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madmadmilk · 2 years

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uuuwhaahahahahahwwhhh‼️‼️‼️ thor whispering "always protect jane" to mjolnir has been one of the greatest professions of love in the entire mcu!! in a drunken, sleepy stupor on a random, normal weeknight-in he enchanted a mighty weapon that measures your "worthiness" with only a heartfelt thought spoken aloud. it's not about intention but the WEIGHT and sincerity of his feelings. mjolnir "indestructible" and all-powerful and fickle and broken, but it listened and gave jane a chance to fight. to fight for her love, their love, her life,,, in her own way! his words reached her and saved her to save him to help her really save him all while fighting to make herself proud, and woowwww loving is worth it guys 🥺

#brb crying and waking up in the middle of the night thinking about thisssss #the movie is so fun and sad and fulfilling #def a summer movie and you can read it however you like but lol maybe there is hope for cinema romance #look at all the things you can do with like one movie WOW #thor #thor four #thor love and thunder #spoilers #spoiler #thor spoilers #thor love and thunder spoilers #personal #madmadmilk #madwatch

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sleepy-window · 1 year

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lol usually a writer on tumblr but now i can show u what i mean by 'bloodied lips' and 'staring at the nape of his neck':

😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊✨

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barznasty · 2 years

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TOM HOLLAND

@madmadmilk

domino (series) ground rules (series) kiss currency (series)

@peteprker

dare you to move (series) mistakes happen

@hollandroos

blow a kiss, fire a gun (series) bun in the oven

@spiderboytotherescue

blurbs (2) somewhat breakfast in bed

@lousimusician

cheater

@justcallmehitgirl

delicate

@peteryouadorablefuck

don’t go

@sunshinehollandd

every step of the way (series)

@userholland

this side of heaven

@hollandandi

good for me

@xoluvx

hate you

@spideyyeet

not gonna say

@t-lostinworlds

i’ve got you torn leaves

@marvelouspeterparker

just can’t get enough

@parkeraul

just friends

@duskholland

mad at you sunkissed taunt

@bi-writes

mob!tom blurbs

@grussell63

remember when (series)

@hollandbaby

shower sex

@jizemderler

take care

@liberty-barnes

the jar series

@angelic-holland

uncool

@thewitchingholland

when you love someone (2/3)

@wizkiddx

3 broken hearts (2)

PETER PARKER

@peteprker

better weather snow white

@p3terparker

clingy!peter

@peterbenjiparker

close to my heart in your arms

@hey-marlie

far from you (series)

@peterporkerpeter

how to kiss

@spideyyeet

i don’t care orange slices soft boy

@vampireinbusiness

i feel better

@lousimusician

i want you back (series) sex pollen

@tomdutch

just for tonight

@druiig-ae

mood swings

@toms-gf

nightmares

@ptergwen

only you and me

@spiderboytotherescue

please come home worried about you

@softspideys

safe

@xoluvx

sativa

@loveaffaire

she doesn’t even know

@starktonyx

ten percent

@tomhollandsstan

tongue twister

#fic rec #tom holland imagine #peter parker imagine #fic recs

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borhapparker · 9 months

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borhapparker's 1k follower celebration!

we reached 1k followers! this was overdue, as it's been a few weeks since i reached this milestone but thank you to everyone that's joined my little corner of tumblr (: and to the couple friends i've made along the way, you guys are amazing and ily ! all characters elegible for the celebration are on the banner ! (all pedro pascal characters, ben hardy, gwilym lee, sebastian stan, andrew garfield and tom holland)

open

masterlist | series masterlist | fan net discord

💋 - love letter - send a prompt for a drabble on characters i write for

✨ - muse - describe yourself or one of your favorite characters in detail and i’ll make you a moodboard! additionally, i can also make you a moodboard for one of your fics

🎸 - mixtape - describe yourself + tell me your favorite music and i’ll make you a mini-playlist (for mutuals it comes with a graphic)

❤️‍🔥 - matchmaker - describe yourself / i’ll stalk your blog for ~vibes~ and i’ll match you with a character that you remind me of

🥂 - happy hour! - send me anything under the sun, your likes, dislikes, unpopular opinions, fmk, anything!

