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chemicalprince · 4 years

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Ofc I really like that recently in the cinema russians are shown as smart dark sexy (and almost gay) spies or something like that but I swear to you that not all russian dangerous and spies or agents of the fbi, we're not stupid and don't drink vodka all the time, we have no bears in the house✌🏼🤯

I mean life in Russia is very hard and we can do drugs and drink to feel better buuuut isn't everyone in the world doing this huh?

Yes we have common features. Yes yes yes we can look like rude bitches but it's just a stereotype. We actually rarely smile and our country seems blue to us. We’re more dependent on people. And yeah we’re very emotional. We have a passionate nature. It’s hit or miss. All or nothing. Bc of this we’re often shown angry and harsh. This is often true but not right now. Our new young generation is growing and we’re different. Our government and parents are killing us. Adult old people. Dear lord fuck them

So the younger generation. We’re depressed dark russian gays. Girls, boys, queers, non-binary. We read Tolstoy, Dostoevsky and Chekhov. We love our literature and language. We’re often beaten by parents. If we drink to get drunk as soon as possible but not for pleasure. Humor is everything. Also sarcasm and irony. A bit of drama. And maybe we can get involved in bad things like a mafia but all for the sake of money in order to live a normal fine life. We are very hospitable. As I said we’re dependent on people. We love each other. Everyone

Drunk kisses? Easy breeze. Do you and I only know each other for a day? Already best friends!

We’re not dangerous killers. We’re just a confused tired folk who want love, fun and a little fire lol🥵🥶

Keep showing the russian good side and deep soul. And I definitely love how americans show our style hahaha

We’re really sexy ;))

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chemicalprince · 4 years

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It was mentioned that Richie liked Buddy Holly bc he made good music wearing the same disgusting glasses that Richie hated

Crying, waiting, hoping, that you'll come back

I just can't seem to get you off my mind

Crying, waiting, hoping, that you'll come back

You're the one I love and I think about you all the time

Crying, my tears keep fallin' all night long

Waiting, I feel so useless, I know it's wrong

To keep crying, waiting, hoping, that you'll come back

Buddy Holly - crying, waiting, hoping

(Just think of Richie sitting in his fuckin huge house, drinking a lot and listening to Buddy Holly, praying that Eddie would come back. To come to life)

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chemicalprince · 4 years

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Richie is the only one who came to Stan's congregate, but Stanley and Eddie were taken from him. Richie took the place of Bill.

Bill loved Georgie and G loved him back. And Bill lost what he loved. Richie... Stan was a great friend to everyone, and Eddie will forever remain in R's heart.

But I’m thinking about the fact that Bill at least had Georgie’s cloak, but Richie only had Eddie’s drops of blood on the glasses that he had lost. Kill me Jeez wtf-- UGH

After all, Richie came to the church to Stan. Perhaps it was Stan who was his best friend.

And Eddie... We all know.

Not fair NOT FAIR NOT FUCKIN FAIR why did he lose two?

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chemicalprince · 4 years

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As soon as this tough russian dude appeared nearby... Boris got mad..?? because of the situation about Katerina/Catherine??

kinda this man was rude to his sweet Potter and he made this imperious appearance not to impress Theo, but to destroy this man with a look

Like u know that I'm a dangerous boss of the russian mafia and I'll kill u

And Theo like Boris u're the real boss it was cool and sexy I'm impressed thanks

mmmhhm

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chemicalprince · 4 years

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Do you know why Richie is more romantic and softer than Ben? Bс Ben did things that Bev would have noticed even if she had rejected him

Does Bev have a new hairstyle? Instantaneous compliment (You have beautiful hair Beverly😍)

Did she say something? Look at her, smile and blush 😳

Is she in trouble? Kiss her 😘

My man Richie carved out the initials that Eddie would never have noticed

He set Eddie's hand in an attempt to do better

He expected a declaration of love and was upset when he heard a mom joke (although it was real "i love u")

Richie kept his love for 27 years because he cherished Eddie so much that he was ready to endure this pain, he didn’t wanna be rejected, it's a huge fear that he'll lose their "fragile" friendship

BUT what the hell? Ben knew Bev only a few days and already wrote her a poem, she could easily tell him to fuck himself but Reddie is fuckin old friends. Did my poor man Richie really think Eddie would leave him? Huh????

