#im numb

[optimisticrunawayprince]

#colourpop #my persona #im numb #altgirl #snake #bubbleline #tag #mommylove #butch cock

[lesbianjamies]

oh... this tweet does it 😔 (x)

#warrior nun #avatrice #im NUMB #lb

[sexybabygirisworld]

I just need to be tied up and used with no say in what happens.

#rough cnc #free use kink #r@pe fantasy #cnc k!nk #1cky princess #r@pe k!nk #r@petoy #daddy k!nk #r@pe play #1cky daddy #r@pe kink #used #free use toy #dollete aesthetic #dollette #im nothing #im numb #idk anymore

[lolitsleia]

Fairy Gala and the Damages It Causes

To me

#no i am not mentally and physically prepared #i am unstable #im numb #i dont feel things anymore #i thought it was a joke #but no it's not a joke #twst fairy gala #with ace trappola #twst ace trappola

[never-enough-13]

#quotes #im so tired #im sorry #i miss you #trauma #dissacociation #dissociated #im numb #i feel empty

[dazais-guardian-angel]

it's so over

#i am. speechless. #im numb #dumbfounded #again #and i thought i already was after the last episode #but i'm just........ #fyodor's hand........ the hand wound......... asagiri really retconned that in........... #it wasn't there before........ it was such a big deal in the anime but it WASN'T THERE IN THE MANGA #SO HE RETCONNED IT IN TO HAVE THE SAME ENDING.............. #im just #i cant #there are no words #there are no words to describe how i'm feeling #/i/ dont even know how i'm feeling #ashamed. disgusted. insulted. heartbroken. devastated. confused. dumbfounded. everything #that is not my asagiri #he would never write this conclusion #i said that after the finale and it applies even MORE here #i can't even enjoy all the cute fyolai moments bc i just want to throw up #and the absolutely fucking worst part is that people are gonna say 'oh you care too much' or 'bsd has always had a bad plot' #'you were stupid for even coping about it being different from the anime in the first place' #NO. IT WAS NOT JUST COPIUM. THERE WAS LEGITIMATE EVIDENCE. #THE ANIME /RETCONNED/ SO MANY THINGS TO MAKE THAT ENDING HAPPEN AND THAT'S WHY IT FELT SO OOC AND CONTRADICTORY #AND NOW THE MANGA IS RETCONNING THINGS AS WELL TO MAKE IT GO THE SAME WAY #FORGIVE ME FOR IT NEVER EVEN OCCURRING TO ME THAT ASAGIRI WOULD STOOP SO LOW AS TO DO THIS KIND OF SHIT #he's always been a great fucking writer in so many ways even WITH his flaws. he has never been this bad. i'm sorry he just /hasn't/ #maybe the Book will undo everything after everything looks all fine and good and happy. that's all i can delude myself into hoping for now #but it's not looking good #it's bungover..........

[https-kiipxyz]

I feel like ive lost something/someone after that finale.

#i need therapy #lokius #loki x mobius #i cant do this anymore i cant #mobius x loki #loki #how could they do this to me #im crying #im numb #still in shock

[fruitsoxs]

Balls are such simple objects, yet they hold deep philosophical significance. They symbolize the circularity of life, the importance of balance, and the fragility of our existence. The ball is a perfect representation of the cyclical nature of life, as it's constantly falling and bouncing back, yet always moving forward. It's a reminder that no matter how many times we may stumble or fall, we always have the opportunity to pick ourselves up, dust ourselves off, and try again. The ball also teaches us the importance of balance, as it requires equal force and precision in order to keep it from falling over. This can apply to relationships, work, and even ourselves. When we are balanced and centered, we are at our strongest. Finally, the ball is a symbol of our fragility, as one wrong move can send it crashing to the ground. It reminds us to be mindful of our actions, as we never know when they could have a devastating impact. Balls are more than just toys; they are powerful symbols of the human experience.

-balls anon

#w... what #i dont know how to feel anymore #im numb #tagging this as #balls anon #in case yall want to block it lol #ask box #rambles

[anxietywasright]

Im depressed im upset, my eyes red im possessed

#sadgirl #i'm sad #im sad and tired #im screaming inside my head #sad boy #sad but true #sewerslidal #sad thoughts #depressing shit #sorry for being depressing #im crying #i wanna diiiiiie #i just wanna disappear #losing control #lo siento #im numb #im tired #im ugly #im gonna go cry now #im going to kms #ready to kms #kms fr #my dms are always open #& ㅤ * ㅤ maybe i’m not ; all that you thought ㅤ ╰ ㅤ ☀ ㅤ out. #i love yall #this is depressing #tw depressing thoughts #tw depressing stuff #tw depressive #tw triggers

[quinnallerton]

My theater friend died suddenly on December 3rd.

My cat died on Saturday, December 9th

My paternal grandfather died on Sunday, December 10th.

That's three to finish off 2023

2024 better have its shit together. My therapy bills are getting out of control.

#tw #death #my shitshow of a life #I've heard people have bad years #do people have bad decades? #because things started to get bad in 2019 #and just keep getting worse #im numb #maximum mgs of brain meds #im tapped out #does everyone feel this way #I'm a walking country song

[aquariusmaneater]

Two lost souls

Ill always be the girl you wonder abt. On those nights when you're alone , wondering if she found a place to call a home or is she still wandering in the shadows. Hiding from the thieves in the night. Trying not to walk into the wrong corner like before. Lookin for a safe space in the darkest parts of the city. Where you found her, incapable of providing for her soul. She was lost but so were you . Unable to see her infinite beauty. worthy of a home.

#artists on tumblr #poems on tumblr #poetry #ed journey #sad poem #im numb #im not okay #self love #i should sleep #i want to ⭐️ve #emocore

[hit-the-dirt-and-get-back-on]

When does the fight become to much to handle?

Is it the day that you wake up and dread getting out of bed, afraid of what words the day will bring?

Is it when you stop allowing yourself to feel the world around you in order to protect the fragile soul within?

Is it the day you stop speaking your mind and bottle up all the words you want to say because you don't feel heard?

Is it the day you finally burst because you're just tired? Tired of being pushed around, told to shut up, told that nothing you say matters?

Or is it the day that you simply say, "I can't. I'm sorry. I've had enough. This is too much for me." ?

Because I'm tired. This is not a fight I want to fight anymore.

#my words #this is my diary #im tired #i dont want to fight #i give up #this doesnt even feel like its my family anymore #this place doesnt feel like home #im numb #this is me

[scarletsaturn]

new shadow and bone season in a few hours and im fucking scared

#im numb #but at the same time im fucking shaking #the time has arrived and im not fucking ready #my faves are all coming back to me #shadow and bone #six of crows

[never-enough-13]

#please help #i miss you #im sorry #im so tired #nastolgia #childhood #childhood trauma #childhood memories #inner child #trauma #mental illness #disasociation #dissociated #dissapear #i feel nothing #lonliness #im numb #i feel empty #emptiness

[gr33n3y3dgay]

'86 was supposed to be his year

#volume 2 spoilers #stranger things 4 #eddie <3 #im numb #volume 2 #im not well

[pretentiouswreckingball]

I just finished cr.

That’s it. That’s the message.

#im numb #lm feeling too much i can't process it all at once #I’ve been here since the very beginning and I don’t know how I did before it #isn’t it nice to get to live at the same time of such talented people and get to appreciate their work as they are writing it? #fic: crimson rivers