#its whatevsss

[lesbiandardevil]

more ocs posting cause i wanted to try to minify them 🤏

#their dynamics so fun etc #havent drawn chibis in forever i forgot how to #its whatevsss #ocs #original characters #original art #chibi art #my ocs #my art #priya #sofia #mio

[racmune]

zhannascoutpauling as that draw your ot3 as this thing

very very quickly and shittily done i have other things 2 do today but i think about them everyday of my life

#zhannascoutpauling #scoutpauling #zhannapauling #scoutzhanna #racmune art #one day ill actually make a finished artwork of this ship but for now you only get doodles #its whatevsss

[frog-e-box]

Guys would you SNIFF SNIFF still like me if I post my goobers...SNIFFF Jokes aside I'm super happy with this sketch even if it's a silly doodle To the new people these guys are James, Freddy and Ronnie !! They're from the 40s but like I drew them in modern clothes for no reason OOPSIE

#my art #art #digital art #doodle #digital doodle #illustration #digital illustration #my oc #my ocs #oc #oc art #original character #original charater art #vintage art #retro art #vintage aesthetic #retro aesthetic #WHATEVSSS #Idk what aesthetic my art is #but its there I GUESS

[xomoosexo]

yeah scotty has randomly interacted with dream stans and tweeted about dream and stuff for a while 😭

yeah lmao welp I'm glad his dreams are coming true or something

#at this point unless its like a terrible evil person i just dont care who they hang out with #like whatevsss #askies

[crushedsweets]

Maybe some creeps stick around because slender wants to give demons reasonsss to stay. Like for example, more creeps means more people to keep ghosts entertained, means more friends, means no need to leave?

Helen could stay cos yk food, roof over his head, judgement free murder zone- and slender could keep him around because the demons like when he paints them.

Maybe Ann likes to experiment with medical stuff with Cody or something? Which then keeps her happy AND gives them more things like poison to kill normies off which big boss man likes. Idk cos like I don't know the relationships between all your versions ykyk😜

But what I'm SAYING is maybe the normie murderers can contribute by keeping the demons content and not wanting to explore or whatevsss. And slender is grand w it cos yk his sheep stay in their pen

I lobe lore(the sequel)🫶

MMM TRUE.. honestly for helen i might just make him some weirdo who sources blood on the dark web and he meets ben/jeff thru there. maybe he's not really a killer, but he has a fucked up interest in gore and has no issue with creating art thru unethical means regardless ? that way he's not really a killer and it gets to stay underground and not on a ton of news outlets, but he still keeps the core part of his character (bloody.. painting . .). and he gets to still be in the story. and maybe the proxies like using him and jack to get rid of the occasional human remains, since they dont really wanna keep it around ?? .. maybe cody is also a dark web freak... maybe he runs experiments on corpses and meets jack since jack works as a human remains disposer...??? and then they find out hes really good with chemicals and has access to cholorform, etc. TBH might just make cody a pharmacist LOL.

ok im realizing i might have to make the dark web just a central part of the lore because ive mentioned it a million times now, and its not like theyre gonna be chatting abt murder on facebook.

so the main 'hubs' for everyone .. the forest, the the town, the city, and the dark web . city would have people like liu, jane, helen, cody, tim/brian, nina. the town(suburbs and rural) has people like toby, natalie, jeff, liu. the forest (rural and trees) has toby, kate(the proxies in general), jack, all the supernatural ppl. then the dark web has all of them because theyre all . ummm... hmmmm....

also loved the sheep staying in the pen comment its so true actually.

lobe lore anon u r doing me wonders here

#long post #creeped #hcs #asks #hmmmmmmmm...much to think about..

[camzverse]

.......Oh buddy...... I believe u've got some tea to spill, >:3

lol.... anyway u call? :P

YAYY OK SO. (side note i only just came up with this today so its not THATt fleshed out but ive been thinking about it like all day so i have many ideas)

so like. it all starts w vanessa. basically when she was really young her parents worked for fazcorp technologies (au equivalent of oscorp) and idk. they die for reasons related to their work there. Who knows whatever its really not important to the au. anyway so vanessas parents r dead now and she moves in with her aunt and uncle in typical spider-man fashion ykyk. eventually shes grown up and when shes in college shes becomes an intern at fazcorp technologies' lab. at the end of her internship she secretly goes to the main room where theyre genetically modifying animals. i guess shes curious bc thats what her parents had been working on before they died. she mainly notices the giant tube of spiders they were working on and she ends up walking right up to the spiders, to take a look and as she gets really close, one crawls on her and bites her. she didnt realize she got bit but thats what makes her get out of there. Anddd thats how nessa becomes spider-van (working name) :3