Ben has always been open about his feelings

Richie kept coming up with new jokes and ways to hide it

He carved out R+E hoping they would be together forever only as friends (he couldn't even dream that they could become something more)

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chemicalprince · 4 years

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This feeling when everyone at the university party got drunk but not you

S: Soooo well why didn’t you get drunk? You kinda love fun.. and Ben is here—

B: Seriously? Stanley? We've been friends since we were thirteen so you should know that I'm not so frivolous—

S: I didn’t mean it. I promise. I just wanted to say... Even Eddie has fun, see? Our Eddie. Richie needed to sell his spoiled trashy heart to get Eddie to have fun and drink, but—

B: I figured it out huh! Breathe out Superman. Anyway, you don’t drink either, but it seems your boyfriend is out there somewhere...

S: *whispering and squeezing a can of beer* fucking Bill!...

B: ..........uhhmm...

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chemicalprince · 4 years

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Maybe something isn't new, but I just wanna talk out loud and that's it

Tbh I think that Boris has a bipolar disorder

Theo at the beginning of their acquaintance noted that Boris could be very gloomy, sad and edgy and then so cheerful, funny and wild

And people suggest that Boris dated with Kotku to cover up his feelings for Theo (I still adhere with this). But... Maybe he was just mania/hypomania so he was so blinded by her. And so their relationship developed so quickly, unhealthily

Boris really was obsessed with her

And often Boris is very talkative! (Almost every word he said in a book took up half a page lol) And Theo often didn’t believe his stories (A lot of delirious thoughts is another sign of bipolar disorder)

Boris was literally interested in everything. He wanted to try a lot of things. And for some reason, little attention was paid to this, but Boris really told Theo that he wanted to die. Like when the topic of deportation began

And Boris never answered why he started using heroin after Theo left

Did he wanna kill himself? He was so worried and apologized about the painting

He was literally ready to give his life to make Potter happy again

I really hope that when he grew up and he got money he turned to a psychiatrist as kinda rich bitch

It seems to me that in their second meeting Boris really felt better. Not changeable as before, but just emotional as a russian man lol. Those were his real fucking emotions! Hell yeah!

It’s hard for me to express my thoughts since I'm also a dumbass from Russia so im sorry

And I'm so so sorry if I put it wrong about this mental illness, plz don't be mad at me (otherwise I'll cry like a real borderliner, i'm not kidding)

#im sorry for the grammar im just from russia but i couldn’t be silent #the goldfinch #goldfinch #theodore decker #theo decker #theo #boris pavlikovsky #boris #boreo

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chemicalprince · 4 years

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If Theo wrote the story of his life as a book then what Boris did?? Boris is actually clever and sharp-witted and read a lot of books. He’s a pretty lyrical character. He feels words and music. Russian literature is powerful so u know huh?

But he isn’t as patient as Theo. I think we all understand that writing a composite story isn’t for Boris. And if you remember in Theo’s ipod this is most of Boris’s songs like !Shostakovich!

High hard classical music

Music

D’you think Boris could write songs/poems about Theo? Or at least choose songs reminiscent of him and make sad love playlists?

But Boris also loved films. Especially old

Would Boris be a good director lmao? Imagine Theo's face when he watches all the bed scenes that he doesn’t remember AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I MEAN YEAH PERIOD

#im sorry for the grammar im just from russia but i couldn’t be silent #the goldfinch #goldfinch #boreo #boris pavlikovsky #boris #theodore decker #theo decker #thoughts #donna tartt

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chemicalprince · 4 years

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In the book Eddie was born in november, so I think he's definitely more a scorpio than a sag. And he's an absolute type of workaholic (well and a little survivor)

In the film he was born on third of september

He is definitely the motherly type

In the film Richie is pisces

He's kinda an empowered spirit (and quite a bit of a troubled artist)

I also saw the theory that Eddie is pisces like Richie. I think he is also an empowered spirit and nurturing hero

And here is another theory I saw that Richie is a sag

Well.. a few pieces from each type?

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Jack is virgo. I think he can be the ceo and a chill intellectual

Finn is cap. Perhaps he is a gentle creature lol

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chemicalprince · 4 years

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— So what's wrong baaaaabe? I look cool and funny! I'm comical! You don't understand me Eds! This isn't just a phase.. Anyway, this isn't only your wedding, huh! Fuck you! So I also have the right to choose costumes heeeeeh! I'm right. And you know that I'm right

Eddie?? Are you offended?! Baby! Look at me! Yeaaaah i went too far just to make everyone laugh and now you— Are you not offended? What? *whispering* do you want me to fuck you? Is that the only thing you heard huh? And you call me a Trashmouth— *interrupted by a kiss*

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chemicalprince · 4 years

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Idk if anyone already wrote about this BUT

Obvi they went back to the hotel to pick up their stuff

Eddie's two suitcases were in his room all this time, also obvi that Richie took it

He brought Eddie's stuff to his apartment and we don’t know what he did with it

Maybe he slept with Eddie’s clothes

Maybe he put the clothes in his closet

Or maybe he didn’t open the suitcase at all

Did Myra call them? Or did one of the Losers call her?

