Here’s a fic i stayed up until two writing which no one asked for! Enjoy also SEND US ASKS PLEASe x
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Warnings: mentions of blood, swearing
with Loki was your favourite.
It was a
rare occasion too, which only made you look forward to it even more when you
were both free on the same day. It was odd when you thought about it, you
always finished absolutely shattered, probably injured and ready for a long
sleep, yet you preferred it to training with anyone else. It also made sense
though, because Loki was the only one who didn’t treat it like a lesson, who
wasn’t scared to get hurt, or for you to get a bit hurt either for that matter.
It was the most likely training to help you in real life, compared to your
training with Steve, who would tell you exactly what he was about to do and how
you should react before either of you had even moved. You knew he meant well,
but it was too unrealistic, what attacker told you how he was about to attempt
to try and stab you before he did it?
So that was
why you liked training with Loki. Well, one of the reasons. It would be a lie
if you said you didn’t find Loki a teeny tiny bit attractive. Obviously
that wasn’t the only reason you… felt things, for him. He was funny, in a
sarcastic kind of way (your favourite kind), and just all round mysterious.
Being unable to pinpoint exactly what it was about him that you liked so much
was driving you crazy; you were just
determined to find out about him. The attractive part wasn’t doing anything to
was to be proven to you in about five seconds time. You were already in the
training room, looking out one of the floor to ceiling windows stretching
across an entire wall of the room, contemplating the view and thinking about,
well, the attractive part. The attractive eyes to be specific.
deep in thought, when all of a sudden your feet weren’t on the floor anymore.
You let out a gasp of surprise as you were flipped off of your feet, and hit
the floor hard, on your back. Then you were looking up into said attractive
eyes. He’d bought you swiftly back down to Earth, literally.
distracted when there’s a possibility of danger.” Loki told you, holding out
his hand with a smirk. Glaring at him and ignoring the ache in your back, you
knocked his hand away and struggled to your feet.
do anything wrong then. I don’t consider you dangerous.” you said haughtily,
clenching your jaw as you faced him and noticed how especially good he looked
this morning. Typical. Did he ever have a bad hair day?
should.” he countered, holding back a smile as he watched you roll your eyes.
You were the only person around here who made him want to smile. It was odd. He
had learnt to tolerate these people at the compound since they’d started being
civil towards him, and maybe even enjoyed their company once in a while. You
were one of these few people. But it was still strange, there was something
different with you. Good different.
Loki was flat on his back. He’d stared at you for a second too long and you’d
taken advantage. But it was difficult to feel triumphant when your heart was
racing, why had he been looking at you like that? Was it possible…? No, stop
getting distracted Y/N.
distracted when there’s a possibility of danger.” you mimicked, putting
emphasis on the word ‘distracted’ and holding out your hand. Big mistake. Loki
grabbed your outstretched arm and flipped you over as easily as if you were a
pancake, pinning you to the ground with his magic. You fought against it
angrily, glaring at him from the floor as he stood up, unable to speak.
consider you dangerous.” he told you, but there was no cocky smirk to accompany
it, and… was he blushing?! He definitely looked flustered. There was
something going on with him; you needed to find out what. A plan, you needed a
plan. Suddenly the magic was lifted and you scrambled to your feet immediately,
breathing hard. It was game time.
immediately for the attack, which he predicted, blocking everything you threw
at him with precision and skill, causing you to growl in frustration and push
forward, throwing all you had at him.
good. Too good. Loki was beginning to break, his defense becoming weaker at you
advanced. He had considered letting you past, just to have the satisfaction of
letting you think you had a win and then taking it from you, but now he was in
danger of actually losing to you. If only you didn’t look so good, he
might be able to concentrate better…
broke his defense, scorching part of his face and some of his hair. Oops, maybe
you should hold back a bit… but now he had turned to attack, forcing you to
throw up a shield in defense. He wasn’t messing around.
Now you had
a plan, but you needed to be careful: it was going to hurt. You were going to
let him catch you with some magic, only a bit, and pretend to be hurt. Surely
you’d be able to gauge his feelings for you from his reaction to thinking you
were hurt. You really hoped so, because this could be painful. You weren’t
playing to win this time, you just wanted answers, and if you knew Loki, this was
the only way you were going to get them.
teleported behind him, immediately hurling your magic at his back, and watched
in dismay as he spun around and blocked it completely. Shit. You’d never tried
that before, and it hadn’t made you feel amazing. Just as you thought you might
be sick, a blast of green magic rocketed towards you and hit you square in the
It was like
an out of body experience. The pain that you felt was immense, and there was
nothing you could do as you felt yourself slam backwards into the floor. Then
your head split open. Okay, maybe that was being a bit dramatic, but that’s
what it felt like to your already battered body.
was fuzzy, and you could hear a loud ringing inside your brain, so loud you
thought you might go deaf from it. There was a sharp throbbing pain in the back
of your head. Squeezing your eyes shut, you tried to focus on something other
than the pain. It was difficult.
open your eyes, look at me, gods…”
blurry face came swimming into view as you opened your eyes slowly. The ringing
was getting quieter as he talked to you, but the pain wouldn’t fade. Your head
felt warm and fuzzy… and sticky. Blood.
was white as he dropped to his knees next to you. There was so much blood. He
had done this to you.
just keep your eyes open okay? Concentrate on me, don’t close your eyes…” he
talked nonsense as he put his hands over your head, not knowing what he was
You have to fix her.
in terror as your eyelids fluttered, your body was trying to shut down.
please, try – keep your eyes open. Look at me.” he pleaded, placing a hand on
reluctantly forced your eyes open and concentrated your gaze on Loki. Shaking, panicking
Loki. The corner of your mouth quirked into a pained smile.
