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psychologeek · 2 months
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Day 6: smug
(The Cyclist AU)
The librarian at the front desk is the same one Jason asked in his first day at Amity Park.
She sees him enter, and immediately there's that smug smile is on her face.
“Come here again, I see,” she raise an eyebrow. “You really like the library, I see?”
He's not sure what she mean.
“Always come here,” she continues. “Don't have a library card, don't look at books, only look at good girl like you are Romeo and she's Juliet?”
He can't help but blush. “We're not like that –”
Her hand slaps the counter in a loud noise. “Romeo die. And so did Juliet. Jazz is a good girl. You don't go make her feel uncomfortable, young man!”
What the– he only think, as the terrifing harpy turns back into the sweet little grandma she looked before.
“We can make a card now. Not a problem.” She stand up and call someone to seat at the desk, and drug him back to the back room.
“Now for the card,” she says. “I need to ask you questions. Please answer honestly. I know if you lie.”
(He's got a feeling that she's like a feminine version of Alfred.)
(Like it? I have more mini-fics in this au. And full size fics on ao3. please vote in my update poll! And the one for next week! Bc I try to work ahead LMAO.)
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BUFFY THE VAMPIRE SLAYER
Season 2
Ep 6 - Halloween
Why does this vampire looks like sam Winchester or is it just me?
That's a creepy vampire. Recording Buffy fighting. Weird kink but okay...
Oh no, not again, not the Cordelia and Angel misunderstanding. Disappear Cordelia.
Buffy and angel(the actors) do have the chemistry that you just have it. They have the spark, that breathlessness, that angst and I will die without you presence.
Lmao not the principal whipping out three pens as if any school would be this rich. Unbelievable. Unrealistic.
Go xander beat that guy or... Well buffy did, nvm.
"Boys are so fragile", willow speaking facts.
Reading about angel in library... Yeah that will end well. No dark secrets.
Lmao not buffy using ms calendar card.
"a babe, i can work with that", oh my poor adorable Mr. Giles. My man.
"oh buffy you must be hot stuff when it comes to demonology or whatever but when it comes to dating I am the slayer" , that was such a Cordelia thing lol.
Buffy is gonna wear the dress...is it haunted or angel gonna die by a boner after seeing her in this? Stay tuned, we'll see.
What accent does spike have? British...?
Spike saying, "talk to daddy", it was hot and eww at the same time.
Someone new is gonna come..well well...interesting.
Buffy kinda looks like nina/Elena/Katherine pierce in this dress. Probably just me.
OZ BABY!!!
OZ AND WILLOW JUST BUMPED!!
Damn, wtf! Now people are just randomly turning into monsters or ghosts...or past life soldier?
Oh they're turning into what they've dressed up. I love this! Oh I love this episode.
Lol, buffy just fainted. In this scene, she does remind me of Katherine when she was innocent.
Even demon magic can't change Cordelia lmao.
I can't have amnesia because "I bathe quite often" Okay ms buffy from 70's lmao.
Oh hey angel, you finally came, welcome to the amnesia demon magic land.
Evil shop guy.
I am sorry, "hello Ethan" , "hello Rupert(I heard ripper for some reason and got a shock of this lifetime)". They know each other. It's gonna be interesting.
Damn, soldier Xander is kinda die for hot. I have a thing for him, the soldier xander, not the normal one.
Holy, Rupert has got a dark past. HOLY FUCK, DID HE JUST HIT THE ETHAN, DAMN GILES. Who is he really ?
Oh so he did say ripper or still Rupert. Who is GILES. DAMN, SIR.
Yesss buffy is back. You go my girl.
Yes willow, embrace your hotness
LMAO, NOT OZ. HIS FACE 💀💀OZ MY GUY. HE'S GONE GONE. Oz and willow, my OTP from now on.
Angel we're not dissing women of old eras. They had no choice, so shut up.
Giles just got more interesting, what happened to the awkward mess? Who is he?
Why are we in chemistry (?) Lab. Giles my man wtf are you doing!
WHO IS RUPERT GILES REALLY!?
Also spike was in it but he didn't interest me as much but can we talk about Giles, who is he again?
Okay, phew, this episode.
First of all, I loved loved this episode. So far it's my favorite. It had everything, drama, craziness, humor - different from the other episodes - and I really loved it. Again, turning people into their Halloween costume - a masterpiece 🤌. I absolutely loved this plot.
I loved watching Buffy's character being this woman lmao. Xander as the soldier - my heart, he really looked and even sounded hot. Willow as always my adorable hot girl. And we had OZ. Mr. Who's that girl. Adore this guy lol.
Now, WTF GILES? WHO ARE YOU? WHO IS HE!? I swear to God it took me by surprise. Damn Giles. Everyone here has a dark past(minus the teenagers but living in this town, they're well on their way).
Anyway, fav episode so far, loved every second of it. That's it for now, see ya in the next one. Cheers 🥂
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quaranmine · 3 months
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Book Reviews with Quara
Since I keep talking about audiobooks, now I want to do a sort of mini book review of the books I've read since starting to "seriously" pick up reading again last year. Also I just like typing about things. I'm skipping Fire Season by Philip Connors and Last Chance to See by Douglas Adams because I've spoken about them already. Keep in mind I am not super-super critical of reading material; generally if I enjoyed it I'm giving 5 stars. If I disliked it though I get a lot more critical because then I want to start analyzing what didn't work for me. Now go forth and learn about what my reading taste is when I'm not reading/writing angsty mcyt fanfic!
Books I loved, aka 5 stars:
Cold Storage by David Koepp
This was the first book I checked out from Libby and it was a banger. I am still trying to replicate that high tbh. When I gave my mom access to my library card in Libby (her rural library has nothing and my city library has everything) I made her check it out too. The narration on the audiobook is fantastic. My mom raved about the narration and basically says she doesn't want to check anything out that wasn't as good--regularly her reviews to me are "good narrator, not as good as that Cold Storage book" lmao. You may know David Koepp as the guy who wrote the Jurassic Park screenplay. This is his first novel.
It's about a mutated fungus that is a sci-fi version of the very real Ophiocordyceps unilateralis, which is more commonly known as the zombie-ant fungus. In this book, a version of Cordyceps can infect all lifeforms, including humans, and has been locked away deep in a former US military vault that has since been sold and converted into an underground storage facility. The plot follows two unlikely protags who work in the storage facility, as well as the two retired military people who are the only ones to have seen the fungi in action, as they try to prevent it from being released into the world. It's funny, horrifying, and gory.
They are making a movie of this book. The release date is tentatively 2024, but I worry about it because I have heard so little news on it. They did do filming though. I have high hopes because they cast Joe Keery as a main character, which I think is perfect casting for the guy in question. I have low hopes because they cast Liam Neeson, a white man, as a character who was originally Hispanic and (as I just noticed while writing this) changed the character's name to be more white. Ugh. Who is Robert Quinn and what did you do with Roberto Diaz???????
Dark Matter by Blake Crouch
What if you got kidnapped and woke up in a parallel world where everybody knew who you were, but they think you're someone else? What if you're just a quantum physics professor, but this other version of you is a successful theoretical researcher? What if your wife never married you in this universe, and your son was never born? How do you get back home? This book is constantly pulling out interesting new questions, twists, and places to explore. Also I liked that while it does feature romance pretty prominently, it's about a guy who just really loves his wife of 15 years and wants to see her again. I just like it when men love their wives.
Also, a fair amount of Goodreads reviews poke fun at this author for having way too much fun hitting the enter key on his keyboard, but since I listened to the audiobook I never had to deal with any annoying formatting choices lol
I'm Glad My Mom Died by Jennette McCurdy
I feel like we all know about this one already, tbh. If you don't, heavy tw for child abuse and eating disorders. Tread carefully. It's worth it though if you are confident you won't get triggered. If you haven't read it I recommend the audiobook specifically because Jennette narrates it herself and that gives the book so much extra. It was a 6 hour audiobook and I was gripped by it all day.
Wrong Place Wrong Time by Gillian McAllister
BACKWARDS TIMELOOP BABEYY!!! This one was great. It's about a Mom who witnesses her teenage son kill a man. Every day she wakes up in the past again until she can solve why this happened, the mystery leading up to it that entangles her family, and try to prevent it. First she ways up the day before, then two days, then three, then a two weeks, then a few months, then a few years--until her son hasn't even been born yet. I enjoyed it. Also a plus for British accent narrator (can you tell I'm American....)
A Rip Through Time by Kelley Armstrong
This one was fun. I checked it out because it was longish and I had to drive like 8 hrs roundtrip for a work trip, so I listened to this the entire way. It's about a (Canadian) woman named Mallory who was a police detective in the modern day, who gets attacked while out for a jog in Edinburgh, Scotland. The attacker strangles her and she goes unconscious. When she wakes up, however, she finds herself in someone else's body--in the Victorian era. She's now a 19 year old housemaid, and has to adapt as quickly as possible to avoid suspicion. She quickly finds out that she works for a man named Dr. Duncan Gray, who is a medical examiner. And there's a person who's been murdered in a very similar way to how Mallory herself was attacked. And she's quickly finding out that the person who's body she's in was not well-liked.
My favorite part about this one is the emphasis it has on early forensics in Victorian Scotland. Dr. Gray is a fantastic character and it is so interesting to see him doing his lil cutting-edge forensics research (which Mallory, being educated in modern times, wants desperately to help him with.) Also the narrator, while being Canadian, does Scottish accents for all the Scottish characters. I'm not the best person to ask as someone who isn't Scottish but I thought the accents sounded pretty good lol
Everyone in My Family Has Killed Someone by Benjamin Stevenson
My mom recommended this one to me. It's also a lot of fun. The title is, mostly, accurate. Ernest Cunningham (protag) is a writer, who mostly creates how-to books for mystery novelists he sells on Amazon. No, he doesn't write mysteries, he just writes the how-to books. But he's very well-versed in the "rules" of how to write a classic mystery! He promises that, as the narrator of this story, he will always be an entirely reliable narrator. The book itself is obviously fiction but within the narrative of the book, it is being told like a nonfiction account of something that the main character is writing down. This book is sort of a bottle mystery--strange murders while everyone is snowed in at a ski resort during a family reunion, anyone? The main character is funny and breaks the fourth wall often. I am convinced that there is a separate audiobook specific version since the narration within the book references it being an audiobook. The main character will be like "so, you probably realize this isn't the real killer, since we still have 4 hours of the book left to listen to" lol. I almost want to check out a print copy of this to see if the text is different.
