and say it,Toph.",his voice asserted dominance,she had only heard him talk like this on battle fields to the people who answer to him. But it was not only dominance,his voice sounded like he was repressing anger and pain,a lot of it. So he knew,she thought. She hated his reaction,as scared as she was,she didn't expect THIS.

"Oh, I'm sorry Sokka. It's all my fault,if it hurts you so much get out of here, I've done all this once and I'll do it a second time.",she turned around in fury. Sokka scoffed and was about to say something when he saw it.

Was it a baby bump?. He hadn't seen her in the nine months when she was pregnant with Lin but here she was, standing with one hand on her stomach and the other on her back. She continued in fury "do you know how it was like for me?. A week after you left I found out about THIS. But I thought it wouldn't be as hard for me because now you were here,you would look after our child,Sokka!!". She sat on the bed side and tried to continue screaming when Sokka came down at his knees and touched the baby bump. He kissed it,his touch was so gentle, she had missed it so much. Toph breathed sharply,the gesture came as a surprise to her. "What are you doing?" She said. "Why didn't you tell me Toph, I would've-" he was cut off by Toph,"come right away? That's why. I didn't want to put you in a situation where you had to choose between your duties and your family. Whether or not you would have liked this,you would've been effected by it. You were at war for crying out loud. I was so scared for you,so worried about you-". Sokka shut her up with a kiss that was filled with longing and love and an apology?. She thought. They both leaned in, losing themselves completely in this,cheeks wet from tears and eyes shut close. This moment lasted forever,they took moments off where Sokka stroked her hair and she kissed his hand.

They were then interrupted by a coughing sound and when they pulled away,Sokka saw a man at the door,he carried a small bag and had spectacles. "Sokka,this is my doctor. He makes sure of my health,my mom and dad send him in every 4-5 days because of their paranoia." Sokka kissed her nose and whispered "I'm sorry" in her ear. Before she could ask him for what,he bombarded the doctor with questions "is the child going to be healthy?. Is Toph fine?. Why is her bump still so small?. When is it going to kick?. Will it be a bender or a non bender,does it know that it doesn't matter?. Is it a boy or a girl?.". He spent hours getting filled up on her pregnancy months that he had not been a part of from the doctor, Toph just lay on the bed smiling and grinning. Occasionally saying things like "Meathead STOP,YOU ARE EMBARRASSING!!" and laughing at his replies that went like "then what are you?".

She adored him with all her heart,she finally was with the right man,this one would stick around,this one pushes her to be a better parent everyday,this one means the world to her. Her mind was at so much ease,sometime after the doctor left and Sokka had kissed her and hugged her and jumped around her in excitement and love and also explained what he had thought was going on and got scolded for it,Lin peeked through the door. She thought she was hiding properly but both Sokka and Toph knew she was here. "Lin!!!! Why didn't you tell me?!. You're getting a sister or a brother." Sokka exclaimed,"I'm sorry, I thought you already knew" Lin sounded overly apologetic. "No,no sweetie, it's fine,dad's here,come sit with us". He picked her up and placed her near Toph's belly.

There they were,three of them looking like a real family. No marriage,not even Sokka's biological child but he didn't care,Lin was hers and so was Toph. There was another baby coming and they were a perfect family. They spent the evening getting ready for a fancy dinner at Toph's favorite restaurant(cravings you know),Sokka kept obsessing about just how beautiful Toph was and she kept touching him whenever she could,brushing hands,nose rubs,hugs. Pregnancy had made her soft,she thought. No,it was Sokka,he always makes her this way and she loves it. As Sokka carried Lin on his shoulders,Toph brushed her hair with her hand. Sokka looked at her face with love and adoration, excitement for this new chapter of their lives and she knew he was looking. She even blushed a little. God,how Sokka loved making her blush. "Gonna stare at me all night meathead or are we ever gonna leave?." She smirked and they all went to have dinner. And so just an overly happy family at an overly expensive restaurant with an overly protective man who glared at every man who looked at his woman and kid who looked at his daughter enjoyed their meal in peace or their idea of peace.

#sokka #tokka #sokka of the southern water tribe #atla sokka #atla toph #tokka fanfic #toph beifong #toph beiphong #water tribe #otp ideas #tokka week #tokka week 2020 #atla fanfic #atla au

[mamushroomoracorn]

♪🏵️🌸Love Headcanons/Ramble 🌸🏵️♪ Part 1(Ramble)

I am going to be honest I am not one of thoses Headcanon blogs so if you are looking for thoses. PlEase Don't expect it from me. This is based on my father since both of them act so similar and I am basing it on my father relationship with my mother.

And yes I did made the banner I just wanted to jazz up my page

Thank you, 🍄

I heard some people want wholesome content but do not want a water down Leona, so what I am going to do is to try my best to keep it balance.

We already know, he likes his privacy, strong opinionated, and being praise for his work/talents, and hella fucking smart. But also can be big bitch baby

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🥩Okay So how I am going to approach this as a couple that is like a old married couple. There's going to be consent debating, teasing, bickering. Because Leona is more opinionated and I more loud mouthed. Will not hesitate to say something to his s/o.

🥩Leona is a jerk I will tell you that, a stinky bitch. Like literally he harmed people(kids) so he can win a frisbee game. But assuming this is in later time he grown to be more at least emotional aware of others.

🥩Ex:? By looking at some of the stories here what I concluded. When we first met him or experience his lack of emotional awareness. Is when Ruggie(I love him but he is a little stinker too) stolen a sandwich for Leona(if I remember we learn that later). It already set theme for Leona, he doesn't really care for others or at least thinks he is entitled to shit because of his bad experiences. Later on in his part of the main story we learned that he order Ruggie to physically hurt others. Not caring about it could even end future careers. This is shown over and over again he doesn't have compassion...

For strangers or people he doesn't know personally. Here's some mix up evidence why

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I feel like that Leona does have a hard time feeling care towards strangers. I can see why, the only people he seems to care about , express feelings towards, and knows (he does pay attention) is his Family, Ruggie, and Jack. But How? ,

Family ↓

During his blast to the past(remember he was probably around 16-19 mayhaps) He was arguing and expressing his feelings to his older brother. Of course it wasn't positive but it shows he is comfortable enough to say it out loud to Farena.

Versus the adult servants, (for the love of fuck the servants are complete garbage.) They treated Leona not as a person, not a kid, not someone who haves feelings.

Then seeing how his brother is well loved made him feel like shit, un-important, generally not human. Because i think he doesn't hate his brother but the positive attention that Farena is getting.

(The Adults Probably did have kids too, and you know how most kids copy their parents.) Even so the adults alone left a bad impression on Leona.

Just that he don't matter, his feelings is invalid. Then it will also give him a good reason why he wants to be king.

Cheka/Ruggie/Jack/↓

Cheka- as much as he claims to hate(or think Cheka is a bother) cheka, I think Leona just resent or just dislike him. Remember he does like praise and wasn't treated well with much love as a child, or don't even know how to deal with children. I think he does care about cheka and just feel conflicted whenever he sees him. We don't see cheka often so I don't know about his true behavior. So I will say minimum he just tolerates cheka or treat him like a younger brother that is annoying.

Ruggie- Okay at surface level it looks like it is just boss and worker. But I think it is more than that. I think they are friends or just friendly with each other. To the point Leona trust Ruggie to do the jobs(sometimes give gifts) for him and Leona is willing to do favors.

Like Leona giving ruggie his old clothes. If he didn't cared why would he just tell ruggie to fuck off if ruggie ask. Or Maybe ruggie was just washing his clothes and found it. So Leona just pull some "they are old fabric now you can have it". Leona can be Annoyed with ruggie but he never really raises his voice at him, or hit him it seems. They are casual with each other.

Jack- I only saw this in the recent manga, but he is starting to know about Jack and warm up to him.

Privacy↓

Outside to him probably is way more worser, considering how good portion of people will try to get 'famous' , or have taste, or even hate him because he is a political figure. Not to mention his private life is already invaded, most likely by paparazzi/news/media.

Also feeling suffocated in his own home and having no control in his life. Cheka have to have guards , so Leona have a high chance of having to had some too.

So privacy was a no go from him, that's could be one of the reasons why he dislike his own place he doesn't go back.

Because who doesn't want to go to a place that will serve you with a flick of your hand. Seems perfect for a lazy guy like him.

Not to mention I think he just like the positive attention that being dorm leader/king gets. Not the job, because at a young age he was shown titles matter.

So it will not be odd he push strangers away, be rude, rough, sometimes hurt them. He just want control of his own life, even as a adult he is treated as a teen.

So his sleep seem to be his only control and being dorm leader.

Growth↓

Idia↓

Idia- halloween event seem to be set later, and remember when we step on his tail he got super pissed. Then later when idia made a bigger oopsy but didn't really got that much of harder treatment.

Cheka- He calls cheka, originally Cheka seem to runaway in order to talk to Leona,

He's growing but it is not visable that's it.

I will make a part 2 later

#twisted wonderland #leona kingscholar #ramblings

[aresrl]

Helloooo, I want to try this too, it's sounds very interesting.

I hope you don't mind me being anon.

Could you write me a matchup for a vision, a male partner and a best friend and, only if you're in the mood, a enemy?

WARNUNG: It's a long text. I'm sorry ;.;

Most people are telling me "I'm too good for this world." because I'm always friendly, I try to help the best I can, doing my duties without complaining and never really fight with someone.

But actually, I'm just someone who likes to analyze people and react accordingly to they behavior. I want to understand people and I think the easiest way is to watch them. I'm very calm with a lot of patience and like to give advices. That's why people often come to me if they have something on they minds. I'm getting kinda uneasy if there is something I can't figure out. So, I like when people give me detailed explanation or description about something they want or need.

And even if people think I'm so friendly and kind, what I am, don't get me wrong, I love my peace and alone time. I'm way more productive if I'm on my own, because I can focus more and it's quiet. Also, I'm not the type of person who likes to be surrounded by many people. Mostly because I'm not so good at keeping a conversation alive, but I try. I like being around people I'm close to.

The friends and family I have are everything to me. I hold them dear and I always be there for them and try to keep them away from any harm. If they would betray me (what some really did) I would be completely heartbroken. I'm always scared that my loved ones will leave me. It's my biggest fear.

For a relationship, I think the person need a lot of patience with me because, like I said, I like to be alone. I'm also not a very affectionate lover, because I don't have many experiences. I'm fine with all those holding hands, cuddles, kisses and all but I would rarely be the one who make the first moves. If my lover is upset about it, I would trying to be more affectionate for the love of my partner to make him happier. I just want him to be happy.

But there is one thing I absolutely adore. Lying down, holding each other and just enjoying the atmosphere. No words (maybe a few) just cuddling and listen to each others heartbeat.

Some more informations if they're necessarily:

Things I like: dogs, drawing and painting, reading, warm weather with a soft breeze (I love this), respectful and understanding people, nighttime (including stargazing), meaningful conversations

Things I don't like: heat, arrogance, loud noises, to be bossing around, uncertainty, crowds

I'm sorry, it truly is pretty long. I hope you don't mind.

I hope everything I wrote makes sense to you. Thanks for doing this, I'm looking forward to read it :D

Have a nice day and stay healthy!

(chin up if your day was not so pleasant❤️)

Hey! I don't mind people being Anon at all! I don't know if you will find it funny or scary but I always think people “too good for this world” will die early. Eh anyways here are your results!

