Logan headcanons because I can
Autistic
Red is an overwhelming color for him, mainly due to his brain associating it with Roman and Roman's often overwhelming personality
Number 2 is why he despises when Thomas wears red.
The red pen he used to use was only due to his brain applying Strict Teacher Rules to his annotations and edits to Roman's scripts, he was extremely glad to find that Roman despised the pen and wanted him to use a different one
He used to be much more apt to outbursts of a more positive kind, such as willingly giving more information than strictly needed because he enjoyed helping the others learn things
This changed due to repeated negative feedback that makes Logan feel as though he did nothing but make the others feel stupid (red pen, again, but slightly worse because it was more EVERYTHING he was doing, than just one thing)
He stopped wearing his onesie, even when alone in his room, due to fear of being summoned and ridiculed for his childish behavior
He is much harder on himself than he is on the others, despite their apparent belief that he is an arrogant cocky dick
He doesn't often pay attention to the lyrics in songs, rather the beat and instrumental, therefore his music taste is extremely wonky, consisting of any kind of instrumental that makes his brain feel happy, including extremely inappropriate songs and/or extremely childish ones, without him even realizing the context of the words (this is actually backed by his playlist)
There is something about the formula of country music that makes it extremely appealing to him and his pattern-seeking brain
This also applies to those thriller movies that follow the classic killer pattern with the survival rules.
Janus and Roman are two of Logan's least favorite sides
Roman is too overwhelming, and Janus is incredibly hard for him to understand due to him talking almost exclusively in lies
Patton is kind of in the middle, if he was to properly rank them. His overly feelingsy thing, and the wishy washy of morals and the confusing mixture of both makes it hard for them to work together, but he prefers Patton to Roman because he is less overwhelming and loud and otherwise overstimulating, and he doesn't have to worry about Patton speaking in lies, which puts him above Janus.
Remus is in second place, simply because Remus is slightly more tolerable than Patton, even though Logan cannot place WHY (it might be how blunt Remus is compared to how Patton likes to sugarcoat tings and/or hide the negative things)
Virgil is his favorite because they can have logical debates that, even when they get out of hand, will not overwhelm and overstimulate him, they have similar sensory issues, and he is simply the calmest of all the other sides
Logan despises his outbursts, regardless of what kind, and he refused to speak to any of the sides for a week after WTIT
Virgil was the first one to break through afterwards
Remus apologized for pushing him so far, but clarified that he wasn't actually sorry for DOING it, and more for how much it clearly affected Logan beyond the automatic reaction he had hoped for
Logan accepted this apology, because it was sincere, and he can understand Remus' point of view
He did get him back, however, by forcing him to sit through an entire 'lesson' on actual class etiquette.
This started a kind of 'battle' between them of putting each other through increasingly annoying things that one enjoyed and the other did not
Virgil caught Remus forcing Logan to wear a particular texture that extremely bothered his sensory stuff, as a part of this 'game' and proceeded to tear Remus a new one about abusing a fun little game that Virgil thought was a bad idea in the first place, and Can't you see that you've gone too far, this isn't funny anymore, he's genuinely distressed, get him out of that before I take YOUR nipples and shove them up YOUR nose.
Remus didn't actually care about the nipple thing, but he did get where Virgil was coming from, and got Logan out of that Horrific Sweater of that Horrific Texture, and apologized by letting Logan force him to wear an Actual Tie tied Properly for an Entire Day
The game has been on hiatus since because Virgil refuses to allow it to continue, despite Logan insisting that it's Quite Fine, Virgil, there is No Need for your Continued Vigilance, however Appreciated it is. (and it is VERY appreciated, Logan does not usually receive this kind of positive attention to make sure he is comfortable and stays that way)
Logan and Remus will sit and watch Those Movies Referenced In Number 11 together, and will each go on rants about how Stupid that Character is for going in That Room, or Up Those Stairs or something equally stereotypical and stupid
This never gets old, and Logan thinks he may do this until he ceases to exist however that may happen
They watched Trick (2019) together, and Logan spent an hour and a half ranting about how Fucking Amazing the movie was and how The End was So Good and Revolutionary and It's Such A Shame this movie Isn't More Popular because it's A Masterpiece
This is the moment Remus realizes he's in love with Logan
Remus says this seconds after realizing it, cutting Logan off mid-rant
Logan gapes at him for a minute, unsure how to respond, before (extremely apologetically) explaining that he does not feel those feelings for Remus, and that he doesn't want their difference in feelings to harm their friendship because Frankly he's Unsure how he would Continue Doing This (existing) without Remus there in some capacity
This makes their friendship extremely strained, and eventually, they stop spending time together.
Remus explains that this is because he can't Keep Doing This because he is constantly Not Saying Things he wants to say to Logan so that Logan doesn't think he's Actively Hitting On Him, and it makes Remus Physically Ill to not say his things out loud
Logan is unable to function properly for a week after this, and he doesn't really understand how he got This Attached to him.
Virgil talks some sense into him, and Logan has to then spend three months examining his feelings (ugh, feelings) for Remus, until he comes to the conclusion that he Is, In Fact, In Love With Remus
His immediate reaction is to go straight to Remus' room and tell him his feelings
Virgil tries to stop him and fails because Logan cannot think of one logical reason that Remus wouldn't at least hear him out, even if Remus' feelings have since disappeared, which Logan knows is something that happens, and is uncontrollable (if those feelings WERE controllable, he would never have them)
The second Logan says the words, "I'm in love with you", Remus kisses him without a seconds thought, because this is something he's wanted to do since Before he realized he was in love with Logan.
Logan's brain cuts out and overheats as if he is a literal computer, and it takes the literal snap of his neck (killing him) to properly reboot him so he can function.
Remus spent almost three hours trying to get Logan back to normal and almost has an anxiety attack thinking he's just caused the most catastrophic thing ever and somehow literally killed Thomas' Logic.
Virgil senses Remus' increasing anxiety, and is the one to suggest the neck snap. He says it as a joke, to lighten the mood to hopefully make Remus feel better, and Remus takes it as a genuine suggestion.
The first thing Logan does once rebooted, is kiss Remus back.
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Another Logan ramble!!!
Logan has trouble expressing his emotions, even though sometimes he may want to (which is rare. maybe). He can't say the words "I love you" at all, even outside of literal physical means. Therefore, he opts for more easily achievable means, such as words of affirmation (albeit skewed with scientific ramblings) and acts of service (albeit skewed with his own biases).
Teaching is his love language, so his acts of service and words of affirmation would be anything related to that. He would teach Virgil how to calm himself down from an anxiety attack if he were ever alone, or try his best to teach Patton about the philosophies of morality in more bite sized accessible pieces, or teach Roman about the more accurate realities of Shakespearian poetry. His self proclaimed version of love is more pride than anything, but when Logan cares about you, he wants to teach you and share his knowledge with you.
Of course, when Logan does want to express his feelings in the traditional sense, he's very stiff about it. He can't say he loves someone without sounding like a robot. Plus, he can't flirt for shit. It could be a result of him hardly having those feelings if we're thinking him to be the literal embodiment of Logic, or him just being inexperienced/finding those emotions unnecessary. Who knows!! He's certainly very ecstatic about Crofters ;]
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