#im always down for new friends

[seagull-scribbles]

☔️ It’s time to loose your self loathing, excuse yourself, let hope in ♥️

#hazbin hotel #angel dust #husk #huskerdust #loser baby #okay so when this episode came out it was all over my tumblr so I lists it and it’s such an ear worm #so last Sunday I decided to watch the show while I was drawing so I could get connect for this song aaannddd #new hyperfixation unlocked yikes #sorry to commission people I took 5 days from drawing cause after work I was just day dreaming and fighting the itch to draw husk #so I caved and did this #my friend wants to watch the show so we’re going to watch it together and I wanted to post something to be like AAAAAAAAAAA IM EXCITED #okay I’ll calm down #I love Husk btw #he’s grumpy with an attitude which I love #and he has a playing card theme which is also like something I always fall for #the old showman aesthetic #and birb aaaaaa #okay I’ll behave #enjoy #I tied to include a transparent version but tumblr can’t handle it #also I know everyone has redrawn this but idc I tried making it my own a bit and I’m happy bite me #Spotify #i spent over an hour on husks wings and then shaded them out dont look at me im a fool 🙈

[blackmetalstar]

at this point i just wanna start new with this fandom. if u are new and wanna interact with me, pls do! too much has happened with people i knew and i dont want it to ruin a fandom that i love, so im open to new people, experiences, and friends. send me asks and stuff or dont be afraid to dm me and get to know me. i just wanna make more friends in the metalocalypse fandom bc its a huge special interest of mine and i want people to talk about it with.

#metalocalypse #i just need a new friend group 😭 #reach out to me im always down for new friends

[creekbed-burial]

Need to go on a roadtrip asap i cannot stay cooped up at home anymore

#thoughts #crawling out of my skin and screaming because i need to drive Somewhere #idk where Somewhere is but anywhere but here #wish i was back in Colorado where i could just ask my friend if she wanted to drive to New Mexico and we just…would #now im stuck in Illinois with a bf whos too rational and not down to just drive anywhere without planning it #rational bf vs gf who needs to always be doing something impulsive

[cadykeus-clay]

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#feeling like such a fake fan rn and i know like theres no such thing and its stupid or whatever #but i used to be caught up on cr i used to be the one who watched every new thing #and now im like a month behind on c3 i fell off both my c1 and c2 rewatches i havent seen the m9 reunion and im not watching london either #and im just so fucking busy. first year teacher. literally dont have 4 hours to spare in the week to just sit down and watch cr and if im #doing work while i watch it i wont be following any plot it's ltierally just background noise #and i want to be caught up so bad but i just cant justify it and i feel so bad and for what. for why. theres no reason #no ones making fun of me no ones saying anything but cr used to be an Event where i'd watch it live with my friends all in our living room #and someone would always make food and now i live alone and i cant watch live thursdays anymore bc i wake up at 5:30 for work and im east #coast and it just isnt special anymore and i feel bad because its SUPPOSED to be special

[in-the-sweet-november-rain]

even duolingo has given up on me

#vicki's shit #like i have 0 motivation to do anyhting #but i have shit to do in order to get grades and go to a decent college and have a good jobs so i can leave here and support myself. #i barely have anytime for myself and my “friends” #and it sucks #because i HAVE to get these grades #i have so many people counting on me #i dont really remember the last time i didn't have like someone counting on me to do something #like why me? #and i cant let them down #its just all so much #i barley hav anytime just sit and rest #my mind will not stop worrying that because im not doing anything im a failure and i don't have enough time! #we all have limited time and im wasting it here??? #and its all craxy here since i llive in the same region to palestine and all the news is bad and everyone is sad and i'm not blaming anyone #but my heart is always beating to much and i hate it #does that make sense? #i just feel like a failure because i get tired easy but i cant feel like that because the entire ficking world is conting on me #i dont remmeber the last time i could just breathe without someone breathing down my back #like give me a break!!! #i sound so ungrateful wtf #im sorry #vick's shit

[herlittlebunnyboy]

Hi! Welcome to my own personal dumpster fire, pull up a lawn chair and get cozy ❤️‍🩹 I'm a friendly plant dad that travels too much for work. I mostly post the horny thoughts on here, but I'm liable to put all maner of stuff.

