The Right Time
I have been thinking about it. Of course, it's way too early to do it, to seal the deal, but I want to tell him. About me. About what happened. And I know he'll be perfect in unspeakable ways. But I don't know when to do it.
He'll eventually come to see your way, of everything to be a tragedy. Either that or you'll eventually start believing in happy endings. It's somewhat a win either way. For the time being, we stick to no attachments.
Although honestly speaking the new guy every year ideology was there from before the incident (maybe from 7th grade?). I like to think that the incident somehow binded it to make it more permanent. It's like after a certain period of time I skip the person, it's horrible but m trying to be better. It's also the lowkey maybe bpd-ish type feelings of never stopping. Being on the run always.
I think this one is different though. This one is love. And that scares me, so much, to think about being on the other side and getting skipped. I don't ever want to leave him but I can't lie to him when we talk about our future. I do see us being together forever but I don't want to hurt you. M sorry, I'll be better, I promise.
Marriage and kids and coming home from work, everything seems like something out of a fairytale. I am sorry, I haven't ever seen a happy ending, or someone in love so pure. It could be the sheer bad luck of not having examples set in my vicinity but it's hard to believe in perfect narratives.
After all the greatest stories are the tragic ones.
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python keyword extraction using nltk wordnet
import re # include wordnet.morphy from nltk.corpus import wordnet # https://pythonprogrammingsnippets.tumblr.com/ def get_non_plural(word): # return the non-plural form of a word # if word is not empty if word != "": # get the non-plural form non_plural = wordnet.morphy(word, wordnet.NOUN) # if non_plural is not empty if non_plural != None: # return the non-plural form # print(word, "->", non_plural) return non_plural # if word is empty or non_plural is empty return word def get_root_word(word): # return the root word of a word # if word is not empty if word != "": word = get_non_plural(word) # get the root word root_word = wordnet.morphy(word) # if root_word is not empty if root_word != None: # return the root word # print(word, "->", root_word) word = root_word # if word is empty or root_word is empty return word def process_keywords(keywords): ret_k = [] for k in keywords: # replace all characters that are not letters, spaces, or apostrophes with a space k = re.sub(r"[^a-zA-Z' ]", " ", k) # if there is more than one whitespace in a row, replace it # with a single whitespace k = re.sub(r"\s+", " ", k) # remove leading and trailing whitespace k = k.strip() k = k.lower() # if k has more than one word, split it into words and add each word # back to keywords if " " in k: ret_k.append(k) # we still want the original keyword k = k.split(" ") for k2 in k: #if not is_adjective(k2): ret_k.append(get_root_word(k2)) ret_k.append(k2.strip()) else: # if not is_adjective(k): ret_k.append(get_root_word(k)) ret_k.append(k.strip()) # unique ret_k = list(set(ret_k)) # remove empty strings ret_k = [k for k in ret_k if k != ""] # remove all words that are less than 3 characters ret_k = [k for k in ret_k if len(k) >= 3] # remove words like 'and', 'or', 'the', etc. ret_k = [k for k in ret_k if k not in ["and", "or", "the", "a", "an", "of", "to", "in", "on", "at", "for", "with", "from", "by", "as", "into", "like", "through", "after", "over", "between", "out", "against", "during", "without", "before", "under", "around", "among", "throughout", "despite", "towards", "upon", "concerning", "of", "to", "in", "on", "at", "for", "with", "from", "by", "as", "into", "like", "through", "after", "over", "between", "out", "against", "during", "without", "before", "under", "around", "among", "throughout", "despite", "towards", "upon", "concerning", "this", "that", "these", "those", "is", "are", "was", "were", "be", "been", "being", "have", "has", "had", "having", "do", "does", "did", "doing", "will", "would", "shall", "should", "can", "could", "may", "might", "must", "ought", "i", "me", "my", "mine", "we", "us", "our", "ours", "you", "your", "yours", "he", "him", "his", "she", "her", "hers", "it", "its", "they", "them", "their", "theirs", "what", "which", "who", "whom", "whose", "this", "that", "these", "those", "myself", "yourself", "himself", "herself", "itself", "ourselves", "yourselves", "themselves", "whoever", "whatever", "whomever", "whichever", "whichever" ]] return ret_k def extract_keywords(paragraph): if " " in paragraph: return paragraph.split(" ") return [paragraph]
example usage:
the_string = "Jims House of Judo and Karate is a martial arts school in the heart of downtown San Francisco. We offer classes in Judo, Karate, and Jiu Jitsu. We also offer private lessons and group classes. We have a great staff of instructors who are all black belts. We have been in business for over 20 years. We are located at 123 Main Street." keywords = process_keywords(extract_keywords(the_string)) print(keywords)
output:
# output: ['jims', 'instructors', 'class', 'lesson', 'all', 'school', 'san', 'martial', 'classes', 'karate', 'great', 'lessons', 'downtown', 'private', 'arts', 'also', 'locate', 'belts', 'business', 'judo', 'years', 'located', 'main', 'street', 'jitsu', 'house', 'offer', 'staff', 'group', 'heart', 'instructor', 'belt', 'black', 'francisco', 'jiu']
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spotted on the wall behind the white horse theater!!
Happy one year to Bolt in the Blue by @valeriianz ! Truly the best band au fics I've ever read, I am Endless' #2 fan forever (#1 is Hob, of course) 💙🎸✨
+ alt. colors for the flyer & other scans:
i love taking advantage of my art uni's massive (MASSIVE) scanners for literally anything i can. it's got the most gorgeous grit and scan banding that photoshop trickery cant replicate (though i try lol). so, yes, i literally printed out the b&w flyers, scanned them in, then added color and printed them again to stick on my wall haha.
when digitally adding color, i wanted it to really feel like black ink on colored paper instead of trying to print on color paper and then scan it again (i have done this before idk). i think the xerox-y look is pretty convincing! the green, pink, and purple are my personal favs.
an irl friend suggest i try non-black-ink versions to see what i liked. i think they look cool but some of the text gets a bit lost. still, i like the pale yellow+red ink one. (this almost makes me want to try riso printing this to see what it'd look like 👀👀).
^ this is what the white horse metal barrier edit looked like before I added the Huji Cam filter lol. it wasn't feeling convincing enough like this, so i actually took a photo of my laptop screen with the filter and somehow that looked more real than the actual shot from the show lol. (also, because i've stared at this screenshot for so long, the orange/yellow June 12th poster? is everything on it a reference?? loll)
anyway, had a lot of fun making this!! feel free to print if you want!! READ THE FIC EVERYONE GO READ BOLT IN THE BLUE RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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@bxstardaevis sent [ DISCOVER ] for one muse to find the other crying alone. -- for Clive (if ya want a more overtly angsty one, but no pressure!!)
It is not often Clive lets himself break down but he'd thought he was alone. The hideaway is busy and he'd found some room to escape into, one that isn't often used but Aevis must have heard the soft crying and come to check it out.
He turns away from the man so that his back is turned, a hand coming up to wipe away at his tears. "I-I'm fine." He speaks, though the way his voice shakes is proof that he's not fine.
Everything is so stressful, too much, and it's times like this he misses Cid. He'd know what to do, he always knew what to do with his stupid little shortcuts and his confidence. It's one thing after another, not only is he sad about Cid but nightmares have kept him up for days, and the stress of running an entire Hideaway is getting to him too much - what if he ends up getting people killed? He can't bear that.
Sometimes, he wishes he would never have agreed to continue Cid's legacy and then he starts feeling guilty.
"I-I said I'm fine."
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