#i'm barely alive

[ranminfan]

Hello, I is back 🙂

This term is about to end, and that means I can finally get to drawing again.

So this was an Idea I had for an intro for Fin as a transferred agent in the AVL. I decided to storyboard it a while ago but never got the time to finish it.

idk what style I should render this, either the minimalist one or with lineart. 🤔

#Also features a new character of mine #I'll introduce her soon enough #I'm barely alive #art #despicable me #despicable me oc #storyboard #my art #finbarr Ramsbottom #my oc

[furby--queen]

Here's a furby in these trying times

#furby #furby fandom #safe furby #all furby #safefurby #I'm barely alive #life has been hectic

[probablyin-bed]

I survived my 6th black friday in retail

#i'm barely alive

[eyes-of-nine]

pls assume i'm thinking about this moment 24/7 all week every week

#ahsjgdh i love the young xianle quartet sm they're almost barely not traumatized...kinda #they're very silly especially in retrospect #aaa i do also really want to draw young xie lian and mu qing but the idea of rendering that much gold detailing sounds like hell ywy #i'll do it but christ alive #my art #fanart #tgcf #tgcf fanart #tgcf spoilers #technically #also i haven't read past book 3 for now ywy #tian guan ci fu #heaven official's blessing #feng xin #hua cheng #...he gets one tag bc i'm not keeping track of all the aliases #every time i draw hc his hair gets worse and worse #my man has not seen a hairbrush in the past 800 or so years of his existence

[frenchublog]

silly is boring

#arcane #jinx arcane #jinx and silco #silco #silco arcane #my art #please don't repost #im barely alive #hear me out : i'm in denial #this is not premium art but at least it comes from the heart #princess of zaun

[its-emimi]

There will be justice.

#...this was supposed to be ONE drawing but it turned into this... mini comic lol #this was also much longer originally but i just don't have time aughh #i'm barely alive anyway so #i am definitely not a comic artist as you can see but this was fun #AGAIN highly referenced #better call saul #better call saul fanart #bcs #nacho varga #ignacio varga #lalo salamanca #also tagging this as #lacho #<3 #gus fring #emimi #my art #digital art #breaking bad #brba #blood #death #tw blood #tw death #snakes #comic

[d3rpydoods]

Getting high off my own supply once again🤡👍

Based on this

#STILL ALIVE BOISSS #barely #idk #schools getting in the way and i'm just BURNED OUT #affects the artistic motivation too #but have this for now #yeah the braid's back cause its what he deserve #liulao #liu kang mk1 #liu kang #mk1 #mortal kombat #kung lao mk1 #kung lao #my questionable creations

[coconuts-are-mammals]

gays, claim your "I survived the summer of 2023" tokens here

#see also: “I barely survived the summer of 2023” tokens as well as “I didn't survive the summer of 2023” tokens #Hozier #Unreal Earth #good omens season 2 #go2 #Wwdits #ofmd s2 #ofmd season 2 #Barbie movie #red white and royal blue #rwarb #heartstopper series #honestly I'm probably forgetting a lot still. feel free to bury me nameless in Boston and spit on my grave #should that be the case #but hi. hey. we still alive?? #lgbtq #I also mean gays more so as queers but I personally am more inclined to use the word gay when describing this lovely community #Even though in this state none of us are happy #neil gaiman #Nimona

[crescencestudio]

Intertwine: A Romance to Last

Full Game Out Now!

Our Otome Jam 2023 Entry is here! We are so excited to announce the release of "intertwine," a short but sweet romance visual novel that explores the meaning of soulmates, destiny, and a love that transcends lifetimes.

❝ would you choose me in every lifetime? ❞

✼　  ҉ 　 ✼ 　 ҉  　✼ 

i’ve heard it said that love is a thread woven through destiny. to experience an inescapable pull—a free fall into sun-dappled bedsheets,  intertwined caresses, gossamer whispers.

i’ve heard it said that love is a tapestry woven from memories. experiences of a quiet comfort—a haven of sun-soaked bedsheets,  interlaced caresses,  silken whispers. 

i’ve experienced that love: sun-dappled bedsheets into sun-soaked, intertwined caresses into interlaced, gossamer whispers into silken.

what i would do to experience that love with you again—to follow this string into the next life, with you by my side.

if i did, would you come with me?

✼　  ҉ 　 ✼ 　 ҉  　✼ 

Features

Customizable Name and Pronouns

~15k Words (Estimated 1-2 Hours of Gameplay)

6 CGs

Partial Voice Acting

Van (Need I Say More??)