#i love making new friends and im almost always down for a chat. #welcome one and all #dumpster fire #bunny thoughts

[uzu-hime]

So like legit how does one make friends when they are

-too adhd for normal people

-too depressed for adhd people

-poor (no money to do things or go places)

-25 on the outside, single mom for 10+ years on the inside

-so so lonely but so so afraid of adding anyone else to the "only want to hang out with me when you need free therapy" group that includes everyone I know

#i want friends #but i don't know how to make them #or where to find them #im too weird for a lot of people and too introverted for others #and for some reason everyone i do befriend always ends up being basically my therapy patient #or they only ever want to hang out on their terms which... don't exist #side eyes my friend who always says 'i miss you guys we should hang out' in the group chat but then turns me down #for her boyfriend every single time i try to make plans #'he works night shift i have to clean during the day' girl are you his girlfriend or his maid?? #if you don't want to hang out with me just fucking tell me instead of playing cinderella all the time #my mom says i should get out more and do more things but honestly i live in bumfuck ohio #what things???? #rural america is a nightmare for being social if you don't have money and also don't want to hang out at your local high school #i can't even go to the park in town by myself because too many women have been abducted there #im not making this shit up #i just want someone to sing silly songs with me and try on stupid outfits just for fun and go to new restaurants #no one has ever heard of and sit in the woods in silence for a while and maybe take a nap together and compare grov #*grocery lists and just. #why is it so hard #what is wrong with me that the only friends i have only like me sometimes #even my mom who likes me all the time won't even go shopping with me anymore #she's too burnt out from working #maybe it's not me #maybe im just another victim of capitalist america's isolation #even then i don't know what to do about it. my cat helps but im still just. lonely. #im tired of being lonely #vent post #ignore me

[sleevebuscemii]

tmi

#a friend is coming back from a solo kayaking trip in patagonia today and i feel like such a shitty person for this but i just. #really dont feel like im in the mental space to hear about it. #and partly its because where im at mentally and personally right now just makes it hard for me to be happy for others #or at least for it to not open up doors that bog me down badly and thats on Me like thats totally my own shit #and even if i know hearing about their trip will be hard its an asshole move to approach them with #‘im not in the mental space to hear you share something you’re really excited about with me’ #on the other hand. #i know the real reason its gonna suck so bad is that with This particular friend this trip just gonna be another thing they did first. #and in a perfect world it shouldn’t matter who the fuck did the thing first but in this relationship and in this dynamic it always has #and so i Know that yeah im mentally in a place where taking in other people’s good news is hard #but also im just dreading having to hear every detail of how this trip is something i will never measure up to #every detail of things i would have to do bigger and better for it to matter and like. idk i fucking hate thinking about this #because it always makes me feel so small and bitter and they’re such ugly feelings #but also i know this dynamic isn’t like this because of me but i also know nothing i’ve ever done to try to change it has worked #and it’s like. i just have so much anxiety around this conversation that hasn’t even happened yet #and it’s because i know it’s gonna open up all this shit with it #m

[cimicherrychanga]

btw u guys have to promise to not be mad at me for becoming ur turtle mutual. please

#shut up dave #IM LIKE. NOT NORMAL ABOUT THEM. AND THIS MEANS A LOT TO ME #i nEED a special interest to consume my every waking thought in order to thrive #and after i grew out of homestuck its like i lost my spark its EXCRUCIATING. #what do you MEAN i cant draw 3 comics and 2 full piecesn write 50 page essay in one day every day if im not insane abt some piece of fictio #outrageous!!!!! #and as much as i wish i could. i cant Choose or induce this thats not how it weorks we all know this #i TRIED to make miraculous my next big thing after hs it did not work!!! im still insane abt it! but its the #watching trrailers frame by frame making longass analyses and tracking down the exact car in one scene type of insane. #sure ive made art n comics its still one of the things i was and am more invested in than about 60-something of my other media interests #but GOD then rottmnt hit me full speed. i am FEELING this one. i made art AND the characters i was scared would be impossible to draw #turned out to be. so easy? like i did a great splinter first try and thats HUGE for me usually my first attempts suck #until i develop a personal touch for their design #the style of the show is just sososo good for me. theyre my best friends now. and i INTEND to make that clear to EVERYONE #bc im still feelin lonely!!! despite everything!! and i dont want to!!!!!!!!! and im making it everyone elses problem!!!! #anyways like as i said. ur not allowed to be mad at me. please please. ive always been annoying this is just a new arc #and u have to put up wirh it. or ill cry. thanks.

