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Banished (Part 19)

*Not my Gif*

Summary: When the 100 was sent to the ground, Y/N Y/L/N was one of them. Having been locked up for almost 8 years, how will she react to surviving on Earth? Especially when she gets banished…

Post Date: 10-11-19

Paring: Bellamy Blake x Reader (Major Slow Burn, literally dont think I even mention Bellamy in this one 😂 )

Word Count: 1.6K

~Banished Master List~

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*Based off episode 2x06 of the 100 “Fog of War”

Hey Kane.” You spat, not giving him the happy reunion he so wanted. He couldn’t help but look over your body, his eyes widening tremendously as he saw every cut, every bruise, every rip and blood spot on you. And it was all his fault. He didn’t want you, he put you in the hands of those monsters. He sent you to earth.

It seemed like all either of you could do was stare at each other and you could see the way Kane’s eyes started to water and he tried to swallowed the shock in his eyes. You looked towards Jaha who didn’t look like he was going to be any help as he stared at you as well. You rolled your eyes, shifting back into the shadows and taking a seat again. It wasn’t like you had anything to say to them.

“You’re alive.” Kane whispered, and you had to hold back a scoff.

“Alive.” You repeated slowly, letting your eyes close and a humorless laugh came out. “For lack of a better term.”

You could hear Kane get to his feet but you stayed put, blocking them out. “Y/N.” You couldn’t take this, being locked in here alone was awful, but being locked in here with one of the people who abandoned you and threw you to the wolves was worse.

“No.” You grumbled but Kane wasn’t giving up. He kept saying things you didn’t listen to until you snapped, pulling your knees up to your chest and burying your head into them. “NO!” You scrambled to your feet, facing the man who almost looked scared of your new found attitude. “Now you wanna talk? Where were you 8 years ago?”

“Y/N-“

“No! I needed you! I needed you Kane and you left me! You left me and this is who I became. This is on you.” Your throat seemed to be screaming at you and you couldn’t tell if you were crying because at this point you wouldn’t be surprised at it. “Just leave me alone Kane. I don’t need anything from you. Not anymore.” Kane just nodded his head, letting a few tears fall and wiped them away, taking a seat next to Jaha as you retreated back to your corner.

You listened as Jaha and Kane talked making your head pound so much it felt like you could hear your own heart beep out of your chest. You almost jumped out of your skin when the door was thrown open a few grounders were brought in as well as Lexa. She looked at you before turning to the other men.

You watched in silence as two grounders began to beat up Jaha.

You watched in silence as Kane pleaded for them to stop, telling them you all come in peace.

You watched in silence as the one you assumed to be the commander told you all about the massacre in a village.

And you watched in silence as he pulled out a knife and tosses it in the middle of the room.

“One of you three will die today by the other’s hands. We’ll hear the terms of surrender from the two who live.” He said before leaving Lexa to watch over the three of you. You felt sick to your stomach, you knew if someone was going to be killed today it was going to be you. Like Jaha told you on your first day on the ground; you were the expendable one. It seemed like Kane could read your mind as he looked at you shaking his head. You swallowed meekly and listened to Jaha question Lexa as Kane joined in.

“There were 18 of our people murdered. Elders, Children.” Lexa informed you but you weren’t looking at her instead your eyes were locked onto the steel blade just a few feet away from you. “If you refuse the commander will use it to slit your throats.” She said as you finally looked away, catching her eyeing you with a sense of sadness you knew you didn’t deserve.

Kane and Jaha were relentless as they tried to find any way out of this predicament but you couldn’t take it anymore. “Can we just stop all this! You know what’s going to happen so why don’t we get it over with.” You ignores the confused looks on their faces as you moved towards the knife, barely getting your fingers touching it before Kane kicked it away.

“No. There has to be another way. We aren’t killing each other!” He shouted as he yelled at you, pulling you off the ground. You pushed his wrist off your arm and glared at him. He didn’t look at you as he focused on Lexa. You took the opportunity to reach for the knife, this time you managed to grab without Kane stopping you, but it was actually Jaha who was the one to speak to you first.

“Y/N, what are you doing?” He asked with caution, making the room silent as you didn’t look away from the blade.

“There isn’t another choice. I’m the expendable one here. They need you both more than anyone’s needed me.” You admitted with a quiet voice, a slight quiver as Kane took a step towards you. You held the knife up to him, telling him to stay back from you as all the eyes on the room met yours individually. “You know what’s actually pretty funny. That girl you called expendable” you pointed the knife towards Jaha, “ was the same girl you thought locking up would take care of your problems” The knife was now pointed toward Kane before you threw your hands up in’ the air. “The funny thing is the girl that you knew died when you didn’t want her. She died the moment you put your sorrow before her life. You ruined me Kane. I’ve killed, I’ve been tortured, I’ve been beaten, I’ve been banished, I’ve been rap-“ the words were caught in your throat and it pained you to talk anymore. You almost told them. You almost told them the one thing you swore you would take to your grave, which looked to be sooner rather than later. Kane looked taken back by your words, almost as if he caught onto the missing part. “You killed her.” You whispered, “ You killed me by letting me live with my damages.”

