#kinda a vent?

[defective-gadgetry]

Gadget is legit such a heartthrob man it highkey makes me sad that most people only see him as a meme and nothing else.

#inspector gadget #inspector gadget 1983 #go go gadget #ig #kinda a vent? #my screenshots

[roseblog-rog]

i really need a wheelchair. fuck denial, im in agony.

#kinda a vent? #disabled #chronic pain #chronic pain is a bitch

[say-hi-intrepid-heroes]

i need to vent about a difficult adult decision i have to make.

im about to move a lot of shit from my childhood home. aside from books, its just a lot of quantity. it takes up space, and if i go through it to sort out everything, it will all have sentimental value (i have some pretty severe memory issues so i tie memories to objects, and every time i try to sort through stuff i end up keeping everything). some of the things are craft supplies, and therefore valuable, but ultimately replaceable.

i'm really tempted to just take the books and maybe 4 actually monetarily valuable things, leaving everything else to be given away.

neither of these are really good options (keeping everything or getting rid of almost everything) and its really frustrating me that i have to make this decision at all. if some rich person paid me 500$ right now to offset the cost of throwing away a bunch of stuff i'd literally give it all away right now, but unfortunately thats not an option. it just kinda sucks.

#personal #kinda a vent? #not angsty i'm just angry #fuckin pissed #would love to just remove the part of my brain that likes to hoard things

[roryheart]

“idrc” I say though tears because I in fact care a bit TOO much

#📜🕰️ #kinda a vent? #not really though cus i don’t expect it to be taken all that serious lmao 😭

[leafwateraddict]

Why does talking about your feelings suck

#kinda a vent? #not really just… #an observation #is this just me #probably #leaf posts

[mel-loly]

-Hello everyone, hry'all?

Just stopping by to apologize for not posting normally anymore, for not having any Christmas art yet and for not "interacting" much... I'm kinda quite tired, without much time to do the arts because of several commitments(now actually I don't have that much anymore, but before I really had a lot), and I'm even a little discouraged because I don't have more engagement on this blog, which makes me even more committed to not remembering this and... Anyway- I apologize profusely for all of this! I really don't know yet if I'm going to take a break or remain at least a little active here, but I'll try my best to post or idk but do something related to Christmas soon.

Thank you very much to those who have read this far and I hope you guys can understand me! A big hug for y'all and hope you are having a wonderful day/night <3

#important post #warning post #? #i'm mel and this is my blog✌️ #my art blog #kinda a vent? #idk #please read it! #it's very important <3

[skymaiden32]

Welp… This sucks… ;0;

#it just happened #i didn’t drop or anything like that i’ve ALWAYS been really careful while carrying it #put tape on it to try and stop it from getting more damaged #i can still use it it’s just the screen border that’s damaged #but it still means i need to pay out for a new laptop #sky rambles #kinda a vent? #tracy smiles would be much appreciated #thunderfam #thunderfam sos

[yarosilly]

i kinda hate my irls rn for no specific reason why am i like this

#random rambles or smth idfk #kinda a vent?

[ant1quarian]

"Your Happiness will always be worth more than my Sad."

Pretty sure a lot of people live by this rule.

I know I do.

I don't like to call myself a people pleaser- because in all actuality, I'm not.

I'm not until you're close to me and someone I cherish.

(Just a lil' rant :] )

The few people that I would break my spine to please I hold closely to my heart, as foolish as I've realised that can be within my life.

These few people are quite simple:

My Spouse

My Sister

My Close Friends

Unusual, isn't it? That I would go so far for few people, even to the point where it begins to affect me.

I'm loyal. Really loyal. Too loyal at times.

Definitely not trusting. Not naive. But loyal nonetheless.

And it's weird. I'm naturally a very laid-back, chill person that doesn't like to do a lot, but when I think of my friends, my sister, and my Spouse...

I would do a lot of things for them. I would- and do- actively shove away my emotions so that I don't have to bring down other's moods.

I'm open with my emotions and communicate my feelings up until the point where it's jealousy or sadness over seemingly insignificant things.

Most of the time it's because I don't want to tell someone I'm feeling jealous of a thing they're doing with other people (aka. feeling left out- something I don't believe anyone should have to experience, 'cause it fuckin sucks) because it's simply just a ME problem that they don't need to dragged into. I don't want them feeling guilty of a thing I'm feeling, y'know? 'Specially when they didn't go out of their way to cause it.

I'm not a burden. I know I'm not.

Just sometimes... I think I hold other people's happiness in higher esteem than my own struggles and emotions.

And so, I created a little rule I go by (that I shouldn't be) called:

"Your Happiness will always be worth more than my Sad."

#Oofers #Kinda a vent? #Sorta just rambling #If you see this spouse: #no you didn't #:D #/silly

[kpopwerewolf]

Am I the only one who's annoyed by the thing when you go to a blog, rather than show it the way Tumblr shows things, it takes you to what is basically a whole other site?

Like, not only is the layout really wonky compared to what you're expecting, but any tags you filter are no longer filtered on the other site thing (which means that if you filter for stuff like flashing or gore, those things are not filtered)

#kinda a vent? #idk #i just find it annoying

[f4y3w00d5]

Jesus christ that fucking sucked. I was like early for half of it- And off tune at the end... Listening to it and JESUS FUCKING CHRIST IM SUCH A SHITTY FUCKING SINGER I SOUND LIKE A TWO YEAR OLD I LISTENED TO MY FAV PART AND I WAS EARLY AND UGHHHH 😭😭😭😭

anyways thats the one im uploading i will be obsessing over this for hours, and i gotta get ready for halloween soon Also pleaseeeee dont call me cringe, one of my friends said my singing was cringe, and its horrible.

#kinda a vent?

[myfuckingpenexploded]

The other day I had a panic attack and went non verbal (which hasn't happened in front of my dad until that point) and he started saying if I didn't talk he would send me to a mental hospital.

Listen, Listen, WHAT? safe to say im so traumatized I might never go non verbal ever again, which is a lie, I'll actually just do it more because the other thing I do when having a panic attack is lashing out. So clearly my dad prefers me 'making a scene' than going silent because it means I belong in a psyche ward.

#kinda a vent? #idk man #tw mention of a panic attack #I swear

[chandajaan]

I've been so overwhelemwd recently and a lot of stuff has been going on on my life and im slightly miserable but also really happy? I think most because I have someone who I completely trust and I actually feel supported, it's a weird feeling, knowing you can endure stuff

#chandatalks #personal #kinda a vent? #fine to rb

[applesqace]

I love being told by my fellow asexual friends that I’m “not really ace” because I make sex jokes. Such a fun experience to have your identity invalidated for not being sex-repulsed. (/s)

#appleynoises #kinda a vent?

[that-one-scorpia-kinnie]

Me: You know what? It's my blog and my rules, if I want to block someone who's making me uncomfortable about the things I like I have the full right to block em.

My silly brain: Omg you're such a toxic fan why are you blocking people, it's like you can't take criticism or anything omg stop attacking people and let them make you unhappy you fucking bully 🙄

#why am I like this #I'll be like: I need to set boundaries #and my brain's like: No tf you don't you toxic dickhead let people make you unhappy #this isn't my usual she ra content but here's this #kinda a vent?

[chaoticangelsbeatupgod]

Current mood

#my art #kinda a vent? #im just so done with this week right now #traditional art #tw blood