[mean-allodyke]

trying to make new friends is so stressful like they may seem cool at first but how do i know they agree with my non-negotiable opinions on important things without me interviewing them thoroughly about them right away

#why cant I just be friends with all of you who share my correct opinions #Hi please text me haha #nah jk but if u want... im always down to make new friends im funny I promise

[lautakwah]

i hate him.

#ling.txt #you know whos making me unwell again no need to ask #im truly going Through It atm it's that time of the month and im setting up a specifically curated playlist for a friend so jkfdghjkfdg #my brain going ''oh i know this song :)'' every time a new one starts playing is NOT helping me narrow down which one(s) will be #in the 2024 setlist!!!!! and i know roughly which ones will def be in there but then there are the ones that are popular/good enough to #warrant a spot as well and then there's like. the covers that he likes to perform as well and then there's-- #mala if u see this ilu but i need u to know his silly little earring is the bane of my existence now #he needs to wear it more. like. always perhaps. instead of only during concerts. #when will we get old man yaoi where he wears his earring and fucks tony leung nasty on scr-- #i mean what who said that.

[the-kipsabian]

that being said my inbox is always open if someone needs to yell at me, i have social anxiety and my depression makes me curl up inside myself on some social situations tbh but im trying to be better at it!!

#re: last reblog #so um yeah im always up to talk hi #i try to respond to everything but sometimes i forget and/or im mentally ill but uuuuuh yeah #idk why you'd like to be friends with me im a flop of a person to say the least lmao but anyways no more time for self depreciation today! #but yeah. inbox is open. i frequently reblog ask things. just yell at me about whatever im always down to learn about new brain rots lmao #night is an absolute mess on main

[hella1975]

im due on and not in the mood for much of anything but of course there are stepladders that must be painted

#my mum doesnt half pull chores out her arse sometimes like what. no ofc that's a thing that needs doing #like okay tbh i LOVE the way my mum decorates it's something i rave about to all my friends bc im genuinely very proud of her and our house #bc basically my mum has an interior design degree and generally has an Eye for decorating like she's just Good at it #but she never ever ever spends loads of money if ANY when she can help it #put me in any room in our house and i can point at all the furniture and tell you some dumb story about it #'my mum's cousin sold that sofa to her for a fiver' 'she literally pulled that dining set from someone's skip' etc #like everything is always aquired for free or bc of some niche 'i know a guy' connection or she paid pennies for it #and then either me my mum or my sister will sand it down and paint it ourselves and it always looks amazing when it's done #like ive said to my mum before she could probs start a business with it bc she does it to such a professional standard #so it's given me and my sister not only a real respect for DIY and second hand and generally not spending extortionate amounts #but it's also given us handy skills like painting and sanding and glossing etc etc #and ive always loved that about my mum like she doesnt NEED to be doing this anymore like she has the money now to buy things new #but she just doesnt she genuinely prefers doing stuff like this and having furniture that has a story behind it etc and i love that #but my GOD is it annoying when we're doing it like i HATE painting it's sooooo dull #and when im due on and cant be arsed to do ANYTHING let alone chores this is just. nail in coffin #AITA my thrifty aesthetic is making my daughter contemplate offences against the person via stepladder #hella goes home

[glamfellens]

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#minor vent. #i left my home town about 6 years ago #and im kind of sick of some friends and especially family being like oh come visit. come up and visit us we never see you #like are you not perfectly capable of travelling down to see me why is it always on me to make the effort #im about 5 hours away by train and its just like. idk. Annoying #also i havent forgotten the one time a friend of mine just bought a house with her boyfriend and i had just moved to worcester #and i was like yeah you should come see me for a weekend we can hang out #and she didnt because her boyfriend told her. and i quote. #'why would we waste time travelling when we could spend it decorating our new house' #like yea i get it they were excited to have their own house but telling me that spending time visiting me was a waste. Lmfao. Sure #and in the six years ive been away my parents have not once made an effort to come down to see me #when my brother got married he booked a hotel for the guests that did not have enough room for me to stay. #i wouldve had to stay in a separate hotel miles away from everyone else bc he got married in the middle of nowhere #and considering i moved away to get away from them in the first place. i ask u #why should i bother making a fucking effort.

[mousegirlheart]

mutuals are allowed to talk to me and befriend me :3

#im always down to make cool new friends