a million people
will skim their eyes
over my words.
sometimes i wonder
if you’re one of them.
i trembled the idea of you, loving a broken part of me. i just can’t fathom the thought of someone as full as the moon, appreciating a shattered soul like me.
تظن أنك تعرفها تظن أنها تدين لك بطريقة ما، أن وجودها مقترن بوجودك. لكنها كيانها الخاص . تعيش و تتنفس و تبني الآمال و الاحلام. لديها حياة و حب وأسرة و هدف. وهي لا تدين لشخص بأي شيء
i saw it coming, that someday, we’ll take different paths in the future. i just didn’t know it was too soon.
i saw it coming, that eventually, we’ll come to an end. that what we had was nothing but pure bliss. bliss that made me believe in love once again. bliss that made me think, love is too pure for us to experience.
even though i saw it coming, it still hurts to think that we will never go back to the way we used to be.
Lang Leav, More or Less
I’ve been emotionally and mentally unstable these past few weeks so I’ve thought that maybe letting out what I feel on a different form of media might help me get back on track. And so I tried!
Check out my other blog, Coralinesays! (I was inspired by Lang Leav’s works, especially her book, A Sea of Strangers. So much feels!)
An online diary for me to put my unnecessary emotions. I’m also planning to create a podcast series inspired from Alice Oseman’s book, Radio Silence (God, I love that book so much that I want to read it all over again despite having school requirements)
wherein it will just be me rambling about non-sense stuff to an imaginary audience. And also watch for some random content as well.
Hope you give it a check!
Finally starting to write again.
Lang Leav’s ‘Revenge’