You received... A Hydro vision! Generosity, devotion to people, always helping others, and mastery are the main characteristics of the Hydro vision. • Last time I forgot the mastery thing and reading the analyzing part made me remember that it was also a characteristic of the Hydro vision. It seems that you are a great analyzer, you have your own way of analyzing people and you seem to do it accurately. • I feel that if you want to have clear indications on what you need to do for someone it's not only to greatly fulfill the task (which would mostly look like a Geo trait) but it's to satisfy the person the most. • You have a strong bond with people. I don't know if that's the case but I wouldn't be surprised if every time you have to make a decision or you think about something important, you will first think about people you love, like if it would hurt them if it would be more convenient for them or what would they think about it. Your partner would be... Diluc! A silent but soothing relationship. Two icons of Mondstadt. • The first time he heard your voice was at Angel's Share where you were talking with Eula. The bar wasn't crowded so you were feeling comfortable enough to talk properly with her. You were debating about Kaeya. You didn't really know him but you still shared the feelings you had about him with her. Because of Eula's presence, the few present people at the bar became a bit more silent, letting Diluc hear better of what you were saying. “Kaeya? Hmm... I don't really know him but I feel something off... The few times I've seen him he seemed quite dramatic. But the kind of drama attitude you use to hide weakness.” • In addition to your calm voice, he also liked your perception. He wanted to know more about you. As you were about to pay with Eula at the counter, Diluc spoke: “I heard you talking about Kaeya earlier. You seem to have good intuition.” He paused and crossed his arms, looking elsewhere. “You can only trust half of what he says... At best.” • Sometimes you went back to Angel's Share (not purposefully but most of the time it was during his shift) to buy a bottle of a drink to your liking, and little by little you began to appreciate each other pretty well. • At the beginning of your relationship, both of you would be clumsy because of your lack of experience but slowly, you would learn together. After being more confident, you'd both engage things equally. Diluc would be very romantic with you. • You share a common thing with Diluc: serving Mondstadt. You during the day, helping people, friends or friends of friends with their tasks or problems and Diluc at night, preventing the evil to reach the city. • Even though his facade can show a grumpy man, you can see what's really inside and that's what you love. • You would share a lot of relaxing moments privately. Both of you like a calm atmosphere, perfect to share a great moment together. • You two are popular in Mondstadt. Diluc already has his reputation but you, you are loved because of your pure kindness towards everyone. You won't spend a lot of time together publicly but when you do, people feel like seeing celebrities in front of their eyes. Your friend would be... Eula! “How dare they befriend me while being so popular? They will just bring more attention to me and my plans of vengeance! For this, they must pay!” • You get along very well with everyone in Mondstadt (except one person that we'll mention later) but your best friend remains Eula. • You are very close and actually, there are no specific reasons why you get along well but you do! • Both of you talk freely and most of your discussions are interesting. • When you hang out, you always go somewhere to eventually improvise things. • She likes the fact that anything you'll engage you into, you'll do it with finesse and without a complaint. Your enemy would be... Kaeya! And it's not even Diluc's fault • You find him suspicious and you know for sure that you will never truly know why. • He considers you like a sort of threat so he will be especially careful

around you. He knows how to lie but he would get better at it to cover himself even more. Which is a clumsy move from him because it will make him even more suspicious to you. • You try to avoid his case with Diluc for fear of getting him annoyed. • Deep down, there is no hate between you two. Kaeya knows you're perceptive and it just makes him insecure while you just wonder what he is hiding, by innocent curiosity. Worth to mention (but you mentioned you didn't like uncertainty plus, this is a long list, so you can ignore it if you want) : • You would be a great ally for Beidou but I think you would refuse to be a part of her crew because of the inconvenient lifestyle. • You, Xingqiu, and Chongyun would form a great trio! It would be mainly led by Chongyun who's heading out for an exorcising, Xingqiu willing to join him and by the way, inviting you. You would accept because all the moments spent with them are wholesome and also because you would be curious about ghosts, even if at first you thought you'd be more of a bother than anything else. You'd be a great ally for Chongyun too: he needs calm and you are, both of you don't like heat and you could help him with anything, it would always be easy and not tiring tasks. • Xingqiu finds you honorable. • You are a great support for Ganyu. • Jean respects you a lot, she could even admire you. • You share similar values with Keqing so you get along well too. You can count on each other and you would even be invited to a shopping session with common friends. • There could be interesting things between you and Xiao because he would truly appreciate you. A common situation would be you going to Wangshu Inn because you'd need a place to sleep for a night or two and during your stay, you would meet Xiao randomly. You would both say hi, pleased to see each other, Xiao's face would relax by seeing you. But there's nothing more. If this happened in a universe where there is a reincarnation process, I'd say that you were together in a past life, only death has managed to separate you, and now, you meet again but live your lives respectively. I hope it suits you and I also hope you don't mind Diluc's part being very long (and the worth mentioning too) and actually my answer being longer than your description eventually haha I almost did nothing yesterday so I'm gonna catch up today. But before, I have to do my dailies

#genshin matchups #genshin impact #genshin request

[dine-on-darling]

I don't know how you feel about more angsty comfort but how do you think the demon boys would help a depressed darling looking for some tummy cuddles and self worth reassurance asking cause I love your work and even if I wanted to try and write this my depressed butt probably couldn't find the motivation

I love comfort vore, and I absolutely get it. ironically, the reason it took me so long to write these has been because of ~depression~

If you really want to try your hand at writing, it can be incredibly hard some days to find the energy, I know, but I hope you know I believe in you~

I hope you enjoy reading these~ Darling gets the sads a lot too, but luckily she’s got people who love her and care about her to help make her feel safe~

Lucifer

As Diavolo’s right hand, it was his duty to see that the exchange program went smoothly, and that meant paying close attention to the physical and mental well being of Darling.

The first part is simple enough, occasionally having to stop a lesser demon or two from maiming her.

The second part is more... difficult.

He’s not exactly accustomed to the delicate nature of human mental illnesses; so for once, the morningstar is rather unsure how to proceed when he notices before she even approaches him that she’s been acting more tired and apathetic recently.

One day, after they’ve all arrived back to the House of Lamentation from school, he places a hand on her shoulder and tells her to follow him to his study before she can slip into her bedroom.

He’s straight to the point, telling her what he’s noticed.

She avoids looking directly at him, hands clasped behind her back, “I’ve been feeling a bit... stressed, that’s all.”

He stands up from his chair, walking over to her, cupping a hand under her chin and guiding her face up to look at him. “You know I’m not fond of being lied to, Darling. I was already aware before you were brought to the Devildom that you struggle with certain issues, and if that’s what this is then I need you to tell me.

Darling fought the tears that instinctively gathered in her eyes, she’d tried so hard to hide this around the brothers but of course nothing could escape Lucifer’s eyes.

He’s taken back by her tears, and it’s almost on auto pilot that after a stunned pause, his other hand goes to her.

“I’m sorry, this happens sometimes. I- I’m not really sure how to talk about it, sorry.”

“Then what would help you right now?”

She chews on her cheek for a minute, part of her is embarrassed to ask him for this, the rest of her is too tired to care.

“...Would you let me rest for a little bit, like inside you? I won’t be a bother, I promise, but it’s so cozy and I feel safe there, and you can go about whatever business you need to. I’m sorry, I know it’s-”

He pressed a finger to her lips, silencing her. “Say no more, Darling.”

He shrinks her to an easy to swallow size and gently places her on his tongue, rolling her around for a moment before swallowing without much fuss.

He takes a seat back at his desk as she squirms sluggishly to find the most comfortable position.

One hand picks up his pen to begin his work, but the other rests protectively over his stomach.

“You can talk about what bothers you if you wish, or you may sit quietly for however long you need. Your health is vital to the success of the exchange program... and, it’s important to me as well.”

She hugged his stomach a little tighter. “Thank you, Lucifer. I appreciate everything you’ve done for me. You really make me feel safe, you know.”

“… not many people have told me that in a very long time, Darling. I think I should be the one thanking you, for giving me this chance to feel like I’m protecting someone again. It’s almost…” Angelic.

Mammon

Once again, Mammon appears to have forgotten how to knock on a door.

He casually swings open Darling’s door and nudges it closed behind himself, not pausing as he strides over to Darling, who looks to be sleeping from the way she’s curled up in her blankets facing away from him. 

He huffs and claps his hands loudly over her head. “Come on, human! This is no time to be napping! I’ve got a great idea and you’re going to help me with it.” 

“Mammon, stop, please.” She says quietly, pulling her blanket tighter to hide herself. 

He’s surprised, so she’s already awake? “Oi, what’s with you? Take that thing off, you think you can ignore the great Mammon?” He tugs at the blanket, and though she tries to stop him, there’s a distinct lack of her usual fight as he easily yanks the fabric back to reveal her slightly red and tear stained face.

He blinks. “Are you crying?” Excellent deduction skills there, Mammon.

She stubbornly looks away from him. “So what?”

“So what? So why the heck are you crying? Are you hurt?” He begins to prod at her, trying to find any injuries. She hits at his hands, pushing herself up to a sitting position. 

“No, I’m not hurt. Look, Mammon, I’m sorry, but could you leave me alone, please? I’m not... I’m not up for anything crazy right now.”

“Hmph.” He plops onto the bed across from her. “No way.” 

“Excuse me?”

“I said, no way. You have to be  crying for some reason, and I’m not leaving until you tell me why. Or do you think you can’t trust your first man?” 

She runs a hand through her messy hair. “That’s not... There really isn’t exactly a reason. I... feel like I’m not good enough, I guess. Not for this program, not for any of you, not for anything. I’m certain that i’m already disappointing everyone, and I’m only going to continue to do so.” She’s hesitant, but she knows for a fact by now that she can trust Mammon , especially with this kind of feeling. 

Mammon’s heart is currently breaking, he knows exactly what she’s feeling, every day made to feel like he’s a good for nothing, scummy excuse of a demon. 

He scoots forward and pulls her close to him, trying to mimic what she’s done for him before when she caught him those times when his brothers insults stuck too well. 

“I think you’re plenty, good enough, y’know. You’re doin’ your best, and we can all see that. There isn’t much all of us brothers can agree on, but we all know how special you are.” 

Darling clung to his jacket while he talked, taking comfort in his presence. It’s quiet for a bit while they sit like that and he pets her hair. 

“Hey, Mammon?” 

“Hm?”

“Is it okay, if you let me curl up inside you for a bit?” 

He blushes, but still he smiles as he withdrew back enough to whisper the necessary spells.

Even if he is a fuck up, if there’s one thing he knows he can do right, it’s protect his human. 

He cradles her now tiny frame to his chest. “Like that’s even a question. You came to the right guy, there’s nothing that could hurt you when you’re with someone as great as me, even your own thoughts wouldn’t dare!” His cocky attitude is enough to get her to giggle, making his smile widen in triumph; then he raises her to his mouth and swallows her slowly. 

Once she’s all gathered in his stomach, he lays on his side, pulling his knees up and wrapping his arms around his middle to squeeze it tight. He starts up a purr too, to try and make all her fears melt away.

 Leviathan

 He’d invited her to his room to binge watch an anime he was introducing her to. 

He’d scolded her for showing up late, rushing her through the doorway and over to the chairs he had set up, not stopping to really take a good look at her or listen to why she was late. 

He hit play before he even finished settling into the seat next to hers, excitement filling him. It’d been a while since he’d watched this particular anime and he couldn’t wait to show her. 

Except... 

“Oh! This part is so good! You see how the protagonist-” He rambled on for a minute, explaining each aspect of the scene as it played out on screen, and in response to his enthusiasm, all he got was: 

“Wow, that is really cool.” 

He turned his head to look at her with a frown. He’s used to dismissive and uninterested comments from his brothers, but Darling was usually always up to talk about this kind of stuff. 

Irritation sparked in him. “What’s the matter, huh? Did your normie self suddenly become too good for this kind of stuff?” 

“What? No, Levi, I’m sorry, it’s nothing. Let’s keep watching, okay.” 

He paused the show instead, folding his arms and swiveling to face her head on. “I’m not interested in watching anything with a normie who can’t even be bothered to pay attention. Seriously, what’s up with you today?”

He hadn’t noticed it before, but now that he was actually taking a look at her, even in the dim light of his bedroom he could see the dull look in her eyes. 

“I guess I’m not in the mood today; I’m sorry, I know you were excited, but how about we take a rain check and I can come back later when I’m more focused.” She stood from her chair and started to turn away for the door. 

Levi grabbed her wrist without really even thinking, almost in a flustered panic “Ah, w-wait!”  He clears his throat, blushing and looking away before continuing. “I’m sorry, okay, that... that was rude. But, something is up, right? You can tell me, I’m your player 1, you know.”

Darling looks him in the eyes for a minute, then she sighs and sits heavily back down. “It’s... not something I really feel like talking about right now, but... can I rest in your stomach for a bit?”