shes the citys 1 and only spider-van for maybeee 4 years after that point? she graduated just a couple of months after grtting spider powers. also she lives with tape girl btw and they were roommates in college too. after like the first year tape girl (i havent named her yet siiighh) finds out ness is spidervan and she basically becomes her tech assistant. her girl in the chair if u will

anyway so ness has been spidervan for 4 years at this point. and then theres gregory who is just some guy rn :3 hes not spidey yet . one day he and cassie r on a class field trip to the fazcorp tech lab and they get bored so they sneak off and end up in a room with a bunch of different genetically engineered spiders in their own little boxes but one of them is Not in the box bc ig aomeone forgot to close it. andd it bites gregory and greg feels it but he doesnt see it but cassie DID see it and they start freaking out . its kinda funny. andthey do not take him to a hospital nor tell anyone bc they r dumb teenagers and he "feels fine" . so whatevsss they sneak back to where everyone else was on the field trip. andd then they just go home like nothing happened. until the next day when suddenly gregs spider powers manifest and cause HELL at school. yada yada he now has powers and no clue what hes doing with them

ANYWAY SOOO soon enough something happens and gregory meets spider-van by pure chance and she realizes that somehow this kid has pretty much the same powers as her (they got bit by different kinds of spiders so theyre not identical powers) and she offers to teach him how to control his powers so theyre not messing things up all over the place which turns into a mentorship of sorts and that evolves into him becoming a hero right with her ^_^

^theyre like this to me

fun little heroic spider duo adventures ensue from then on. saving the city and such. UHH THATS ALL FOLKS!! ok well thats all i can think of to say for now. thats all [the relevant background information] folks!!

#i may change plenty of this stuff. But NOT the way ness and greg meet that parts perfect 2 me #that and the way they get bit is kind of the only important stuff lmao #spider duo au #cam.txt

[sakumasmut]

🫧 anon here!!

IM GLAD I WASNT OUT OF LINE..

also ur so very right irl sex is so. scary IM SOOOO SILLY BC I love thinking about it!! free use any kink u name it I have it. IN THEORY. in practice one slight touch from a man I'm levitating out of the room... also I giggled at the sakumasmut joke ur right I have been looking up rei smut to turn the heat down.. works for like an hour and then its back but WHATEVSSS also r u comfy talking abt certain toys?!

I'm gna speak abt it here w a separate section but I saw this one like glass toy and the?? handle?? is a HEART. clear toy, pink heart or crescent moon or star... I want it so bad it looks so PRETTY?? I just wouldn't know where to hide it like what if one of my flatmates walked into my room or those uni inspection people came and saw it I'd be MORTIFIED...

I’m cool with toy talk, there’s a lot I haven’t seen before but I do wanna know what to imagine when writing scenarios with such toys. I think I know what you’re talking about tho with the shaped base! I think those ones are buttplugs? but yeah idk maybe a box under your bed like I said I don’t do much irl stuff at all, good luck with the horniness tho

#🫧

[discoverdope]

Just Do It.

Sup Gang,  

It’s December as fuck. Almost 2019.. twenty – nineteen..  I don’t know about y’all, but that shit’s wild to me.

We in the future.

We in the future af.  

In light of us being in the gah damn future, I’ve been reflecting on this past year, and for the first time in a good ass minute, I had a LONG year.

You know how some shits just go by in a blink? Like damn, I swear this hoe just started.. my Xmas tree is still up.

Nah, not 2018. This shit draggggged. At least for me. But I’m sure it’s directly related to the amount of experience I crammed into it.

2018 was a YES year for the kid.

I said YES to any and every opportunity that came my way.

New Years in Paris?

Sure, why not?

Move to Serbia?

Where’s that? Fuck it let’s do it.

Do this shoot? Be in this video? Dj this party? Smoke that? Snort this?

 yup, yerp, yopp, fuck you meannn, YUH, and fuggg it, let’s do itttt.

I had nights that lasted until noon the next day. I visited 4-5 different countries. Moved 3 or 4 times. My ass lived HARD this year. My body’s paying for it. I look like Amy Winehouse. But I wouldn’t trade any of these experiences for the world. They deepened my understanding of myself, life, and what I call myself trying to do with it—which is the point of this thing, amaright?

That said, I still managed to get to fucking DECEMBER without finishing some of my major projects. Said YES to every fuggin’ thing, but doing my shit, which is groovy, but I’m low key disappointed in myself. But only low key.. because I did a gang of shit I hadn’t eem planned or anticipated, which is laudable.

One of those things I didn’t do was blog everyday. I told myself—Daz. You’re a writer. It’s what you do. So fuggin do it. And what I do? Not that. It was forever in the back of my mind, and that’s where it stayed.