Starter Villain by John Scalzi
First one on the list that I didn't listen to as an audiobook. Honestly, I probably read this book in 4 hours flat. Three of those hours just dead-focused while on a plane (with the book's hold expiring as soon as I landed and took my phone off airplane mode.)
I don't really know how to explain this one. I don't think I understood what it was about until I actually got like 4 chapters in and then I couldn't stop. It's just off-the wall ridiculous. There are talking cats. There are dolphins that want to unionize. There is a volcano lair. There are explosions and assasination attempts. There is a reasonably bleakly accurate capitalist picture of what "villainy" means in our world. There is a poor main character in over his head as he learns he's inherited all this from an uncle he never saw. This book is like...satire comedy. Comedy and outlandish but you're also depressed about billionaires a little while reading it.
Books I thought were Okay (3-4 stars but actually I gave both these 4 stars I think)
The Poisoner's Ring by Kelley Armstrong
The second book to the book I mentioned above. Honestly, I remember very well what the first book was about (i typed the summary by memory) but I have trouble remembering specifics about this one. It's a bit too long as well, at 14 hours. I don't have anything bad to say about it, I just didn't enjoy it quite as much as the first one.
But honestly I do remember it was still a good time. I just really like Dr Gray as a character and the setting, early forensic science focus, etc. These books are also setting up to be an EXTREME slow burn romance between Gray and Mallory, which I don't mind. (Literally by book 2 the most we have is that she thinks he's attractive, so at this rate it will take us 3 more books to get anywhere lol.) I will be checking out the 3rd book when it is released this spring.
Someone Else's Shoes by Jojo Moines
Also a book that suffered from being too long. It's a 12 hour audiobook but I think that it could have been 8 or 9 hours and gotten the same point across. My mom recommended this to me. It's narrated by Daisy Ridley, who does a good job. I enjoyed it, but I also started to feel like I really wanted it to be done?
Also unsure how to describe this one. Slightly-contrived-but-cute plot about how a bag switch up in a gym connects two women's stories. One is a, frankly quite annoying, American woman who married rich but has now been completely cut off from her money (and even passport) by her ex-husband who's cheating on her with a younger woman. One is a British woman with low self-esteem and a bad job who is struggling to keep her family afloat while her husband suffers from severe depression. I think my favorite was a side character named Jasmine who brought light to every scene imo.
Books I disliked (2 stars but after writing this review I almost want to make it 1 star)
Aurora by David Koepp
David I really believed in you after Cold Storage. But imo, this book isn't it. It throws away every interesting part of its apocalypse-level plot to focus on the characters. I mean, don't get me wrong, I love a good character-focused plot, except I never connected with anyone in the book. I just kind of didn't enjoy any of them. This is a story that is supposed to be about a solar flare taking out all electricity and communications for most of the world. And it only covers like a few days after the disaster AND THEN TIME SKIPS LIKE 8 MONTHS UNTIL EVERYTHING IS HAPPILY SOLVED NEIGHBORHOOD UTOPIA STYLE. I'm sorry????? Assuming I can believe that this little suburban Illinois cul-de-sac has managed to set up subsistence farming in a few months and is living perfectly happily, why would you....not show me how that happened.....
Also the "everything fits together" character moment at the end felt unearned. I was like yeah, okay, I guess this slots together. But the author didn't earn that moment for me. Instead of connecting with the characters and the plot and getting invested I felt like I was just being....told that everything worked out?? Or told that this was an important moment instead of actually Feeling the moment? It's hard to explain but I was like ok great thanks let's all go home now.
Sigh. I just can't get over the whole "throwing away the most interesting part of your setting" part. Again. Why would you spend a significant time setting up the science and how much of a disaster the solar flare is and then not show any of the characters figuring out how to survive it long-term....?
Remarkably Bright Creatures by Shelby Van Pelt
This book has such a high rating. It's very popular right now. It took me like 12 weeks of waiting for my hold to come up, and that's with the library having 7 copies.
It is, supposedly, about a smart octopus named Marcellus who helps an elderly lady solve the mystery of her son's disappearance at sea when he was a teenager.
In practice, it is about one minute at a time of Marcellus (the best part of the book) and extended sections of characters that I don't care about at all. I assume all the pieces of the story were supposed to come together later, but I was just highly bored. I was so bored that I DNF'd at 25% when my hold was up. I do not care enough to wait weeks to check it out again. Based on the one star reviews I read, the characters I didn't like did not develop into better people later and remained similarly annoying. Now, I don't need characters to be good people of course. But I do expect to be interested in them. I still don't know how the son's disappearance factors in because I felt like I heard barely anything about the supposed main character woman.
I feel vindicated because my coworker also checked out the book and told me a few weeks ago that she was at 50% and there still wasn't anything happening in the plot. I will ask her tomorrow if she finished it or not and if it ever got better.
Write an entire book for Marcellus the octopus and I'll check it out...
Killers of a Certain Age by Deanna Raybourn
This book had so much potential. It's about a group of four women who were formerly assasins but are now retiring at 60. To celebrate retirement, they go on a cruise and then realize that they're the new targets for assasination, presumably because they know too much about the organization that used to employ them.
In execution....very meh. I actually had a Libby glitch on this one, where I think I missed about 1.5 hrs of narration total because the book skipped twice. I have no concept of which parts I missed. What I do know is that, the book was already so cobbled together before the first skip that I didn't realize I had missed anything until the end. Like sure, parts didn't make sense, but I was ready to accept that it was just Like That since the rest of the book was like that. After reading a bunch of reviews of this book I am convinced that there is NO way that all of its flaws can be explained by me missing a small part. After all, I did listen to 8.5 hours of it still.
The characters never felt their age to me. I felt like they either acted like they were 80 or 90, or like they were 20. It just seemed odd to me. The characters also felt very 2D, like the author wrote down three traits per person and called it good. There's a younger woman who appears to know the main character and conveniently helps the group, but I literally never figured out where their relationship originated or how they knew each other. Maybe I missed that too. By the end of the book I still didn't know who anyone was and couldn't remember which person was the main character. The plot jumped around to new locations constantly and often with little transition--this happened even on the parts where I definitely didn't get a skipping glitch. The main villain was a guy I literally had barely heard anything of til that point, although perhaps he came up in the 1.5 hrs I missed. They described the same painting in excruciating detail THREE separate times. It was...too feminist? Feminist in a contrived way where I have to be reminded every 5 minutes the characters are women? Like, I know, I am reading a story about women. Please don't mention it several times a chapter. There are ethical and moral considerations about their profession and chosen organization that never really get given the weight required. There was a love interest for the main character that I hadn't heard of once until he was introduced like an hour from the end--maybe I missed more about him in the parts I skipped? Unknown.
ANNND THAT'S ALL FOLKS!!!
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earlymodernlesbian · 1 year
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Evens for book ask! :)
nice uno reverse card of an ask lmao
2. Did you reread anything? What? not really because rereading books tends to send me into an anxiety spiral about my limited days on earth and the number of books on my tbr list. but i am planning on rereading gideon and harrow and nona soon i think.... tbd
4. answered!!
6. answered!!
8. Did you meet any of your reading goals? Which ones? not yet but maybe i still will??? my goal was 150 books, i'm at 115, i think i could do it if i throw in a handful of children's books
10. What was your favorite new release of the year? ahhhhhhhh so hard to pick!!!!!! can i call it a tie between i kissed shara wheeler, portrait of a thief, sea of tranquility, and yerba buena???
12. Any books that disappointed you? okay idk if i would 100% call this ~disappointed~ because they were both definitely still 5 star reads for me, but both kelly barnhill new releases this year didn't quite live up to my VERY high expectations for them -- i just love her other stuff so so so so so much and i did love both of these as well, but they honestly felt just a tad underbaked!! ogress and the orphans was a little too heavy-handed in places imho and i think she normally is really a master of a more subtle metaphor, and when women were dragons was soooo fantastic in the first like 5/6 and then the last bit just kind of felt like a summary of what she wanted to write??? idk this is definitely mean for two books that again, i did still rate five stars. they just weren't her best imho.
14. answered!
16. What is the most over-hyped book you read this year? verity by colleen hoover lmao, it's the only coho book i've read and i only read it because one of my work friends loaned it to me and was like "you HAVE to read this!" so i did and then i was like "oh i have less respect for you now!!"
18. How many books did you buy? this is a question that my bank statement and i are in denial about together!!!!!
20. What was your most anticipated release? Did it meet your expectations? ooooooh okay so i kissed shara wheeler, sea of tranquility, and yerba buena were all pretty high anticipation for me but i think i'm gonna have to say sea of tranquility was numero uno and it SURPASSED expectations!!!!
22. answered!
24. Did you DNF anything? Why?
not like, officially...... but there are some books that became due at the library and i just didn't care enough to check them out again, you know? but technically those are still ones i'm "currently reading" and any day now i may once again pick them up!!!!
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harryfeatgaga · 2 years
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Have you decided what’s gonna be next on list to read??
Also, I highly suggest getting a kindle!! You’ll save sooo much money in the long run! Plus you get 2-3 months of kindle unlimited. Which has over a million books on it. And then it’s $10 a month if you choose to keep it up! And you can download Libby on your phone. Which is linked to your local library card and you can rent books straight to your kindle for free!! I’ve had mine for like 2 weeks and have read like 5-6 books already lmao I read so much faster on it. And I take it everywhere so I can always ready! Perfect for trips too so you only have one device vs several books! I’m sounding like an ad now hahahdbdbbsbkakkks but I’m seriously obsessed
nOT YET im thinking november 9th! it comes in friday tho rip and ugh I really should tbh I was just thinking I might return the books ive finished (minus the emily henry ones) to get my money back lMAO or a credit to buy more jnfhcuvjik but hm thats a really good idea and omg I had no idea about libby thats really cool tbh.....
