Live to hate.
Feeling better and better as my body is transitioning to using fat as energy. The only minor thing were awful headaches/migraine, might be due to improper salt and water intake.
I did picked up my c25k schedule + pilates and am noticing pretty sore muscles 15 minutes into working out.
March 28th: 61.4kg (135.7lbs)
April 9th: 59.8 kg (131.8)
April 17th: 59.0 kg (130)
April 22nd: 58.1 kg (128)
I have accepted
I have accepted that my life is hopeless. I will always feel like an outsider. I will never be as important to my best friends as they are to me. I will always see them happier around someone else. they will laugh while I watch. I will never hold the hand of someone who thinks as highly of me as I think of them. someone’s smile will always be brighter. someone’s laugh will always be louder. their skin will be clearer. their body, more perfect. their friends, more loyal. their life, better. I will sit in a room and always come to the realization that I am not needed. I contribute nothing. I make no faces smile and no hearts happier than someone else could. and I’m so scared. but I accept the loneliness and carry on. I don’t want to but I have to.
“Comparison leads to conformity, and conformity quickly leads to mediocrity.”
Side Note: Brendon Burchard’s book, “High Performance Habits” is a great read.
“My son, if sinful men entice you, do not give in to them.”
- Proverbs 1:10 NIV
Twenty one pilots
Think about it.