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@pbnjparker @madmadmilk @hollandroos @toxic-seduction @beardedjoel @jobean12-blog @punkette1026 @jupiter-soups @strang3lov3 @talaok @spiderboytotherescue @tommymilllers @living-for-jesus-and-telenovelas @thatoneobsessedlinguist

#ambs 1k follower celebration #1k followers #tom holland #ben hardy #sebastian stan #gwilym lee #andrew garfield #pedro pascal #writing #asks #music #moodboards #fics #blurbs

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gillybear17 · 1 year

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Is it just me that has panic attacks when I’m sick or does this happen to any of of my beautiful mutuals on here as well?!?!?!?! Like your nose is stopped up so you feel like you have a weight on your chest because you’re trying to catch your breath.

@mackenzielovee

@inkandpen22

@looooooooomis

@tweedlydumbtweedlydoo

@lindzaylove

@outerbankies

@fiction-is-life

@luxestarkey

@jeyramarie

@r0und3bitch

@obx-pogue4life

@cherienymphe

@ohwowimlonley

@stylesyourmine

@cinnamon-roll-seth

@favefandomimagines

@twinklelilstarkey

@poguestyleskye

@novxturient

@tbmaybank

@ilovefandoms102

@anonymous0writer

@cobaincreates

@madmadmilk

@iwrite4obx

@beauvibaby

@sublimecatgalaxy

@bookofbonbon

@glutenfreepeach

@tee-swizzle

@ceceswriting

@heavyhitterheaux

@thecameronchronicles

@honeybear-yammy

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illiterateaffairs · 8 months

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Writer Poll Tag Game

i was tagged by @sokkigarden thank you friend!!

rules: make a 24-hour poll with the names of your wips, let it run, then write one sentence for every vote the winner got. (will most likely post the full chapter/story haha)

tagging: @amywritesthings @theowritesstuff @duskholland @madmadmilk @egcdeath @darkroastjoel @shurisneakers (literally no pressure, just tagged some people who's work i've admired and enjoyed over the years <3)

#yall also need to request more distractions universe prompts!! i miss those two but i need some inspo haha #ask game #jamie tartt x reader

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spamgyu · 7 days

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if you're still looking for fic recs, i have a couple that are a bit out of left field but are really good. they are 'kiss currency', 'ground rules', and 'heart eyes' all by madmadmilk. they are tom holland fics, but i feel that you two have similar styles in the sense that you guys are so captivating and amazing at breathing life into your characters and their stories, also that it is a crime against humanity that you two don't have companies banging down your door every day, begging for you to write for them. Please feel free to ignore this ask if this isn't something that interests you 😳, i just feel like you'd like them, get inspired by them, and write something that would break my heart and soul ((in a good way 🥺)) 🩷🩷🩷

kiss currency:

"Harrison always throws a weird-ass birthday party with a dumb-ass theme or stupid fuck challenge. Last, last time it was a “wet t-shirt” party, then a “no shirt OR no shorts” party. this year it just happens to be a “Hickey Party.” Gotta have a mark to enter, gotta cash in a kiss for a drink. JFC… Of course, you have to go, but who’s gonna give you the hickey"

ground rules:

"you just love holding someone, and being held. It’s not a hard thing to ask for, but it sure can be hard for someone to understand."

heart eyes:

"Tom Holland is a friend that you only see once or twice a year, but when the stars align and you finally start to get close to him again you realize that… you’ve never really known each other at all. He has an emoji tailing after every contact on his phone… but none for you. hm. A soft and bumbling story about how you get to know him, and how he gets to know you."

stfuuuuuu ahhhh thank you omfg i love tom holland ugh love that stupid little white boy sm. 🤞🏼😔

thank you thank you thank youuuuuu

#spamasks #sg: reads

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bradtomlovesya · 9 months

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waves hi, I'm Blue, kinda new around here. Do you have any favorite Peter Parker writers?

Hello Blue! Welcome to Tumblr's fam and thank you for your message, always happy to meet new people 💙

Some of my favorite writers are these: @parkerpeter24 @tomsholland2412 @tom-holland-parker @cherienymphe @madmadmilk @tomhollandfics

Hope it helps 🤍

#fic recs #tom holland #peter parker #writing #fiction #welcome to the family

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universitypenguin · 1 year

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This reminded me of Lloyd 👨🏻 🤭🤭🤭🤭

https://www.tumblr.com/madmadmilk/714859139400122368

😂

This is exactly how Princess sees Lloyd!