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dark-magical-ships · 2 years
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What's your favorite game to play with Kaiba? Do you two enjoy videogames or tabletop games more? (And does he tend to get way to into card games, even things like Uno?)
HAHAHAHAHAHA oh man. So games are a huge part of our relationship just in general, and it’s honestly hard to pick a favorite?? Personally I like video games best because we can play those while curled up on the couch together. The number of days you’ll catch us each with our laptops out while leaning on opposite ends of the couch and just playing on Duel Links or Master Duel instead of playing with physical cards specifically because that way allowed some physical contact that doesn’t work with Duel Disks or even playing on a tabletop; it’s a really common thing. 😂
Master Duel of course just came out in January and we’ve been playing it like mad ever since, but I our favorite game to play together, by hours logged, that doesn’t also require additional players is—believe it or not—Stardew Valley. We each have more hours logged on that silly farming game than any other in our library. Seto loves to mod it and basically do his best to turn the caves into a recreation of DOOM and then absolutely power through them. I am SO GLAD that game is cooperative, he is a force of nature when it comes to SDV combat. Personally I tend to take all the raw materials he digs up doing this and make them into products to sell and cultivate friendships with the townsfolk, maybe make dialogue/story mods. :P
The game that’s stood the test of time and which we’ve played the longest and spent the most on is, of course, the yugioh TCG, and yes, he’s still every bit as fierce a competitor in that game now as he ever was. Yes, he gets way too competitive in card games in general—he runs some extremely aggressive decks for Magic as well as yugioh and generally dislikes losing. The funny thing is, though, he doesn’t hate losing as much as he thinks he does—he hates losing when he feels he didn’t get the chance to test his own strategies in the match. As long as the game lasts a few turns, and especially if he gains the upper hand before having the balance of power reversed on him, he’s a much more gracious loser than he once was. 😂
Sadly, yugioh is not a game that often allows your opponent many turns to turn the tide of the duel these days. 😂 He gets really into just about any game that has a strong strategy or psychological element, though, not just card games. You should see him playing Civ 6, or poker, or even Among Us. He tends to stay more relaxed in games of chance where you can’t really trick your opponent, like Yahtzee.
Uno is actually a funny one. We played it a lot when we were younger, particularly around the time we first started dating, but don’t play it a ton anymore. Someone else asked about this recently and I remembered that he always insisted on only winning on blue cards, so he actually lost at Uno more than other games, and I was never sure of why—he’d change the subject if I brought it up. Broke the game out just the other night and he’s not doing it anymore; he won on a red card for our last round that night. 😂 Asked him again and he got all blushy and said he used to do that because he didn’t want to be as competitive with me anymore once we started dating. That didn’t last long and nowadays the competition is a big part of how we have fun together as a couple so he doesn’t hold back now. I wasn’t sure whether to kiss him for being adorable or call him a dumbass for holding back lmao. Both. I did both.
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prosekafashion · 3 years
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How to (Kinda) Recreate Cards in 3D - Happy Lovely Everyday
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MMJ's new look is inspired by the postal service! Alas, only Airi (and Len, but Sekai said girls aren't allowed to wear pants) got the 3D model. Not to worry though, there are outfits and accessories similar to those that appear in the cards! Analysis after the break.
First and foremost, we need to analyze the costumeless cards. This is to see what they have in common with Airi's costume - Messenger of Love - and its recolors. We'll have Haruka model that.
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(side note, MR5 totally gives me cruella de vil vibes lmao)
It looks like for accuracy purposes, the new Airi needs to be MR3.
Matching things: 1. They all have a mailbag. 2. They all have stamps on their outfit. 3. They have plaid on their bottom and torso. 4. They all have brown gloves. 5. They all have the same necktie(?).
Now onto the differences. 1. Minori and Haruka have black cuffs at the end of their sleeves with white frills at the end. Shizuku simply has white sleeves. 2. Their socks are varying lengths. 3. Haruka has a beret, Shizuku has a cap, and Minori has a hairclip of sorts tied to her braid. 4. Minori's outfit is blue, Haruka's is red, and Shizuku's is green.
Unfortunately for us, the accessory from Airi's costume doesn't match any of the costumeless girls'. Also unfortunately, there's no real red variant, and the green variant by and large isn't quite the right shade. Not much we can do about the costume itself, but there's always alternatives in the accessory department!
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Our alternative for Haruka and Shizuku is Airi's Colorful Festival costume, Memorial Heart Coordination. The red variant is perfect for Haruka, and the green variant might be the best option for Shizuku. Unfortunately, this will require MR5. Oof, those chords. These are honestly the best we'll get though.
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Wow, so pretty!
As for Minori, there's no exact match for her accessory (obviously), but there are many alternatives that fit the vibe!
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1. Flower Fairy, blue variant 2. Rose Cage, cyan variant 3. Rose Cage, orange variant 4. Crown Knight, black&purple variant 5. Holy Night Sleeve, orange&blue variant 6. Holy Night Sleeve, purple&yellow variant 7. Initial Miku (Hopping Frills), blue variant (base) 8. Stella Saki (Stella Rock), blue variant (MR1) 9. Marionette Kanade (Mask of Tear), blue variant (MR3) 10. Hopeful Stage Minori (Angel of Hope), blue variant (MR1) 11. Colorful Festival Mafuyu (Library Dress), purple variant (base) 12. Colorful Festival Mafuyu (Library Dress), cyan variant (MR3) 13. Secret Distance MEIKO (Nestle Crinoline), blue variant (MR1) 14. Breaktime Shizuku (Tiara Penguin Dress), blue variant (base) 15. Colorful Festival Airi (Memorial Heart Coordination), blue variant (MR1) 16. Unnamed Harmony Saki (Aurora Rainbow Coat), blue variant (base) It's really all down to personal preference in this department though.
Finally, here are some 3DMVs I think this set would look good in: 1. Ice Drop (the new song) 2. Any MMJ 3DMV (but especially Tsugihagi Staccato) 3. needLe 4. Time Machine 5. From Tokyo 6. drop pop candy 7. Cinema 8. Sekai wa Mada Hajimatte sura Inai 9. Sweet Magic 10. Oki ni Mesu Mama 11. TONDEMO WONDERZ 12. Kagirinaku Haiiro e 13. IDSMILE
That's just the vibes I get. Oh, but one more thing, did you guys know that the generic accessory for Len's outfit is a singular earring?
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That's kinda gay, KAITO. Who has the other earring? Your boyfriend?
And that's all, folks!
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sneakydraws · 3 years
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Well, here it is - a lengthy explanation of each card in my mdzs major arcana deck and what I meant to convey/what i would have changed in retrospect/what alternatives i considered! It’s a bit messy and my typing style is lazy but hopefully it will be an interesting read to some of you :)
And so you don’t say I didn’t warn you - jiang cheng’s section (11 justice) is absurdly long lmao
0 the fool  I elaborated on this in the post itself but yeah basically jin ling is kind of representative of all the damage and trauma caused by the past, and there’s a kind of danger there of him falling victim to the same vices as the older characters and repeating the same mistakes and perpetuating the cycle of war and misery (the cycle that we already see with how the jin sect became the new wen sect, and later with how jgy became the new wwx) and he has a lot of room to grow! He grows so much over the course of the novel, comes to realise the complexities of the past and gets a harsh life lesson in how nothing is as black and white as it seems. But ill save talking about his progress for the end, for now whats important is that he has room to grow and also a dog. I don’t really have a justification for the sun, i mostly just thought it looked sick? It made its way to the next card as well, where it makes a bit more sense, but then i realised it was a dumb motif to include 1 the magician I still very much like wwx for the role, and that illustration would have probably had him raising a corpse on his left and pointing threateningly to the sun on his right. I considered including the table as well, with some mdzs relevant items replacing the card suits. Anyway, like i said wwx got a few cards to himself already so i went with the alternative wq design, since i think she fits the card as well. Both she and wwx are highly skilled people, extremely driven once they set their mind to something. The card to me symbolises the creative mind as well as a general drive for action, which fits them both - wwx was famously a prolific inventor, and wq came up with a previously unheard of surgery, after all. This card strays pretty far from the rider-waite deck design, largely because i was still figuring out how i wanted to approach this series, but you can still see the influence. 2 the high priestess I was actually going to skip this card at first because I couldn’t think of a fitting character, but once i considered a qings character post death, it all fit pretty well. She was already a highly intuitive person in life, and in sharing her memories with wwx she is, in a way, relaying a kind of secret knowledge. Anyway she’s one of my fav characters so im glad i got a chance to include her. The coffins could be interpreted to be xxc and sl or xxc and xy 3 the empress Theres other mother figures in mdzs who got to be mothers for a longer time, but jyl definitely embodies the positive aspects of this card the best. She’s nurturing, kind, emotionally supportive, she already mothered wwx and jc quite a bit when she was young. Plus i liked that the rw card had both water and flowers, making an easy lotus connection. In retrospect the stars look kind of out of place and i should have replaced them with something more relevant... Also, i should have had her hold a lotus seed pod instead of a flower, haha 4 the emperor Like i said I considered jc for the role but hoching bullied me into admitting that nmj was better… they’re both more of an inverted emperor than an upright one but then again theres hardly any character in mdzs who would fit upright emperor so. Jgs was also considered but he’s even uglier than nmj so i couldn’t bear to draw him 5 the hierophant It was pointed out to me that lqr would have fit this card better and the truth if that statement haunts me to this day. Unfortunately I have no space in my brain for lqr so lxc got the role instead. My main reason was his role during the wen destruction of gusu lan, when he ran away with the contents of the library - this is why there’s bookshelves behind him. The keys, take, from the rider-waite deck, are meant to represent the gusu pendants that allow you to enter 6 the lovers Im sure many people would have chosen wangxian here but I uhh don’t really care abt wangxian personally? And also their love story is so convoluted that jyl and jzx seem idyllic by comparison lol. Also i didnt really have an idea for who to put in the angel’s place for wangxian… mme jin certainly did not get these two together in the end but undeniably she and mme yu did initially give them a chance to fall for each other so. Thats something i guess. Anyway the trees became their sects’ flowers and the mountain became the burial grounds - an omen of their tragic fate, basically 7 the chariot There might have been other characters who fit this card better but i couldn’t really think of another card for lwj and i thought it would be weird to not include him… anyway i don’t really care for current timeline lwj BUT i do like that he was clearly influenced by wwx to walk his own path in life based on his moral convictions rather than follow his sect’s rules blindly. The chariot is to me a card of self control, self determination and focused action, so it seemed fitting. The composition felt kind of empty without the actual chariot so i padded it out with the guqin, the cloud recess in the bg (it doesn’t look great but i tried to replicate the drama design….) and the bunnies which conveniently fit the colour scheme of the sphinxes in the rider-waite design 8 strength Like i said before, my interpretation of this card is more… morally ambiguous than the quote unquote official meaning, so i thought about manipulative or duplicitous characters more than kind characters whose strength is expressed through gentleness (though i did consider jyl briefly for the latter interpretation). As such, i considered both jgy and nhs, but ended up going with jgy largely because i couldn’t pass up the opportunity to put the nie sect’s beast as the lion. 9 the hermit My thoughts immediately went to bssr lol. It may be an overly literal interpretation but whatever, i like it just fine. And i like that i managed to echo the rider-waite silhouette in the mountain and the tree (and even in bssr herself) 10 wheel of fortune God i love the parallels between these 2… this card to me is about how you cant trust your current situation, good or bad, to last forever, and these 2 embody that perfectly imo. Wwx went from son of a well off servant and a powerful cultivator, to street rat orphan, to adopted son of sect leader jiang, to double orphan, to MIA, to terrifying but admired warrior, to terrifying and despised traitor, to dead, to, at the very end, suddenly respected and trusted again. The dishonesty and cheapness of whatever the public’s current opinion of him is is portrayed beautifully as far as im concerned. And jgy of course claws his way up to power only to instantaneously become public enemy number one, to the point that he’s probably blamed for stuff there’s no reason to believe he had a hand in. Wei wuxian’s silent astonishment at how quickly the cultivation world turns against jgy and towards him again is a delicious moment of thematic resonance.  