#it's that kind of day

[akai-anna]

it's "i love kudou shinichi" day

#detco posting #la junk talks #actually. it's always ''i love kudou shinichi'' time #but tonight i just feel it much stronger for some reason #perhaps bc i decided to look for certain manga scenes bc i felt like making a random ''things i like about kudou shinichi'' list #including but not limited to how he loves soccer and how he plays with a soccer ball to clear his head #how he's in love with ran so very much #how he literally gets a nosebleed from seeing her naked but also not really noticing much of anyone bc he keeps thinking of ran #(literally being in a room with 3 naked women and only focusing on ran without hesitation) #how he cannot freaking shut up WHAt A NERD #anyways lotsa shinichi things i love #it's that kind of day

[tippenfunkaport]

An underrated, yet comical, Glimbow moment is in the first episode when Glimmer is being obnoxious and Bow tells Adora, "Sorry about her. Usually she's really nice."

Because is she?

Is she really, Bow?

Or are you just in love with her?

#glimbow #spop #shera #she ra #glimmer #adora #bow #it took me four tries to spell glimmer in this tag #it's that kind of day #anyway yes I did make this quote one of the Happy Birthday Glimmer prompts #but that was actually bean's idea #so credit where it is due #the sword part 1

[fly-sky-high-09]

Buh

#talking with mom about future and I just feel so trapped #i should find a job but I can't describe how much I don't want to work with people here #and she is still uncertain about me finding a job before her surgery #and i'm sick of this city #and how I'll know I'll work myself sick in the future because of my anxiety #and i know there are things I need to resolve in my head #but how #where to start #buuuuuh #it will... pass.... #it's that kind of day #i guess

[crossed-out-name]

The penalty loop is busy today.

#biathlon #it's that kind of day

[wyntereyez]

*hysterical laughter*

#it's that kind of day #ugh

[madhabdi]

Girls night out (doing my makeup then crying it all off)

#it's that kind of day

[smertzimy]

Going through old icon folders and this is me atm:

MY FUCKING COFFEE MAKER REFUSE TO DO THE VERY THING IT WAS MADE FOR

#out of cryo (ooc) #it's that kind of day

[pinktinselmonstrosity]

nothing but respect for my president

#yes i finished sixteen candles and moved on to ferris #it's that kind of day #i've drunk 3/4 of the bottle of wine #feel a lot better <3

[lynne-monstr]

yu wenzhou walks into practice, tucking his phone away. his distraction over the call means he doesn't weigh his words in the usual way. "shaotian," he calls out. "i need you to sub for me."

they are not dating, him and huang shaotian. they're not even together. professional partners and nothing more, despite the rumors, despite the years of playing side by side.

they aren't like that and they never have been.

none of that stops huang shaotian from dropping to his knees in the middle of the room while blue rain pretends not to watch (and while they surreptitiously settle their various bets about whether their captain and vice-captaian have a thing going on.)

yu wenzhou freezes in the midst of his next sentence. his brain replays the last few moments, and—

oh.

oops.

"substitute," yu wenzhou says carefully. "I got called into a meeting with the manager. can you run practice for me?"

he very deliberately does not think about the other thing, despite the uncannily silent elephant in the room. (those kind of thoughts are for late at night only, when it's just him and no chance of being caught.) it doesn't help that huang shaotian is still on his knees, head craned to look at yu wenzhou.

it's a long moment before huang shaotian's too-loud laughter fills the room. it isn’t loud enough to cover the snickering of the team as huang shaotian clambers to his feet, whipping around to give them all a death glare. unfortunately for him, his bright red face just makes them laugh even harder. huang shaotian buries his head in his hands for a brief moment before springing back to life, spewing an enthusiastic stream of challenges.

"—settle this like pros. fight me! fight, fight, I'll show you all who's boss!"

the rest of the team throws back a volley of snappy retorts but they make their way towards their respective computers. confident that practice will begin shortly, yu wenzhou takes his leave.

"thank you, shaotian," he says, voice low as he brushes by his still-blustering vice-captain. deliberately, he affixes a pleasant smile onto his face and ducks his head to whisper, "after practice. my office."

he's close enough to feel huang shaotian's full-body shudder as he pulls away.

with a final nod to the team, yu wenzhou leaves. the mixup, he later reflects, was more embarrassing than he would have liked. but as he thinks back to the easy way huang shaotian slid to his knees, he doesn't regret the misunderstanding.

even if it did take place in front of the whole team.

