#my lungs feel good

[switch-kun]

The thought of you sitting down, crossed legs with a tight skirt, pussy hidden from my sight, and pushing me down to my knees drives me fucking insane. Let me please you. Tell me exactly how you want it, how you want me— use my body and tell me how pathetic I look when I beg. Spread your legs, giving me a full-on view of your wetness, and mock me for staring. Grab my chin and put your fingers in my mouth, having me lather them up. Then take them out to slide inside of you— inch-by-inch, painfully fucking slowly, only for my eyes to see. Torture me with your words and coo at how impatient I've become. Make me watch you fuck yourself so well that I wished how those fingers were mine, hitting all of your sweet spots, making you see stars.

#probably the only time i'll feel subby (i smoked a joint and am high which explains it) #but anyway dommes are just so?? so??? how can i explain #like please sit on my face and take all the oxygen out of my lungs and tell me how good it feels and pat my head and 🫠 #wlw nsft #lesbian nsft #sapphic nsft

[shapeshiftershenaniganary]

my knee-jerk response to horror (specifically jumpscare horror) is to just check out emotionally for a while, so the Nightmare path for Slay the Princess was a lot of just

"uhuh. uhuh. yeah thats great sweetie. heart lungs liver nerves"

#oh ok i sorta get how that all led up to this. #feels a lil weird tho #thats my new live laugh love btw #Slay the Princess #“and theres that fear again” yeah sure thing. whatever you say. heart lungs liver nerves #chattering #stp spoilers #loved that inbetween bit tho thats so good in the greater context of the story #like I didnt get Nightmare first run through and the ending did kinda feel a lil like #Nightmare ending its like. oh no ok yeah 100% #totally got you man no notes here #edit: yo what the fuck scrambled my tags I didn't even know that was a thing that could happen whadda hell

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

Why has Barnaby made TWO hospital visits in one year??? What was the first one about??? [<-Talking about the Human AU]

no yeah the first one was Howdy's brief stint (a couple hours) for the whole smoke inhilation minor injuries from the fire thing.

the second one was for Wally's festive lil car crash where he comes very close to Fuckign Dying!!! and. well. technically there are many different visits for that one cause he's in the hospital for a hot sec, but yk. technically only two hospital-worthy events

#barnaby: oh man howdy being in the hospital was terrifying! #barnaby: i sure hope i never have to experience anything like this again! #and- whats that? WHY ITS WALLY DARLING WITH A STEEL CHAIR- #its a very distressing event for everyone!!! #a long night of a bunch of colorful Very Stressed friends in a waiting room followed by several weeks of equally stressed visits #its a Bad Accident #like a 'its a borderline miracle that wally survived' accident #the rest of the au is pretty feel-good and the angst is more mild & normal/expected #this is like. just the Big Dramatic Event that fucks everyone up ahaha #i needed to include at least one!!! #its very detailed in my mind... #from the call getting cut off to barnaby sobbing his heart out in the hospital parking garage to etc etc etc #rambles from the bog #wh modern human au #its fun! for me. and anyone who enjoys this flavor of Fictional Drama #ive been going through reddit threads & articles & sites all morning researching medical stuff #as i am wont to do when thinking about characters getting injured <3 #usually its for stuff like stab wounds and disembowelment and hypothermia and lung collapse and- you get the picture #car crashes Surprisingly are rarely in my wheelhouse of angst! for some reason! theyre very juicy! #anyway i like to get everything as accurate as possible in my head #and then take Creative Liberties bc this is fiction #but! they're purposeful (mild) inaccuracies! if im gonna do something wrong im gonna do it Correctly! #do the. do the something wrong correctly. do the wrong thing Right! on purpose! #so that if people go 'well uhm acktually' i can say with my entire chest I Know! I Did This On Purpose! Thank You!

[hjartasalt]

I. may have anger issues

#grief really does bring out the worst in people huh #decided I didn't feel like cycling to work today #checked the bus time table and of course the app wasn't working because it never does #whatever though I can remember what time my bus usually leaves #ended up being like 2 minutes early and just fucking drove past me like thanks man it wouldn't have killed you to stop and catch up #on the actual schedule #anyway being the well adjusted individual that I am my instant reaction to this was to just start screaming at the top #of my lungs some things I will not repeat here because I am not proud of them #nothing like a good public meltdown to start the day am I right

[lukecastellanshandholder]

I just got done watching episode 3 of the PJO show and I might end up watching again but I am freaking out over two specific points:

⚠️PJO tv show episode 3 spoilers under cut!!⚠️

Number one: Luke being one of the options for Percy to take on the quest? Yes, I know that Percy could’ve chosen Luke in the books as well. However, just thinking about what might’ve happened if Luke had been chosen to go on the quest?? Yeah, that’s something that I’m going to need to think about and write about later.

