my feelings on the characters in the bg3 change completely depending on what playthrough i'm doing. for example my first playthrough i was romancing karlach with a tav who i designed kind of as a self insert of meaning she was pretty much just a regular person who got dragged into this adventure, and because i was and am so insane about karlach i was like 100% with her and playing it as if it were me myself undertaking this journey with her. so obviously i told gortash to fuck himself at every opportunity, like god i hated him so much every time he opened his mouth, all i was thinking about was him in relation to karlach and from the pov character who only knew him through her. but then i did a dark urge playthrough and i saw how gortash acts when he greeted my durge and i was like 'why is he kinda cute actually. in like a sweaty edgy emo boy looking hasn't slept for a week straight kind of way. and look at him smile he's so genuine and so happy to see his friend. he really wants to be friends again' and now i think i like him and meowmeow'd him in my brain
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might be a little late now but i think ive discovered what i actually need to do for a new year's resolution: teaching myself not to be a perfectionist
i constantly keep thinking as im working on comms (especially with new clients) like "oh god i hope this looks ok i dont want to give them something they don't think is good enough" but it's like. clients actively kinda know what to expect, already, and my process is literally sketch > payment > finishing so they already know roughly what the finished product will look like, it's just a matter of time to make it happen and the things i deem as mistakes and do over 1000 times probably aren't even perceivable to viewers
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