#is this just me

[yesnowhatno]

The (autistic?) urge to absolutely mutilate a water bottle when it’s empty. Biting off that little ring thing, tearing off the sticker, pushing its sides in

#water bottle #196 #r/196 #r196 #196 campfire #/r/196 #19684 #literally 19684 #is this just me

[welcome-to-the-agender-agenda]

Me: *sitting and scrolling through Pinterest*

Brain: We have energy so we have to do something

Me: Why not shower?

Brain: Not enough energy

Me: Read?

Brain: We can't focus

Me: Read fanfiction? You usually love that

Brain: Boring

Me: Watch a movie?

Brain: We can't just watch a movie and not do anything else as well

Me: Draw whilst watching a movie?

Brain: Too tired

Me:

Brain:

Me: Well can I sit here and scroll on my phone?

Brain: No, you have too much energy!

#adhd #adhd brain #actually adhd #adhd stuff #actually neurodivergent #adhd culture #adhd things #neurodivergent #adhd shit #living with adhd #every time #too much energy #restless #what do you want from me #whyyyy #why am i like this #is this just me #i hate my brain

[nevertheless-moving]

Scene from Stormlight AU Number 8

Sigzil: Hm. Fascinating.

Kaladin: What? Does something look wrong?

Sigzil: No, nothing it's just...when shardplate is regrown, the lost pieces from it crumble to dust.

Kaladin: I — wait, you mean my cut off leg? You were watching my leg to see if it — Sigzil, I'm not shardplate.

Skar: Prince Adolin said that you could regrow a whole suit from one gauntlet, if you had to. We didn't want to leave stormlight near the, uh cut off bit. Just in case it affected your healing, you know?

Kaladin: what?

Lopen: Ooh! We should try now and see if it works! Think about it — two Captain Kaladins!

Kaladin: Again, and I can't believe I have to say this, I'm not made of shardplate. My leg won't regrow another me.

Lopen: Are you sure?

Kaladin: I—

Sigzil: It is not as though we've tested your healing abilities in such extreme conditions.

Kaladin:

Lopen: I'll get some more spheres!

Kaladin: We're not testing it!

Sigzil: Captain, please, I agree it's unlikely to work but think of the implications—

Kaladin: Give me — give me storming leg!

Adolin: Bridgeboy! You've made it back then, my Father and I — I what's... going on here?

Skar: Science, sir!

Kaladin: Princeling, I need a moment to discipline my men — Sigzil! Get back here! that's an order!

Sigzil: You ordered me to assist in testing your capabilities! If you wish to modify your prior order I will need a written —

Kaladin: Sigzil!

Lopen: Got the spheres! Teft says if it works then you better each start taking less shifts!

Adolin: Is that a leg? Ash's eyes, is that your leg, I had heard that one of the crews found...but —

Kaladin: I said hold on I— Lopen don't you dare!

Adolin: That is...some healing. Wow. You know shardplate, the missing piece crumbles to dust when—

Skar: That's what I said, sir!

Adolin: ...Do you think if you gave stormlight to the —

Sigzil: Lopen! Over here!

Kaladin: I AM NOT A SUIT OF SHARDPLATE AND WE ARE NOT TESTING IT!

#stormlight archive #my au #stormlight au no 8 #nevertheless cosmere #stormlight fanfiction #i don't know if there's a wob on this but these are the questions i would have ok #Starting to question if the mental image of kaladin chasing around someone to get back his own severed leg is universally hilarious #Is this just me

[ohnoitsjetster]

I think the sluttiest things you can call your partner are like “Buddy” and “pal”

#is this just me #sorry im insane #no no Jesse #listen to what your mutual said #let yourself cook #this post is for the SAF fandom btw #spies are forever #tcb spies are forever #curtwen #come get yall juice

[agirlwiththoughtsandnegativity]

”what are you gonna do, write about it?-“

YEAH. MAYBE I WILL. WHATEVER. MAYBE IT’LL BE 1,000+ WORDS. MAYBE I’LL EVEN POST IT. WHAT ABOUT IT.

#I want to delete this #is this just me #just my thoughts #😔 #writing #writeblr #poetry #writer #original writing #writing memes

[the-marauders-are-ghosts]

Does everyone else have bad romance by lady gaga in the background of their thoughts all the time??????

