you are my favorite person to annoy.
and also to love and to cherish
and to watch movies with
and share my secrets with
and sit muted on calls with,
but you are one of the
only people in this world
that i feel safe enough to annoy.
i'm normally too terrified
of even the idea of other people
being mad at me for any reason.
but there are no buttons
in the world that i would press,
or bubbles that i could burst,
that would bring me half as much joy
as you rolling your eyes at me.
this is how i show my love.
this is how you make me
feel safe enough to do so.
-mars
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Lost in a time I do not belong in
Every night you show
I look up & stare
I see your beauty
So bright
And every night I hope
I hope that she understands me
I hope that she sees me
I hope she says something about me
I hope she opens up to me
The more I hope, the more she hates me
She does not want to be spoken to gently
She does not like how soft I am with her
She hates that I seek her permission
She hates how patient I am
Still, I hope
I hope I am not lost in time
In the meantime
I'll look for you until I find you
I hope you're looking for me too
— lame
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"death on a stony shore"
- some thoughts about the simultaneous inevitability and futility of intelligent life. poem by me 🤙
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I have absolutely no shame when I’m in love.. something strips my heart of all pride, it's pathetically degrading & embarrassing.. I just want to give & give. I'll love you forever & ever.
-Mel
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writing is what keeps me alive
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Your hands are the most comforting cage i’ve ever known
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Almond Milk
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Sometimes I don't know what's actually me.
I'm sure that's confusing,
So hear me out, if you have the time.
I believe we are made of wires
And memories.
Pathways to which we learn lessons.
For example,
If you speak too loudly and are shushed,
The wire bends within you.
You learn to speak softer.
I'm not sure, I suppose,
If I really like almond milk,
Or if you taught me that there were good foods
And that there were bad.
I'm not sure if blending almonds with water really does taste better,
Or if the wire within me tangled into a ball
To fill my stomach instead.
I trusted you to teach me young,
Yet I have memories of us,
Counting every damn almond in the house.
Strange how I have no memories of us
Actually eating one.
x
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..@nosebleedclub April 17th- Almond Milk
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Slice Of Heaven [Title]
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ship ask game 😁1 Who would be first to to bite down anc consume the flesh of the other, euphoric in the taste and the heft and the slide of the blood 2. who is the ant and who is the ophiocordyceps fungus? 3. who is the dog and who is the master? 4 when the roles are blurred or reversed who would be first to die and how? would it be by bulletwound? the phallic blade? strangulation? 5. Cocaine or Heroin? 6. who licks up the other’s cigarette ash? 7 who is julius caesar and who is brutus? 8. who is jesus and who is judas? 9. did jesus want it? did julius caesar know it was coming? are the betrayed ever proud? 10. who is irrumatus and who is irrumans? who is pedicatus and who is pedicans? 11. did they ever kiss and why not? 12 if they are two sides of the same coin who is heads and who is tails? 13. and if the coin was the holey dollar? 14. And if the dog bit back? 15 and if the dog bit back? 16 and if the dog bit back? 17 and if the dog bit back? 18 and if the dog bit back? 19 and if the dog bit back? 20. Who buys the other flowers?🥰
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I was thinking about all the soft, gentle moments in life, and how beautiful they are.
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THE WORLD IS ENDING by judas h.
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— Aure Vives, from ‘km ⇢ xo’
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