Van: the One and Only Love Interest of Intertwine

The way his naked back is plastered all over this post. I’ve whored him out fr

#intertwine #game release #visual novel #romance visual novel #indie game #amare game #english otome #otome #otome game #WE MADE IT BABY #OTOME JAM #I'M STILL ALIVE BUT I'M BARELY BREATHING

[natelia-aldelliz]

some quick ghost!Roach, don't look at the anatomy too much I'm fighting art block

#cod mw2 #simon ghost riley #john soap mactavish #gary roach sanderson #ghostsoap #soapghost #soaproach #ghostroach #ghostsoaproach #accidental necromancer soap and ghost roach au #ghost is barely fazed at this point like ok johnny should definitely see a therapist but honestly? that just makes him hotter #and soap is like 'everyone thinks i'm insane 😭' #and roach is like 'i hate to break it to you but i don't think sane people see ghosts' #soap : 'wait do you think i could have just imagined all that - imagined you?' #roach : 'how tho you never knew me alive' #soap : 'i'll have you know i have an awesome imagination and btw that's exactly what someone i've imagined would say'

[smolpotatobun]

some trigun doodles that I did out of boredom

#yes i'm still alive #barely #/j #trigun #trigun stampede #trigun stampede fanart #millions knives #legato bluesummers #vash the stampede #meryl stryfe #nicholas d. wolfwood #zazie the beast #doodle #digital sketch #nariibun art

[butchoutboy]

Joe in Austin (March 8, 2024) *photos by me

#i'm barely awake or alive but the jirlies MUST be fed #my posts #fobaustin #joseph trohman #joe trohman #my photos!

[wormdebut]

Hello! How about 21 for your Spotify wrapped? 👯

HI! I am so fucking sorry this took me forever. This one was a massive challenge for me because 21 on my Spotify Wrapped is Counting Worms by Knocked Loose. For any of you that know, Counting Worms is thirteen words long so I had to process how I wanted to handle this. (And work fucking sucks and I'm exhausted as hell but that's beside the point.) I hope you enjoy this. I actually love it a lot more than I thought I would. 🖤

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'I wrote a song about getting better, it's a feeling I don't remember'

Steve stares at the words on the page, looking up to cock an eyebrow at Eddie, "What comes next?"

Eddie stifles a laugh. "Nothing does, Stevie. That's it."

Steve scrunches his nose, confused. "Thats--the song? That like ten words."

Eddie grabs the paper from him and smiles down at it. "It's thirteen words, big boy. And its--sometimes it's not about the amount of words. It's about feeling something."

Steve tries not to blush. Big boy certainly did a number on him. He would never fucking admit that--but, it is what it is.

He shakes he his head, to try and clear his thoughts, "Sure."

Steve watches as Eddie's smile widens, eyes crinkling in the corners. Christ.

"Did you?" Steve asks.

"Did I what?" Eddie questions.

"Did you ever get better?"

Eddie's smile softens then. "I'm working on it."

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Steve always knew he was something--something not straight. He just didn't really have a word for it, and he tried not to dwell on it. Didn't get caught with drifting eyes in locker rooms, made sure Tommy wouldn't tell a soul about what they got up to. He didn't. Tommy might be an asshole but he wouldn't out himself or Steve…

Anyway, Steve always knew. He always knew and he had told Robin a few months after Starcourt. She helped him find the words for it. Bisexual. So Steve knew what he was, but he was fine ending up with a woman. That's just what he always figured would happen

But Eddie? Eddie changed everything.

Robin had told him just to fucking talk to him. She said that he was being a hypocrite because he had helped her get her shit together enough to talk to Vickie after everything and it had worked out--at least for a bit--but that's beside the point. The point is Robin had asked Vickie out and Steve just stared at Eddie talking, at Eddie playing D&D with kids, at Eddie writing music. He just watched.

He was scared because Eddie? Eddie was loud and confident and interesting and important.

Steve was just…Steve.

What would he even say?

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It'd been a few months since Steve had found the song. Thirteen words.

He couldn't stop thinking about it.

'It's about feeling something.'

He still hadn't said anything to Eddie, but he needed to…Well, he wanted to.

There's only a couple of days left until the kids have winter break, and Steve is expecting them to invade his home as per usual so he has been cleanly all fucking day listening to Abba and thinking about Eddie Munson's stupid fucking hands.

He was feeling impulsive--he could talk to Eddie--he could. Eddie had said it wasn't about the amount of things he had to say it just had to mean something…right?

Steve grumbles out a sigh before stomping over to the phone. He dials out the number--has it memorized by now. It's late, he listens to the line trilling as the clock turns. 10:12 pm.

"Thanks for calling the bat cave." Eddie rambles off.

"Yeah, hi batman. It's Steve."

Eddie laughs over the line. "Stevie! To what do I owe the late night call?"

Steve steels himself. "Listen, I--can I come over?"

"Uh--yeah? Are you okay?" Eddie asks and Steve shakes his head, not that Eddie can see it anyway.