11 justice I settled on this card for jc after he got booted from the emperor seat but i do think it fits, in a somewhat convoluted way. I turned both the sword and the scales into visual representations of the golden core transfer (can you tell im obsessed with it). According to biddy tarot, the justice card is partly about searching for the truth, and the scene where jc finds out about the transfer is of course a big deal. I was also very influenced by the reversed meaning again - which is about being reluctant or unwilling to face or accept the consequences of your actions. I feel on an intuitive level that this fits jc but I’m not sure how well i can explain it - it’s something about how he’s a little too comfortable scapegoating wwx for things that were also, if much less so, influenced by his actions, and also something about the way he keeps wwx at an arm’s length emotionally but still leans on him and accepts his support when he really needs it, and somewhat hypocritically expects wwx to put the needs of him and the jiang sect before the needs of others. And also something about the core exchange is the consequence and proof of wwx’s deep - terrifyingly deep, even - love and care for him, which is something jc doesn’t seem to let himself acknowledge. Maybe even something about how you could argue that the way all of the jiangs acted around wwx - jfm’s favouritism that left him with the feeling of a debt he needs to repay, mme yus insistence that he be a servant more than a brother to jc, prepared to give his life for jc, and jc’s own unwillingness - or inability, he was a child after all - to clearly acknowledge wwx as an equal to himself, enabling wwx’s self sacrificial and protective tendencies - that all of this was what caused wwx’s complete and unquestioning willingness to do whatever it took to protect jc, and therefore paved the way to the golden core transfer. And i don’t mean this to be scapegoating jc - especially considering how young he was when this all went down, it wouldn’t be fair to expect this level of emotional perceptiveness, awareness and maturity of him - but i think adult jc has to grapple with the fact that the chain of cause and effect was not as simple as wwx fucking everyone’s lives up to be a martyr, and that both jc and his parents had a role in that story as well. I don’t even necessarily think this is something that jc only realised in the current timeline - i think it’s something he felt on some level this whole time, and it probably led to a lot of feelings of guilt - but the suibian reveal definitely puts it in sharp focus, and i think he’s now better equipped to handle this introspection than he was as a recently orphaned, traumatised teenager, lol. ANYWAY the window with the fabric is both a nod to the rider-waite design and a reference to the destruction of lanling - i actually did some basic ass research for this, and it seems that in ancient china fabric would indeed be hanged in a window if the normally used paper was damaged. The design of the window, as well as the very idea to use it to imply the reconstruction of lanling, was taken from this great piece of jc angst by my pal moroll1! Oh yeah also the covered window kind of works as a denial of forgiveness for jc because it’s like a halo but covered up... Also I completely forgot to put a blindfold over his eyes which would be perfectttt because blind justice and the core exchange......... ok moving on 12 the hanged man I always have issues with this card because i cant find a satisfactory summary of what it’s really about. Best i can tell it symbolises a need to hit pause, surrender or let go of something… ive also seen it tied to sacrifice? So mo xuanyu doesn’t fit perfectly, but sacrifice is definitely there in a surface level reading kind of way, and the idea that you have to surrender or let go in order to achieve your goal does fit the whole deal of getting revenge but giving up your life in exchange and not being there to see it 13 death This is probably one of my favourite cards, definitely not because I have huge issues with change or anything…. I see this card as signalling the necessity of change or putting an end to something / leaving something in the past in order to start anew? At first i considered putting past wwx, mxy and current wwx here as a kind of transformation and one cycle flowing into the next... But firstly, I’d already used mxy in the very previous card, so putting him in again would feel like overkill, and secondly, the longer I thought about it the less convinced I was that this would even fit with the card’s meaning? Because coming back from the dead doesn’t like... trigger an internal transformation within wwx or anything? Anyway, fun fact: the design I ended up going with was actually originally intended for judgement! I thought I was being very clever with the whole “figure plays an instrument and the dead rise” parallel, but apparently I’d just completely forgotten that the judgement card had a completely different composition... Truly I was boo boo the fool... But yeah anyway at the end of the day I figured the design would kind of work for death as well, with Wen Ning and the theme of transformation, (since in his case coming back as a fierce corpse does actually mark a certain transformation in behaviour) and Wei Wuxian’s protection of the Wen people essentially signifying an attempt to break the cycle of oppression if that makes any sense? Like, wwx is trying to revolutionise the way the world works a bit, if you catch my drift 14 temperance  The centrist card! Again this is probably going off track from the “official” interpretation, but to me this card has a certain “don’t commit fully; do everything in moderation; don’t take either side” flavour to it that i personally find infuriating irl and that i very much assign to lxc. It’s entirely possible that I’m misinterpreting his character because i didn’t really pay him (and the 3zun in general) much mind while reading, but hell, I’m allowed to pick favourites and choose who i want to interpret deeply vs shallowly. Again, i wish id chosen lqr for hierophant because its so annoying for a character i don’t care about to get two cards…. But oh well 15 the devil My alternative idea for this was jgy as the devil and lxc plus nmj as the figures, but since all three had been featured already (multiple times, even!) i figured I’d go with xy instead, especially since he’s among my faves lol. I think the devil signifies something along the lines of unhealthy attachment, obsession or addiction, which isn’t 100% accurate in the case of xxc and a-qing, but if i stretch it a bit to cover toxic relationships in general, and especially manipulation or negative influence, i don’t think it’s half bad. My main struggle here was to choose who amongst the xxc/sl/aq trio to choose for the human figures. 16 the tower Arguably jin zixuans death and the following massacre of nightless city were the final and most direct reason for the siege of burial mounds, and the tiger seal is good shorthand for wwx’s loss of control over his powers, which led to the deaths of jzx and jyl. When reimagining major arcana i like to feature some kind of building in this card (spoilers for a possible future project but in my rose of versailles major arcana set the tower is bastille) and even if it’s not a tower, the image of wwx looming over the gathered crowd from atop a rooftop is so good i couldn’t resist 17 the star Struggled with this one - considered both jin ling and lsz for it, as symbolising a hope for the future, but that was kind of covered by the world so it wouldn’t make sense to include here as well... As usual when I struggle with interpreting a card (as opposed to understanding it but struggling with matching a character to it, like with death or moon) I went to biddy tarot and read all the details about its meaning. What i got was that this card signifies an incoming period of introspection and inner peace following a time of turmoil, as well as a general moving on into a new, better phase of one’s life or finding new meaning and purpose. The figure also suggests someone vulnerable, but possessing a keen sense of intuition as well as a good degree of practicality and common sense. Given all those, I settled for mianmian because IM LOVE HER..... I also kind of see her as a prelude to the “just one person is enough” theme present in tgcf!! And i think her decision to abandon her sect because she saw the toxicity and corruption in it is a very inspiring action - even if it didn’t make a large visible impact, i think the appearance of her and her idyllic family at the very end of the novel - paralleling and mirroring wangxian - implies that at the end of the day, it was a meaningful one 18 the moon Another card i ALWAYS fuxking struggle with - this time less because i can’t grasp its meaning and more because I can never find a character that fits it well. I usually get fixated on the “dreams and subconscious” part, but if i lean more on the “disguise, deceit, anxiety and fear” part, i eventually figured the whole yi city arc wouldn’t be a bad fit. I say the entire arc because it really does encompass all those themes if you include both the past and the present - xue yang’s disguise, his tricks with the villagers, a-qing’s lies and even xxc’s reluctance to talk about his past as well as xue yang pretending to be xxc all fit the disguise and deceit angle, and the general mystery and creepiness of the current timeline yi city work well with the anxiety and fear - the mist, the slow uncovering of the past, even a-qing being revealed to be an ally after scaring the shit out of the protags. I definitely struggled with including all the elements and characters, and even moreso with making them vaguely fit the rider-waite composition, but i think it ended up okay ish. OH and i completely forgot to draw mist swirling around them :( 19 the sun I was considering mianmian’s family for this one, but since I used her for star, I ended up with wwx and his parents instead. Once again I’m reinterpreting the card a bit - normally I think it symbolises incoming times of pure happiness and abundance, as well as a connection with the inner child, but I gave it more of a nostalgic or sentimental twist - wwx looking back at the brief glimpse of his happy childhood. 20 judgement another card that i struggle to interpret a bit... Here i actually used the tgcf tarot zine as a reference! In it judgement is summarised as “rebirth, following duty, absolution” SO i figured that nhs, mxy and wwx all together would fit pretty neatly... wwx achieving (public) absolution through clearing his own name after being reborn, and nhs sort of calling on wwx to expose jgy’s crimes... It’s a bit messy but not bad I think! 21 the world This ties very closely to my read on mdzs as a story - which is that it’s, at the end of the day, largely about cycles, and about how hard it is to break them, but how we gotta keep trying and have hope anyway. Or maybe more precisely, that the people directly involved with and influenced by the trauma of the past might not be able to get over said trauma and that the hope for healing from it will be shouldered by the new generation. Or something like that… Basically what i mean is that jc and wwx and lwj and lxc and nhs and jgy and all these people who were in the thick of the sunshot campaign and the siege are so profoundly affected by it that it genuinely feels by the end of the story like there is little hope for them to ever truly overcome that trauma and build a better future without repeating the same old mistakes - but there is a glimmer of hope in the new generation, specifically in jl and lsz. And it’s a bit paradoxical, because they have also been directly impacted by the past tragedies - lsz having his entire clan wiped out after wwx failed to protect them, jl losing both his parents to wwx’s mistakes - but despite that loss, and despite coming from arguably the two opposing sides of the past conflicts, they are both, in the end, capable of moving past that tragedy, of recognising the complicated nature of those conflicts (jl’s moment of clarity at the end is both heartbreaking and hopeful) and forging friendships between clans in the process. I honestly think that the extra where jl is struggling to assert his authority as sect leader, to treat his subjects well and to cooperate with other sects in a truly amicable way is the single hopeful ending note for the larger themes of the novel - it allows us to imagine that maybe these kids can learn from the mistakes of their elders rather than getting sucked in by resentment at those mistakes, and actually build a brighter future for the cultivation world. And sidenote, this is also why i have a soft spot for jin ling and lan sizhui as a ship... speaking of which their poses were directly referenced from the lovers card ehehe
Looking back, I’d like to add some symbol of jin ling’s trauma so that it mirrors baby wen yuan in the tree stump... maybe his father’s sword? 