That caught him completely off guard, and he turns tomato red. “Y-You want to-”

“Only for a bit, please? I’m... I’m so tired, and I really need to escape for a while.”

His blush remains, but he nods and shrinks her to an easier to swallow size, scooping her up and letting her crawl into his open mouth, feeling her slide into his stomach where she silently curls into a ball and lays still.

He’s pretty awkward about giving comfort, but he really does his best.

He lets out his tail and securely settles it over his belly, squeezing it enough to be a present weight against her.

He won’t try and force her to talk or anything.

It really makes him so happy though that she would actually be comfortable enough with someone like him to ask for this and it makes him feel good about himself for once. So, he hugs his stomach and turns back on the anime, but really it’s mostly background noise since he can’t focus on anything else but her.

Satan

He was reading when she came to him.

It was well after dinner time that day, late into the evening and he suspected that many of the house’s occupants had gone to sleep by then. He knew he probably should as well, but he was far too engrossed.

So he was all the more surprised when he heard his D.D.D chime with an incoming text, and that when he glanced over at it, Darling’s picture smiled back at him.

She was asking if he was still awake, and when he replied yes, she asked if he minded her coming to do some late night reading with him. This wasn’t odd, they often had a habit of reading together; in fact earlier that evening after dinner he’d asked if she wanted to come join him but she said she had something to do, but there had been a strange look to her when she said that...

Regardless, he told her she was more than welcome to come to his room, he figured she was having trouble sleeping.

She arrived shortly after, and now he took one look at her and knew something was definitely up. She had her book cradled against herself, and the look on her face was tired, but not from lack of sleep. It was like she was trying to cover up the melancholy spread across her, but Satan, king of fake expressions, could see right through it.

And she could tell he saw, but she still smiled and hoped he wouldn’t ask.

No dice.

“What’s wrong?”

She sighed.  “Rough night, is all. I hope I hadn’t bothered you with my text.”

Satan smiled gently at her. “You’re never a bother, Darling.” He scooted over on his couch and patted the spot next to him. “Do you want to talk about anything?”

She made her way over and slumped into the seat. “Honestly, not really. It’s a whole mess of bad feelings.”

He reached around to put an arm around her shoulder and lean her against his shoulder. “Is there anything I can do to help you?”

“No, it’s fine.” She looked to the side in thought. “Actually, um, if it’s not too much to ask…”

“What?”

“Can you read to me?”

He chuckled. “I’d be happy to, but given the way you’re rubbing your wrist and fidgeting, there’s something else to your request.”

She chewed on her lip.

“There’s no need to be nervous, you can ask me anything.”

“Can you read to me, while I’m in your stomach?”

His smile widened. “Well, I’d be more than happy to do that.”

He leaned down to press his lips to her forehead and recite the protection and shrinking spells.

He place his palm in front of her for her to crawl onto and then gently brought her up, pausing to look fondly at her and pet her with his pointer finger.

“My cute little mouse, it’s still such a wonder to me that you put this much trust in me. I hope I can reward that trust properly by taking care of you in this way.

And with that he brought her to his mouth and tilted his hand so she slid neatly in.

He gently prodded her about with his tongue, it was almost like a massage to Darling, for a good few minutes before tilting his head back and swallowing her.

He gave her a minute to shift about and find the most comfortable position to curl up in.

Once it seemed like she was satisfied, he picked up the book he’d been reading and found the spot he’d left off at, reading aloud and letting his smooth voice wash over her.

 Asmodeus

Asmodeus absolutely treasures self-care.

One must take care of them self if they want to look and feel their best!

So he’d noticed something about Darling fairly quickly.

She was decent at taking care of herself, no elaborate routine or anything like that.

Except, every now and then, it seemed she slipped a bit in that department.

Nothing too obvious and she was able to hide it alright, but Asmo definitely noticed.

And during this time, the ever present light bags under her eyes would grow darker, and she’d look more tired than usual.

Asmo wasn’t about to stand for this.

Any human in a contract with him must look their best! Otherwise what would that do to his rep!

But more than his reputation, he worried about her.

So, one night, he made his way to her bedroom and swiftly knocked on her door. “Oh, Darling~” He called.

It only took her a few moments to open the door, only mildly surprised to see him. “Asmo, what’s up?”

“You are, my dear.”

“I’m… huh?”

She let him in to her room and he promptly sat on the edge of her bed, with her following suit.

He grabbed her face under her chin with one hand and tilted it about, Darling too confused to really protest and used to his constant touches, anyway.

He clicked his tongue. “Look at you, here I so generously donated several beauty supplies to you, and yet you’re clearly not making use of them. The bags under your eyes have bags under them!”

She pulled back at that, frowning with a bit of a glare. “Did you come here to critique my appearance? Really, Asmo?”

He grabbed a strand of her hair and twirled it about his finger. “And your hair, it’s so soft when you wash it properly, but it’s too heavy right now.”

She moved her head so the hair slipped out of his grasp, now her frown was turning in to a scowl. “I wash my hair perfectly fine.”

“Normally, yes, but for the past couple days, you’ve been slacking on yourself, and I can’t allow that.”

He grabbed her face again, holding steady when she tried to pull back again. “How long has it been since you got a proper night’s rest, hm?” He moved his thumb across the dark circles under her eyes.

She couldn’t meet his eyes. “It’s been a couple days, maybe.”

“Mhm.” He hummed. He trailed his fingers along her face. “You’ve been stressed out, haven’t you?” It wasn’t really a question.

Darling nodded her head yes. “A bit.”

His hand left her face and moved along to rest on her shoulder as the rest of him moved as well, positioning himself behind her and placing his other hand on her other shoulder as well.

“I can tell, I mean you should feel how tight your shoulders are! No, no, this certainly won’t do. You’re my adorable little doll, I hate seeing you like this. I think you need some help to relax and reset so that we can get you back on the self-care track. Tell me, is there anything your good friend Asmo can do for you?” He purred.

Darling fidgeted. “There is one thing I can think of that’s really relaxing. Do you think, um, that I could take a nap in, like, your stomach? It’s so soft and warm, and you’re really good at moving the walls about so that it’s like a massage.” She kept her eyes on her hands in her lap.

Asmo chuckled against her cheek. “You know, I’m so used to being asked for a different relaxation method, but part of me was really hoping you’d say that.” He gave her a peck on the check and leaned forward while tilting her face towards him to press his lips to her forehead and whisper the spells.

He held her in his palm so she lay flat on her back, fiddling with his D.D.D for a moment to find some relaxing spa music, and pressed his thumbs in to her back in a massage, causing her to practically melt in to his hand with a relieved sigh as he worked out every bit of tension from her muscles.

When he deemed it good enough, he tilted his head back and brought his hand up so she easily slid in to his open mouth.

He continued the massage there, using his tongue with the precision of an expert, the warmth making it especially heavenly for Darling.

And finally, he leaned back against her pillows and swallowed, his throat muscles gently sliding her in to his velvety stomach.

He felt her settle and hug the organ, and he contracted the walls around her so they pressed and pulsed softly against her.

He ran his pointer finger around where he could feel her in feather light circles.

He turned up the sound on his D.D.D and set it close to his middle so she could faintly hear it through him.

“Remember, cutie, we all want you to be happy and take care of yourself properly.”

And he sang softly to her, going along with the melody of the music playing, his voice smooth and sure wrapping around her gently like a soft blanket.

 Beelzebub

Beel was lounging back against his head board in his bedroom, he’d come back from his work out not long ago and could still feel the slight burn tingling throughout his entire body.

His twin was out somewhere, so it was only him at the moment.

He was actually debating going to find Darling and seeing what she was up to, when there was a light knock on the door; he knew it was her before she even opened it, his brothers either wouldn’t bother or would knock much harder.

“Come in.” He said.

It was clear something was up the minute she slipped in, she obviously looked tired, and there was a tension written across her features.

He sat up and swung his legs over the side of the bed, alert.

His long strides brought him over to her in no time, and he gently gripped her forearms and leant down to look at her face. “What’s wrong?”

She chuckled dryly. “Am I that transparent?”

“A bit.” He nodded, kneeling down so he was closer to eye level with her. Instead of asking again, he looked in to her eyes imploringly.

It was clear that simply seeing her upset made him sad too.

Darling sighed and cast her gaze to the side, unable to meet his puppy dog eyes.

“It’s one of those days, is all. I’ve been sitting by myself in my room all day, the same as I’ve always done when I feel upset for no reason, wallowing and crying alone. And… it… I, um…” She was suddenly embarrassed. “For the first time, I had the thought that I wanted to not be alone like that. That I had, like, someone I actually wanted to comfort me, y’know.”

Beel blinked. “Me?”

She nodded. “Yeah.” Her hands found their way to the hem of her cardigan and fiddled with it nervously. “Sorry if I’m bothering you, but I was actually hoping to ask you for a favor.”

He smiled and ran his large hands up and down the length of her arms soothingly. “You’re not a bother to me, Darling, never. What’s the favor?”

She took a breath. “Could you eat me? For a little bit, please? I want to be close to you, and it’s really warm and soft and nice.”

His smile widened, and he nodded. “’Course, I’d be glad to.” He leaned forward to put the protective spell on her.

He stood back up to his full height and took her hands in his own, guiding them up to his mouth.

It never took Beel long to eat, so it was practically no sooner than he did that that Darling found herself curled up safely in his gut.

It really was ironic how heavenly the inside of a demon could feel.

Beel gazed at his middle softly, kneading his fingers into it.

It never failed to make him feel good when he was able to keep safe the people he loved, and holding Darling like this created a special type of warmth in him.

 Belphegor

Belphie yawned, making his way through the halls of the House of Lamentation.

It was pretty late, but not terribly; it was a safe bet for Darling to still be awake at this time.

So he knocked on her door, and his suspicion was confirmed when he heard movement through it.

But what did surprise him was that instead of opening the door right away like normal, she talked from behind it. “Hello?”

He couldn’t tell if her voice really sounded weird or if it was only because of the door. “It’s me, Darling, can I come in?”

Silence.

“Darling?” He questioned.

“U-Uh, I’m a bit busy right now, could you come back later?”

“You’re busy? At this hour?” Something was definitely off.

He tried the door handle, and it was unlocked; however as soon as he tried to open it, Darling quickly grabbed it and pushed back.

“Really, I need to be alone right now is all. Everything’s fine! Like I said I’m… busy.”

“Busy, sure.” Darling could try and keep the door closed, but she wasn’t nearly as physically strong as a demon. Belphie gave a more forceful push on the door and it swung open, Darling scrambling back to avoid getting hit by it.

Even though she turned her face away the second he stepped in to avoid looking him in the eyes, he still saw it.

Tears, drying on her cheeks and still damp around her red eyes.

He stared at her, his hand still gripping the door knob.

She gave an entirely unconvincing laugh. “Okay, okay, you caught me. I was watching some videos on my D.D.D and came across a really sad one. I knew you’d think it was silly so that’s why I hadn’t opened the door.

“Yeah?” He stepped forward, closing the door and crossing his arms while he leaned against it. “What was it about?”

“Homeless kittens.”

“That does sound sad; you should show it to me.”

“Oh, sorry, I already exited out of it and I forget what the actual title was-“

“You’re pretty good at coming up with lies on the spot, huh.”

She deflated, shoulders slumping.

“Want to tell me what the real reason is?” He asked.

She startled fiddling with her hands. “It really is dumb.”

“Nothing that can make you cry is dumb; now out with it.”

“It’s dumb because there really is no reason. Nothing, like, happened, all it was is I was sitting on my bed and started feeling sad, and anxious, and all these thoughts kept coming at me and,” She sighed. “and I couldn’t help but start crying.”

Belphie hummed, listening to what she said. She started getting even more anxious as the silence started to stretch after she finished. “Look, I-“

His arms draped over her shoulders, and he hugged her against himself. “It’s okay.” He said.

It took a couple seconds, but she returned his hug, and he could feel the few fresh tears that squeezed out of her.

His cheek rested on the top of her head. “Do you want to talk about it at all?”