#fanfic #fanfiction #marauders #percy jackon and the olympians #pjo fanfic #solangelo #ao3 #archive of our own #jegulus #ao3 fanfic #lady gaga #questions #? #question #is this normal #is this relatable #is this too niche #is this just me

[remersgf]

and what if i said randy marsh sexy

#is this just me #i never see randy appreciation #but i need him #randy marsh #south park

[istanchan]

Can someone who read the novel please just spoil pitbabe for me.

because see I love the show with all my heart but it gives me so much anxiety not knowing what’s going to happen. So I’d rather someone just spoil it for me and tell me what��s gonna happen so I can mentally prepare.

#is this just me #idk #i hate not knowing #thai bl #bl series #pit babe the series #pit babe #babecharlie

[searidings]

taking a personal opinion-based poll and by chance selecting the most popular option: this is great, i got it right, i'm going to get a good grade in polls, something that is both normal to want and possible to achieve—

#is this just me

[snakeautistic]

Feeling an Affinity for Misunderstood Animals

Like a lot of autistic people, I’ve had a keen interest in animals since a young age. More specifically, though, animals that a lot of people fear or disgust.

Exotic pets, specifically snakes are one of my special interests. (This is probably obvious from my username). When I was younger the neighborhood kids would torture the many toads living in and around our apartment complex, while I would watch them with interest. I remember watching bats fly by with awe, and wondering why my teacher was disgusted at my account, or trying to keep a pet roly poly in a bucket (gone wrong).

It upset me to often see how people treated these animals and it still does. The hypocrisy of loving certain creatures you deem “cute” and despising the ones who lack fur or big eyes or fuzzy paws bothers me. You don’t have to love every animal, but to hate one that has does nothing to harm you?

Snakes are associated with ancient evil, the devil in the garden of evil, of trickery and poison and as slippery, slimy things. Many people who might come across one scramble away in fear, or those who consider themselves a bit braver might kill them as a show of gruesome strength. Sometimes I see posts online about how people who keep snakes must be psychopaths in order to feed them mice, that only people as strange and hated as the animal themselves could love them.

And maybe in a way they’re right. I feel a lot like those animals sometimes, looked down upon for no good reason besides societal attitudes. To have someone take one look at you, and understand something about you that maybe you don’t even know and decide they dislike you. I feel a deep empathy for them. Even with animals that I do feel a little afraid of, centipedes, spiders, I try to treat them as still alive, still valuable.

As a disclaimer, I’m in no way trying to attack people with genuine phobias! Those can’t be helped. More so the way there are animals inherently considered “pests” by society. Obviously there is some evolutionary reason for people to be afraid of certain animals, but a HUGE aspect of it is cultural, and I in general push back at cultural norms I don’t think make sense

#actually autistic #autism #autistic #neurodiversity #asd #autism spectrum #neurodivergent #autistic experiences #is this just me #being autistic #autistic things

[daveyfvckingjacobs]

names are so weird like I know davey jacobs. I know davey. I know david and dave. but david jacobs? dave jacobs? never heard of that man in my life

#is this just me #or #newsies #newsies the musical #davey jacobs

[venigni]

I feel like Lies of P is scarier in pictures than when actually playing it

?????

#lies of p #lop #neowiz #is this just me #probably

[beyondbirthdayzzz]

Sometimes I tryna make my OCs use swear words and then I remember they're not dumbasses like me (who swears a lot unnecessarily) and then I save up all the unholy words for when they're pushed to their real extreme-

#is this just me #i mean im a beginner but that still counts right #fanfic #oc #ocs #fiction #writing #writers on tumblr #writerscommunity #writing memes

[tisnotmydivison]

also, am I the only one who cannot emotionally recover if sherlock holmes is mentioned within a real life conversation? Like I could be talking about tv shows with my coworkers and I'll be like yeah Sherlock Holmes is pretty cool and someone will agree and then they'll go on with their conversation and I'm like NOOO first of all you don't understand and second of all keep talkingggggg but then when they DO want to follow up I'm like...yeah I guess I like Sherlock Holmes. Like how do you put into words this without directing them to eight years of your life, your wattpad, and your tumblr and then how of course do you keep being friends after that? And then the whole rest of the day I'm like crippled because I remembered in work hours that Sherlock Holmes hasn't been a figment of my imagination for all this time. man, obsessions are hard

#sherlock holmes #is this just me

[moonluvr112244]

I can like totally see Tony stark like strutting to another one bittes the dust by Queen

is this just me??

#queen band #queer community #tony stark #marvel #mcu #is this just me