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jasmine; what mythical creature do you wish actually existed? apricot drift; how do you feel right now? honey perfume; favorite movie ever? tulip; name 5 facts about yourself. lilac; if you could go back in time which time period would you visit? sunflower; share a favorite quote. moonflower; what’s your favorite color?
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jasmine: already answered :)
apricot drift: how do you feel right now?
i feel good, pretty calm for once, which is nice. how are you?💓
honey perfume: favorite movie ever?
my two absolute favorites are definitely titanic and the prince of egypt. both are so powerful and epic and both make me feel so much.
i'd also like to mention good will hunting....it's a beautiful, philosophical movie that i really, really enjoyed. it stayed in my memory, which is always a good thing.
also, whisper of the heart. the sweetest thing.
tulip: name 5 facts about yourself.
1. as a kid, i was very good at maths. when i was 6, i used to solve mathematical tasks on the 3rd grade level of elementary school without a problem. and i always enjoyed the thrill of having a complicated mathematical task and all the steps you had to take in order to get a correct result. it was just neat to me. unfortunately, as i grew older, this just didn't stick with me that much. i am definitely much more into arts and language now, but i still very much appreciate mathematics.
2. my favorite board game is called dixit. it's such an interesting game with beautifully illustrated cards. the point is to confuse other players by telling a short story based around one of the cards you have in your hand. others are supposed to choose one of their own cards that mostly resembles your story. and once everyone makes their choice, all the players are supposed to judge whose card is the most relevant to your story. you also have to try convince other players why is your card the best one. it's so fun and engaging, i highly recommend it.
3. i used to write short stories for my classmates in middle school. it started with me writing a story for my best friend and then my other friends saw it and asked me to write one to them as well. everyone was always a protagonist in their own story and i used to intertwine their crushes and personal interests and hobbies into each story. at one point it started being exhausting because everyone asked for their story lmao, but i still remember very much enjoying coming up with those stories and listening to their reactions afterwards was always worth it.
4. this one is a bit funny....but whenever i visit my relatives or my friends i always have to check out their little libraries lmao. i just really enjoy seeing what kind of books people own and what is their reading taste like....it's just a thing i do, i guess.
i wish to learn ice-skating. i still haven't learned.....i really enjoy looking at talented people competing at ice-dancing and that sort of thing. especially tessa and scott. they're mesmerizing.
lilac: if you could go back in time which time period would you visit?
keeping this one within my own country and culture (otherwise this would take forever lmfao) i would absolutely love to go back to serbia during its nemanjić dynasty. specifically around 1217 when the serbian kingdom was proclaimed, which led to the establishment of the serbian orthodox church in 1219. imagine witnessing that. not to mention meeting such incredible and important people from our history, saint sava as a biggest example.🤍
sunflower: share a favorite quote.
oh, i definitely have a few. i shared some of them before on my blog, but here they are again;
What is a book? Taken upon the eye, it's a small thing, made from the most expandable material, paper. Taken essentially, it's one of the strongest passions and delights, it's a quiet water that dives the shore, it's dynamite which breaks and rises into the air and then builds differently, it's a sublime, wise teacher or satanic seducer.
-Isidora Sekulić
"It is a mistake to talk about the artist "looking for" his subject. In fact, the subject grows within him like a fruit and begins to demand expression. It is like childbirth. The poet has nothing to be proud of: he is not master of the situation, but a servant. Creative work is his only possible form of existence, and his every work is like a deed he has no power to annul. For him to be aware that the sequence of such deeds is due and ripe, that it lies in the very nature of things, he has to have faith in the idea, for only faith interlocks the system of images."
-Andrei Tarkovsky
"To define is to limit" - Oscar Wilde
"Magic does that. It wastes you away. Once it grips you by the ear, the real world gets quieter and quieter, until you can hardly hear it at all." - Catherynne M. Valente
moonflower: what's your favorite color?
i honestly thought about this haha and i realized i like the combination of colors much more than just one color only.
for example i like how red and black look together. or how sunset gold looks in ocean blue. that sort of thing.
but i think i will always love pink and all its shades. it's my forever favorite.
thank you for asking all these questions! ljubim!💜
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[ LORENZO ZURZOLO, CISMAN, HE/HIM ] shh ! DYLAN HAWTHORNE, the TWENTY year old SECOND year ANTHROPOLOGY major from HARTFORD, CT is known as a TOURMALINE  around here. HE was invited to join because HE PUBLISHED A COLLECTION OF SHORT STORIES ANONYMOUSLY THAT GARNERED A BIT OF FOLLOWING AND RECENTLY STEPPED FORWARD AS THE AUTHOR, and now, they’re here to stay. HE reminds me of THE NERVOUSNESS OF A FIRST KISS, LEAVING SECRET MESSAGES IN LIBRARY BOOKS, DRIVING AIMLESSLY WITH THE WINDOWS ROLLED DOWN ON A WARM SUMMER NIGHT WHILE THE RADIO HUMS A PLAYLIST CURATED FOR YOU BY YOUR BEST FRIEND.
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omfg hello. i can’t tell you how excited and happy i am to be here. i was too nervous to apply for the last three months but i decided to stop being a Coward and just try. im SO happy to be here, it’s the highlight of my week tbh lmao. anyway i am mar, she/her, 24, est. i live in nyc and all i do is visit the planetarium and cry. i’m so fucking bad at these so im just gonna LIST things and hope you get the vibe. i am a pisces sun, scorpio moon. i prob have a napoleon complex a little bit lmao. my favorite social media site is goodreads and i get rlly sad when my friends rate books i love poorly dfljskdfs. i can touch my tongue to my nose. i eat a lot of persimmons. i have a favorite rock at my local park that i visit a lot. idk dfskjls. i’m v friendly tho so pls hmu. i send a lot of memes, and love making meme edits for the chars so im rlly sorry in advance if you guys hate that. 
01.      basics.
NAME.   dylan h. hawthorne. ALIASES. dyl, hawth.   AGE.  twenty. HOMETOWN. hartford, ct. GENDER.  cismale. PRONOUNS.   he/him.
 02.      appearance.
EYES.   green. HAIR.   brown. HEIGHT.   6”0 BUILD.   lean. BIRTHMARKS   /   BURNS   /   SCARS.   a birthmark the shape of australia on his left thigh. TATTOOS.   n/a. PIERCINGS.   n/a.
03.      habits.
ALCOHOL   ?  socially. SMOKING   ?  socially. HABITS.  fidgets in chairs. cracks knuckles and back often. nervous laughter. chewing on pencils. talking to his plants. dogearing books. staring off into space and applying chapstick for a prolonged period of time. getting overly competitive about boardgames. stress cleaning. carries a book in his bag always. night owl. incredibly impatient when the internet is slow. creature of habit when it comes to menus, orders the same shit over and over again. LIKES.   feeding the ducks at the local pond. the smell of the earth after a rainstorm. the way music sounds coming from another room. kissing. watering his plants. inside jokes. making wishes in fountains. discussing a recently finished book with someone. making handmade cards for friends on their birthday. fireworks. coming of age films. packages wrapped in twine. jogs. the way friday nights feels when you’re with someone you love. the feeling you get leaving the movie theatre. DISLIKES.   being late. having too many coins on him. coffee with no sugar. when people speak loudly in the library. doing laundry. handshakes with too much squeeze. receiving voicemails. untidiness. golf. charles dickens. lectures with no student input. hot weather. confrontation. being caught in a lie. losing his umbrella. people who cheat during games. rainboots. bad table manners. humidity.