She shook her head, pulling back some. “No, not really, not right now, sorry. Honestly, all I want to do is be able to relax for even a little bit, but when I get in these moods I never seem able to.” She looked dejected, but then he could see an idea spring up behind her eyes.

“What?” He asked.

“It’s nothing, it’s dumb.”

“You should really learn to stop saying that about yourself.” He stepped back, hands planted on her shoulders, and leaned down to look at her. “What is it?”

Her eyes kept flicking from his to somewhere off to the side. “Well, would you mind, like, helping me relax?”

“How?”

She paused. “By eating me?”

“You… actually want me to…?”

“You can say no, but it is really comfy and I always feel nice when you guys do that, so I thought maybe it would help me now too. What do you think?”

“Mm, yeah, I’m fine with that.” He smiled. More than fine with the idea, honesty.

After putting the spells on her, he picked her up and walked over to her bed.

“Thank you, Belphie.” She said.

“Trust me, it’s my pleasure, really.” He ruffled her hair with a few fingers.

His lips closed around her shoulders, and he tilted his head back to swallow her, letting her small body slide deep into him.

He yawned once he felt her curl up inside him, rubbing a hand against his slightly protruding stomach. Having such a pleasantly full stomach always made him so tired.

He sank back against Darling’s mattress; surely she wouldn’t mind if he crashed here tonight.

They talked a little bit longer, before Darling relaxed enough to fall asleep. Even still, he kept rubbing circles into her, his motions only slowing when he too fell asleep, curled protectively around his stomach.

 Simeon

He’d texted Darling not long ago, asking if she was free and if she’d like to pay him a visit at Purgatory Hal.

Not only was it his duty as an angel to look out for humans, but he was also fond of Darling herself, and he wanted to talk about something he’d been noticing for a while now.

He’d told her to not worry about knocking and to come right in when she got there, so soon she was interrupting his thoughts by poking her head through the door. “Knock knock.” She said, smiling.

“Darling, nice to see you.” He smiled radiantly at her, waving a hand to call her forward.

She closed the door behind her and crossed to the desk he was sitting at, leaning her hip against it. “So, is something up? What’d you call me over for?”

“Am I not allowed to simply wish to see you?”

“Ah, well, I guess, but sounded like there was more than that.”

He chuckled. “Sharp. Yes, there is something I wanted to talk about; how are you feeling?”

“How am I feeling?”

“Yes; you see, you already know I’ve been paying attention to you, it’s only natural given what you are and where we are, and I want to make sure you’re faring well. The thing is, I can tell that you’ve got a lot of trouble and worry blanketing your soul. Is everything alright with your school work? With those brothers? Is there anything you wish to talk about?”

She seemed stunned. “I, uh, everything going alright; I’m getting good grades and the brothers are really nice to me, a lot of people are nice to me now that they’ve gotten used to having a human around. Things… things are great.”

“But there is something weighing on you even still. Here.” He took her hand and guided her over to a couch that sat in the corner, sitting with bother her hands held in both of his. “Talk to me, I promise to do my best to guide you.”

“It’s really not anything to concern yourself about.” His eyes continued to watch her, and she sighed, taking a moment to collect her thoughts. “I’ve always had a few mental health problems, even before coming here, so feeling like this isn’t new to me. But lately, I’ve been really feeling the pressure of my position. I feel like so many people are watching me, needing me to perform exceptionally, and that any mistake on my part would be a great disappointment. It’s like I’m drowning in everything, and I’ve been trying so hard no to show it to anyone, especially the brothers, because either it would worry them or make them disappointed that I can’t handle this better, and I’m not sure which is worse.”

He rubbed his thumbs along her knuckles. “People have their own expectations, certainly, but it is not up to you to live up to those at the cost of yourself. And as for hiding this, I promise you that you have many people in your corner who support you and want you to be able to trust them, because once you do then they can help you. You are much loved, Darling.”

He only let go of one of her hands to use his thumb to wipe at the tear rolling out of her eye.

“Thank you, Simeon, I appreciate that.”

“Of course, dear. Now, I’d say it’d do you some good to find something that relaxes you; perhaps I could even help you. Tell me, what makes you feel safe?”

She bit her lip, shifting in her seat. “I do have one idea, but I’m not sure you’d be willing to.”

“You won’t know for sure unless you ask.”

“True. Do you remember how a little bit ago, how you ate me?”

“Ah, yes, how could I forget.” He smiled.

She blushed. “Right. I was really surprised at how different it felt from when the demons do it, your stomach feels like being wrapped in sunshine itself.

Simeon laughed. “Thank you for the compliment. So, you’d like me to do that again, then?”

She nodded. “Only if it wouldn’t bother you; I’d hate for you to feel obligated because you feel like you have to help me.”

“It’s not bothersome at all; I quite enjoyed the experience, and I was hoping to get the chance again. Come closer.”

He used magic to shrink her, the protection spell unnecessary as an angel’s body physically couldn’t harm her.

“You can stay as long as you’d like, Darling. I hope this can help to ease your worries and make you feel better.”

He set her gently atop his tongue and closed his mouth, swallowing.

He rubbed his palm against the small bump he could see through his clothes and started humming a song from the celestial realm to her, letting it add to the naturally soothing symphony of his body.

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Bodyguard  Chapter Five When Darkness Turns to Light

Previously:

"David, please!" He slid on the pavement to your side, and as soon as he saw the blood, he took his phone out and called for backup. "It's alright, love. I'm right here." It's funny that in a moment like this the thing that you noticed was how his accent got thicker the more upset he was. Or how he could pull himself together and seem like he was in complete control one minute and the next minute when he thought no one was looking, he would take in stuttering breathe and try to compose himself. The ambulance arrived, and they lifted you in the back and David took your hand. You were in and out while he tried to keep you awake with talking to you.

"Come now, love. Tell me about your morning. Yeah?" You tried to laugh at his silly inquiry but it hurt too much. "I was stabbed, dummy." His facial expression was pained and he brought your red stained hand to his lips. "Before that, angel." You tried to think of something to say instead of sleeping.

"Look in my bag, please tell me you grabbed it." He looked around my his feet and found your purse that someone put in the back. He opened it with one hand and pulled out the papers and looked at you with pure confusion. "I don't understand, love." You gave him a tired smile.

"They're signed. She signed them for you." His face was one of relief, and he sighed but put them back in your bag as everything flooded his thoughts. "You snuck out to get her to sign these? But how? Why?" You shot him a lazy shrug.

"I gave her an offer she couldn't refuse." You did your best Godfather impression and giggled, and he knew you it was from the blood loss and leaned forward to press a chaste kiss to your forehead. "Hold tight, love. Almost there." It felt like it was too much right then to stay awake even with him before you. You closed your eyes and started to drift off. "Wait, love, please don't go. Stay with me."

That was the last thing you remembered before the darkness consumed you. .....

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The black abyss. That was what you called it, and you had been there for what felt like ages. You could feel your body ache on a whole new level, and the only person in your mind that kept replaying was David, images of you and him. The last one was the most haunting.

If the darkness wasn't enough to drive you mad, the silence was, it was deafening. You could feel your body emit tears, but that was it. You could only feel, you felt when someone would hold your hand, and you hoped it was David's but, to be honest, you had no idea. You were confined with this feeling, and you cursed yourself and your lame body for failing you. You were trapped in your own body.

When you finally heard the monitors beeping and a flash of white light flooding in and blinding, you were relieved. "Tom, she's awake." You recognized the voice as Charlotte and tried to sit up but gasped at the sharp pain, no doubt from you stab wound. "D-David? Where is he?" Your voice sounded foreign, even to you. It was raspy from the lack of use, and Tom quickly was beside you with some water and a soft smile. "Here, love." He held it to your noticeable chapped lips and you drank a bit, soothing the burn of your dry throat.

"David, where is he?" You looked around the room while  Tom looked at Charlotte. "Darling, will you go get the doc and tell him she's awake?" She nodded, and you were judging his face. You could read him like a book, and something went down, and you weren't going to like it, now was not the time to play with you. "What the fuck is going on, Hardy?" He looked at you with a smirk but then remembered what he had to tell you, and it instantly dropped.

"In surgery you flatlined, and he lost it. They were able to bring you back but it was like a flip switched, and he was back in the military, love. He hasn't come back. Last I spoke with him it was today when he called to see if you were awake. He's been going to his contacts and beating down doors trying to find Max. It- it hasn't been pretty." You tried to steady your breathing. "Give me your phone." He looked at you perplexed but handed it over without question.

You called David and maintained your breathing careful not to let you heartrate spike signaling the nurses. You were determined to make this call and get through it without before having the phone taken from you. "Tom. Is she alright??" He was out of breath and sounded worse for the wear, but it was him, and you were pissed.

Hell hath no fury.

"Sargeant David Budd. Where in the fuck are you?" The only sound that could be heard was Tom's slight snicker and the slightly elevated beeping of your monitor. "Love. Is that you? Are you awake?"

You scoffed, and it was clear that you were unapologetically livid. "Yes. I am very much conscious and alert. In quite a bit of pain, and certainly livid to the fact that you are not here. Please tell me why you have absconded from your principles side? I'd very much like to know that right fucking now?" Tom's eyes were the size of saucers as your heart rate was now picking up at an alarming rate and the doctor had now entered the room.

"I'm happy to see you are awake Ms. Y/L/N. But you need to hang up the phone right now. Your heart rate is distressingly high." You rolled your eyes. "I will be with you in a moment doctor and not a second sooner." Your tone was that of a mother speaking to a disobedient child and the doctor was immediately silenced.

Your attention was turned back to the certain sergeant that had pissed you off. "Love, I had some things to attend to. You are in good hands; I left you with Tom." You laughed humorlessly. "The fully trained hands that I should be in are yours. Now, the only words that need to be spoken out of your mouth are that you will be here is shortly. Is that understood?"

He cleared his throat. "Yes, ma'am."

"Good. If I hear of you trying to track him down on your own again, there will be hell to pay." With that, you hung up the phone and handed it to a smirking Tom who just stared at you as did the rest of the silent room.

"I apologize that everyone had to see me that way, but someone needed a firm talking to get their head straight. Doctor if you would please." Your heart rate returned to normal, and he informed you that you indeed flatlined and needed several blood transfusions. You had been out for three days but would make a full recovery, all in all, you were a very blessed woman. CCTV had gotten images of him, and they were plastered all across the city in efforts to get Max, and you would be released to David tomorrow. That is if the MPD didn't get word of his extracurricular activities.

After the doctor left, you pleaded for Tom and Charlotte to take leave, and they eventually did when you reminded them that David would be there soon.

When David burst through the doors, he went straight to your bed, but you weren't there. You had taken a shower and changed into a clean satin nightgown. "Love?" You opened the door and found him in the middle of your room looking frantic and lost. He was bruised and broken, and your heart shattered at the appearance of him.

"David? What the hell happened to you?" The hardness of your voice to get him here was long forgotten as he enveloped you gently in his arms. "I got in a few rounds, love. I'm sorry. I lost it when you ...died. I fuckin went mental." You pushed him away and looked at his face, tracing over the butterfly stitches with your light touches, he flinched a few times but remained stoic.

You glared at him as you ran your hands down his chest and he looked down ashamed. You pulled his shirt up and took his bruised ribs and torso. You took in a hard gasp and released the fabric, walking away with tears in your eyes.

A broken sob came out. "How could you? You could've died. What would I have done? I would've woken up to a world without--you." His shoulders set back from their earlier collapsed position.

"You mean like how I almost had to live when you carelessly snuck out of the house on me? This never would've happened had you stayed with me." He was furious, and you could hear it in his tone. He was right, but you had done it for him.

"I did it so that you could be free of Vicky." He took a few steps closer to you with his jaw set. "I never asked you to do that. I would've gladly stayed married to her if that ensured your safety." Your eyes swelled at his statement, and he dropped his hands at his sides in defeat.

"I didn't mean it like that, love." He took a step closer as a nurse came in. "Ms. Y/L/N your heart rate is elevated again. You need to calm down. Sir, I think you may need to leave."