"I'm--I just--I'll be over in a few." Steve breathes. He can do this. It's fine.

"Okay, S. Just be safe--alright?"

Steve mumbles out an affirmative before hanging up and grabbing his keys.

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He only paces outside of Eddie's door for a minute or two before he knocks lightly. Eddie is quick to answer, looking ridiculously hot for a man wearing worn out sweats and one of a thousand old band tees. He looks worried and Steve feels bad about that but--he's just gotta--

"Can we go to your room?" Steve asks and Eddie lets out a shocked laugh before nodding and heading back through the apartment. Steve follows behind.

He stands frozen in the bedroom doorway, watches as Eddie sits on the edge of his bed with head cocked to the side.

"What's going on Stevie? Was it the nightmares again because--"

Steve shakes his head, and swallows before just--going for it.

"Look--I've been--running so many things through my head. I've written speeches and songs--which is sort of your thing. So, I stopped that. But--I have thought over and over again about how to say what I need to say.

And you--you told me 'it's not about the amount of words, it's about feeling something.

And when I look at you? I feel everything--

And I just--I just needed you to know."

Eddie blinks up at Steve, eyes wide. Great. Steve fucking scared him. Awesome this is great. This was a really fucking awesome idea Steve. Nice--

"That was a lot more than thirteen words, sweetheart." Eddie smirks at him and Steve feels his heart stutter at the name.

Steve breathes, "Yeah well--did I fuck everything up?"

Eddie moves from his bed then, quick to meet Steve in the doorway. Steve is quiet. He watches as Eddie's eyes move from Steve's own, down to his lips and back up again.

Eddie brings a hand up to cup his cheek and Steve can't help the soft noise that escapes his throat. The other man swipes his thumb over Steve's cheekbone. "No Stevie, I really don't think you did. I'm gonna kiss you now, okay?"

Steve can't do anything other than nod.

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#steddie #steddie fanfic #steddie blurb #steddie ficlet #yall this one was TUFF #Worm Spotify Series #I AM STILL ALIVE--but I'm barely breathin #have u ever run a business in the middle of chrimas cause ten this is year ten and im TIRED #anyway thats enough of that #Don't think that I didn't want to include the ARF ARF in here #but unfortunatley there is no puppy play featured--this time #worm brain #hellfiredemon

[solarwreathe]

christmas with no limits

really, this art was all an excuse to show you this image. i miss when old movie promo photos were awkward as shit.

#home alone #wet bandits #merry christmas #christmas art #christmas movies #really what do i tag this as #'solar is everything okay? you've barely drawn any weird ugly men lately' #no but fr i need to fetch an ugly man muse every few months to keep my art alive. this is the molting part of my life cycle #im proud of how i caricatured harry but what you see of marv is my 4th attempt and i'm still not satisfied. it doesn't look like him! #he veers more towards the pompous brand of bearded villain than the weed smoker he actually is #anyway little anecdote: home alone is one of the first movies i remember watching. we saw it in school on one of them old tellies on wheels #i didn't know much of america yet. being a toddler. so the whole time i was like: #why's it such a big deal the family's trapped in paris? it's an hours flight...

[class1akids]

Thanks.

#bnha 96 #bnha 405 #something about how All Might is next to Bakugou #the first one treats the sacrifice with respect #on the second #edgeshot is under bakugou #barely visible and he himself immediately trivializing his own contribution #just a reminder: All Might and Edgeshot did the exact same thing #they both sacrificed their own power to save bakugou #one is treated with respect and gravitas #the other not so much #i think with how gag-like edgeshot is #it's probably he will be returned to normal form through eri or whatever #but i've been thinking about this #and i don't like it #especially after the whole world's wishing energy focused on all might to keep him alive #i'm once again reminded that some lives matter #others not so much #and it's a messaging that i personally find very hard to stomach #i'm with Shigaraki on this #and he is right to point it out #how some people are disproportionately valued more than others #but i somehow doubt seeing this in the endgame #that this would be seriously addressed #rant over

[scorpiusmalfoylovesoscarwilde]

do you understand how long I've been waiting for Devan's wedding???!!?!! it has lived in my head rent free for 5 years, I'm fucking HYPED

#I'm so fucking ready I'm so glad Phil confirmed Dil was alive and well and they hadn't lost the god damn save #5 years 🧎‍♂️🧎‍♂️ 5 fucking years and all i wanted was to see that stupid fake person get married to another stupid fake person #im so sorry everyone who follows me because of harry potter stuff #im barely in the dan and phil fandom anymore but this has awoken something in me #and unfortunately everyone has got to hear about it #im in my fucking 20s ready to watch these 2 gay mfs play video games badly #i still have their channels on notifications but ignore that #dan and phil #dan and phil games #dab howlter #evan pancakes #my favourite fake gay people #dnp #dnpgames