04.      personality.
MYERS-BRIGGS.   infp. ENNEAGRAM. the helper. ZODIAC.   pisces. TEMPERAMENT.   melancholic. ALIGNMENT.   neutral good. ARCHETYPE.   the lover. POSITIVE.   empathetic. sensitive. intelligent. charismatic. easygoing. gentle. loyal. passionate. romantic. humble. supportive. gregarious. playful. diligent. NEGATIVE.   deceitful. gullible. finicky. naive. obsessive. perfectionistic. secretive. timid. possessive. weak-willed. indecisive. cynical. indulgent. summary: basically, dylan is a love starved, people pleasing nervous wreck. big ass nerd who wants to be everyones friend, wants to be liked SO BAD. very charming and charismatic, comes off as fairly confident and comfortable at first. is able to make everyone feel loved and like they’re the most important person in the world, however lacks a backbone. is both romeo and juliet, and just as dumb as both of them too. 
05.      hc’s.
dylan was a football player in high school, believe it or not. he was rather good at it too, which is sort of jarring considering his pacifistic nature. however, he DID land on someone incorrectly at some point during his senior year, and broke their wrist. he quickly abandoned the sport altogether because of how guilty he felt. 
touched on this briefly but dylan really… loves indiana jones lmao. like, it’s quite ironic given his absolutely inability to be a badass, and lack of suaveness. however, he admires indy’s lust for adventure. he also was obsessed with the mummy as a kid. both of these were incredible sources in his very irrational decision to sudden anthropology. however, he does really love and admire anthropology. his favorite ethnography is the spirit catches you and you fall down, which makes him cry like a little bitch every time he even thinks about it. 
he’s the second oldest, but he is also baby. he is SUCH a big momma’s boy. he misses his mom so much. he writes to her often, and of course calls her even more. despite being six-foot tall, he still goes home and rests his head on his mother's lap, falls asleep as she runs her fingers through his hair. he often tries to find native english plants and flowers to press, and mail back to his mother in the form of bookmarks. has nEVER STEPPED ON A CRACK IN HIS LIFE, BABY.
just leaves a shit ton of notes in books in the library. some are riddles, some are poetry, some are commentary on the book, some are doodles. just depends on how he’s feeling for that book. he doesn’t tell anyone he does it, but he’s waiting for someone to connect the dots with his handwriting and writing style. 
speaking of plants, his room is basically a big greenhouse. he has so many plants, and takes serious care of them all. he has a little humidifier in his space for them, marks down when he waters what plants, and has a label maker to label them all with a name. they are all named after shakespeare characters. 
dyl is a doodler, so much so that he contributes to the school paper as a cartoonist. his cartoons are usually just random thoughts he has, but sometimes they get political and he works marxism into them. (this man loves marx.) 
[ suicide implied tw, death mention tw ] he dresses like a victorian boy in love with his roommate who has recently died of scarlet fever and in his mourning, plans to disappear in the bog by the school by mysterious circumstances and become a ghost that haunts the college with his lover. like lots of gray and slacks and ties ands ties and sweaters, lol. also he has glasses that he never wears because he can never find them! catch him squinting in your classroom because he can’t see SHIT. too shy to ask you for your notes though, doesn’t wanna inconvenience you! but when he’s Out on the Town®, he fucking wears like, tacky patterned shirts that are expensive but ugly. someone please help him. 
all about fun socks! he loves owning socks that have dumb little images on them. if you get him a pair of fun socks, he’d absolutely go nuts. his entire week: made. 
he leaves his roommate limericks when he senses they are sad. tapes em to the bathroom mirror or leaves them in the fridge. also loves buying people presents. tiny ones. like haunted looking things from second hand stores, or your favorite chocolate. also is the sort of friend that has EVERYTHING in his bag, in case someone cuts themselves or has a headache. can be a bit of a mom himself. it’s the little things, y’know? 
prob still in his emo phase. listens to way too mcr to not be lmao.
eco-friendly king, will not stand for you not recycling. 
if you will allow him, he will attempt to have a secret handshake with you. he’s a child. is dying for someone to memorize the parent trap handshake and indulge him. 
cannot sit still in a chair. fidgets an excessive amount, the bobbing of his knee and the squirming around. it just never ends. 
bi. that’s the hc.
he’s a little bit in love with everyone he meets if you couldn’t tell, and it’s fucking disastrous. 
he is based loosely off: patroclus ( the song of achilles ), ponyboy curtis ( the outsiders ), laurie laurence ( little women ), eduardo saverin ( the social network ), remus lupin ( hp ), oliver marks ( if we were villains. ) 
( @opalsmedia​ )
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televinita · 2 years
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I posted 478 times in 2021
240 posts created (50%)
238 posts reblogged (50%)
For every post I created, I reblogged 1.0 posts.
I added 204 tags in 2021
#queued - 114 posts
#lmao best - 21 posts
#accurate - 13 posts
#glee - 12 posts
#this blog needs more animals - 8 posts
#revolution - 8 posts
#to tortall! - 7 posts
#amazing - 7 posts
#loltastic - 7 posts
#glee music feels - 7 posts
Longest Tag: 140 characters
#though i am pretty sure editing that header into place took all the time i saved by being able to simply screenshot 24 book covers at a time
[edit: top posts behind the cut! they're p. boring]
My Top Posts in 2021
#5
I HAZ A CAT
It’s been 84 years -- actually 8 since I’ve had a pet and 2/3rds of my life since I’ve had a cat -- but I am now in possession of one petite, green-eyed, rabbit-furred female tabby (the one I met last week), formally named Katerina but known as Squeaky because of her mews.
She is shy and easily spooked by movement and/or noises (ex. every time someone comes home and unlocks the front door she becomes an instant streak of lightning to her “den” under the bed), but she warms up pretty quickly again after getting scared. She does not currently jump onto beds, climb into laps, curl up next to you or seek to be picked up, but if you hold your hand down or sit on the floor, she will endlessly head-butt your palm and/or rub her chin against your knuckles, arch her back end to the sky as you run your hand down her body while she moves forward, and then turn around to repeat the process until she is satisfied and wanders away.
She may also flop down and roll from side to side, exposing her incredibly fluffy tummy fur, and purr luxuriously while you stroke said fluffy tummy. It’s not even a trap, she loves it. MY DREAM!!
(Also today she was hanging out in her cat tree next to me on the computer, and when I stood up to pet her there she went CRAZY with affection, purring and rolling and then putting her paws on my chest to stick her face in mine and rub her head and chin all over. She also has decided that sitting on top of my computer tower under the desk is a fabulous perch, whether it’s on or not and whether I’m there or not.)
So anyway, now if I’m not updating it’s probably because I’m very distracted by my Cat, whom I brought home 3 days ago and yet am just now getting around to telling you about.
(I don’t have pictures yet because I suck at taking them, but maybe someday! She has a really cute black smudge mark on the bridge of her nose and her most common pose so far is lying on the floor with one leg stretched out in front of her.)
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#4
Should you change your name when you get married? NOT IF IT’S DURING A PANDEMIC.
As I am finding out, Social Security offices are closed, so you have to mail in your application to get a card with your new name. Which means mailing documents.
To prove your identity, you basically have to provide your passport or driver’s license (there are some other documents technically accepted, but I don’t have them or they don’t include the required info). And I don’t have a passport.
When I asked how long it would take to get my documents back, they said SIX TO EIGHT WEEKS.
Why would anyone think anyone is fine just...not having their driver’s license for TWO. MONTHS???
6 notes • Posted 2021-01-05 22:40:40 GMT
#3
QUESTION
Has it ever been a rich-person thing to like...build your own library? Not the standard library inside a house, but an actual freestanding building that’s just rows and rows of shelves expressly to hold books? I feel like if I had enough money and land, I would build an outbuilding or two just for this purpose.
I just find it hard to imagine a house, even one with a lot of rooms, ever having enough wall space to hold all the books a person might want to own, while a room filled with aisles of shelves inside a home feels...not aesthetically pleasing, even though it’s amazing in a space designed for that purpose.
6 notes • Posted 2021-09-02 15:20:50 GMT
#2
Despite being a totally indoor cat, our poor kitty has managed to get very sick -- sneezing 5-10 times in a row several times a day, eye discharge, seems to have a very stuffed up nose and a bit of trouble breathing through it. She didn’t greet me this morning, staying in her paper bag den for hours instead, and didn’t even react to catnip, which is unsettling (though she’s still eating okay, and happily accepted Treats).
She’s been like this for a couple of days and Google tells me that indoor cats can in fact catch colds and that they might go away on their own after 4-5 days, but she seems SO miserable that I feel like I should make a vet appointment now. But also IDK. Any cat owners want to weigh in?
7 notes • Posted 2021-12-05 20:59:00 GMT
#1
“When you receive this, list five things that make you happy and tag the last ten people in your notifications” 
I have been tag-summoned by @empress-of-spooks
1. Petting cute, friendly (or even indifferent, as long as they hold still) animals
2. Books! Reading, writing about, shopping for, or organizing them
3. A long walk in a pretty place in nice weather
4. Historic mansions
5. Hot pizza + icy-cold vanilla Coke Zero
time to tag mostly strangers: @bannachocolatta; @samanrahimian; @beautyinsteadofashes; @dollsome-does-tumblr; @eevulpix-blog; @accidental-spice; @magicisabluewish; @kateschechterxthorwasmyfirstotp; @vampbellalune17-blog...and okay I'm tired of scrolling, so one short.