It felt like the world went in slow motion as you turned the knife toward your wrists only for Kane to try and pull the arm away. You wouldn’t let him though, fighting back his hold as you stared at his face. “You don’t have to do this. We’ll find another way Y/N.”

“You don’t have to when the outcome is what everyone needs.” His grip faltered at that and you used it against him, knocking his feet out from under him before you slit your wrists. The yells of Jaha and Kane were drowned out as the first bits of blood ran down your skin and you begun to get lightheaded and fell onto the ground

It didn’t take long before Kane was wrapping some bandages around your wrists, making you groan at the feeling. Kane was so occupied with you that he didn’t see when Jaha picked up the knife himself and press it against Lexa’s throat.

“Jaha no.”You shouted as Lexa stood unfazed with a knife at her neck. It sickened you how she could be so calm. You furrowed your brows before watching Jaha with caution. “Jaha. Jaha, you know this isn’t the right thing to do. She hasn’t done anything to you. If you kill her there’s nothing you can do to come back from it. You’re gone and in your place is a murderer. Trust me I know what it’s like to lose yourself Jaha, just put the knife down.” You never thought you’d ever be laying in here on the ground pleading to Thelonious Jaha to spare a grounders life but here we were. Jaha though made no move to listen to you, keeping the knife held against her neck.

The Grounders can back into the cell as you moved to sit up. You didn’t really expect to see them again.

“Take off these chains.” Jaha ordered as Kane worked another angle, appealing to the innocent side of the them instead of threatening.

The next second you probably would’ve missed if you weren’t directly looking at the them. Lexa turned the knife on Jaha and started talking in Grounder and you could only pick up certain parts Lincoln had taught you.. Yet everything made more sense when she put on her amor and you smiled.

“You’re the commander?” You asked, shocked as Lexa nodded. “Badass.”

She approached you and Kane and you had to admit you were worried. “I've learned much about you, your intentions are honorable you desire for peace is true. Free that one.” She ordered, pointing at Kane as he looked between the two of you. You had refused to look away from the other girl. “We’ll talk later. Use his friend as a message for the rest of his people.” The Grounders followed Lexa’s orders and you held your breath, waiting and waiting for her to tell them what to do with you but she didn’t say anything. Instead they all left you there alone in the cell with Lexa once again.

“What about me?” You asked, skipping right to the interesting stuff. Lexa gave you her smile and the power behind it finally made sense. She was the commander.

“All in due time Skai Kiler.” She said before turning around and leaving you to enjoy the name you were given by the Grounders. You couldn’t tell what was worse, the nickname or the fact you were infamous amongst the Grounders for killing them. But it didn’t take long for you to figure it out. The worse thing was not knowing what Lexa had planned for you.

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the 100 diaries S2 E12

quarantine: may 31 2020

season 2 episode 12: “Rubicon”

the guy is running. watch he just die and no one gets clarkes message. i would love it if clarkes plane just backfired but of course they save him. 

ok but wait why was cage just random carrying a oxygen tank when he himself doesnt even need one.

tsing out here with her own personal army. then just plucking these kids one by one. damn 

these grounders really be listening to clarke just because lexa said so?? damn these grounders be loyal minus gustus and that one guy that tried to kill clarke but then got eaten by king kong

is raven really the only person out here doing all this crap?? like does clarke not realize how big of an ask shes asking of raven? raven is magic and shit but she has some limitations just to be somewhat realistic. just chill the fuck out clarke raven is doing the best out here arguably more than clarke.

i love how bellamy is still wearing that hat still looking like sean malto. but also how has someone not noticed him? but i guess bellamy like joe from you as in if he wears a hat he magically blends in.

“...all of this is for nothing” way to put pressure on prettyboy bellamy like he didnt already know that. chill clarke everyone is trying their best out here. ngl i would hate to have clarke as a manager cuz i think she would micromanage the shit out of people. 

remember in the last episode when clarke asked what her job was well i think that i figured it out:

i also wanna mention that finn literally died idk less than a week ago but clarkes in charge being out and about commanding people years her senior. i get that we had that whole episode dedicated to how finns death affects clarke but still she got over that pretty quick. a little too quick. but i guess that if youre a sky person your emotional metabolism is just through the fucking roof...

ooo clarke still be salty toward her mom. but yeah kane is kinda an enabler

but why do these people have clear paper. the art department is feeling themselves on that one. like is it because they wanted to be edgy and futuristic or is it from an actual realistic viewpoint that the space people dont have trees to create paper................does this also mean that the space people didnt have toilet paper???????? but also back to the paper thing did these kids never learn how to write in cursive??? since i would imagine actual writing utensils are limited so idk if they waste it on teaching kids cursive. actually tho does anyone have an answer to these questions??? 