Number 2. The whole scene with Medusa??? Specifically the part where she’s talking to Percy and Annabeth about how the gods think that they’re infallible even though they do monstrous things? Them showing just how much Annabeth still views the gods as "just", showing just how demigods are conditioned to respect their godly parent even when they’ve done nothing to earn said love and respect? Medusa just went ahead and pointed out what I’ve been saying for so long now!

Plus, I really do like the new direction they took with Medusa and her story. As someone who has gone through… similar difficult situations in their life, I appreciate them telling the more truthful version. I appreciate them not depicting her as a total monster, but as a "survivor " (I may have almost cried during that part). I felt bad when she was killed, and I just think that they did the true story of Medusa justice.

One additional part… are we going to talk about the dead beat dad of the year making an appearance in the last part of the episode?? As soon as I saw Hermes I knew that things were about to get interesting.

Long story short, I love how the show is making it much more evident that the gods aren’t all that good themselves. That they can be (and are) basically just as bad as the actual villain of the series.

#this show has just been me screaming ‘I told you so’ at the top of my lungs #and I don’t normally like to do that #but damn does it feel good to do it now #I can not wait for the next episode #percy jackson #percy jackon and the olympians #percy jackson tv series #pjo #Percy Jackson episode 3

[pouetpouetduckbaudelaire]

Pop punk is THE babytrans guy music genre. I've been relistening to my favourite bands that I basically worshipped when I was 13-14 and like ...that's so me !

Yeah I feel like a loser ! Yeah I just want to stay in my room forever and listen to music too loud ! Yeah I hate my parents ! Yeah I feel like nobody understands me ! Yeah I'm scared I'm gonna be stuck in a town that sucks forever ! Yeah I get a crush on every girl I meet !

It really hits all the sucker feelings, so good to embrace the moody idiot inside.

#trans #transtrucs #pop punk #green day #the all american rejects #sum 31 #blink 182 #american hi-fi #+44 #jimmy eat world #good charlotte #simple plan #the offspring #box car racer #angels and airwaves #bowling for soup #i really didn't understand english at the time and now i'm just rediscovering everything #not gonna lie it's pretty much about what i thought they were saying no surprises here #but still it feels so good to just scream the lyrics at the top of my lungs #the voice cracks really add to it #transgender #t4t #baby trans

[armoralor]

Sabine Wren wearing a top that looks like a binder is something that can be so personal

#it looks JUST like my binder and I love that #yes I know irl you shouldn’t work out in a binder because it’s not good for your lungs & ribs #it was still a special feeling #ahsoka #text #ahsoka spoilers #sabine wren

[starbuck]

I remember back when The Mountain Goats No Children was a meme on here seeing a post that went “I hope you live, i hope we both live,” and it making me SO angry…

And this was before I had ever even listened to the song (or anything by TMG for that matter), but now, knowing that John wrote the song, and specifically the line “I hope you die, I hope we both die” in response to radio overplay of the sugary sweet I Hope You Dance, I feel even more vindicated, because like.

Yes. Ultimately my overall life philosophy is that I hope we all live… I would hope that goes without saying. But No Children isn’t a life philosophy. It’s about how sometimes everything sucks and you feel like shit and trapped and hopeless and angry and I HOPE YOU DIE, I HOPE WE BOTH DIE!!!!!!!!! And who can’t relate to that? Who has NEVER felt like that in their lives??????

I feel a little silly accusing what was ultimately just a joke meme post of Toxic Positivity, but that was the vibe I was getting from it, which is why it made me mad. As though it was sticking up its nose at a song it clearly had no understanding of and going “well I hope we both LIVE 😇😇” and like. Fuck you lol. It’s okay to feel negative emotions. It’s okay to be angry.

