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fuckin-depression · 2 years

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I don't have any dreams/goals because nothing interests me.

I do nothing all day because I don't like anything.

I'm empty

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abusedpixie · 1 year

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𝐈 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐚𝐮𝐝𝐚𝐜𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐭𝐨 𝐜𝐫𝐲 𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩𝐬 𝐈 𝐫𝐮𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐝

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thisiswhatmakesusgirrls · 2 months

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#girlblogging #female hysteria #girlblog #this is what makes us girls #i’m just a girl #female rage #hell is a teenage girl #girlhood #gaslight gatekeep girlblog #just a girl #i’m sorry #i miss you #i ruined everything

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vvyvernicus · 7 months

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Astarion, but wrong.

#astarion #baldurs gate 3 #baldur's gate 3 #photoshop #cringe #im sorry #meme #i ruined everything

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femboty2k · 14 days

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im gonna go insane about this game if I dont talk to someone about it but my fucking head wont fucking let me

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sweetface-the-dollbaby · 11 months

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I want to kill myself

#i ruined it #I ruined everything #I ruined one of the closest friendships I had on here #all because of a stupid immature joke #I’m so sorry #I really don’t deserve you #I didn’t want to make you regret living #And I didn’t mean to drag Bowie into this #I’m sorry #bowie did nothing wrong #This was all me #I’m so so sorry #I’m sorry…#I don’t expect you to trust me ever again I’m so sorry #I’m sorry.

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thatdamnokie · 1 year

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it hurts to look through old posts and realize that you aren’t friends with any of these people anymore.

#personal #i ruined everything

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p-nymph · 1 year

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I ate enough calories in the past two days to properly nourish a normal person for 4-5 days.

I wanna die.

Or at least have someone punch me till I am unconscious so I learn my lesson and never dare to do that again.

#hate myself #I ruined everything

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fuckin-depression · 1 year

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I'm sorry but I hate everyone,

Everything

And every piece of myself.

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anxiousqueerperson · 1 year

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Just realized that Jesper 's grisha so He will outlive wylan

And Inej

And Kaz

Matthias is already dead.

And nina literally just left the crows to go with hanne

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666h3llbl4ckc4t666 · 1 year

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I always mess up and do more shit like this, I should have never did what I did why was 15 year me so stupid in not reading the room and ruining someone’s life,

Your such a burden to people, why can’t you just make the right choices, why, are you that retarded, thinking random people you messed up are “potential friends” or “oh we can make everything right again” NO

THATS NOT HOW THAT WORKS NOW LOOK WHAT YOU DID,

YOU MADE IT WORSE

YOU MESSED THEM UP EVEN MORE YOU SHOULD HAVE JUST BLOCK INSTEAD OF FOLLOWED

EVEN WORSE YOU SCREAMED AT YOUR FAMILY AND MADE THERE LIVES WORSE, FOR SOME APOLOGY YOU OBVIOUSLY COULDNT SEND BACK but of course YOU DONT CARE “ITS TOOOOO LOUD” YOU SAID

Is this what you what, to hurt people and make there lives worse, because some sicko retard like you is doing that,

You did this to yourself, you will never improve, you only care about yourself not about the other people around you, you never will, never never never

#i hate my existence #i hate myself #i hate my body #i ruined everything #I ruin everything #i wish i was never born #i hate it here #i hate it heeeere #i hate when this happens #retard #autistic spectrum #autism

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trainwithnotracks · 1 year

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missing her

(sorry if this is messy, once again i am drunk by myself…as i am every time i write on this blog)

the more time that goes by, the more i realize i miss her, and can’t seem to live without her. i want nothing more than to have her by my side. but once again i have fucked up everything that we had between us. i think she still thinks about me.

of course i can’t be for sure…how can you ever really know?

just because i stalk her accounts and spend all day thinking about her, i just kinda assume she’s doing the same about me. i hope she is.

the truth is i really don’t think i can live without her. i miss her laugh, her smile, the way she smelt. she was the one thing that i can see in my future, even if i can’t seem to see a future with me in it.

the more i think about it, the more it hurts. i ruined everything. we could of still been together, going on year in our relationship. but no…i couldn’t handle it and ruined it once again.

why do i do it? i want nothing more then to know why i choose to do things that hurt the others around me? and why can’t i recognize it when i’m not drunk?

i’m sad that this is who’ve i’ve turned into…an borderline alcoholic at 17 going on 18. maybe it’s for the better that i hurt her? at least she doesn’t have to deal with the endless cycle that’s haunted me for years.

i knew that this would happen, and it hurts to watch myself go down the same footsteps as my parents. at least i’m not hurting anyone on the way down this path but myself, i don’t think i could handle disappointing another person.

#vent #dissapointment #i ruined everything #i miss her #i wish she was here #at least i’m drunk alone

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officialdarks · 2 years

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#i ruined everything

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brokenglassrainynights · 2 years

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I’m dying inside.

#sadnees #pleasehelp #i ruined everything #actually crazy #not ok #all alone

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novelsbyadessa · 2 years

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Don't Despair: Chapter Five (Undertale AU)

The cell was cold, small, and the most uninviting room he had ever been in. It had no windows; no furniture save for a concrete bench that was the most uncomfortable seat he had ever sat in. Guards came by and gave him a single meal a day: brown-grey gruel that might’ve been in a fridge for months before it was finally taken out and shoved into his space. It was a stark contrast to the entrees he has beautifully crafted himself.

He would be in that cell for a few weeks before he had a visitor, a visitor who wasn’t even family, which hurt him all the more. His own brother threw him in here, yet he wouldn’t ever stay to say hello, at the very least.

This visitor was none other than the head of the Royal Guard herself, Undyne. She prodded at the cell bars. “Not exactly a four-star hotel they got you boarded up in, huh?”

He shifted into the light, towards her. “I suppose not.”

She sighed. “Listen, kid, that stunt you pulled was stupid. In front of Toriel? Seriously? You should have been more careful,” she paced in front of the bars, “however, what you did was an excellent show of character, dude! Standing up for what you believe in like that? Crazy! It took guts, and guts like that are exactly what I want on the Guard.”

He perked up from his slouched position on the bench. “You… you want me on the Guard?”

“Hell yeah, dude!”

He frowned. “Then… why didn’t you come sooner?”

She shrugged. “I just wanted to make sure you knew who’s side you’re on. You did choose a… human… over your own brother, after all.”

“I did, didn’t I?”

He thought about the human, about how scared she was. Is she still alone? Is she alright?

He was suddenly reminded of why he was in the cell. “Oh my goodness, I broke a law!”

Undyne punched a wall. “Hell yeah, that was the best part!”

The two fell into a comfortable silence; two friends separated by those cold, unfriendly bars. After the moment passed, Undyne held a hand through the bars.

“So, what do you say? Will you join the Guard and do awesome stuff?”

Papyrus hesitated, sneaking a glance towards her outstretched arm. Taking it would mean betraying the human, but it would also mean all of his dreams coming true. He’d finally be recognized as the Guard he’s always wanted to be! Getting out of the cell is a nice bonus, too.

He stood up, taking her scaly hand. “I will.”

#papyrus #toby fox #suspense #undertale #au stuff #fanfic #letpapyrussayfuck #i feel betrayed #frisk #frienship #i ruined everything #send help

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vesselslut · 29 days

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life sucks sometimes

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