She was like: is he intimidating? Sure, but only because he’s trying to be.

I feel like Princess took a liking to Lloyd the same way that Jasmine must have taken a liking to her pet tiger in Aladdin. They’re both scary creatures who aren’t meant to be house pets, but they’re choosing the lifestyle because of love. ❤️

#penguin replies #Lloyd Hansen #the princess and the lawyer: ask #aladdin #princess jasmine #the tiger from Aladdin

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madmadmilk · 2 years

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"i love you in every universe" and "i wanted to say, in another life, i would be happy just doing laundry and taxes with you"–– OH MY GOD!!! i love love love love absolutely adore the idea that your love for a specific person carries through every universe. it may end well, it may not– but the fact that you can meet someone and fall in love with any and every iteration of them???!!! it fills my heart and shatters it on the ground holy shit

#AGGHGHHGHHGURHRU #i'm still just sitting here thinking about those two lines #like no matter the context it's just WOW #such a simp for soulmates and two ships kinda love idc!!!!#personal #madmadmilk #doctor strange #everything everywhere all at once #multiverse #spoiler #spoilers

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sleepy-window · 1 year

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POV: you watch a handsome man walk by your fav coffee shop everyday, taking long strides without break. he always wears a fitted black suit, some days iridescent green or blue, but most often so dark it absorbs all warmth and attention. colors shimmer around him, and you're convinced he's framed by a halo of light that no one can see-- but you do. you've had a month to notice, to rake for details behind a steaming cup of coffee. but was he scowling or smiling? you could never tell. until one day his eyes catch yours appreciating, and you know for sure. it's a smile and a crown of golden horns.

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skymoonandstardust · 2 months

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✨🌈SEND THIS TO OTHER BLOGGERS YOU THINK ARE WONDERFUL. KEEP THE GAME GOING🌈✨

awww. thank you so much <3 i seriously love all your loki quotes, they brighten my day and make it so much better. so right back at you @tricksterlokilaufeyson

some other blogs i think are wonderful:

@madmadmilk @lokisgoodgirl @hotforharrison @missraion @anukulee @elysianparker @glitchquake @lokischambermaid @queenofangrymoths @rescue3000

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wazzupmrstark · 2 years

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BEST tom smut out there miss? 🎤

pls that’s so hard 😖 the first that come to mind though are:

ground rules (series) by @madmadmilk

self-reflection by @stuckonspidey

sucker punch by @duskholland

#answered #anon #fic recs

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borhapparker · 1 year

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character sleepover weekend!

hi y'all! i made a poll yesterday (friday) and lasted till saturday to see which character i will be receiving requests for in this sleepover weekend and joseph quinn/eddie munson won the poll! so that means, all requests made/written/received will be about either the actor joseph quinn or the character eddie munson! here are some prompts and/or songs if you wanna pick or you can send in anything you'd like! let's get started!! (:

character sleepover weekend!

prompts:

"what the hell is wrong with you?"

"you think it's okay to speak to me like that?"

"this will be your only warning, get away from me."

"you better get the fuck out of my face."

"you're such an asshole, i don't even know why i like you."

"why do you make loving you so damn hard?"

"i have a really bad feeling about this."

"do you think this is it? the end?"

"do you even love me anymore?"

"you really think i have a choice?"

"i'm not giving up on you, i'm not giving up on us."

"if you're hurt, you can tell me. i don't mind carrying you, honest."

"don't look at them, look at me. you're okay, stay in this moment with me."

"i said no! you're hurt, just for ONCE do what i ask."

"i hate knowing you're hurt and there's nothing i can do."

"you're telling me to calm down? you're the one who's shot!"

"please, just let me help you."

"stay with me, just stay with me."

"are you dumb?"

"have you been drugged?" "i don't do drugs.. it's only marijuana."

"please don't tell my mom, she will throw a shoe."

"how about we just spend the day in bed?"