where did jaha get that antler stick. i kinda want one. i like to imagine that he just saw it lying somewhere on their way to the desert and said to himself i would look epic holding that stick and then went to pick up and started using it even tho he doesnt actually need a walking stick....any hunter x hunter fans?

jaha’s mask at 8:29 is an example of what not to wear during corona season

“thanks for the water?”...while looking down a bit flustered ”its, uh..it was no problem” emori and murphy? ship?

bellamy crawling through air vents to save the day...magenta from sky high who??

also bellamy’s ear piece is giving me everything. *i know that the following meme is just a tiny phone but i just really like it so idgaf

again with the inaccuracy of bone marrow extraction.

but what really gets me is clarke recognizing what procedure is going o just by the sound of a drill. ok who is she? she be like the boy that can identify a vacuum just by the sound. For those that don’t know what I’m talking about:

https://youtu.be/Ar5nLNku0CM

A missile?? where did these people get a missile

But also imagine if clarke was like actually i didn’t catch any of that conversation and bellamy just had to recap it like Luis in ant-man. I would die

thats a lot to ask of raven clarke. Like i could never get that shit done no matter how long you gave me. Yeah ppl be screwed if i was part of the 100

That hug btw Clarke and raven...ship? Jk i know it was just a friendship hug but yah can never know with these writers. Like i honestly wouldn’t be surprised if the writers said enemies (being part of that love triangle with finn) to friends to lovers

murphy and emori are definitly a ship. walking together behind with everyone else. Murphy said “i killed two people. I had my reasons but nobody cared.” Fuck you murphy you killed them cuz you a salty bitch. I also hate how he says this so blasé. Like dude want?? Ugh. Ugh. Ugh. Murphy also said im the bad guy. Murphy is a billie elish fan?? Duh.

woah when that girl pulled out her claw????? I fell out of my seat. its actually huge. she could grab a whole basket all. They did a great job concealing/ not drawing attention to her hand before like i was so fucking surprised.

“Its pretty badass” and murphy looking at that claw tho...murphy is into kinky shit. But also that look he gave her while she walked away that was the most genuine look I’ve ever seen out of murphy.

Bellamy shoving jasper into a wall and whispering...bellamy and jasper? ship?

this secret talk between bellamy and Dante....bellamy and president Dante? ship?

But i also like to imagine that during this meeting that bellamy has the song dont be suspious. Dont be suspious playing in his head

woah. Mountain man said inconito mode activated. Reminds me of one of those green soldiers in toy story especially during the opening scene of i think the first movie

This character development in clarke is something else like remember when she talked about the grounders wanting finn out in the open and not in private causing a huge public uproar. Look at her now talking in private with Lexa about the missile. Phenomenal character growth if you ask me.

they really put all their eggs in one basket with bellamy. But bellamy be a really good basket tho. Trust Lexa trust.

where tf did this guy get an RPG??

Woah Emori be the real bad guy. But honestly she could slit Murphy’s throat and he would still live because cockroaches can still live without their head.

raven you should have just shut up. You really dropped the ball there.

lincoln???? What are the chances??? Isn’t he still a druggie?? Honestly octavias little speech would not motivate me at all. If anything it would make me want to take more drugs. At this point i would just say to Lincoln “dont fight it”

i like how they took everything but they let jaha keep his stick.

caspian is reall dressed like a hipster that sells artisanal kombucha

Jaha really has some faith in murphy...jaha and murphy? ship?

Also that was a really good shot of them murphy, jaha, and their crew climbing up the hill with a giant moon in the background

Lexa is giving me padme vibez wearing that head scarf like that

they were going to let kane and indra die

yeah sorry to break it to you abby but your child is a killer but then again so are you sooo..you really cant be out here to judge your kid like that. Like mother like daughter. But you really cant lecture clarke on this. you literally gave your husband up and you let your daughter blame her best friend for it. And on top of this you were part of the council that sent 100 kid down to earth without even knowing if earth was survivable. ma’m get the fuck outta here.

but all those lives for bellamy. i think its worth it. Because bellamy is worth everything.

theyre linking arms they got monty no!! absolutely not. they took jasper but i gotta say better he than monty bc Monty is king. Yeah jasper really fumbled with that gun. Really not smart. jasper should have just shot tsing instead

Oof a containment breach. wow what an epic door stop. Sooo loong tsing. That was such a cruel death tho but yeah she kinda deserved it.

Does Dante play the cello?? A real renaissance man isn’t he?

wow this makes octaiva and lincoln like an epic couple that conquered the world. power couple. Goals *gag* but ok does that mean that Lincoln just stopped cold turkey just like that?? Hes just automatically better? No this is not how drug addiction works. But ok sure Jan.

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