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i-will-die-tomorrow · 1 year

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i would give everything away to stop this shit that keeps going on inside of me

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coffee-and-oatmeal · 1 year

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For me, the most terrible thing about having depressions is when you see your best friends and you really want to go to them, but all you can do is staying where you are, not moving a muscle, because your inner demons keep telling you: 'Don't bother them. They don't like you anyway. Believe me, they're better off without you.' And that is how you become lonely.

#tw depressing thoughts #depressing shit #sad #inner demons #tw depressing stuff #tw depression #broken #never enough #i wish i was good enough #why am i like this #online diary #i wish i was normal #i wish i was happy #messed up

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cryaboutitbitches · 2 years

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when you always make sure ur friends r eating and staying healthy mentally n physically yet here you are practically dying lol

#trigger #ana trigger #friends #i hate my body #i wish i was good enough

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depressed-boba · 2 years

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the meanest person is the one inside my head

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h0pelesssoul · 2 years

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yup, thats me

found on insta

#sadgirl #i'm sad #girl #eat1ng d1sorder #eating problems #i wish i was thinner #i wish i was good enough #i wish i was never born #dark humor

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midnitetears · 3 months

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Your Not The One #107

In the quiet of the night, you weep

For a love that was never meant to keep

Your heart aches with the weight of sorrow

As you face the truth of a love that's borrowed

You informed them of the pain they caused

But their heart remained untouched, unpaused

They left you to cry and feel the sting

Of a love that was never meant to bring

You longed for their love, for their embrace

But you were not the one to fill that space

So you let go of the tears and the fears

As you faced the truth through all the years.

Now they wonder why you seem so distant

After they left you feeling resistant

You wish you could've been the one they sought

But sometimes love's path is not what we thought.

Yours Faithfully🌻

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hopelessly-hopeful-romantic · 10 months

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Oh no, she likes another boy...😕

#she got a boyfriend #i lost my chance #and im feeling sad #oscar lang #she likes another boy #bi myself #i want to be loved #i wish i was good enough #i want to be in love #all i think about is you #im mentally unstable #i love you so much #i wish you loved me #sorry for being depressing #i wish i could be someone you could love #give me attention

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xthefaultisminex · 6 months

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11/04 3:37am

How I wish I could just be enough..

I am just an annoyance; aggravating everyone I come across. I don't do enough, I'm lazy, I'm a burden, and I am just a bore all together.

I'm sorry that I'm not a better person,

I'm sorry I don't take care of everything,

I'm sorry that life & certain people are stressful,

I'm sorry that I don't make life more enjoyable,

I'm sorry that I'm not much fun to be around,

I'm sorry I cause so much stress,

I'm sorry that I am just a constant aggravation,

I'm sorry that I struggle to communicate,

I'm sorry that I am not strong or independent,

I'm sorry that I'm not as slim or pretty as before,

I'm sorry I can't make you happier.

I try to do my best, but it doesn't feel like it's enough. It's hard to communicate about things right on the spot as I get scared and fear arguments and abandonment. I don't want to go through this life alone. I don't want to live with the pain of knowing that nothing I do is efficient or good enough for anything while blaming myself continuously.

I wish I knew what was wrong with me, why I ruin things, why I cause so many issues, and why everyone eventually leaves. It's difficult to be myself when I don't know who that is anymore... especially when it only follows with fear of being judged or looked down upon.

I'm trying to figure things out. I wish I knew what was wrong so I could fix it or try to find a solution to make things better. I want to work to make things easier and better for everyone else... but it doesn't seem to be helping anything.

I'm so, so sorry...

#why am i like this #i ruin everything #not worth it #failure #anxious and overwhelmed #empty space #i want to disappear #i wish i was better #im a burden #i hate my body #not good enough #im sorry #i wish i was good enough #just an aggravation #please dont leave #help me #depressing thoughts #anxious #4am thoughts

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neckdeep--in--realfriends · 11 months

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I am spiraling and I don’t know if I’m going to make it back up…

#me #personal #I’m sorry #im sorry #I wish I was good enough #I wish I wasn’t hard to love #I wish I wasn’t me

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nevaehrec · 1 year

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Anybody wanna be on ft for days on end and motivate eachother not to eat???