"look at me, sweetheart!"

specific prompts/moments:

first family christmas

high school graduation

getting suspended together from school

unexpected pregnancy/older or younger

high school reunion

wedding/attending ex's wedding

au's:

college students/roommates

angels vs demons

post-apocalypse

hospital (one is patient, other is doctor/nurse)

royalty (one is royal/stable worker)

rock band/battle of the bands

superheroes/superpowers (much like marvel universe)

vampire (one is a vamp/human)

arranged marriage (used to change the other)

spies/assassins (one is the other/target)

coffee shop (one works/regular customer)

teachers (both working together/nearby)

soulmates (in various ways: colors, tattoos, imprints, necklaces with heat, time clock on wrist, etc)

taglist: @pbnjparker @madmadmilk @hollandroos @spiderboytotherescue @logangarfield @forever-rogue @tomsholland @eddiemunsvns @aloneinthehellfire @shutyourmoustache @strangermarvelss

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dumdumsun · 1 year

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I posted 2,661 times in 2022

155 posts created (6%)

2,506 posts reblogged (94%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@youcandalekmyballs

@fiveisnumber1

@madmadmilk

@yurtletheturtlehenderson

@sbyderman

I tagged 316 of my posts in 2022

#stranger things - 91 posts

#suns inbox - 78 posts

#stranger things x reader - 54 posts

#lost and found - 52 posts

#lucas sinclair - 49 posts

#stranger things fic - 48 posts

#will byers - 45 posts

#mike wheeler - 45 posts

#st x reader - 45 posts

#will byers x reader - 45 posts

Longest Tag: 136 characters

#luke the nerve if they actually had the sparrows be actual people and numbers second while the umbrellas all got shit- like its unlikely

My Top Posts in 2022:

Lost and Found

A/N: Welcome, lovelies! I'm finally back to uploading and let's just say that this one has been a long wait for me. I've been so friggin excited to finish and upload this story. I miss this show so much and I can't wait for season four to come out. This fic was all I thought about for a long time and now that it's done, I can obsess over writing the other two installments of it. But for now, I hope you enjoy this first chapter!

Warnings: bullying, brief racism (Troy towards Lucas), mentions of vomit

Word Count: 3254

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Chapter One: The Vanishing of Will Byers

On a dark autumn’s night, at the edge of Maple Street’s suburban cul-de-sac, sat two sprinklers. They spat out their water to refresh the newly mowed lawn of the Wheeler residence. This lawn, amongst other aspects, was a symbol for the perfect nuclear family residing within the two-story home. Below those two stories, within the basement, sat the four members of Hawkins Middle School’s Audio Visual Club and players of the current Dungeons and Dragons campaign.

“Something is coming. Something hungry for blood,�� whispered the president of the AV Club, Mike Wheeler, eyes trailing across his three friends who sat around his square table. “A shadow grows on the wall behind you, swallowing you in darkness. It is almost here.”

“What is it?” The soft voice of Will Byers impatiently asked across from Mike.

“What if it’s the Demogorgon?” Dustin Henderson raised his brows at his friends. Will sighed out and slumped against his chair in distress. “Oh, Jesus, we’re so screwed if it’s the Demogorgon.”

Lucas Sinclair, across from Dustin, widened his eyes and spoke with gestured hands, “It’s not the Demogorgon.”

Mike smirked at his friends’ groans and moans before grabbing a figure from behind his cardboard covering and slamming it upon the board in the middle of the table. “An army of troglodytes charge into the chamber!”

“Troglodytes?” Dustin grinned at Lucas, who smugly smiled back at him.

“Told ya.” He chuckled.

After the three unsuspecting boys’ laughter trailed off, a moment of silence passed before Mike’s face dropped in feigned confusion. “Wait a minute. Do you hear that? That… That sound? Boom… boom… Boom!” He banged against the table, causing the boys to jump and gasp. “That didn’t come from the troglodytes. No, that… That came from something else.”

Lucas and Dustin shared a knowing look before Mike slammed another figure onto the board. “The Demogorgon!”

Three sets of groans filled the basement, Dustin smacking his hand against the table. “We’re in deep shit.”

“Will, your action!”

“I don’t know!” The Byers boy exclaimed.

“Fireball him!” Lucas said as if it were obvious.

“I’d have to roll a 13 or higher!”

At this, Dustin widened his eyes. “Too risky. Cast a protection spell.”

“Don’t be a pussy. Fireball him!”

“Cast Protection.”

The argument between Dustin and Lucas ended abruptly upon Mike banging his hands against the table yet again. “The Demogorgon is tired of your silly human bickering! It stomps toward you. Boom!”

“Fireball him!”

“Another stomp, boom!”

