What a beautiful sunrise fucking myself. With lots of love.
So sad I don’t have a bath
How I am still in my growth from a seed
I look at myself and think many things but usually negative things. So this is where my growth has taken me today, to write about how I reflect back to myself. I have really grown to feel comfortable in my own skin. I have grown to accept and love myself too! But the lying voices that live inside still have power. Not complete dominance but enough to drain my energy and distract my mind. I see that I am pretty normal after all this struggle to evolve myself. I have kept my head up through out the day even when I was whacked with that mental stick.
How to get out of trouble ~
You have manage to stay in my life even though I hate you.. but who am I kidding I can’t hate someone that made me so happy…
Start a friendly thread!
You have a beautiful smile. I wish I could hear your laugh everyday☆
Body check 💕
I was doing something new this week and i think it works, I feel whit less hungry than usually and my stomach feel so firm. For the nex week i will doing the same thing and i will doing more excercise, maybe for march my weight can be 50kg 😊.
I will upload some pictures whit my progress.
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Today I had a very wonderful talk.. it was with a person who I thought was very ￼ arrogant but turned out to be the most kind hearted person I’ve met thus far. We are from the same hometown dealt with the same hometown issues, just in different ways. Lately I have been losing myself; drinking too much, eating too much, missing work too much. He made me realize that I’m surrounding myself with sadness but for why? I have a good head on my shoulders and yes bad things happen.. but man I gotta let things go. My self love/worth is way more important than anything right now. I deserve to be happy. I deserve that.