I think I wrote..

two.. pieces?

TWO!?

That’s unacceptable, but – BUT everything happens as it’s supposed to. If not for a friend of my putting me on Seth Godin last week, I wouldn’t eem be writing this post right now. 

Starting today. I will write SOMETHING, eem if it’s bullshit—a vent, a rant, a quote, a—a gah damn HAIKU, whatevsss—everyday, something’s going to get written.

For me, not for you.

Because that’s where this pursuit needs to be rooted.. in self.

Now who’s coming with me?

If there’s something that you’ve been putting off.. a project that you just HAVEN’T been able to get to—because of fear and its homie’s (procrastination, anxiety, self doubt, self sabotage, or whatever the fuck)—just do it.

Just fucking do it.

Get over yourself.

Get uncomfortable.

Stop making excuses.

And just fucking do it.

FUCKING DO IT. 

If for no one else, do it for yourself.

I’m convinced the bulk of us spend our entire lives in perpetual disappointment of ourselves.

We know the shit that we’d like to be doing.. we know what we’re passionate about.. we know who we want to be..

But there’s some random, weird ass, self defeating ass blockage that knocks mufuckers down before they even take their first step. It tells them to scroll instead. To binge on Netflix. Turn on Playstation. Sift through Pornhub. Stare at ceiling. Or put our time towards somebody else’s shit. It tells us to do everything, but what we know we need to be doing.

When you hear that voice, recognize it for what it is—baby bitchassness.

And nobody wants to be a baby bitch.

Not for their entire life.

Push through.  

Get over yourself.

Get uncomfortable.

Stop making excuses.

And just fucking do it.

I’ll be over here doing the same.

We can’t depend on outside forces to inspire and motivate us.

In the end, all we have is ourselves.

And that’s more than enough.

You’re more than enough.

Shalom.

Daz

#just do it #motivation #humanity #productivity #procrastination #fear #life #life lessons #life hacks #advice #digital nomad #artist #intention #setting intention #goal setting #goals #entrepreneur #self sabotage #imposter syndrome #self doubt

[nvkolais-blog]

ay up me dudes !!  i’m lo  (  with an L sdfjdf ive had some ppl saying it with an i before and it was like .. pls noooo sdfjds  )   and its so nice to be here ?? im ?? shook ?? by this rp idea honestly its aMAZING im lovin it(tm) 10/10 anyways there aint much to tell abt me dsfjsdjfsd other than im an aries just like nik and a dweeb but anywaysss whatevsss here we go on an intro bc hes more interesting than i am xo 

he actually hates his mark ya no ?? doesnt fully 100% get it, as in .. why hes gotta be the one to get it. never actually wanted to have it either ?? he thinks the further he gets from those kinda stuff the better he’ll stay and sjfsdjf we all know it aint like that .. he also gets so mad .. like ‘ fuck you i’m not gonna be any dipshits soul-whatever ew go away ‘ just .. dont rly talk abt that with him sjfsdf. 

has a :// temper honestly .. will 10/10 punch u i h8 his ass 

although overall hes p .. detached, so to speak ?? doesnt really how can i say it .. get attached to people that easily ? some ppl almost say its as if he has an emotional block or smth but thats just how he is sdjfdsjf he doesnt really stress much about that either, if he ends up liking someone ( and i’m not saying romantic relationships only, but general as in could be anything ) then he just .. will?? but that wont happen v easily tho sdfjds 

also hes a ride or die :// if he rly likes and considers someone to be important in his life ( then again, not necessarily smth romantic. could be anything. ) he’ll stick thru fire and death for this person and be there always for them 

doesnt rly have a way with words .. lmao .. he’ll say it like it is. he doesn’t really mind if the choice of words isn’t the best either. if someone wants the truth, he’ll tell them just like it’s supposed to be, no sugar coating etc etc. 

but even so .. he can be kinda cold at first ?? dsfjsd he’s got a capricorn rising so maybe thats bc of that !! can also be a sneaky sob ): 

he deals drugs obvs .. and uses them too rip sdfjfjds u wnt be surprised to see him high on weed, coked up or just on pills around dsfsdjf esp if hes a bit more approachable lmao he’s been using drugs ever since a teenager, honestly. way before he got to badlands - and it’s even why his mom threw him out of their trailer. :// his dad was serving time in jail at the time, but he knows if he wasn’t he’d do the same. he tried other jobs before, but would always get fired so he just went ? for his last resource. but we all know using the product u sell doesnt rly end up too nice for ya so sIGH dsfjsd 

ironically enough likes aliens aesthetic lmao .. like .. those planet doodles aesthetics .. alien jacket patches .. stars .. space disk aesthetic .. those pics with street alien signs w/ a purple sky on the background .. and whatnot if that makes sense. also he rly loves grimes ok thats like some bonus points w him sdfjds. 

