Wenns mir mal gut geht such ich den fehler &’ mach alles kapputt an schlechten tagen habe ich angst vor mir selbst.
Wen du ehrlich bist, weisst du das in dir eine leere ist. ~Voyce
And as much as I’d like to believe there’s a truth beyond illusion, I’ve come to believe that there’s no truth beyond illusion. Because, between ‘reality’ on the one hand, and the point where the mind strikes reality, there’s a middle zone, a rainbow edge where beauty comes into being, where two very different surfaces mingle and blur to provide what life does not: and this is the space where all art exists, and all magic…
…And just as music is the space between notes, just as the stars are beautiful because of the space between them, just as the sun strikes raindrops at a certain angle and throws a prism of color across the sky–so the space where I exist, and want to keep existing, and to be quite frank I hope I die in, is exactly this middle distance: where despair struck pure otherness and created something sublime.
I am kind of sad today. But i am still smiling, I can’t explain this feeling…
Anyway, I had regular classes at school. We got back the results of our Saturday weekly test. I scored bad in Maths (yeah that’s depressing but that isn’t the reason of my sadness). I had to stay back at school too. Me and some friends are going for a heritage quiz, so we had to prepare.
And oh I sang in front of the class today. I was giving a translation of a Rabindrasangeet’s lyrics and some told me to sing it out so i did. I don’t know if it was good but Ik. looked quite happy with it.
My life is a fucken mess right now especially after a heart breaking relationship
it’s been a stressful day and now all I need is to bake three sorts of bread because I love bread with all of my heart
Don’t give up. 💪🏻
“Taking life seriously” does NOT mean prioritizing work, bills and money; that’s wasting your life.
Taking life seriously means prioritizing love and family; even if it means living uncomfortably.
Live for what matters most, instead of just blindly living the life you’ve been indoctrinated to believe is “right” and “responsible” by people who profit from your labor.
Here I am. Finally being a doctor after years of taking exams, studying and sipping liters of coffee. And yet I have never felt so insecure about my knowledge, my profession, my responsibility.
My intern year starts in 2 weeks. And I feel like I know nothing.
Am I ready to take the responsibility?
I tried to study all day, but with no success. I cannot concentrate at all. My brain is a mess. A dark foggy cloud.
Tak ada kehidupan yang sempurna sekalipun pada orang yang kau anggap sempurna hidupnya. Berhenti merasa bahwa hidupmu tak lebih baik dari orang lain, sementara mungkin ada seseorang yang sedang berharap hidupmu menjadi miliknya.
Bersyukur, bersyukur, dan bersyukur lagi.
It’s crazy how someone could have the power to make you incredibly happy or incredibly depressed
hoy whats with this day ha 🥺 masyado madami nangyari i kenat
Things we write in the shower.