"No, I am her security detail. I will stay, thank you." His eyes never left you and his voice calm but stern to the nurse. "I-I think you should leave, Sargeant Budd. Apparently, the job is more important than you and me. You can do that from the hallway." Your tears fell over and onto your cheeks as he stood there. You could see the battle raging on whether to go to you or to follow your orders. He did the former and took a step, and you put your hand up. "Please, go." Your weak weeping crushed him, and after a moment he went to the hallway and stood, trying to figure out how to right his wrong.

You knew he was right, but you were surprisingly exhausted from having slept for three days. Awaking to find your love gone rogue searching for random vengeance was straight out of a romance novella, and it made your head spin. You were pissed that he endangered his life but how was it any different from protecting you on a daily basis? He had every right to be furious with you for sneaking out on him to speak with Vicky, but you couldn't apologize for that only for being so reckless in your way of executing it. There were far better ways of accomplishing it, but it was done now. There was no going back and now you could only move forward.

When your thoughts settled it was on the fact that no matter what you do he would always choose the job of keeping you safe over your relationship. Would he ever see you as more than that? Would he ever be able to differentiate the two? When he said that he would happily stay married to the shrew if it meant that you would be safe, it nauseated you.

You awoke with a strangled scream from your throat, and your skin was slick with sweat. As you looked around the dark room, you only hear the accelerated beeping from the heart rate monitor which you ripped off of you just making it worse and setting off an alarm. David busted through the door and to your side with nurses following. "Ma'am, you have to keep the monitor on." You looked up at her with a murderous glare. "I will stay here but not with that on. If you put it back I will check myself out." David nodded to the flustered nurse who hastily took her leave and he knelt beside the bed.

"Talk to me, love." You ran frustrated hands through your hair refusing to look at him. "He was here. It was just a bad dream." He hesitated but then took your hand. "You're safe. I-I'm sorry that you don't feel like it, but I'll do whatever I can to make it so." You remained silent, and he took that as a reason to take his leave.

You grabbed his hand before he could get too far away. "S-stay." He stared down at you, and you could finally see that through the trials and fights the past few days he also had barely slept. "Okay." He response was barely a whisper. You paused presuming he was going to climb into the bed with you, but instead, he went to lay on the couch. "No. With me." He closed his eyes and then slowly walked next to you. Taking off his sweatshirt and shoes, he climbed carefully into bed with you. "Is this okay, love? Are you comfortable?" You adjusted his arm behind your head and laid on his chest, so your wound was facing out and nestled in. "Yes. I'm comfortable."  Almost as if muscle memory and second nature you finger found his chest hair, running lazy circles across the planes of his heart.

"You know I adore you more than anything. What I said earlier was ..wrong. I was an ass. I didn't mean to hurt you I just get so blinded by keeping you safe that I would do anything to ensure that, love. It nearly fucking killed me, seeing you there. So weak and broken. Thank you for what you did but please, please. For the love----don't put yourself in harms way again." He was trying to hold back his tears at this point for you.  You looked up and supported yourself on his chest.

"I won't do it again. I'm sorry, David. I love you, and I fucked up but don't go head hunting again. You were rash with your life, and I can't have that. You need to be careful, for me." He nodded and leaned in kissing you with the emotion of the last days. It was tentative at first from the fight but became more aggressive as his tongue licked over your bottom lip, asking for permission. You readily gave it; your body was aching for anything he was able to give. After a few moments you two broke away for air he ran his calloused thumb across your lip. "Rest, lovely. We'll be home soon enough."

When you woke the next morning, you were far more than ready to go home, and it felt like discharge was taking forever. Finally, David stepped in and sped it up before they saw the other side of you again.

When you both eventually walked out of the hospital, it was hand in hand and into an SUV. "Love, we're going to my place for the time being." You looked at him for a moment. "What about my things." He kissed your hand. "I had Charlotte pack some personals and dropped them off. Whatever we don't have you can buy them. It's fine, love."

When he brought you up to his flat, it was nice, minimal and masculine. He seemed so exposed and vulnerable while you walked around, taking it all in. You saw pictures of Charlotte, Tom and him up all over but very few of anyone else. He cleared his throat to break you of your analysis. "Um-So yeah. Make yourself at home. I'll just get us some tea going?" You nodded and continued to wander around the bachelor pad as he watched you. "How long will we be here?"

You heard dishes clanking in the background as you took in the beautiful view of the park. " Um, not sure, love. I'm sorry. I know this isn't what you are used to. It's not--" You turned around and walked over to his slightly embarrassed face. His flat was modest and simple compared to yours, but you loved it because it was his. You pulled yourself up on the countertop next to him and clutched his shirt, tugging him between your legs. "I love it here. It's like our personal hideaway from the world, and I asked because I feel protected here and I don't want to leave." He gave you a small yet sincere smile and wrapped his arms around your waist as your phone rang and you shook. "Don't answer it, David." He reached for it against your wishes and picked it up, only accepting the call but not saying hello.

"You fucking bitch. Tell your bloodhound I'm going to kill you both now."

David's jaws clenched. "You have to go through me to get to her, and that won't fucking happen, mate. You couldn't even do the job the first time, to which that I am grateful for. I get to thank you that I get to make love to my woman again because you're a royal fuck up, yea?" You gasped at his anger and crudeness as his grip on you hip tightened.

"You don't know who you are fucking with, Sargeant Budd." David laughed at Max's attempt at a threat. "Yea, I do.  A spoiled little rich kid who couldn't seal the deal with his crush, so he fucks around and creeps up on her. You can't even do that right, asshole. So do us a favor and just turn yourself in and get this over with because if I get my hands on you, your dead. I will beat. You. To. Death for touching her. Do you understand me? It's me who gives out the threats, not you." The line went dead with that. His whole demeanor had shifted during the call and sent shivers down your spine and sent your blood cold. In any other life, he would scare you. However, with him on your side, well that was a different story. At this point though you were wondering what in the hell was going on his in head.

"What in the hell, David?" He boxed you in as you tried to scramble down. "He's not getting to you, love. I need to get a rise out of him, so he loses any upper hand he thinks he had and makes a mistake. He's a fool and we are this close to catching him. I won't lose you, not again." His speech was passionate, and when he was done, he crashed his lips to yours and pulled you towards the end of the counter. His height and the countertop were perfect levels for his hard-on to press against your clothed core prompting you to moan at the feel of him. "I can't touch you like that, love. Not yet. I don't want to hurt you anymore." You ignored his whispered denials as you sucked on his throat and ran your hands up into his hair and pulled, winning you a strangled moan from the well-disciplined man.

You unbuttoned his shirt as he watched you with lust filled and perceptive eyes. "Love?" You smirked but only continued, nipping and kissing his chest and collarbone. "Touch me please, David." You pleaded in a hushed tone. He growled as his fingers found your wet folds. "Ahh fuck it. Tell me if I hurt you." You enthusiastically nodded as you undid the buttons on his form-fitting jeans and pushed them down just far enough to spring his hard cock free, hitting his toned stomach. He lifted your ass and pulled your panties down while peppering every bit of bare skin he could find with kisses from his swollen lips.

In one swift motion, he was inside of you, and both of you moaned in absolute pleasure and satisfaction at having each other again, staying in the position with foreheads together and reveling in it. "Fuck, you feel so good around me baby." You hummed in response and grabbed the muscled globes of his ass pushing him deeper inside of you, gasping at the feeling. He began to set a pace that both of you appreciated and was safe for your stitches. All you could hear were your moans mixed with kisses and skin. David would praise you and you him, bringing both of you closer to the precipice of sheer rapture.

"Cum, love. Around my cock." You bit on his shoulder, knowing that was his favorite spot of pleasure and pain mingled. He began to pound harder into you, and your walls fluttered around his cock. "Cum inside me, David. Please. I need you baby. Hard and deep." He growled and both of you saw stars at the same time, clinging onto one another.

With heaving breaths and sweaty skin, he held you in the kitchen. "That was much better than any tea you could've made." He snorted and laughed into the crook of your neck. This was not the ideal relationship but you were genuinely in love and with him and fuck it...you would get through it. One way or another.

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Spider-Keith (Voltron AU Reader Insert) Part 1

"Would you stop staring?" Keith asked sounding annoyed at my lack of a response and staring in shock after showing me that he had mother-trucking Ceiling crawling abilities! Probably not as cool sounding as it looks (plus I'm sure he can climb other things too!)

"What else am I supposed to do? You are sticking to the ceiling! That's not normal" He frowned as he climbed back down to stand in front of me glaring down at me.

"Because of you and I want you to fix it" I blinked from confusion...

"What do you mean because of me? What did I do?" I don't recall doing anything that would make my best friend gain the ability to climb shit you wouldn't normally be able to climb.

"Do you not remember the spider you bought over to my place?".... My brows frowned.

"You mean Kevin?"  I've brought over a LOT of spiders to his house just so I could show off the little cuties I was able to get my hands on but Kevin was my most recent so I figured that's who he meant.

"Who else!" He raised his voice, "Somehow he got out and into my bed and bit me, and next thing I know I'm like this" As he gestured his arms to his body I looked over to my left wall that was covered in random fandom poster of various shows I watch before shifting them back to his angry form.

"Uhh, I don't think that's possible... in comics sure  but I don't think a spider's bite can give someone the ability to climb things in reality" That's just not how things work if it were I would have cat powers from all the times my cat scratched or nip me but I don't.

"Then how do you explain this?" He waited to hear what I would say but I don't know what I could? It had to have been something else like maybe he ate something maybe the government is testing something and they used it on...him... for... okay maybe not that one.

That one was nice sounding before I thought it out more and now it just sounds stupid but not as stupid as a spider granting power bite.

"I don't know" I shrugged," but I doubt it's from a spider bite..." Right?

"Where did you get Kevin?"

"From my house, I found him crawling around on the wall and I caught him" I also noticed that he had strange color patterns and didn't look like any spider I've seen before so I tried looking him up but found nothing.

So I kinda thought that maybe I might have discovered a new species went over to Keith's house to show it off and then I lost him somehow...

"Your house? Are you sure?" I nodded before rolling my eyes.

"Yes I'm sure" How would I forget that? His frown deepen as he started pacing so I decided to re-ask my first question when he first showed up.

"So where are your glasses?" He raised his brow , sighing.

"(Y/n) seriously not important"  

"Yeah it is, you're blind as fuck without them and you don't like contacts so how did you ride your bike here and not die?" He shrugged still not as hung up about as me.

"I don't care, maybe it's another side effect from the bite but that's not what's important, what's important is how do I go back to normal?" Why is he asking me? How in the hell would I know? I'm not some science chick that knows how to take away spider crawling better eye-sight sciences.

"Okay hold on a sec" I went reaching under my bed where my comic/manga storage cases were and fished out a few to see what I could use.

Just how was this going to help? fudge if I know but if he wants to believe a spider bite did this then we need comic and manga knowledge to help us out here since it's basically the same logic behind it all right?

"What are you doing?" Keith not looking amused at all at my sudden comic reading but I literally can't think of any other way to help without consulting an adult which he is 100% against for some reason cause he doesn't want them to 'freak out'.

"I'm trying to find a clue any clue that could help me help you but honestly all these are telling me is that your uncle needs to die and you need to suit up....problem is your uncle is already six feet under so I got nothing" Bad joke I know it's a real bad joke to be making right now especially since my friend is probably not in the mood but I didn't know what else to say.....

"...... you aren't taking this seriously" Keith did his signature scowl he always does when I'm not taking something serious enough or something along the lines.

"I'm sorry... I just" I sighed as I sat the comic down (thanks a lot comic for offering nothing useful!), "I just don't know how to help you and I'm still finding it reaaaaaally hard to believe that Kevin's bite could do something like this but I know you wouldn't lie about this so either I'm wrong and Kevin is some kind of special power granting spider species or it really was something else" 

"But what? What could have done this?" I tried to think about anything that could have possibly do this but all I keep going back to is the government theory.

"....I'm sorry" I snapped my head up confused as to why Keith was apologizing all of a sudden? What does he have to be sorry for?

"I came here acting kind of like a douche and dropped all of this on you and..... I don't know expected you to have answers for some reason when honestly I just wanted to talk to someone about this... and now it's stressing you out" He sighed as he slumped against my wall sliding down it till he was sitting on my floor (which apparently not sure if he noticed but there was a sock under him...one of mines I tossed off when it got too hot when I was sleeping). 