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Patrick Hockstetter’s Parents HC
disclaimer I don’t write hc or stories or prompts for any fandom but this has been on my mIND for several months and i just gotta gET IT oUT-
these hcs are based on the movies and not the book mostly
pat’s mom is vietnamese and was an immigrant, his dad is reg yt
his dad actually served in the military during the vietnam war and was stationed there. he eventually met pat’s mom and they had a relationship
long story short, his dad brought pat’s mom to america before american troops left saigon
they married in america and lived in a few bases while pat’s mom got her green card and learned english over time
pat’s dad is originally from maine but not derry, eventually the couple moved to derry after his dad became ex military
pat’s mom became fluent in english at this point but she had an accent which people in town made fun of her for 
also were at times racist against her
but dad put a stop to that when he was around or when she brought it up to him
they do like the small town life, prefer it better than being in the big cities or on a military base for sure
soon pat was born and pat’s mom became a stay at home mom most of his childhood, only when he was in middle school to high school did she get a part time job at the library
dad works as a clerk at an office
NOW FOR THEIR PERSONALITIESS
pat’s dad is more calm and laid back although friendly, is a more open minded individual, can actually speak vietnamese!, he doesn’t speak about his military time except if it has something to do with his wife like a memory or smth
pat’s mom is the more extroverted one but not wildly so ambivert maybe?
is DEF the one that will say her opinion if she disagrees with something tho whereas dad will let it pass but she doesn’t express it in an aggressive way (kinda like “i dont agree with that because such and such”)
has no problem chastising pat on chores i.e. washing dishes, laundry, cleaning his room/the house in general lol its kinda funny to see her telling him to do something and he does it with a scowl on his face every time
there are times where she is a bit hard on him, it’s mostly due to how she was raised since in viet culture, a lot of pressure is put on first born sons esp
she does feel bad at times for that though and lays off for awhile
this is also due to avery’s death
since avery died and pat is now their only son, both mom and dad let pat get away with ALOT OF STUFF more than he should esp when it comes to school problems they just feel guilty
and yep u guessed it he takes advantage of that we’re not surprised here
but they are loving parents much to pat’s annoyance lol 
pat’s mom conceals her viet accent in public tho, due to comments ppl in town have made about it 
but at home she doesn’t care to keep it up
she tried to teach pat viet, still hoping he becomes fluent at some point lmao but thats a pipe dream and she kinda knows it loool
she talked to pat in viet when he was a baby, and to this day he understands what she says in viet but he just responds in english (cant write viet either)
its cuz he’s lazy and doesn’t see a point in learning it its for the culture u bastard omfg
VERY RARELY he will reply ONE WORD to his mom in viet (like she asked to pass her the salt or some shit and he says “yeah here” or smth) and she smiles every time he rolls his eyes
if she has trouble understanding something, his dad will translate in vietnamese for her 
yes she makes viet food including pho but she has to replace trad ingredients for whatever replacement she can find at the store
pat’s mom was originally catholic, his dad wasn’t but they all go to church together so pat was raised catholic (i think it mentions in the book that he is but idk and am too lazy to look it up again ealfvneakv)
he’s baptized, received first communion and is confirmed and yes there are pictures of it in his house lmaooo but he’d rather die then talk about it so not even the bowers gang know about it
his parents love him obv cuz they good parents
he’s rather annoyed by their existence and its not overly friendly nor overly mean to them
they’re just kinda... there.. at times to him
like roommates lol its sad but they dont realize his true feelings obv
however he doesn’t like it when ppl in town make racist comments about his mom or his dad being married to her and death glares at any person that makes a comment
its more along the lines of “i can cause my parents discomfort but not YOU” type of thing tho dsvdjfvfj he’s not a noble person
has def punched henry for this reason so henry doesn’t say shit anymore
both his parents try to blend viet and american culture in their household
they like the other bowers gang bois and are very nice to them, they give them advice when needed, they usually leave the bois alone tho if they are hanging out at pat’s place while they’re there
the bois like them and are cool with them
they also tell the story of how they met and left vietnam together and got married every anniversary to pat and he feels like his soul is being ripped out of his skin every time alskvnarlab he doesn’t care AT ALL 
this kinda turned into more about pat’s mom than anything lol but i hope i did good its been 6 yrs since i made hc about something lmao
if u wanna add anything let me know! i’d be glad to make a part 2 to this or other bowers gang hcs too!
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thatemotionalbitch · 2 years
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@dykegoblins tagged me and therefore it is my duty to respond as quickly as possible to tag everyone first instead of getting tagged like 6 times
1. Why did you choose your url?:
It’s a quote from a BTDQ vid. One of Bob’s boyfriends like made a joke about being emotional but also That Bitch, and I think Bob responded “So you’re That Emotional Bitch.” And I just thought that was beautiful.
2. Any side blogs?:
Lol no
3. How long have you been on tumblr?:
Ummmmmm officially this blog (not in this form) has existed since 2013? But I was basically only active from 2013-2016 and then from like 2020 to now.
4. Do you have a queue tag?:
Lol no. I embrace the chaos of no one knowing if I’m online or not
5. Why did you start your blog in the first place?:
I was borrreeeddddddddd and wanted to be social after like a year of lockdown. But like for OG reasons back in the day I think it was....... either for Harry Potter or Supernatural?
6. Why did you choose your icon/pfp?:
I like feeling fancy while also being self-deprecating and the colour scheme needed to match my header
7. Why did you choose your header?:
@katya-zamos said it was me and told me to do it. I have #noragrets
8. What’s your post with the most notes?:
Oh bestie I don’t know?? Probably like my library card post?
9. How many mutuals do you have?:
Oooooooh difficult to say because so many people I follow are side blogs who then follow back from their mains ahahahahahha 
10. How many followers do you have?:
385 because I only write fics and I also block all my pornbots lmao
11. How many people do you follow?:
57!
12. Have you ever made a shitpost?:
Obviously
13. How often do you use tumblr each day?:
Tumblr is my only social media so a lot. I use it a lot.
14. Did you ever have a fight/argument with another blog once?:
Oh god no my anxiety could not handle it
15. How do you feel about “you need to reblog this” posts?:
I LOATHE those SO SO SO MUCH. They make me so angry!!! Like how dare you threaten me so you can get notes?! Like bitch who do you think you are. I also refuse to reblog them because I would never subject any of my 385 followers to also being threatened.
16. Do you like tag games?:
Yes!
17. Do you like ask games?:
Yes! Tho I never do any because I don’t think I have enough followers who care about who the hell I actually am IRL to ask any ahahahah
18. Which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?:
OMG like definitely @redscarekatya and @katya-zamos But also I don’t think I’ve ever gotten over the fact that @connyhascontrol is one of my mutuals. Like what evennnnnnn
19. Do you have a crush on a mutual?:
She knows who she is 😉😘
I don’t HAVE to tag anyone but @katya-zamos knows she’s getting tagged anyways because I like to bother her. 
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undesired-attention · 3 years
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Day 1523: kindle came and I set it up, I’m trying to set up the app Libby so I can rent digital versions of books through my local library for the kindle, but I had to get a library card which I have to wait for in the mail. Not too upset about it, I looked and it seems like there’s about 8k books on the app available for kindle, which if I can read those for free from the library I’ll be very happy about. It has all the popular Amazon books I was looking at too, but the wait list is very long as of now (14 weeks-over 6 months for some lmao). I saw some other websites you can get free/cheap books from, so tomorrow I’ll look more into that. I’m just excited to start reading again. I already read the two physical books I bought and they were good.
#jj
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sunflowerhae · 4 years
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Mobile Masterlist •
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Authors note• bro this is so long I’m so sorry I’m breaking it into parts for u (I HATE MY LIFE)
Warnings• mentions of death, language
Songs• something - the Beatles/ With love, Vincent - Murray Gold/ she’s so lovely - beach house
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•Na Jaemin remembers the exact moment he first laid his eyes on Y/N Y/L/N.
•He was standing by his locker on the first day of sophomore year
•laughing with Jeno and Haechan about their new math teacher
•when she walked past him with two other girls, smiling and holding some books in her arms.
•Jaemin will tell anyone that listens that this was the first time he felt the air knocked out of his lungs
•He remembers thinking that she was the most beautiful girl that he had ever seen.
•He didn’t know who she was; he had never seen her before (he would remember) (sike he’s stupid)
•yet he knew that he would marry that girl.
•he was worried bc he didn’t know who tF she was, but don’t worry bc the second time he ever saw her was maybe 6 minutes later
•he walked into his 4th period Honors English 10 class, and she was talking to the teacher across the classroom, before moving and sitting down in the first empty seat she saw.
•Jaemin didn’t know what to do
•his new mystery dream girl was in his class.
•Should he sit next to her?
•Should he just ignore her and talk to her later?
•what is gonna wear?
•is he gonna cry?
•Jaemin didn’t have much time to decide
• a mere 10 second delay was all it took for three boys (also on the football team with Jaemin) to enter the room and wrap their arms around his shoulder
•ushering him over to an empty table in the back while showcasing their excitement about being in the same class together.
•Jaemin tried not to show his disappointment, and instead gave one of his usual, dazzling smiles (ya know the one!) while joking along with them
•trying to forget about the mystery girl (and the excitement he got when he learned her name during roll call)
•It was then that Na Jaemin’s and Y/N Y/L/N’s rolls in their story were set in stone.
•He would be the popular boy that everyone knew, but didn’t really know
•and you would be the quiet girl that only a few, special people knew of, but those people were your closest friends.
•And over the course of the next two years, it would stay that way. •Jaemin, secretly pining for you
•and you, thinking the beautiful boy as untouchable.
•That would, however, change, on one god forsaken, cloudy Friday.
•A Friday that would forever be ingrained in Jaemins memory as the day he sealed his lonely fate in the world
•and the day he lost his true soulmate
•before he even talked to her.
•If Haechan’s persistent moaning and groaning about school wasn’t enough
•the weather was gloomy and cloudy
•and anyone with eyes could tell that rain was to be expected. •Jaemin, secretly, didn’t mind.
•Although he would never share it, he loved the rain.
•What he did mind, was his friends continuous bitching.