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luca-is-a-pengu · 1 year

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I wish I could be more like you I wish my legs were as long as yours and my smile as bright the boys look right past me cause you shine so beautiful I don't want to hold it against you everyone's head turns when you enter the room and I just watch recently I found this boy but you want him too I am so caught up in the way I feel for him but his eyes are on you all I can do is stand by and watch as you wrapp him around your little finger

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dead-memories-linger · 10 months

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me trying to convince myself that i don’t even like him and he’s stupid when i’ve literally been sleeping in his shirt ever since he let me borrow it (probs over a week now) and every time i get a notification i hope it’s him: 🤡

#hope this makes sense #gay love #hopelessly in love #i wish i was good enough #he’ll never know

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imjustalluring · 2 years

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Last Night

I dreamt of you last night

It was strange.

Not the dream itself- but that you were in it.

It made me wonder how different things could be if we had found our way back to each other like I'd always thought we would.

It's a fleeting thought, really.

A feeling that's gone before I can understand why it was even there at all.

Is it a longing for what could have been?

Is it envy- not of her, but of your happy ever after?

Is it curiosity?

Perhaps it is a bit of all of those things.

Perhaps it is none of those things.

Either way, it matters not.

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voicesandthoughts · 1 year

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I want to feel you forever

The kisses and light touches of rain on my skin

Wind that rushes with the intensity of your arms around me

The passion in every love song to which I know all the words

Sounds of home, "I'll always be here" and the scent of dinner after fights because "I need you"

I want to see you forever

I'll turn to you when I open my eyes, your sunflower forevermore

soak it into my bones deeper than any sunburn

before it all, and through everything we'll endure

I hold an extra pillow, until the turn is yours

#spilled thoughts #original writing #my writing #poets on tumblr #poetry #heartbreak #poets and writers #i miss you #love poem #love poetry #i wish i was good enough #heartache #poems for him #poems #poetblr #romance poetry

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snobsox · 2 years

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A "Father's" Forgotten Daughter

It's gone. It's gone. I have nothing to retrieve. My childhood was gone without a trace, a blink and nothing was left but rubble. I have nothing and no one to lean on. I am alone in isolation, stuck in the empty hollowness of my loneliness. Come to me, come to me. See me as I am. You have stayed near yet you are so far away. Your presence eludes me. I am not seen nor heard. No one feels me here. You have abandoned me knowingly forgetting about your daughter. I am of you, I am yours yet you do not pull me into you. I am bone of thy bone and flesh of thy flesh but into the sea of despair you have let me drown. Deciding it is better to die a warriors death than to live amidst the raging war around. My breath was caught and never given back, life taken away before given the chance to live. See me, see me stop letting me go. Am I not worth turning around for? Why has my fate been sealed while you have the pleasantry to roam. I am abandoned. I am forgotten. And I am alone. You do not remember me. My name will never be uttered from your lips. The wind catches in your throat every time, you are silent about my existence. I am here, am I not? Set me free from your bargaining. You gave my life to have yours and that weight is one I cannot carry. I am not strong. Damp air cuts across my sullen cheeks and swarms into my sour lungs. the scars within, hidden, human eye will never befall these wretched wounds. You have lost me and I cannot be found by you, ever. You gave up my treasure in exchange for the filthy rags you wear. You have abandoned me and you are irreconcilable. Do not reach for me in my dungeon of darkness for only God can hold me where I am. Your scarred hands would break me, for you do not know how to hold something so fragile as my soul. I am a mystery you will never understand. I am a passing thought, a fleeting beauty, in the corners of your cataract eyes. Do not miss me for I am not yours to mourn. My burial is not your burden, you tossed the shovel when the job was done. I am now one with the wind, I shall pass you a million times and you will curse the gale of my dry body heat. For I do not comfort nor do I hide the wrath of the sun. I have as much worth as the worms under the scorched cracked earth you call home.

#poets on tumblr #sad #father #daughter #family #loss #childhood #lonely #sad aesthetic #rambles #i wish i was good enough #dad #im lost #despair #trauma #where are you

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hopelessly-hopeful-romantic · 11 months

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I shouldn't feel bad for treating her how's she's been treating me, but I do, I really do, and it sucks becuz I love her so much and it feels like she doesn't give a single shit about me.

#give me attention #i love you so much #i wish i could be someone you could love #i wish you loved me #i wish i was loved #why dont you love me #please hold me #please dont leave me #please love me #its not fair #i wish i was good enough #sorry for being depressing #when will it be my turn

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