Or maybe Richie came to her like face to face

Would he wanna take other things?

But I’m more worried about the many medicines in one of Eddie’s suitcases

What if he had any hard drugs? And Richie found it

And he decided to suicide... hugging clothes that smell like hospital and Eddie..

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chemicalprince · 4 years

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Am I the only one who remembers that Xandra told Theo gross things about Boris over the phone? When he returned back to NY and Hobie asked Theo to call her. And then Xandra said she knew such guys as Boris... She COMPARED him to Theo's father (Larry). She said that she didn’t blame Theo bc she also loved Larry, who was associated with crime. Holy shit she just compared Boreo to them (L&X)

LIKE TF???????? Xandra always fuckin knew

OH Boris also got a shot in the shoulder!!!! He kinda was supposed to die like Larry😯😯 maybe...

Fuckin coincidences...??

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chemicalprince · 4 years

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A friendly reminder that Richie and the rest of Losers forgot about the death of Eddie and Stan and in general about their existence

The only ones who remember them are Patty and Myra

Richie so desperately didn't want to forget.. but canon is Derry’s eternal damnation

Maybe it's for the best that he will not remember this forever and suffer all his life

I think he would do something bad

Richie kinda is almost the most powerful of the Losers, I know he would handle it, but at what cost? OD? Anger at best friends that they have their living partners, but the love of his life has died? I think he would like to let the audience know about Eddie and Stan but could he stop? This fuckinnn show business won't let him talk forever about not famous people

He will be completely alone

So it’s good that he won't remember I guess

These are just obv thoughts rushing out. I'm sorry.

But it hurts so much. He forgot. Fuckkk

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chemicalprince · 4 years

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About Welty.. He adored people, loved deals, commodities, exchanges, bustle and market atmosphere. He loved Cairo where spent his childhood, he was happy to look at carpets and walk only in slippers

I think Cairo and New Guinea share similarities in mentality. And who loved New Guinea? Oh fuck yes Boris. He even once converted to Islam. Remember?

They both have bigmouths. Love to talk

What about Hobie? He is a humble man with a huge kind heart who loves to fix furniture in his quiet workroom. Does this remind you of someone?.. Oh fuck yes Theo

Do you also remember that it's still unknown that Hobie and Welty could be lovers?

And you also remember that Theo and Boris remained in an ambiguous relationship, but at the same time they had sex and defended each other at the cost of murder and at the end of the book they just watched сhristmas movies. Like we dk how their relationship developed further OKAY?????

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chemicalprince · 4 years

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Richie Tozier gives an exclusive interview after six months of silence.

He came out as a gay.

"The love of my life has died recently", he said, "his name was Eddie. All you need to know, he was the bravest man in the world. He saved my life. Always did.

And I apologize to his wife. I'm sorry I couldn't save Eddie. No one will understand how sorry I am.

I have nothing more to say. Be safe. Stay home".

#that clown movie #im sorry for the grammar im just from russia but i couldn’t be silent #im sobbing #it chapter two #it chapter one #it chapter 2 #it 2 #it 2017 #it movie #it 2019 #richie tozier #reddie

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chemicalprince · 4 years

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S: So do you like that? Fuckin tell me Richie. Do. You. Like. That. Would you like if I kept pissing you off like that all the time? I would look at you closely and talk nonstop about birds

R: oh no

S: Siskin marked with yellow, that belong chiefly to the genus Carduelis of the family Fringillidae. Siskins occur from cold northern regions—

R: Stan.. plz...

S *sighs*: What?

R: I got you

S: What exactly did you get?

R: Don't bother you when you're talking to Big Bill. But Eddie... He doesn't talk to me... Stan.. He... I..

S *sighs again bc he can't take offense at this idiot for a long time*: What have you done?

R:

S:

S: Did you look at him like that too?

R: Stanley! His face is very beautiful! And.. Oh hehehe.. Are you looking at me because I'm beautiful too?

S: Beep beep Trashmouth. This will not work for me. Your jokes—

R: Hey! If Bill told you that, you would devote a dumb ode to him about birds in love!

S: Would you be comfortable if Eddie was staring at you? Don't think so—

R, whispering: I would die because of love

S: What??

R *lowers his head*: I wouldn’t see anything. But I'm pretty sure that I would die... Love him so much.. And gimme my glasses back Stan the man! Foq you! *runs away with pink cheeks*

S:

S: Bless Eddie's heart

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Idk what I did lol I'm sorry

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