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prosebyday · 8 months
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I’m a better lover to myself than you ever were to me I make the best coffee for myself in the morning I keep myself warm at night, snuggled up in blankets I worked on the lawn and garden today I cook myself meals from homegrown veggies I’ve spent all week since I sent you away cleaning the house and it’s so much easier just doing everything I asked of you by myself, then waiting for someday when you might do it,  because someday never comes.  I do everything you did for me without the resentment you showed me because I love myself enough, I see my worth, I don’t resent me like you do and I still have so much time on my hands to be a person,  instead of taking on the burden of your emotional needs.  I can’t be a therapist, a mother, a provider each day to my partner.  I can do so much more for myself with that time and energy.  I love you and I deserve so much more.
August 19, 2023 // Grazia Curcuru
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"I want to taste and glory in each day, and never be afraid to experience pain; and never shut myself up in a numb core of non-feeling, or stop questioning and criticising life and take the easy way out. To learn and think; to think and live; to live and learn; this always, with new insight, new understanding, new love."
~ Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath (6th Jan. 1953)
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cannibalies · 8 months
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journal excerpt, august 26th 2023
by lucielle drear / @cannibalies
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dame-nostalgique · 1 year
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~From the unfinished poems in the back of my journal
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soymilkwriter · 4 months
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In order to heal from it, you have to let yourself feel it. Repeat it!
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orgasming-caterpillar · 9 months
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[image description: scrawled handwriting on lined journal paper. Written, "August has come again, and I'm feeling awfully human. The cold airs have scraped something raw inside of me."]
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raining-tulips · 5 months
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an excerpt from my journal, 12/19/16, and some sunset photos from around the same time.
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drugstorewizard · 4 months
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A charcoal drawing I made after a backpacking trip in 2021
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sincerely-angel1 · 4 months
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Monday, January 1st, 2024
The new year prompts new thoughts and new feelings, and today I’m going to write about something that I feel strongly about.
I think it’s okay to take breaks from your friends every once in awhile.
Too much of anything isn’t good, and that goes for people as well. Only surrounding yourself with one particular person for months on end is bound to eventually draw up some annoyance in you, and you’ll wind up finding all these things you dislike about them.
So yeah, it’s okay to distance yourself sometimes.
Should you ghost someone? No. But it’s okay to let somebody know that you might be a bit busy or distant for a few days, even if you don’t feel comfortable telling them the reason.
Wanting space doesn’t make you a bad person, and we should normalize that.
Yours truly,
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prosebyday · 8 months
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Choosing him highlights my indiscretion  He never loved me, I was just a hyperfixation His greatest obsession. My therapist told me not to be such an open book but he still tried to convince me I was a manipulative liar.  I was upfront and honest, he agreed to the terms Meanwhile he lied about himself fundamentally I wasn’t willing to be his possession  so he took out his aggression we fell into a depression the only way out was secession.  I truly believed what we had was special until it was over and my worldview dissolved.  He was so obsessed with me  he lied about everything  to keep me in his grubby little hands I hate myself for not noticing, for not getting out sooner. I’m still figuring out more of his lies every day, picking up the pieces that he left behind, and cleaning up his mess.
"Obsession" // Grazia Curcuru
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Tuesday, March 28th, 1933
"It is the finest spring ever known -- soft, hot, blue, misty."
~ Virginia Woolf, A Writer's Diary
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artmariaa · 11 months
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سلسلة المشاعر الحلوة:
الصباح الذي تستيقظ فيه وتجد المكان حول منزلك مغطى بالثلج.
النسمات الخفيفة وأشعة الشمس عندما تعود من السباحة الى الشاطئ.
الليلة الاولى التي تنام فيها في منزلك الجديد.
آخر يوم في حياتك المدرسية.
وسهرة على سطح منزلك مع مكسرات وكأس شاي.
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cannibalies · 8 months
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journal excerpt, september 6th 2023
by lucielle drear / @cannibalies
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maukive · 1 year
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Acad rants XD
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mercylikestowrite · 2 months
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when i’m 18 my cells are new, i will have a new body that you haven’t touched, i think that’s something beautiful.
via— my cells have been new for some time now and i can feel my body’s sigh of relief.
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