i want to go back to the beginning, when you were trying your hardest to have my heart
i felt wanted, needed, for the first time in a long time
i want to go back to 4 months ago, when you finally took to leap to have me
but now that you have me, i feel like you just take me for granted
do you even love me anymore? like you did in the beginning?
or am i just there? am i just a person you do things with? do you feel like you no longer need to try?
there are times when you talk about the future, with me.
and other times when it feels like im a burden to talk to
i just want it to feel like the beginning again