#tmg #the mountain goats #tagging bc i feel strongly about this lol… i’m sure i’m not the first to say this #but like. you know. if negative songs aren’t your thing then that’s cool - i respect that #but they still have a right to exist #it’s like people saying that stories with tragic endings shouldn’t exist… that non-hopeful stories should not exist #they can’t understand how people could get catharsis from that too #and it’s okay to not understand! there are plenty of things people enjoy that i’ll never understand #but that doesn’t mean they shouldn’t exist #or need to be sanitized #idk… my personal experience with No Children is that i avoided listening to it for the LONGEST time bc i thought it’d just be edgy bullshit #but then i FINALLY listened to it and i was like ‘oh yeah - i’ve been there’ #and i’ve been a Mountain Goats fan ever since #bc i really respect and appreciate the way that John doesn’t see negative feelings as the antithesis to healing #there are a lot of artists out there who are like ‘yeah i made a lot of negative songs when i was in a bad place but now i’m getting better #so i’m gonna make happy peppy songs now!’ and like. hey - good for them! more power to them! #but i like the acknowledgment that experiencing those darker feelings doesn’t mean you’re a terrible person or backsliding #it’s okay to just *FEEL* #and it’s okay to sing ‘No Children’ at the top of your lungs in your house all alone #you might even feel BETTER afterwards! #don’t know until you try it!!

[archivebottles]

i know i said i was more free now to draw but would u believe a week ago when i posted those images i got hit with a text of some other bullshit i gotta deal with. anyways. once that clears up im more free for good for a while..unless the heavens above feel like striking me with another lightning bolt..

#took today off work because i though i mightve gotten covid (again) but i thiiink im in the clear. #which is good bc my lungs feel like theyre still recovering.. #i want to draw splat stuff.. i miss squit #thots n prayers or whatever. at least this point whatever happens is gonan be creative

[miodiodavinci]

well 😔 after literally 3+ years of masking and double masking with N95s and KN95s and social distancing and not going anywhere where i can't be assured i won't be in close proximity to someone with COVID ya boy got COVID , , , ,

#my lungs feel like absolute shit man ; ; #it's like a footballer rammed straight into my back and stood on top of my crumpled body for good measure ; ; #all because my brother still hangs out at movies and restaurants with his friends . . . . . . . . #and stupidly i was so excited to see him back after a month of being away #so we sat and watched a movie together on tuesday #and then wednesday he was like 'oh shit turns out i have covid sorry' #ogughgh . . . . . . #apparently he was feeling bad even on tuesday but he has such a history with head colds that COVID didn't even show up on our radar . . . . #i'm paying for it now though hhh ; ; #hindsight 20/20 and all that #can't stop coughing and i'm running a low grade fever #but most of all JESUS my chest hurts so much ; ; ; ; ; #it's like the agony of an asthma attack only so much more focus on the pain than the inability to breathe #i'm lucky that at most it just feels like there are rubber bands around my chest when i try to breathe deeply #but god #i'm supposed to start my internship through my college next week #this. might literally fuck me over in so many ways but hopefully my mentors will be accommodating . . . . . #in any event uhgghghgh i'm just frustrated because i've been so so careful for years and years . . . i never stopped masking . . . . . #i got the vaccine and all the boosters and yet . . . . . . . .

[jeanboyjean]

guys i really want to quit drinking and vaping but it's really hard 😞 i'll have 1 good day but then im back to it again the next

#its kinda hard when u live with alcoholics lmao #and then work is stressful so im just itching for it #i miss when i could just drink tea and feel good #my lungs are gonna give out atp #𖡎 . chlo chats shit

[caramelmochacrow]

first colored ms paint drawing after a while and first digital hayakoko(?) drawing weeeeee

#crow's scribbles #d4dj #d4dj groovy mix #kokoa shinomiya #hayate tendo #hayakoko #i love these two soooo much #like. dkivnfkgjd they love each other #their unit name is their names together! LIKE. #akvjfikbhfdh they love each otherrrrrr #i only saw like. a translated video of one of their interactions in the story and. #thsajfnbd the fact that hayate is patient and lets kokoa talk abt her feelings and then then dsifhduihfrg #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #HAYATE IS A GOOD GF AND I WILL SHOUT THIS AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS #what i want to see w them is matching earrings or necklaces #that. that will absolutely MURDER my heart. #hayate would totally make poems abt kokoa and and and skjffjkbhgnfkAAAAAA #i need to draw them holding hands kissing etc etc after i draw some stuff

[perfectly-clear-from-here]

not me purposefully getting off my face drunk just to write this house party chapter realistically. downing another can solely for research purposes.