"Keith it's fine, besides isn't that kind of our thing? You put up with my lame attempts at humor or more like my lame attempts with anything really and I put up with your titude" Case and point another lame attempt at trying anything from yours truly. 

I'm honestly glad he's my friend, my best friend to be exact (and kind of my only friend) so if he needs my help with this then I want to do it so goddamn much I just need to think how can I be of help?

"Well what should we do to fix this? If we can't tell the adults just how do you want to go about this then?" Keith still sitting on my floor sighed as he shrugged.

"I don't know... we literally  have nothing to go on except for me thinking that the cause is the bite since I was fine before I got bite and now I'm not and you don't know where the spider came from, you only know that you found it crawling around your house.... that's not a lot.. that's hardly anything" I could tell that he was getting upset over our lack of knowledge on this situation and I get that.

I would be too and I kinda am already. "Okay we gotta Sherlock Holmes this and just go with what we do know and what we know is.....the spider was in my house...maybe that's something? Wait no we know that the spider is at your house at least it was when it bite you so let's go look for it there" With nothing better planned Keith agreed so we hopped on our bikes and rode our butts over to his place.

His parents were at work so we had nothing to worry about there as we got to searching.... but there was a tiny problem his house was kinda trashed in a sense since I was last here to be more specific his room was, it was like a hurricane came through which is just weird...

"Well how did you think I found out about this" He gestured his left hand to his right referring to how sticky (that's what I'm calling) it gets so he can climb things.

"I didn't think you trashed your room upon discovering it" Aw he even broke the stupid picture frame I made him when we were like five (going on six for him)....

"Can we start looking" I nodded still slightly broken hearted about the frame as we got to searching  high and low for the little bugger and as luck would have it we actually found it sadly though it was dead.

"Is that a good or bad thing?... I mean it's kinda sad for me cause I like spiders so seeing his dead little body is not the best but it was possibly the reason you are like this and anything that messes with my friends are scum but at the same time I'm not sure if we needed it alive?" And I'm rambling Keith please be a friend and shut me up...pls?

"I....don't know probably good..might make easier to study" I hummed as I nodded my head before asking the question that was running through my head when he said 'study'.

"Uh-huh sooooo then you know how exactly we need to study it and what to look out for?" Keith shook his head as he placed it's dead body carefully into my spider cage that I originally had it in.

"No, I thought you might since you were, you know the spider expert" I now shook my head as I did a kind of a huff ish type thing while crossing my arms.

"I'm an expert compared to you but I'm not like some spider wizard, I only know what I looked up which is just some trivia here and there along with whatever peaked my interest about them" I like spiders I do but not enough to be like well a spider expert on them (yeah that was the best I could think of).

"Great" 

"We could take it to someone who probably does know what to do?" Keith shook his head at my suggestion in disagreement.

"That would mean I'd have to tell them in order for them to know what to look for anyway" Damn it!

"Okay well then let's hold onto until we figure it out cause I have no other ideas" Maybe paying attention in science class would have came in handy.... 

"Sounds good" With the Kevin's body in our possession we then tried to figure what to do next? I tried to think of what I could do or what Keith could do to help with his situation.

"Oh Keith wait a sec" He stopped what he was doing as I went back to his room to grab his glasses and handed it to him, he looked at them confusingly.

"I don't need them anymore, my eyesight is fine now" 

"I just think maybe it would be weird if all of a sudden you don't need these when just yesterday you were blinder than Stevie Wonders" 

"With my new eyesight these will make me blinder than Stevie wonders so no" He pushed them back but I still kept insisting upon it.

It's going to raise questions and yes he could lie about having contacts but what if they want proof or something? It might be a bit troublesome to go through idk maybe no one will care?

"Will find some way around it like maybe get you some fake but realistic looking ones? I don't know"  He sighed in defeat placing them on his face like I wanted but he looked really uncomfortable which just made me feel weird about it so I took them off.

"Yeah nevermind, it will be a dead giveaway with the faces you keep making might as well not wear them and go with the contacts story or something" 

"There's no way my Mom's going to believe that though"  Uh shoot...... she is a tough one to fool.

"Okay then let's get some clear lens"  We went to a store I was checking out and tried to find ones that would pass for his old ones I found some that looked like his but a different color....

"We could paint them?" I nodded my head.

"That works" I was the one to buy them because and you probably won't believe this but one of our classmates was working here part time why is that a problem? He might be suspicious as to why Keith was buying fake glasses so I did it instead should be no questions why I was doing it.... right?

"Hey I know you!" The tall male exclaimed cheerfully as he recognized me and I just awkwardly nodded my head not really sure if I should say anything but I did anyway.

"Yep" Was yep the right thing to say or did I make this weird? Nah it's fine....

Awkward silence great, greaaaaaat, but what would be super great is if he would just ring me up already but it looks like the machine is having problems which is... just... super. 

"Hey Hunk are you on break yet?" GREAT ANOTHER CLASSMATE! I happily cheered in my head for this gracious reunion outside of class with not one but two classmates! And one of them is the self-proclaim rival of what exactly I don't know.... I mean one time Keith tried out for the swim team back in like middle school almost got on the team but decided it wasn't for him so Lance got put on instead. 

So you would think their rivalry would stop there but nope for some reason that neither I nor Keith understand Lance just keeps pushing for something that's not there to begin with.

I mean is it really a rivalry if the other person has zero interest?  

"What's Keith's girlfriend doing here?" G-girlfriend!? He thinks Keith and I are ewwww god no! 

"Whoa hold it! I'm not Keith's girlfriend!" Lance taken back a little before replying back.

"Uh okay...it's just that you guys are always together and you were even there to cheer him on in tryouts back in middle school so I just kinda assumed" 

"You and Hunk hang out all the time and you two aren't dating....unless you are..?" They quickly jumped in replying back that they weren't.

"What no we're not!" I raised my hands as I backed off though I really wasn't up on it in the fast place I just didn't want to assume like a certain someone (we all know who I'm talking about).

"Okay...." I turned back to Hunk, "is the register working now?" 

"Huh? Who right yeah I got it working" I paid for the glasses and left as fast as I could as not to get dragged into a conversation. 

Keith and I went back to his place and got to fixing up those glasses and voila a perfect look-alike, damn I'm good and now no one will know the wiser. 

"Are we good now?" 

"Wha, Keith yes you act like this was a pain?" 

"It kinda was though" I personally feel attacked right now and unappreciated. 

"Well you didn't have to go through the trouble of human contact and fixing these things up like your old ones so you don't know true pain" I was in that store longer than I would have liked. 

....."Are your wrist okay?" I asked after seeing him rub them for like the sixth time today and it's kinda worrying cause he has this pained look but he fights it so I won't notice unfortunately for him I did.

"Yeah their fine, don't worry" Don't worry? Why do people say that? Like do they honestly think that the person they say it to will be like "oh sure if you say so, I mean you don't look fine but you said don't worry so it be cool" like what the heck! No!

If that person cares about you a stupid don't worry isn't going to make them magically stop worrying ESPECIALLY IF YOU SHOW NOTHING BUT THINGS FOR THEM TO WORRY ABOUT! Case and point; you constantly rubbing your wrist like your in pain and that's where it's originating from.

I bite my lip as I could feel myself just fuming and working up all the stuff I want to say but I just don't know how but as my crap ass luck would have it my MOM CALLED! And you are required by child law to answer any and all calls from your Mother less you face her wrath when you get home.

I sighed as I bought the phone to my ear and answered the stupid call. "Yes Mom?" Dang it she wants me home looks like I have to lecture Keith later.

"I gotta go..." He nodded seeming totally fine that I was going home and I'm not sure if this should have but it kind of bothered me (stupid right?), why should it bother me? I mean like this isn't the first time I went home cause ya know I live there obviously I would have to go back eventually.

But I...actually I really don't know what I wanted him to do so how can I expect him to do it? Doesn't matter, I grabbed my bag and Kevin's home and left. 

While Keith did whatever, when I got home Mom had dinner ready and told me to go wash up, like the good dau wait no like the great daughter that I am I went to do just as I was told before eating the dinner my Mother so lovingly slaved over a hot stove to make.

But right after I was finished I went searching up everything I could about spiders some more and tried even harder to find Kevin but to no such luck....

I was getting pretty desperate so I went on a very trustworthy nerd blog I followed because why the heck not nerds are smart and I was hoping to perhaps absorb some of that nerdy-smarty intelliagence (And I totally didn't follow it because the dude's profile pic is like the cutest looking spider I've EVER SEEN!) and after that weird ass sentence I just made I'm sure you can see that I really need it.

(ThatWeirdGirlInTheBackground122): Hey sorry to bother you but um how well would you say you know spiders? Like on a scale of 1-10? 10 obviously being the highest and the most anyone can know about Spiders?

(TheManWithABlogAboutSpiders): Uh....a 9...maybe? I feel like there's always something to learn so I am going with a 9...

(ThatWeirdGirlInTheBackground122):.....yeah that's good

(ThatWeirdGirlInTheBackground122): So listen I have a question and it would be greaaaaat if you can answer it oh and thanks for actually replying back on your pm really awesome of you to do so *Thumbs up emoji*

(TheManWithABlogAboutSpiders): No problem, so what's your question?

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hello,theory anon here! happy to see you're ok!please don't apologize for not replying instantly,any amount of time it takes is fine!i also don't reply instantly bc sometimes i feel like it takes more energy than i have and i don't want to be lacking anything when i answer or not be able to properly think my answer through. i sometimes don't feel like i can't express myself well and trying to drains me sorta so i wanna be sure i can give it my all.. the point(!) is i get it and you don't (1/?)

(i’m sorry my reply is so long again i hope it’s ok if i write it under this read more cut !!)

struggle w/ it myself and it means a lot to see you pushing through it,you're really..wow! i read this and it gave me strength, your honesty is appreciated and not something to apologize for so thank you!and you're right!every single mbb is important and it's really great everyone's doing their best and it's cheesy but it's true that any amount of love someone can give is enough. i remember ck's fansign note when a fan said they felt guilty for not having $$ for an album and he wrote: (3/??)„love>money. I love u“ and :''') he's right! about their schedule..honestly it's motivating and inspiring for me but also i just want them to be healthy,it's really the most important thing and i worry they'll forget because even just me looking at a bit of their schedule is hectic so i can't imagine all they're doing,i can only hope they're taking good care! and pls!you're so incredibly sweet!i'm happy i didn't bore you and i'm so happy to see you replying (thank you and also pls remember (4/?)aware of the fact that you do this!brighten someone's day&give them strength!this is a mere fraction of what you do and that's so amazing!! you're amazing and i hope you know!you deserve all the gratitude i can express and honestly probably more,i'm so lucky and happy to have come across someone w/ such a beautiful heart and i'm also super glad you're here!!!!sorry for being cheesy and repetitive but it really means a lot:') anyway you're right about jealousy the more attention i pay to(5?6?/??)(6?7/?) detail the more i like it!and as for my fav mx song..:((( i love practically their entire discography and i wish i was exaggerating..if,however,someone was to hold a sword to my chest,i'd probably say miss you/tropical night/honestly/all in/unfair love/ill be there (me trying to narrow it down: so here's my top 100!:)) anyway yeah i agree any form of art is subjective and you did not sound stale it was very well said actually! also i've finally properly checked out each song and lost in(10/10?sorry this takes up a lot of time!!!) so i can only sympathize but! it's great you go for friendship!!! anyone you're friends w/ is incredibly lucky to have you!! and,to finally end my probably longest message ever (:// + you don't have to reply!),thank you for asking i'm kind of low on energy recently but rn i'm feeling better and you played a part honestly so thanks! again!💙💙 how are YOU?? i hope you're taking good care and doing ok and not forgetting to hydrate and eat greens💙💙💙💙

