When you’re sitting there, thinking your life over while having your first cigarette in over 6 months, and in the midst of all of the emotion and pain and confusion you feel about being a failure to yourself and not knowing if you’ll ever make the right decision in life, you reach for your phone and think “this would make a good picture for tumblr”.
It’s okay not to know everything. It’s okay to not be perfect all the time. It’s okay to make mistakes and learn from them. It’s okay to fall apart, when you need to. It’s okay to have friends come and go. It’s okay to have bad days. It’s okay to have great days. It’s okay to be angry, sad, happy, content, it’s okay to be feel those things at different times of the day.
It’s okay to change. It’s okay to choose a different path. It’s okay to learn from others. It’s okay to not be in control of everything. It’s okay…
If you’re reading this, if you’re breathing, then you will be okay. It’s not over. Keep fighting. You got this.
Me; when I decide to recover and start eating again and gain 10 pounds:
(but I also know that it’s natural and weight fluctuates and right now I have to be concerned with my mental health and not my weight because I can’t always control my body but I can heal my mind)
So, I just wanted to say something…
You’re perfect like your imperfections.
You’re flawless with you’re flaws.
You’re secure within your insecurities.
Remember to stay strong and embrace yourself. Love to be yourself. Love yourself for existing.
Thank you hun~ head up, shoulders back, breathe, and face the world. Your not alone, and i know sometimes they need to say it more and remind us~
I wish I could hug every person that has anxiety and tell them we forever got this. Everything is going to be okay.
Me thinking about how no one will be able to play Robert like Ryan Hawley and that they may as well just kill him and then realizing that I thought the same about Harry Reid playing Ben Mitchell but now I love Max Bowden with my whole heart
Tucked half under a blanket with a green and blue flannel hoodie, lying on my smiling sunshine pillow with the rain pitter-pattering quietly outside my window, I feel like everything is gonna be okay.
Some thing I learnt this week
Stop saying sorry for how other people make you feel . Stubborn people will never learn how to accept their own mistakes . Some people won’t acknowledge that they’ve hurt your feelings. But that’s their own personal journey . We all at different life lessons. It’s okay to let go of a bad situation even if it wasn’t resolved the way you would like it to be . Don’t take responsibility for others actions. It’s okay .
I’m sorry that it hurt no matter what time, what people or what other things did it to you. I’m sorry you have to live with the memories of whatever hurt you so deeply you cant forget, not even in sleep. I’m sorry for the pain that not an ounce of food, not a single shot of alcohol or all the tears in the world can bury. I’m sorry for the way it left scars that remind you every day it ever happened. I’m sorry for the way you feel like you cant forgive yourself or the ones who hurt you. I’m sorry that it always breaks your heart, robs the breath from your lungs.
But most of all, I’m sorry you haven’t been able to set yourself free of it yet. But I hope that one day, you will.
I have to keep reminding myself we’ve survived this long. We’ve done really really well. We have our own place, a good job, we almost finished our degree and we are making a ton of recovery with absolutely 0 support from anyone, after being retraumatized more than once by people we tried to form a connection with.
Things have been hard, we have a right to be sad, and it will be okay.
We’ll make new plans and we’ll build our life together. We’ll get there. I believe in us.
Listen, I know everyone is upset with Tom King and his implication that Batman’s happiness rested in a romantic relationship despite the decades of love and growth with his children.
But consider: Batman is a dumb bitch.
Dumb Bitch Bruce Wayne is canonically violent and canonically unstable and canonically prone to emotional volition but, more importantly, Dumb Bitch Bruce Wayne is, and always has been, a canonically dumb bitch.
This is a universal constant, and we should take comfort in this.
This being that Bruce Wayne is a Dumb Bitch.
wow. yall really mad at me for that post season 4 fic
💖 halo and magic 💖 - the sweetest and prettiest of girlfriends
when angel and i are apart- we can kiss our beanie babies to send kissie energy over to the other partner. they’re incredibly special to us both, and because we are going to be apart for a few weeks, both halo and magic are going to be used a lot more frequently. 💕
HEY! I appreciate you for everything you fight through. You’re doing great, just keep trying. Ily..
Today was a good day, despite hating myself tonight and wanting nothing more than to punch my pillows and cry.
I kept super busy at work and learned a lot about 2 candidates that are running for president in 2020. It’s out of the ordinary for me to care about politics. Especially since I find it confusing and not knowing what exactly to believe. I actually want to vote.
Last good part of tonight is I got a trim and I got to do a good friend of mines hair. This green color is bad ass and my hands are stained. But I’m not even mad 💁🏼♀️ Life is going and I’m going with it.
For anyone having a hard time ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