#out of character. #bvd:intro #drugs / #wow this ! Sux ! djfdsj #ok so tumblrs bein extra shitty w me n wnt let me send any ims rip #so if ur ok w me messaging u its ew i know dsjfds #or just hmu id ??? be so grateful !!! ily

[ohmyxxoppa]

OMG OMG HAVE YOU SEEN DAEHYUN'S PHOTO WITH JONGUPPIE ASYEWKBLÝUNF X_X .... well jongup 30 pls, my feels i just can't, so happy the boys are fine

OOOUUUHHH GIRRRL YES I DID. I ALMOST DIED LOL. I know what you mean, I was super relieved when I saw Daehyun post those photos and that vid. Made my heart comepletely melt :) 

“Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry?”

`~`~`~`~`~`~

I tapped my foot nervously as we all waited for the music to begin. Weddings were fun but the waiting sucked a bunch. Especially outdoor weddings.

I huffed and fanned myself with the wedding program, “I’m fucking dying out here in this hot ass sun.” I muttered, annoyed. I couldn’t wait to head inside and run right to the bar.

As I was fanning myself, trying not to melt, I finally took the time to actually look around at the decorations. It was decent, very flowery and pink. But it had a good layout nonetheless. But as I was looking around my eyes fell on something I didn’t quite like, well more like someone. 

I chuckled to myself quietly, he looked amazing in that suit. But he looked good in anything regardless. What a total jerk.  

♪ Here comes the bride, all dressed in white..♪

When the music played the guests all turned to look down the aisle for the bride but my eyes never left him.

———

“One sex on the beach please.” I ordered, “And make it strong, please.”

The bartender raised an eyebrow, “Planning to get drunk early ?“ 

I shrugged, “Can I just get my drink?” The bartender chuckled and saluted me, “Yes ma’am.”

As I waited for my drink to be made I looked over my shoulder, the now wedded couple’s first dance was happening. I frowned and looked away quickly, my heart dropping completely. 

Weddings were suppose to be fun and happy but tonight I just felt like drinking my pain away. 

“Here you are love,” the bartender set down my drink infront of me and leaned against the counter behind him, “Let me know if you want another, looks like you’re gonna need a second with that look you just pulled.”

I scoffed and took a sip of my drink. I scrunched up my nose, “Wow, that’s strong as fuck.” The bartender laughed, “Isn’t that what you asked for?”

I stuck my tongue out and took another sip, well more like a huge gulp. 

“I’m guess you know the groom?” he asked. I glanced at him and furrowed my eyebrows, “And what makes you think that?” I asked back.

The bartender shrugged, “Let’s just say I know that look you give him when you think no one’s looking.”

I bit my lower lip and swirled my drink, not saying anything. The bartender crossed his arms in front of his chest and tilted his head to the side, “The name’s Jongup, yours?”

I smirked a little and took another sip, “My parents told me not to talk to strangers, especially ones who could easily drug my drink.”

Jongup chuckled and nodded, admitting defeat with his hands up. “Alright, my bad. Just thought you could use some cheering up by starting a conversation but I guess you’re right.”

I laughed and shook my head, “I’m ___” I introduced. Jongup smiled and was about to say something but was cut off by someone calling my name. A voice all too familiar, a voice that still had the power to make chills run down my back.

“Drinking already?” he asked and clucked his tongue in disapproval as he walked over to me. I turned around in my chair and gave a guilty look, “You know I can’t dance unless I’ve had a few drinks.”

He laughed and patted my head, “I’m glad you came! I was afraid you weren’t going to come.” I scoffed and punched him lightly on the shoulder, “How could I miss your wedding? I would have came even if it killed me.” even though just looking at him with her was enough to kill me over and over again.

The groom hugged me suddenly, “It means alot to me that you came. Thank you.” I frowned deeply but still wrapped my arms around him weakly, staying silent. 

“Baby!” the bride called, “Come on! It’s time for the group dance honey!” The groom let go and turned around to acknowledge his wife, telling her he’d be there in a minute. He then gave me a kiss on the forehead and smiled at me, “Don’t leave any time soon alright?” I nodded weakly, “Sure..”

When he walked away I let out a deep breath I didn’t even realize I was holding in. 

Jongup touched my shoulder from behind, “You okay?” he asked. 

As I watched him walk away and into the arms of his new lover I felt my eyes start to well up in tears, “Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry?” I asked softly.

#wow this is a long one lol #didnt know if i shouldve made guppie the groom or bartender but idddkk #its whatevsss #jongup scenarios #b.a.p scenarios #bap scenarios #drabble game #jongup drabbles