hi theory anon, i hope you are doing well !! big apologies for the late reply once again (i know you said not to apologise for this but...i'm sorry !!) i know what you mean abt wanting to reply properly so pls don't feel obliged to reply straight away. even if you take months to answer, i don't mind. take all the time you need. i'm also like this ! sometimes it takes me so long to respond bc i always want to write a reply that someone deserves. but also, we're all just human and we can't be at our best self 24/7 365. and communication, though we engage in it (almost) every day, is a super duper complex process between you and one or more people. and even though you try your absolute best to communicate whatever you're trying to express, it also depends on how the person(s) you are communicating with interprets that. and no matter what you do, you only have control over your part of communication and no control over anyone's reaction to that. anyway (i'll should prob stop here before i ramble on again), what i'm trying to say is that...sometimes it's just rly hard to reply so please don't be too harsh on yourself if you can't reply perfectly all the time (i'll try to be kinder to myself too). aww i.m is too sweet !! we don't deserve :-( mx are rly out there being so lovely :-( i'm rly happy that everyone's efforts came through and that jealousy won !!!! i'm so proud of them !!! and they looked so happy during their encore stage !! i hope they celebrated together afterwards !!! i hope they had a nice meal or smth ! kldfjksldfj i'm also being completely biased here but i don't think you're exaggerating i think they hav one of the most solid discographies tbh !!! and not to be a mbb but i never skip any of their songs bc i like all of them ! god ! how can i even ask a question to pick a fav song just like that when picking a fav song is unrealistic when it comes discography legends like monsta x ! again, you are too sweet and kind and i'm sorry bc i can rly think of nothing better to say other than thank you :-( ?? i can't believe that someone out there was kind enough to send this to me ??? i'm rly just dust but thank you for thinking abt me !!!! it's a nice feeling :( please don't apologise for being cheesy or repetitive !! the fact that you took the time out of your busy day to write out all of that for someone, i am so thankful :-( i feel like i'm undeserving of such a nice msg with so much thought and love put into it dfldkf thank you so much !!! more than me, you're the one who deserves all the kindness !! i hope you know that you're someone's strength and happiness too :-( you write all these lovely things to a stranger like me, but i also hope you know that you have so much kind and good qualities abt yourself too !! thank you for being you !! i think that anyone YOU are friends with is incredibly lucky to know you !!! thank you so much for making an irrelevant stranger like me feel so warm and loved ? i'm so sorry that you're feeling low on energy lately. i wish there was smth i can do to make you feel a little better. i hope that things will look up soon for you and i hope you're getting some rest :-( i hope you eat your greens and drink lots of water and get a good night’s sleep too. take all the time you need to reply or feel free not to reply at all. thank you so much for the messages !! until next time my friend, take care ❤️❤️

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Genji finding his s/o in their room alone about to break down from stress and he makes them, even if they don't want to, he makes them come relax with him. Just kinda chill and relax, maybe some hugs or cuddles please! (My life has gotten so stressful and I could use some fluff)

I hope you know, anon, my only wish is for you to be well. Well, actually, my wish is for everyone to be well and happy.

All Work and No Play (Drabble)

“No, just leave me alone.”

He had. For three days. Three days he hadn’t seen hair nor hide of you since you’ve decided to take it upon yourself to improve Athena’s security systems, revisiting and rewriting code. And this is the price you both had to pay.

“How can I leave you alone when you are–”

“Get out of here, Genji! I don’t want your bullshit philosophy! I want to work. Leave!” Genji could hear the hysteria slipping into your voice, and it whips him, stinging him sharply.

But a little bit of pain from your words is nothing to him; the physical and mental torture you’re forcing yourself through and the way you just want him to watch you hurt yourself this way is far more painful. He takes another few steps into the room, the door sliding closed behind him, trapping you both inside. You’re fidgeting too hard, practically tearing your lip apart with your teeth, your leg jiggling up and down violently. 

He puts a hand on your shoulder, a silent plea, and you shrug it off violently.

“I need to work—this isn’t done.” You keep typing, eyes wild and the surrounding skin too dark. “I can’t just leave it like this—get out, Genji!”

He answers curtly, arms crossed, “Not until you stop.”

You don’t dignify that with an answer, typing even more furiously as you seem to hit upon another spurt of inspiration or pure defiance. The words on the screen are barely comprehensible to him—lines and lines of shorthand and letters that barely pass as words, but will serve as the new backbone that’ll keep everyone in this base safe. Code for Athena to harden her security systems; it’s an important task that’s consumed much of your time and eaten into your sleep. Around you, documents and books are strewn about, cans of energy drinks litter the floor, your coffee mug dirty and lacking in coffee. Network diagrams, workflows, breakdown of code syntax surround you like a constant reminder bearing down—do your work.

The sight reminds him a little of his father who, after the death of his wife, threw himself into his work, always surrounded by advisers and data. Genji had resented him for it, acted out to regain his attention, but it wasn’t until many years later that he understands his father worked to protect him and his freedom from the oligarchy that sat behind him in the shadows.

Even though it’s for a good cause, he won’t stand by to watch you drive yourself well past the breaking point.

“I have warned you.”

You don’t turn around, not even sparing a moment to tear yourself away from the screen, but your brows furrow deeply. You know him well enough by now to know when he’s bluffing and when he’s serious.

In retaliation, you hunch over your keyboard, typing harder like it would implant you to the spot. You’re no match for the cyborg ninja who just hauls you out of your seat, bridal style.

You yelp, your fingers darting out to at least slam down the shortcut for ‘save’. 

“Genji!“

“Break time.” Despite your best efforts, he has no trouble keeping you in his grip.

The sight of your computer within a long stride’s reach, and your work, just once button’s press away from reappearing, calls out to you from Genji’s back. You twist, struggle, anything to get back to the lonely chair and desk.

But it’s all to no avail.

He brings you back to his room, passing by a curious Mei along the way, who giggles and gives you a thumbs up, which Genji returns, much to your irritation. You almost punch him in the head in retaliation; he dodges. 

Genji tosses you down onto his bed–it’s firm, and by the looks of it, rarely used. The implications are clear, but you’re too focused on trying to return to your work to care–the sting is settling into your eyes, and the inspiration for your code is quickly fading from your mind. You scramble to get up.  

He pushes you back down firmly. “No, I do not wish for your health to suffer any further.”

“I’m suffering because I can’t finish my work.”

“There’s always tomorrow.” 

“But what if that’s too late?” The hysteria begins to return in your voice, and you prop yourself up on your elbows. “What if Reaper comes back? What if Talon compromises the systems? Then what? Last time, all they did was put in a flash drive!” 

You grab him by the arms, shaking him. 

“What sort of system doesn’t have a proper DLP solution? GPOs? Simple permissioning? Internal firewalls with IPS or, or–or even IDS?? Segregated networks, Genji!” Another vicious shake. “Segregated. Networks!”

He doesn’t comment on the incomprehensible acronyms you’re throwing down–it’s a clear testament to his good timing and your delicate mental state. He shrugs your hands off–they’re shaking–and holds them in his, pressing them and you back onto the bed. 

“It is time to sleep.” 

“I don’t want to,” you protest childishly as you again try to get out of bed, grumbling about ‘network segregation’ and ‘flat networks’ and ‘stupid security measures’. The motion is quickly vetoed when he swaddles you in a blanket faster than your already dulled senses could follow. Cocooned in soft linens, you’re helpless against your cyborg ninja’s efforts to keep you still. 

He chuckles. “You have worked very hard, and must maintain balance between work and health.”

The mask comes off with a hiss, and you’re greeted with Genji’s scarred, but smiling face hovering over you, hazel eyes twinkling mischievously. The look paralyzes you, drowns you in a pool of warmth. 

“And I am very concerned about your health.” His voice is practically a purr in your ear and sends shivers down your spine, and a blush explodes over cheeks and ears. He chuckles, pressing a chaste kiss to your temple before laying beside you. The area he kissed tingled, the warmth and scratchy feeling of scarred lips burns a tattoo into your skin. 

In an effort to cover up your embarrassment, you grumble, “You don’t have to, you know. I can take care of myself.” 

An eyebrow–barely there–raises. “I’m sure.” 

You manage to get a hand free to point under his nose. “Don’t get sarcastic with me, mister!” 

“Yes, yes,” he sighs. Mocking a yawn, he drapes an arm over you, his other hand catches your free one, gently playing with your fingers, lacing them between his, cool and comforting. “I am tired, so let’s take a nap. We both deserve it.” 

The inspiration for your code has long faded, folding to Genji’s stubbornness, and you huff, glaring at his piss-poor attempt to feign sleep. 

It’s now, laying on your side inside a blanket burrito with Genji beside you that realize that your eyes can’t stay open. The hum from Genji’s body (barely audible unless you’re pressed up against him) is white noise in your ear. There’s an ever present ache in your back, your neck, and in your eyes. A throbbing that must’ve been there for the longest time in the back of your head. Sleep has been a long time coming.

You reluctantly close your eyes, and moments later, you feel another kiss at your forehead. The tension in your muscles ease just slightly, the tightness falling apart as sleep becomes a creeping inevitability. You grip his hand in yours, firmly locking your fingers together in silent thanks. 

Maybe, just maybe, your work can wait. 

#drabble #genji x reader #my writing #ask #anon #SEGREGATED. NETWORKS. #Take care of yourself anon

[ik-jams]

BTS Reaction: They find out their S/O has a chronic illness when she/he has a bad episode.

I hope you like it @little-miss-sherlock Lots of lub to youu 💕💕

Smol Warning: This involves certain health issues that.. Well, I don't know if it would offend anyone that I'm writing about chronic illnesses I don't understand fully. I looked up the symptoms of all these and I'm going with that, if you know you'll get mad or your sensitive to this material please don't read.

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~ Kim Seokjin/Prince Jin:

Jin always heard you talking to yourself but he felt it was normal for people to do so and he found it cute. Until one day you forgot to take your medication. Your mind was everywhere you kept telling the wall to "Shut up" then-

Jin: Y/n? Are you okay? What's wrong? Look at me.

You: Who are you? Where am I? Where's mom?

Jin: What? Y/n. It's Jin.

You: Jin? Like... Gin?

Jin: No with a J.

He decided to take you to the doctors and surprisingly he found the one you go to for medication. Everyone seemed to know you, know what was going on and he found out you had schizophrenia.

Your personality was all over the place, you heard voices, and sometimes short losses of memory. When he found out he was extremely confused and mad. Why would you hide something so serious from him?

Jin: Explain.

You: I was ashamed.. Embarrassed. Who would want to date someone like me? I didn't want you to leave me..

You: I'm sorry..

Jin: -Holds you and kisses your forehead- I've told you. I'll love you till the day I die no matter how cheesy that sounds, it's true.

Jin: We'll work together, and I'll take care of you. You'll never have to deal with this alone.

Jin: I love you.

~ Suga/Min Yoongi:

While you and Yoongi were going out to get grocery's you had fainted. Immediately he dropped everything to get you to a hospital.

Yoongi: What happened?

Doctor: Have they not told you? They've been here a few times.

Yoongi: For what?

Doctor: Their medication. We have them on two at the moment. They have GAD. Which stands for Generalized Anxiety Disorder. They fainted for lack of sleep. Their anxiety is very bad, she/he has horrid thoughts of her/himself, she/he has told us about her/his troubles sleeping, she/he has had thoughts of death, now that you know please do take care of her/him.

He was furious that you didn't tell him. He wanted you to trust him with everything and it definitely seemed like you did but to know you hid something involving your health he questioned how much trust you actually had in him.

Yoongi: Why didn't you tell me?

You: It's always made people back of from me.

You: It has ruined so many past relationships and I just don't want to lose you. I love and care about you so much Min Yoongi, I couldn't risk it.

Yoongi: But you could risk your health?

Yoongi: You know everything about me and after hearing you didn't leave me. What makes you think that THIS would want to make me leave you?

Yoongi: Anything you need just ask. Your health is the most important thing because you are important to to me.

~ J-hope/Jung Hoseok:

You both were about to go to bed, at the time Hobi stayed over and when he went to go ask you something he saw you scrambling to find something.

Hobi: Y/n?

You: -You jump slightly- Yes?

Hobi: What are you looking for? Can I help you?

You: No. It's nothing, just needed a sleeping pill so I can sleep well.

Hobi: If you don't find them there's many ways I could help you sleep.

You: Today. I think I just want to cuddle with you Hoseok.