What- why are you…”
that he was using to dull the pain faltered, and you gasped in pain as the full
force of your impact seemed to hit you once again.
sorry…” Loki directed the healing magic back to your head, having been too
momentarily stunned to breathe, let alone perform magic. He moved his hand from
your cheek back over to your head, wanting to heal you as quickly as possible,
but kept his eyes fixed on your face.
admit it?” you croaked, watching him intently, the pain from your head getting
better by the second.
I like you Y/N, why do you think I train with you-”
what I meant.”
Staying silent, he avoided your gaze while he finished healing you.
it feels okay now-”
move.” Loki told you, sharper than intended, as you tried to move away from his
argue with him.
another minute, the pain had almost completely faded, and Loki finally took his
hands away from you head.
okay, just be careful with-”
you said shortly, sitting up and getting to your feet.
Loki! Just, oh-”
to face him and instead saw the pool of scarlet blood on the floor which was
meant to be inside your head. Your knees didn’t like that one bit, and decided
that they didn’t work anymore. A pair of strong arms appeared around you as you
headed for the floor for the fourth time that day, and you were pushed into a
chair which had conveniently been summoned from thin air.
Loki said, waving a hand to make the blood disappear. Then he pulled another
chair out of thin air and sat next to you.
“I don’t do
blood.” you whispered, closing your eyes, trying to get the image out of your
Loki whispered back, and you looked sideways at him, fighting back a smile.
so sorry, I didn’t- I mean, I would never intentionally…”
about letting him struggle on, but then thought against it.
Loki, I know it was an accident.”
shaking his head, and you suddenly feared what he would say next.
do this again, it’s too-”
“If you say
dangerous I’m getting up and leaving.” you threatened, pointing towards the
door. “I love training with you, you’re the only one who doesn’t treat me like
a porcelain doll! All the others are too scared of getting hurt, or hurting me
– what we do, it’s proper training.”
you.” he said simply, as if that decided at, looking down at his hands.
you fixed me. I’m fine. So we know how you would react in the field if that had
happened for real.”
definitely went red this time. The thought of showing that much… emotion, in
front of the other mortals. It didn’t appeal to him one bit.
at you, confused at your impatient tone.
as confusion spread across his features.
it.” you said, leaning forward to grab his hand.
his mouth, closed it, and then carefully delved into your mind, watching your
expression in amusement as you felt what it was like to have your mind read for
the first time.
Loki’s face intently as he read your mind, resisting the urge to pull away from
the weird sensation you were experiencing. Confusion was the main emotion you
saw, and… awe? Your heart was racing.
he pulled away and refocused on your eyes rather than your forehead. He would really
have liked to have kissed you, but couldn’t move. He also couldn’t speak.
It was most unhelpful.
“I- ” Nope.
He really couldn’t talk.
“Just – do you like me, shake for no, nod for yes.” you told him, nearing desperation. You needed an
He let out
a puff of air and made a face that said, ‘isn’t it obvious?’ And nodded. He
frowned while he did it, but it was still a nod.
broke into the most relieved, gorgeous smile he’d ever seen, and then you tried
to subdue it, embarrassed. He shook his head with a smile, unable to comprehend
it. You… liked him?
back to my room? I think I need to lie down.” you asked with a smile.
course.” Loki said, or rather, croaked. You bit back a laugh and let him help
you up; you still felt quite light-headed.
were at your room, he paused awkwardly outside your door, still holding on to
okay.” you assured him, detaching yourself from his arm and opening the door to
and seemed to be struggling for the right words. You loved shell-shocked
Loki. It was so peaceful.
don’t, sorry.” he finished dejectedly, watching you apologetically.
“I don’t do
blood, you don’t do talking about your feelings. It’s cool.” you smiled at him.
actually felt his heart leave his ribcage for a moment.
you smiled, slipping into your apartment and closing the door.
Once on the
other side you pressed and hand to your mouth, feeling pure elation swell up
through your stomach and into your throat, causing you to have to fight down a
giggle. You listened out for Loki moving away from your door, but no sound
emerged. After about ten seconds, you swung back around and opened the door
again; Loki was stood there with his fist raised, having been about to knock
again. You looked up at him, at those eyes. Those said attractive eyes.
quite suddenly, he was kissing you, and you weren’t sure why or how he’d
plucked up the courage but you weren’t about to ask him, you just kissed him
back, pushing your hand up through his hair and feeling his hand tighten around
the back of your neck, enjoying the feel of his lips against yours…
wasn’t kissing you anymore. You missed it.
coming.” Loki said, pushing you back into your apartment swiftly and shutting
the door quietly behind him, immediately reaching for you again.
wait.” you whispered with a grin, listening to the footsteps come and go
had gone, you looked at each other again.
know what I’m doing.” Loki said.
two of us.” you replied with a smile.
thought, as he reached to kiss you again, it wasn’t a bad position to be in.
You’d finally found out about Loki, and it had only taken him nearly killing
you to do it. Result.
- By @highfuncti0ningfangirl
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