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every time i think to myself: 'this sober shit is boring' i remember there were times, when i was willing to give up anything except my next dose, for a chance to be where i am today.
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gumbuk9 · 4 months
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dajahsbaby2023 · 10 months
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death-347 · 9 months
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drogentanz · 7 months
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Wer A sagt, muss C nehmen!
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lost-hours · 9 months
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Ser un adicto en recuperación es una pelea contra ti mismo. entre tu voluntad de cambio y tu necesidad de consumo. Eres tu cavando tu tumba y eres tu con ganas de Vida. Eres tu contra ti. Eres tu intentando salvarte de ti mismo.
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mfdrnrz · 2 years
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najpiękniejsza
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It breaks my heart to see all of the people that i met online (and many of them irl while i was in active addiction) getting worse and worse, knowing that to this day, i am the only one who made it out.
It breaks my heart to watch them slowly dying, knowing all i can do is to accept that it's not in my powers to help them.
It's impossible to put all of the stuff i learned for myself into their heads. To let them know.
To let them know that they are just lost, not done, let them know they can be saved, they are worth saving, and they are loved.
But I can only love them from distance. I can't go and jump into deep waters of their own despair to save them. It doesn't work that way. It never did.
Sometimes i text them, to check on them.
Some of them text back.
But they are too far and i can't reach them. I know it's not my fault. I can't save them. I can't even help them with anything without their desire to change.
I know all of that.
It just doesn't make it any easier. It's really painful to watch.
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k-i-l-l-e-r-b-e-e-6-9 · 7 months
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𝔈𝔶𝔢𝔥𝔞𝔱𝔢𝔤𝔬𝔡 - 𝔐𝔢𝔱𝔥𝔞𝔪𝔭𝔥𝔢𝔱𝔞𝔪𝔦𝔫𝔢
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projecthysteria · 3 months
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grilledgalaxy · 13 days
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Things sobriety has taught me:
- I am worth more than self destruction
- The guilt is heavy. The pain still lingers and some days are worse than others. I feel bad for what I’ve done to my body and it takes time to process
- you will lose most of your ‘friends’. Not because they don’t care about you, but because your interests are no longer aligned
- sobriety is very lonely at first, until you find new interests and more fulfilling circles
- Isolation can set you back to your old ways, don’t hide from the world
- Substances are a distraction - What are you running from? Why are you turning to substances?
- Life gets better… a LOT better. Just push through the pain and never lose hope
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death-347 · 7 months
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💎
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l1zzygr4ntforever · 7 months
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yes i can make you that cherry pie
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