Later while he had fallen asleep, you went back to look for your medication. Then you started tantrum-ing, sobbing. getting emotional, you broke glass, and you weren't yourself. Of course Hoseok heard and ran out to see if you were okay or what was going on. He saw you sobbing on the ground, your hands bleeding from shards of glass that were on the floor.

Hobi: Oh my god. Y/n? Come with me. I'm taking you to a doctor.

You: Leave me alone, Go away! I don't need your help.

Hobi: Yes you do. Come here. -slowly approaching you-

You: I'm warning you to get away!

Once he manages to grab you and semi calm you down he takes you to a doctor and he found out you have a extreme Bipolar disorder, He was frustrated and heart broken that you never told him, and that he had to find out like this. When he saw you, you were going to talk but he didn't want to hear you.

Hobi: Don't you talk. Listen.

Hobi: Don't ever hide anything like this from me again. Do you understand? I thought that I took care of you well and to know that I wasn't able to help you for this, wasn't able to take care of you better is the worst thing I have ever felt.

Hobi: Understand that I love and care for you and I want to take care of you till the end.

You: I was just worried you wouldn't be able to handle it. And you would leave, just like everyone else.

Hobi: Then I'm offended that I'm just "Everyone else" to you. I am your boyfriend, your lover, and someone who wants to take care of you like you take care of me.

Hobi: So let me.

~ Rap Monster/Namjoon:

You: Do you what an Inhaler looks like?

Nams: I guess I do, why?

You: Random thought.

You and Namjoon took walks around beautiful areas a lot and walked to your house a lot. You looked through your bag to check if you had your inhaler and for some reason it was gone. You know you had taken it and you were worried because you might need it.

Nams: Y/n why do you have this? -He holds up your inhaler which you take from him immediately-

You: I'm taking it to someone later.

Nams: Don't lie to me.

You: I don't lie.

Nams: That was a lie. Do you have asthma?

You:

Nams: Answer me, Y/n.

You: Yes, I have asthma!

Nams: Why didn't you tell me?

You: Because I was embarrassed. It's embarrassing to breathe from a tube in public or in front of you.

You: And I figured you wanted to date someone normal. Someone who isn't bothersome and you won't have to worry about so much.

Nams: Baby, You don't ever need to feel embarrassed, I still love you, I'm falling in love with your personality. I love you just as you are and I will take care of you, alright?

Nams: From now on, tell me everything and anything. Nothing can change how I feel about you.

Park Jimin/Chimichanga:

You liked asking Jimin to teach you dance whether you were good or not didn't matter, it was just fun to move around to the beat of music, but today you forgot your pain killers so you were limping and falling a lot. .

Jimin: Are you okay? You're very off.

You: Just dandy.

Jimin: What's wrong?

You: Nothing.

Jimin: What's. Wrong?

You: I have Chronic pain, which is basically forever pain in the same place... I have it in my knee.

You: anddd oh my gkkdbd it's cramping up. Can you go get my pain killers please??

Jimin: Why didn't you tell me??

You: Because knowing you, You wouldn't let me out the damn house.

You: Even if we don't live together. I know you'd somehow watch me.

Jimin: I would let you out..

You: 1 step out the door would be too far for you.

Jimin: I just care about you.

You: I know but what you CAN do is help me with the medicine and take me to my doctors appointments.

Jimin: I can't drive...

You: You can accompany me to my doctors appointments.

V/Kim Taehyung:

When Tae came over to hang out with you, he opened the door with the spare key you gave him.

Tae: Honey!!! I'm hommee!

You guys had this joke where you acted like a married couple. You usually replied with something funny as well but you couldn't.

Taehyung went to the kitchen only to find you crouched, leaning against the wall behind you, and holding your head.

Tae: Y/n! Are you alright?

You: Medicine. Please. -You point to a cabinet- Get a white and blue bottle.

After he gave you the medicine and you were feeling a bit better you guys started talking.

You: Why are you here so early?

Tae: I wanted to surprise you but you surprised me. Are you okay?

You: I'm fine now. I mean, it'll happen tomorrow, the next day, the next, and after that, then so on.

Tae: That's impossible.

You: Not if you have a Migraine.

Tae: How come I didn't know?

You: I was embarrassed, I'm pretty sure you didn't want to date someone who was forever sick so it was nice knowing you—

Tae: Shhhtsh I'm staying and caring for you, and cuddling you, and being with you until the day I die.

Jeon Jungkook/Kookie:

You didn't hide it from Jungkook but you also haven't told him.

You'll take your medicine in front him and when he asks you say your sick.

But you've been sick for the whole year you guys have been dating so of course he is going to get suspicious.

You: I read a new book~

JK: Yeah you told me about it. You're on page 289, It's interesting, and you would like to find more from that author.

You: When did I.. You know I probably have bed memory.

JK: You told me about this book four times.

You: I have? Oh wow.

JK: How'd you forget after four times?

You: Ah hmm, I have ADHD, bad memory, bad at paying attention. um um oh wow suddenly I'm bored. Did I bring my pills??

JK: I don't think so, let's go home alright?

You: Yeah, sorry I didn't tell you. I just, it's not attractive. Yeah.

JK: I'd still love you with any sickness, how you talk to me, treat me, take care of me, love me, and your personality is what made me fall in love with you.

You: Thanks Bunny boy.

JK: Let's eat at Wagwan after alright?

You: I heard they give out Snickers now. I don't know why but I'm down.

JK: You're adorable.

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Do you write Soulmate AUs? If so, can you do one for Grell Sutcliff, please? Or if you don't do Soulmate AUs, then just a Christmas-y thing for Grell Sutcliff as well? Thank you so much, and your writing is incredible!! ^^

I haven’t really tried a soulmate AU, but here’s my crack at it! And I did both because I’m a sucker for Christmas aesthetic XD Thank you!!!

Itwas after Grell got home last night that they noticed how lowthe numbers on their wrist had gotten. They would have seen itsooner, if they hadn’t been absolutely drowning in work this week.A lack of breaks combined with being tired enough to fall asleep halfan hour after they got home had resulted in them being unable tocheck the numbers. Their countdown had gone from 07:05:32 to 00:12:15without them even realizing it.

Theirsleep was fairly restless, seven hours of drifting in and out ofmismatched dreams. They arrive at the Dispatch Office an hour latebecause of how long they took getting ready. It’s justified intheir mind; they can’t very well meet their soulmate with bedheadand no make-up, can they? To meet the person they’re going to spendthe rest of their life with, everything has to look absolutelyflawless. Even by the time they start working, they stilldon’t think they look perfect.

Williamis absolutely no help, either. Grell doesn’t get any sympathy fromhim about the fact that this is THE DAY for them. It shouldn’t beany of his business, sure, but shouldn’t they get at least someslack? Last night and this morning has them an emotional wreck. Allthey can think about was what their soulmate would be like, if they’dbe good enough for this person, the ways they might meet. It shouldbe romantic, and yet, Grell is just a mess. It’s like Williamexpects them to work through it – since he has his soulmate,it’s as if everyone else’s special day doesn’t really matter. …Not that William really involves himself in other people’s lives,of course.

Theredhead’s lunch break doesn’t come soon enough. Right when theclock strikes twelve, the numbers on Grell’s wrist are dwindlingdown even further. Less than five minutes! They can barely breathe.If they don’t go fast enough, they’re going to completely misstheir soulmate, aren’t they? Clocking out takes a full thirtyseconds itself, and the walk down the hall is another minute and ahalf. It feels like their heart is beating against their ribcage andtrying to escape.

AlthoughRonald tries to stop Grell so he can ask about a drink after work,they keep on going. That probably makes them seem cold, but at themoment, the numbers on their wrist are ticking down fast, and meetingthe person they’re going to be with is more important than makingplans right now. They can’t be late for something like this!If they miss their soulmate at the time they’re supposed to meet,Grell is going to be alone forever, and they’re not going to letthat happen.

Theireyes are so glued to their numbers when they walk out the door thatthey’re not paying attention to their surroundings. The numbershave changed from days, hours, and minutes to only seconds. Five,four, three, two–

Grelltakes one step, and someone crashes into them.

Normally,being bumped into wouldn’t faze them at all. It wouldn’t makethem stumble, let alone knock them down. Today, though, Grell isdistracted enough; the collision sends them tumbling down onto thecobblestone, but more importantly, into a puddle of dirty rainwater.In less than a moment, all the effort they’ve put into theirappearance is ruined. The dirt in the water streaks against theircoat, and the water itself splashes up to soak their hair. The damageisn’t even consistent, leaving them to look haggard in someparts and still beautiful in others.

“Howdare you!” If they don’t get angry about this, they’rejust going to start crying, and they’re not in the mood to cry infront of a stranger who bowled them over. “Look what you did! Justwho do you think you are?! Don’t you look where you’re going?!Why, I ought to–!”

Justas they’re about to ream into this person, they actually look up.Any trace of fury instantly melts away when they find themselvesstaring at the most attractive person they’ve ever seen. (Well,aside from themselves in the mirror.) Not only does this strangerlook even more beautiful than an angel, their hand is outstretched asif to help Grell up. “Oh, my God, I’m so sorry! I should havebeen paying attention! Are you okay?”

Allthe enraged words rattling around in the Reaper’s mind suddenly dieon their lips. As they reach up to accept the stranger’s hand, theycatch sight of their wrist. The numbers are gone, and in their placeis a name written there. (Y/N) (L/N). Is… is that thisperson? Is this their soulmate? “I’m… I’m sorry, I wasn’tpaying attention either.” Grell’s face is just shy of matchingtheir hair at this point. They nearly yelled at their soulmate, andthey look terrible now to boot. “Oh, look at me,” they murmur asthe stranger helps them to their feet. “This is so ugly…”

“Don’tsay that!” The other person gives them a nervous smile, stillclearly feeling guilty about knocking them down. “You look lovelyeven like that.”

“Tch…”They want to be flattered, but they’re busy wringing out the partsof their hair that got wet. “You’re just saying that.”

“No,no, I really think so! Listen, um…”

Theyonly hesitate for a second. “… Grell.”

“Right,Grell!” The smile stays as they reach to pull Grell’s hand down.“I’m (Y/N). How about I treat you to lunch to make up for this?”

Asmirk plays on the corners of Grell’s lips, and they allow theirfingers to close around (Y/N)’s. “It might take more than that.You did ruin my entire ensemble, after all. Why don’t we call thislunch a date, and we’ll be even?”

Theannual Dispatch Office Christmas party is typically not a crazyaffair. There are decorations, a small bowl of eggnog, and somefestive games, but none of it is really over-the-top. Everyone wouldbe welcoming enough, especially since you know almost all yourcoworkers. Part of you wants to take the chance; the other part istoo nervous to even try talking to anyone else. The only one you’reoverly familiar with is your sweetheart.

Oh,speak of the devil. Before you even know what’s happening, Grellhas walked over to you and shoved a small cup into your hands. “Ugh,darling, don’t tell me you’re going to spend the entire eveningin this tiny little corner?” They circle their free arm around yourwaist regardless. Despite the fact that their tone and words can beharsh sometimes, one would have to be blind not to see that they dolove you. “Come, now. You’re my date! I can’t haveeveryone thinking I picked someone boring, can I? Especially sinceyou’re far from boring!”

“Grell,I don’t know…” You glance down into the cup, pouting at yourown reflection. You want to go out and socialize with yourcoworkers… it’s just, you’re usually not great at parties.Day-to-day chitchat and small talk, you’re good at that. Partyconversation? Not so much. “When can we go home?”

“Gohome? Love! Do you hear yourself?” They bend down, andsomething green and white dangles in your face. “Come on! Did youeven see my cute headband? You have to show me off to everyone!”

Ah.Their headband has a string of mistletoe attached to it so that ithangs over… well, anyone who Grell gets close enough to. “Heh…well… that is pretty adorable. Looks like you and I arecaught under the mistletoe! Do you want your Christmas present,darling?”

Theychuckle and pull you closer, your chest flush against theirs. “My,my. Don’t tell me all you got me this year is a kiss?”

“Well,no.” You stand on your tiptoes and start peppering their face withsmall, noisy kisses. “I got you more than one!”

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