#it's that kind of day #just another day at blue rain #the king's avatar ramblings #yuhuang #ficlets #they're ridiculous your honor

[wickymicky]

man, fromis 9 were one of my favorite groups of all time, they meant so much to me. what happened to me? i miss them so much :( i need to get back into them, i need them in my life

I'm not the biggest fan of their most recent comeback but honestly who cares? they mean more to me than that

#sorry my last few posts have been about kpop idols that i miss #it's that kind of day

[imeminemp3]

OK I've been trying to watch this x files episode for over an hour and it's just not happening. srry babies i love you but i cannot watch you rat nao

#ill see if i can watch mash but i might just end up watching monkees in bed #it's that kind of day #i just need something comfortable and familiar #diary

[spiribia]

once you hit adulthood a day will come when you’re suddenly like VEGETABLES 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 and it never goes away

#talks #its not about previously disliking vegetables. #I specified adult just because of the way my body started decomposing and rotting once i went meals without. #also i was just making a joke abt myself getting randomly more into vegetables one day. its really not the kind of one sentence post #that should justify weirdly accusatory assumptions

[inkskinned]

because sometimes there are invisible tests and invisible rules and you're just supposed to ... know the rule. someone you thought of as a friend asks you for book recommendations, so you give her a list of like 30 books, each with a brief blurb and why you like it. later, you find out she screenshotted the list and send it out to a group chat with the note: what an absolute freak can you believe this. you saw the responses: emojis where people are rolling over laughing. too much and obsessive and actually kind of creepy in the comments. you thought you'd been doing the right thing. she'd asked, right? an invisible rule: this is what happens when you get too excited.

you aren't supposed to laugh at your own jokes, so you don't, but then you're too serious. you're not supposed to be too loud, but then people say you're too quiet. you aren't supposed to get passionate about things, but then you're shy, boring. you aren't supposed to talk too much, but then people are mad when you're not good at replying.

you fold yourself into a prettier paper crane. since you never know what is "selfish" and what is "charity," you give yourself over, fully. you'd rather be empty and over-generous - you'd rather eat your own boundaries than have even one person believe that you're mean. since you don't know what the thing is that will make them hate you, you simply scrub yourself clean of any form of roughness. if you are perfect and smiling and funny, they can love you. if you are always there for them and never admit what's happening and never mention your past and never make them uncomfortable - you can make up for it. you can earn it.

don't fuck up. they're all testing you, always. they're tolerating you. whatever secret club happened, over a summer somewhere - during some activity you didn't get to attend - everyone else just... figured it out. like they got some kind of award or examination that allowed them to know how-to-be-normal. how to fit. and for the rest of your life, you've been playing catch-up. you've been trying to prove that - haha! you get it! that the joke they're telling, the people they are, the manual they got- yeah, you've totally read it.

if you can just divide yourself in two - the lovable one, and the one that is you - you can do this. you can walk the line. they can laugh and accept you. if you are always-balanced, never burdensome, a delight to have in class, champagne and glittering and never gawky or florescent or god-forbid cringe: you can get away with it.

you stare at your therapist, whom you can make jokes with, and who laughs at your jokes, because you are so fucking good at people-pleasing. you smile at her, and she asks you how you're doing, and you automatically say i'm good, thanks, how are you? while the answer swims somewhere in your little lizard brain:

how long have you been doing this now? mastering the art of your body and mind like you're piloting a puppet. has it worked? what do you mean that all you feel is... just exhausted. pick yourself up, the tightrope has no net. after all, you're cheating, somehow, but nobody seems to know you actually flunked the test. it's working!

aren't you happy yet?

#almost wrote the champagne line as ''effervescent'' but legit could not write it without saying ''effervescent like a snail'' #ah tumblr... #writeblr #warm up #idk . having trouble writing rn #ps i don't like to talk about it . it is my medical information. but before you ask. yes this is about being on the spectrum #i really don't like when ppl make my writing about how im [whatever ID]. i want it to ring true for the people who it rings true for #i don't want it to be like ''awwwww look at this person!!! she's the EXCEPTION!!! :)" ..... #no.... not really..... #idk something gross happens whenever i admit to certain conditions and i turn into like inspiration p*rnography #like yes they actually let us use keyboards these days #furthermore i just... dont feel comfortable talking about this part of me. i had too bad of a childhood. adhd is one thing... #this one im like. still coming to terms with. which is like. my own journey. #idk. just please be kind. some things are more private than others. this one feels private to me. #i do not know how to help others w/this . and i do not know how to help myself. i will talk about it if im ever ready. idk if that will #actually ever happen #ty in advance i love u im kissing you we are kissing somewhere on the spectrum

[deathbecomesthem]

#tunes #violent femmes #it's that kind of day #Spotify

[aphrogeneias]

#it's that kind of day #(crying in the bus to pet sounds on my way to work kind of day)

[panthermouthh]

“Accursed creator! Why did you form a monster so hideous that even you turned from me in disgust?”

#Frankenstein #gothic literature #gothic lit art #victor frankenstein #happy new year lads #ive been thinking about nothing else but them for the past 3 days #been trying to figure out a decent design for victor and i think im getting closer #he needs to have a cruelness to him #and he needs to be kind of pathetic #someone who the creature could snap in half yknow #and i need to make the creature more Mean looking but it just feels right to draw him sad and despairing #THAT BEING SAID i think i did a good job here hehe #henry is next :))) #my art #illustration