“Cast Protection.”

“He roars in anger!”

From above the basement, on the other side of the closed door, a figure leaned against the wall, listening to the clamoring of the boys. Her sock-covered feet excitedly tapped the hardwood floor as a small smile graced her features. At Dustin’s chants of ‘oh my god’, a soft giggle escaped from her throat. From behind her, she heard the approaching footsteps of her mother, Karen Wheeler. The woman moved to her side and opened the basement door, revealing Mike at the bottom of the staircase, seemingly searching for something. “Mike!” She called out.

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Upon A Smile | "Wild World" Part 2

A/N: Due to popular demand, I have made a part 2. Thank you so much for the love and support "Wild World" received. I hope you enjoy ❤️

Warnings: broken limbs, a bomb ass song, a large amount of the words "shit" and "fuck" in one setting, mentions of death/dying and S4 SPOILERS!!!

Word Count: 4139

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“You don’t have a favorite song?”

(Y/N) looked up from her stack of cassettes to meet Steve’s look of disbelief he was throwing over his shoulder. She rolled her eyes and turned her attention back to sifting through the options in her hands that they had already deemed unworthy. “No, I don’t.”

“Everyone has a favorite song.”

“Well, not me.”

The group consisting of Dustin, Lucas, Robin, Nancy, Max, Steve, (Y/N) and Eddie made their way through the woods. Dustin’s head constantly moved up and down between his compass and the woods before him as he led them all to their destination. Lucas was the only one who knew not to question anything his friend was doing since he had been the only one in the group to have gone through something like this with him before. But, since everyone had all encountered the unspeakable at least once before, they were all learning not to doubt any of Dustin’s theories.

Understandably, they were all on edge for obvious reasons. The most obvious being the possible demise hanging over Max and (Y/N)’s heads. The former had already escaped Vecna’s grasp before, but the latter was on thin ice. For the past twenty minutes, she and Eddie had been thinking and pondering any song that had personal meaning to her, but they always drew up a blank. Still, it was a good distraction for the both of them.

Steve sighed and his eyes turned solemn, a look (Y/N) hated receiving from anyone. “You gotta make a decision soon, (Y/N). You need to be prepared for this asshole.”

“I know, Steve…”

Eddie hummed as he held up a cassette. “You think Stevie Nicks is gonna save you?”

“I doubt it.” (Y/N) chuckled, taking the tape from him and adding it to the stack in her hands. “I-I don’t even have a favorite artist, honestly.”

“Too bad you have none of my songs on tape,” He nudged her. “I just know those are your favorite.”

Everyone thought they had been dreaming when they heard the laugh (Y/N) let out. No one had ever heard her laugh out loud like that. Like she was genuinely living for once, like she was finally finding joy in something, in someone. It wasn’t a particularly loud or boisterous laugh, but they’d never seen (Y/N) react to anything that positively. Of course, Eddie Munson would be the one to make it happen. Little did they know, she surprised him every time she laughed. He always tried his hardest and prided himself in humoring the statue that was (Y/N) (L/N). Her laughing subsided as she shook her head. “You wish, Munson.”

“Oh, I really do.” He leaned closer to her face in a mocking manner before holding up another tape. “AC/DC?”

“Mm-mm.” She shook her head. Eddie sighed dramatically and handed it to her.

“What about Foreigner?”

“Probably not.”

“Black Sabbath?”

“Uh-uh.”

“Bon Jovi? Led Zeppelin? Fleetwood Mac?”

(Y/N) perked up and plucked the cassette from his hand. “Hey, maybe.”

A sudden gasp not loud enough for anyone but (Y/N) to hear came from Eddie as he slowly presented a tape to her. “Oh, my dear… dear, (Y/N)... Where, oh, where have you been hiding this?”

“Give me that!” She quietly hissed, snatching it from him and putting it at the bottom of the stack before leaning close to Eddie. “You will tell no one.”

“Tell what?” His volume lowered to match hers. “That the reclusive, stoic, mysterious (Y/N) (L/N)... listens to Madonna on the down-low?”

“Yes, that exact information.” She felt her face burn at the wicked smile that spread across his stupid face. “Eddie, I’m serious. I know it’s stupid, but please.”

He held his hands up innocently. “Your dirty secret is safe with me, sweetheart. I promise.” He chuckled and went through the other options in his hands. “I didn’t know you listened to Cat Stevens.”