•”Hyuck, shut up,” -Renjun, 2020
•I mean he wasn’t even paying attention to the group, too preoccupied w his sketch book, sometimes glancing up at a girl that sat across the school yard, before looking back down at his sketch book (spoilers for something I’m writing??? Hehe you’ll never know hehe)
•all Jeno did was MenTion that rainy weather meant football practice would be cancelled
•hyucks smile was BaCk
•Jaemin was not impressed
•okay the conversation went something like this
“Damn Na, why are you looking at me like how my mom looks when my report card come in?” -full sun
•You literally insulted football to my face.” -nana
•haechan let out a loud laugh
•at Jaemin’s expense
•“you don’t know the ups and downs of High-school football” -nojam and injunnie
•also at Jaemins expense
•due to an ongoing joke that Jaemin reminded their friend group of the teenage redhead from riverdale
•Na Jaemin was so upset, he didn’t even eat his fries.
•”I wouldn’t care so much if I wasn’t the fucking captain of the team, hyuck. I mean, I gotta hold you responsible to a certain degree, you’re the fucking quarterback!” -Na Jaemin
•someone bully him
•so as that is happening, 2/3 of the missing members of their group come in HOT
•I mean literally
•they’re breathing heavily and everything
•acting like they just ran a mf marathon
•jisung YEETS his bag in the table (covering Renjuns sketchbook, which annoyed the fuck out of the older boy, but really who cares)
•”Guys guys guys! You will never guess who we just saw in the library!” -Mochi
•”lemme give it a try; mark?” -bitch ass Chinese bitch (renjun)
•”No! We saw Mar- wait what? How’d you know?” -child prodigy Zhong Chenle
•“Uhh, maybe because he texted in the group chat that he was gonna be in the library?” -nojam makin a comeback
•”Okay okay, but - can I have a fry? - did hew shay who hedt be wif?”
•”Swallow your fucking food first, le.” -smart boy you guess who
(Whew are y’all getting sensory overload like I AM)
•“He said, did he say who he’d be with, though? No, he didn’t, but guess who WE saw him with,” -jisung bringing the T E A.
•no one answers
•Chenle and jisung give each other the “we’re friends w dumbasses” look
•“Y/n! He was sitting with y/n!”
•oh shit
•Everyone quickly turned their heads to Jaemin
•tell me why this boy was glaring at the table like it messed w his daughter
•Out of everyone ever, the only people who knew about Jaemins secret crush was the 5 boys sitting with Jaemin
•and the one sitting in the library with said secret crush.
•They didn’t even really know, they just knew that they once saw Jaemin slip something like a note into Y/n’s locker junior year
•and Jaemin made up a bullshit excuse that it was something for class that no one
•-not even Jeno, who always trusted his friends -
•believed.
•”why aren’t you mad”
•”you should be angry”
•literally all of the present boys were THROWING it on jaemin
•and naturally -
•he deflected
•”bro I’m not even upset, I don’t like y/n!”
•lmao K
•now at this point
•the boys thought they were helping
•really
•it was innocent they promise.
•really how were they to know what was going to happen
•so hyuck had JOKED and said that if Jaemin didn’t like u, he wouldn’t mind hurting u
•it was super harmless
•unTil
•some other popular ppl walked over RIGHT as Haechan said that
•and he was like oh fuck
•but silently
•bc Haechan knew what Jaemin was like
•if it was just their lil group still, Jaemin would have told hyuck to fuck off
•but Jaemin was terrified to lose his reputation
•he was an insecure boy
•he would have really done anything to keep his position as most popular boy in school
•so when one of his jock friends dares Jaemin to get you to date him until prom, get ur virginity the night before, and then ditch u at prom and tell you it was all a dare in front of everyone and that he never liked you
•well
•he stupidly agrees
•the dreamies agree with it
•only bc they don’t actually think Jaemin will last
•they think he’ll back out last minute and stay w you
•and that Jaemin will finally get u
•wishful thinking
•you were failing math
•it’s not that you were stupid, you weren’t
•you just R E A L L Y hated math
•and your mom was so upset w your grade
•my girl forced u to get a tutor
•good thing u knew mark
•he agreed to meet w you in the library Tuesday’s and Wednesday’s at lunch
•and Thursday’s if you needed it
•thank god 4 mark
•everything was going Super Fine™️
•up until you both look up when you hear squealing and the sound of someone smacking someone else
•and there’s jisung and Chenle,
•staring at you both
•and squealing
•and smacking each other on the arms
•before just plain running out
•”if I don’t go after them, they’ll tell all of our friends that we’re marrying each other, so i should go.” -Mark fucking Lee
•so you’re walking towards your locker to put all of your math work in it,
•and when you open it, a lil note falls out and flutters to the ground
•your smile: 3% -> 95%
•honestly you were kinda having a shitty day
•so you were so happy to see a note in your locker
•you had been receiving love notes since you were in sophomore year
•you don’t remember exactly when during the year
•but one day, they were just there
•you were excited to add another one to your box
•this one wasn’t big, it just said “Your Personality makes me want to be a better person! I hope you have a beautiful day, sunshine!”
•the rim of the paper had squiggly yellow lines, and the bottom had a poorly drawn sunshine, with a heart, like always
•you didn’t know who your secret admirer was
•but you wish you did
•u lowkey loved them
•you’re still smiling about it as you walk into your 7th period math class
•and the note was found at lunch, like an hour ago
•they make you so happy
•you silently sat down in your seat, and stared off into space with a dreamy look on your face
•and THATS how Jaemin knew you got his note
•you always had that look when you read his notes
•not that you knew it was from him
•it made him so happy
•even if you two had never talked before, he still freaking loved that he could make you smile
•Jaemin wasn’t happy for long
•he tried not to let you notice him staring at you in class,
•it was kinda hard, seeing as you two literally sat next to each other
•he couldn’t believe he had to break your heart
•he wanted to die lowkey lol
•but he had to do it
•not really, but really
•so he took a deep breath
•and opened his mouth
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{taglist}
@ivietea @fiveguysgoodbyeguys @comically-sleep-deprived @woosans-sann @mozartwasajungkookstan @littlefluu @cxcxlxlee @jaesluvklub @uyuzo @sweetie-yoongi7 @marklexleaf
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patruchilles · 4 years
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i was tagged by my angel kalli [ @augustsjanes ] thank you my love ♡
rules: answer these fifty questions
what is the colour of your hairbrush? i don’t use a hairbrush, but i use a fine-toothed comb that is pink ! if i lose it i will literally panic even if i have others .
name a food you never eat. um, maybe squid or octopus.
are you typically too warm or too cold? too warm !
what were you doing 45 mins ago? reading ‘the song of achilles’ :)
what’s your favourite candy bar? mm, i have a few—mars, time out, twix and flake !
have you ever been to a professional sports game? yes ! only once, though, in america. 
what is the last thing you said out loud? “she said it’s ok and for me to get better soon”. it was about work lmao. 
what is your favourite ice cream? i love chocolate !!
what was the last thing you had to drink? water :)
do you like your wallet? yes ! it’s those horizontal/sideways ones (i literally don’t know what they’re called). it’s juicy couture and i got it from the blessing that is ross dress for less :)
what is the last thing you ate? apple crumble :)
did you buy any new clothes last weekend? yes ! i went shopping with my friends and i got this cute long-sleeved shirt. 
what’s the last sporting event you watched? basketball highlights with my dad lmao.
what is your favourite flavour of popcorn? definitely the classic butter popcorn !
who is the last person you sent a text message to? my friends !
ever been camping? yes , twice for school ! it’s not literal in-the-woods. i mean, it was in the woods but it was a camping facilities with a community hall and kitchens and bathrooms. it was really fun. 
do you take vitamins? yes. 
do you regularly attend a place of worship? it’s been hard due to covid but my family and i watch mass online ! 
do you have a tan? i don’t really tan. 
do you prefer Chinese or pizza? both are very delicious !
do you drink your soda through a straw? sometimes !
what colour socks do you usually wear? a range. i have those socks with cute designs so i change between them. 
do you ever drive above the speed limit? i don’t drive yet :)
what terrifies you? sPiders. they terrify me. 
look to your left, what do you see? a book. ‘the subtle art of not giving a f***”. courtesy of my sister borrowing it from the library. 
what chore do you hate most? refilling all the water jugs because it is so...time consuming. 
what do you think of when you hear an Australian accent? as an australian, i have no idea. i hear it everyday when i go out lmao. but when i think of australian i think of chris hemsworth. 
what’s your favourite soda? i don’t have soda a lot. 
do you go in a fast food place or just hit the drive thru? in a fast food place !
what’s your favourite number? 10 and 18. 
who’s the last person you talked to? my mom !
favourite meat? chicken !
last song you listened to? blackpink’s new album “the album” ! ‘pretty savage’ and i must admit...it is pretty savage. 
last book you read? 'starry eyes’ by jenn bennet ! 
favourite day of the week? friday or saturday !
can you say the alphabet backwards? lmao no, all i know is z y x and that’s about it. 
how do you like your coffee? i’ve never had coffee. 
favourite pair of shoes? as in brand? because converse all the way >
time you normally get up? school days is around 6:30–7am while on weekends/holidays it’s around 7:30–8:30am. 
what do you prefer, sunrise or sunsets? both ! i can’t decide which. 
how many blankets on your bed? one !
describe your kitchen plates. we have these clear ones and then we also have these orange ones :) 
describe your kitchen at the moment. um, pretty cluttered. we have chocolate muffins that i bought from costco today hehe!
do you have a favourite alcoholic drink? no...not yet :)
do you play cards? oh my gooodddd god, i used to play cards 24/7 with my friends in primary school but now i have forgotten !
what colour is your car? i don’t have a car yet but one car is light gold, and the other is light blue, and the other other is silver & gold/yellow. 
can you change a tire? nope.
your favourite state? well, in australia i’d say victoria (not at the moment though) and in america, probably new york !
favourite job you’ve had? i've only had one job that i’m still doing right now and it’s working for this pop up that sells freshly homemade and baked cakes and pies and it is so. good. 
tagging? @radiantsusan , @romaanovas , @wingday , @athenaswrath , @winnietech , @deadpoets only if you want to ! [ and anyone else who would like to do this ] 
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