#this was in my drafts from a couple weeks ago good lord #big mistake BIG MISTAKE #NEVER TOUCHING ITALIAN BOOZE AGAIN #ALSO IT WAS A PARTY I PROMISE IM NOT JUST CRACKING ONE OPEN IN MY ROOM BY MYSELF I DONT DO THAT ANYMORE 😭 #nothing like having to refresh your memory on what being trolleyed actually feels like HELP #anyway. jesus god. that night was event-fecking-ful to say the least #but yeah. had a load of writing inspo the next day wooooo #also someone put on little miss tn and all i remember is getting up on a chair and singing my fecking lungs out #CUE VIVID DESCRIPTIONS OF DISSOCIATION!! #inhaler #my fic #my fic writing #writing problems

[justalittlebluetiefling]

I am typically a very quiet person (in volume), so I forget that I can actually be Very Loud until I have to run a practice by myself.

#i was the Primary counter tonight and oh boy i am out of practice and breath my lungs hurt #i will tell you that those teenagers fucking listened though #i always forget that they are actually very scared of disappointing me too because i feel like such a background coach most of the time #and honestly it's the best they've done listening to me without the head coach there ever #one of them came up to me after today and was like 'oh my god i forgot how much i missed you running practices' #and i was like 'really? i felt like i was so mean to you guys today' and her answer was 'yeah but we deserved it' #they're good kids our first competition is on saturday and they are not going to look great but i hope they look decent #and then we have 2 months until the next one so we have more time to get our shit together #my coaching adventures #personal

[inutaffy]

i almost passed out at school again guys

#this time tho was worse #didnt loose my hearing i lost my vision a lil bit still #i had a cough this morning probably from my germ infested sister and i thought i was fine so i was going to the bus stop and HEAVING my #lungs hurt when i was breathing it was prickly #GOT ON THE BUS AND EVERYTHING WAS DOWN HILL FROM THERE FUCKING GOD #dude #head hurt stomach rolling cramps the astute need to throw up #i was fighting that for a whole 20 minutes #i get motion sickness but not unless im reading something and I WASNY and yet #i was GRIPPING THE SEAT #put my head down and closed my eyes on the seat in front of me and PRAYED #at the end of the bus ride everything was heavy #the blood drained from my face i could feel it i had to bite my lip to make sure i still had feeling in my face bro #lung thing might be my asthma spiking i had it as a kid so idk #anyway ans then my back was killing me #got off the bus #could barely put one foot in front of the other #body aches i was HOT IT WAS LIKE 40 DEGREES AND I TOOK MY JACKET OFF. I REPEAT I TOOK MY JACKET OFFFFF #i got into the school adn these 2 people were standing there by the steps to check IDs and i looked at those steps with a PLANNN . to sit #i tried to sit down but one of em noticed how pale and not good i looked #led me to the nurses #called my mom 3x before she picked up #she couldnt get me til like an hour and some later #i was just writhing on the bed #dying #it got a little better and i switched suddenly from hot to COLD #and im on my period so thats a factor i guess but its not a regular hot flash it was BURNING #anyway she picked me up and i groggily got up #passed my friend in the hall and she widened her eyes at me and i pointed at my mom ahead of me and she said bye #one person knows im out sick but we aint got no classes together today

[skitskatdacat63]

Sorry guys for being completely unhinged this weekend 🙏 but I can't help it and I refuse to be normal about it

#its been a good weekend what can i say #but like seriously i think this has been the most exciting and insane wknd of my life #like in terms of my interest and hobbies it has been fucking nuts #ive been so deranged thank you mutuals for putting up with me ilysm <3 #ive screamed like actually fully screamed at the top of my lungs at least three times this weekend #(the end of that quali session and then josef winning the 500 and then the tomgreg moment) #but i feel like ive just been on crack this whole weekend #its just been insane event after insane event and ive just been completely unhinged ! #but its been so much fun i dont think ive had this much excitement and fun in my life in so long #(bahrain probably hsjdjfkf) #okay anyways i need to have like at least 24 hours to calm down so bear with me #AND I STILL HAVE TO WATCH BARRY'S FINALE FUCK #but then after ive recovered from this eventful wknd ill be back on my bullshit!(gifing old stuff lolol) #okay just need to scream bcs i really just dont feel normal at all at the moment #like so many times this wknd ive had so many moments where ive been shaking and heart pounding and sweating #took like 50 years off my life but in a pleasant insane way #great fun i am having :D #again love you guys <3 #catie.rambling.txt #oops must add: #succession spoilers