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Lost and Found Masterlist

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*if there's no link, the chapter has yet to be posted*

Chapter One: The Vanishing of Will Byers

Chapter Two: The Search for Will Byers

Chapter Three: The Weirdo on Maple Street

Chapter Four: One Day

Chapter Five: Holly Jolly

Chapter Six: The Heroes

Chapter Seven: The Body

Chapter Eight: In Contact

Chapter Nine: The Flea and the Acrobat

Chapter Ten: The Compasses

Chapter Eleven: The Monster

Chapter Twelve: Just Like Me

Chapter Thirteen: The Bathtub

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Wild World | Eddie Munson x Reader

A/N: This may be a bit later than I said I’d post this. But this is a treat for helping me reach a milestone of 500 followers. I said I’d give you an Eddie x Reader oneshot, so I made you one ❤️ This may not be my best work since it’s my first time ever writing for Eddie, so I hope I did good. Lmk if you want a part 2. I kinda already have something in mind. Enjoy ❤️❤️

Warnings: implied self-harm, mentions of death, blood, marijuana and corpses. S4 SPOLIERS!!!

Word Count: 3735

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She had never truly smiled until she met him.

(Y/N)’s journey through life had always been more of a trek, a trudging through the cruel and unapologetic wild. She couldn’t exactly call herself a gazelle, for even a gazelle destroys for its own benefit. (Y/N) was more of the grass that sprouted and grew from the dirt. A natural, living organism that is constantly taken advantage of. Trampled over, cut, burned, eaten alive. The gazelle uses her for its nutrients, only to be hunted and preyed on by the lion, the most superior, who no one in the wild is safe from.

On her rainy days, even when it feels she may drown, she is strengthening. So that on those bright, sunny days, she may flourish and prosper with the brawn of the lion, but with the vulnerability of the gazelle. And the knowledge that this will not last. When the cold falls over, she will wither and dry, she will break easily under the pressure of the winter snow. She will shiver and weep and she will freeze nearly to death until the spring takes her stand to rain and shine upon her again, continuing the cycle.

(Y/N) found herself existing in a cycle she desperately wanted out of, but lacked the knowledge on how and the desire to even get out of bed to do so. She couldn’t remember the last time she smiled, truly smiled. She had her friends; Steve and Robin were a hilarious duo that always kept her guessing. Nancy wasn’t as humorous as them, but (Y/N) didn’t need humor to break out into a small smile. The kids, ever since starting their freshman year, were around her more than they had ever been. Everyone she was close to was around her, save for El, Will and Jonathan. She had fought alongside this group. She shed sweat, blood and tears with this group. She fought off the Demogorgon in Joyce Byers’s home with the teens in the fall of ‘83. She helped Steve with the kids in their journey through the Upside Down in ‘84.

They held her as she sobbed her eyes out after defeating her flayed mother who had attacked her in the summer of ‘85.

Everyone had noticed her shift in emotion since then. The girl had never shown much emotion before then, but now she was hollow, a shell of the girl they had befriended and loved. She hardly reacted to humor besides a huff of a laugh and a hint of a smile she felt she had to give. Conversation with her was mostly one-sided. She claimed she never had time to hang out, always disappearing after school. Sometimes, she would resurface at the supermarket where she worked. Sometimes she would simply be at home. They knew someone had to take care of the house while her father was at work. They also knew that he had told her she didn’t have to, but (Y/N) felt herself partially responsible for her mother. She was home alone when she was flayed. She was alone because her father was working and (Y/N) was late coming home.

(Y/N) knew it was unwise to blame herself for her mother’s death, but who else would she be able to blame? The Mind Flayer? It was dead, it wouldn’t be able to feel her wrath on a daily basis, it wouldn’t know that it ruined her life, that it ruined Hawkins and sent it into the deepest pit of despair it had been in yet. She couldn’t blame her father, he did nothing wrong. He was completely unaware of interdimensional creatures intending on wiping out the human race. She couldn’t blame her friends. Not after everything they had done for her. She was the only one left to hurt.

She suffered under her own hands, under her own words. She started during her mother’s funeral. Her father held her in his arms and she felt the sob he was holding shudder his entire body. Afterwards, she told him that she didn’t want him to hold in his sadness, she wanted him to freely grieve under their roof. He didn’t need to be strong for her. He needed to let himself feel. Meanwhile, she was the one holding in everything. She couldn’t tell her father how his wife had actually died. That she had been possessed, that she had attacked their daughter against her own will, that it was between the two of them. That (Y/N) had come close to dying that night and had to bash her mother’s head with a frying pan continuously until she watched her melt into a pile of meat right before her very eyes. (Y/N) held the truth, the anger, the sadness, the guilt, all within her sternum. And one day, she would die with it. It would die with her.

(Y/N) tried everything in her power to push Eddie Munson away. He wanted to get close, he wanted to peek behind the walls she put up. He wanted to break them down to see the real her, the one not everyone gets to see. But (Y/N) was terrified. Everyone knew her mother had died in the “fire” that engulfed the Starcourt Mall, but he made her want to tell him everything. He could have intimidated her at first glance, but she had been through enough. She had him in a class or two and was surprised the past two years when seeing him in classes, swearing to herself that he should have graduated in ‘84. She didn’t mind, he was intriguing. His tresses of brown curls and crazy hot tattoos pulled her right in. His charm and his alluring voice held her down. But once he let go, once he allowed her to decide, his caring nature and ability to see right through her was what made her want to leave, but ultimately was what made her stay.

She didn’t want him to see why she was hurting and she definitely didn’t need him to read her aloud like a storytime book when they were alone for the first time. It made her feel transparent, like anyone would be able to see her, but she soon realized that his ability to see through walls was what made him different.

“You could be a tree.” He had shrugged, bringing the joint up to his lips. (Y/N) frowned and turned to him, her mind hazy from how much she had been inhaling from that same joint. Eddie saw the confusion on her face. “Your little analogy on who you are in this world. The grass, the gazelle, all that. Doesn’t have to be like that. You could just be a tree.”

She hadn’t even realized she was speaking that much. Fuck marijuana, honestly. “A tree?”

“Yeah,” He pulled the joint from his lips and blew the smoke up to the ceiling of his bedroom. The two were sprawled out on his bed, a safe distance, but close enough to pass the smoke to each other. “You know, you could be like a tree. You’re already this grand, beautiful creature, if I may be so praiseful, if not flirtatious.”

“You may.” She accepted the offered joint, a small and bashful smile on her face.

“Well, alright then,” He grinned. “So, yeah, you’re beautiful and amazing and you know you are. You’ve always known. You don’t need me to tell you, you don’t need anyone to tell you. Deep down, past all that guilt, you know who you are. You stand firmly in place where you know you belong and you exist for yourself. You change through the seasons and you’re still you, even when your leaves turn brown and fall away from you.”

“Eddie-”

“And you wanna know what the best part of it is?”

She released the smoke from her lungs with the shake of her head. “What?”

“There would be no gazelles or lions to eat you and use you. No feet to trample you.”

“But I’d still be cut down at some point when I’m in the way of what someone wants to do.”

Eddie sat up and waved his hands about as he spoke. “I hate to break it to you, honey, but aren’t we all gonna be fucked over at some point? That damn lion that eats the gazelle that ate you, the grass, is gonna end up some rich asshole’s mat in their bedroom. And then that asshole that uses that lion? The one who ordered for you, a possible tree, to be cut down? His life would soon end and everyone would say ‘oh, man, he’s dead! Who gets his money now?’, like they actually gave a shit about him. But you? You will be avenged, you beautiful creature. Because… we need the trees, (Y/N).”

She looked up to find him staring tenderly at her. She couldn’t help the wide grin that spread across her features.

“We need them.”

Her heart never got used to seeing Eddie or hearing his voice. It still sped every time his eyes locked on hers and it burst whenever her name left his lips. God, those lips… She never got used to him, not even when they felt that they knew each other more than anyone had ever known them. They didn’t care for labels, didn’t care what people thought of the two of them spending so much time together. (Y/N) was certain they weren’t dating. That would require too much trust, too many obligations. She didn’t want either of them to get hurt, especially not Eddie. He didn’t deserve any of that.

“(Y/N)!” She heard him call out to her in the crowded hallway. She continued on without looking back to acknowledge him. A few seconds later, she felt his hand on her arm. “Hey, you never showed up yesterday. I had to get high all by myself. And let me tell you, it is not the same anymore without you.”

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